"A brilliant life is not like a rolling wave, but an ordinary river that flows endlessly like a river..." said the inscription of "Ordinary World".
The frozen river below the river still flows
When I first read this book, I was still young, and I only felt that the lives of Shaoping Shao'an, Xiaoxia, Runye, etc. in the book were obviously alive, but the ending was arranged unsatisfactorily, loved and could not be loved, hidden in the world, and a plain life.
Without earth-shattering feats, without meeting a soul mate, I was an ordinary person who ran an ordinary life. Looking back at "The Ordinary World", I only feel that I am already a person in the book.
Thirty and standing, unremarkable, undisturbed. I hate this blandness, despise this kind of spiritual emptiness but can't do anything about it, but I can only let life be bound and roll in the world.
Life is boring, I want to get drunk
Some people feel the heaviness of life because they are busy, and some people live depressed because they are idle. You can suffer, it shows that you still have hope for life!
Hope stems from a submission. When brushing vibrato, I saw a call for papers, which is a public account, which mainly collects small stories of life. I am A and B, my life seems to have no story to write, I casually crossed it.
The next day suddenly thought of a very good friend, once we had a tacit understanding, from the fried tofu on the East Street a few cents to talk about when we will migrate to outer space, the whole student era we are each other's souls.
Later, getting married and having children, life inserted too many people and too many things, the connection between busyness was broken, sighing and feeling that it was the norm, which is the fixed trend of most friendships, especially thirty people, personal feelings have long been filled by trivial things of the elderly and children, love, friendship are unconsciously ignored. But that little thought in my heart still drove me to write and submit a manuscript.
The manuscript went through more than 10 rejections and revisions, and finally passed the review, and the manuscript fee was 10 yuan. Every revision is a chew on that friendship, a dialysis of friendship and a miss of that friend. God knows, which is the happiness of 10 pieces of remuneration, that is, for me, a crack opened in the dark life, a beam of light that penetrates.
I turned to a number of classmates and re-contacted the friend, the old friend is still the same, still that taste - I said that Du Min Jun is handsome, she told me not to covet beauty, jump off the screen is also old bacon. But the ordinary life seems to ripple with pleasure.
The cornfields that had been burned by fire were a bit messy during the day
The days that followed were still full of trivialities, still noisy, but also a touch of vividness, and I began the road to writing. But what is more meaningful is that in this process, the memory seems to be recolored, ordinary people are active in words, and I have found a wide range of truths in ordinary trivial things.
Life cannot wait for others to arrange, but to fight and struggle on your own.
I began to observe the people and things around me with my heart, while finding prototypes and materials in them, I saw their ordinary and small but tenacious, felt the warmth and peace in the fireworks, and my emotions were carefully soothed and healed when typing words, and my once confused heart found the intersection.
We must not only walk the road under our feet steadily, but also establish a full system of our own spiritual world to lead us not to lose ourselves. When falling into reality and being tired of life, there is still a force in my heart, which is Sun Shaoping's perception and my understanding, when people are in a state of silent struggle, the spirit will be sublimated from triviality.
Hanging a round of the moon, the cornfield is also a painting
The boiled water-like life didn't seem to be worthy of my excitement, and I began to tidy up my life.
The general flow of life is unchanged, but also full of food and drink Lasa food and housing, the new content added is the weekend all day meals according to the little red book to do, at night with the vibrato live broadcast room to do shaping exercises, began to carefully follow the steps of skin care, hairstyles once a year to change, before going to bed to read and read.
I didn't deliberately insist on these things, but these small adjustments in life responded to me.
The dishes are rich, the official cooking skills have also grown, the husband and child at the dinner table rush to book weekend dishes, and there is more warmth and expectation in the noisy. Doing exercises did not make me lose much weight, but the shape of the body is a lot straight, the whole person's mental state has improved, the dress is also stylish, the effect of skin care is also obvious, you know, this little change, can make an old sister buried in the chai rice oil and salt excited for how long, how much confidence.
The excitement could not be expressed, anyway, like this splendid flower
The wave of a submission did not stop there, and even swept through my life. Writing has become my only passion for more than thirty years, and I have found a stable happiness in ordinary life. The monthly fee is not much, but it brings a long-lost sense of accomplishment, and the income naturally goes into my small treasury, which is a secret sense of security.
Lu Yao said that everyone has an awakening period, and I think this is my awakening period.
Flowers and grass are rooted in the soil, they are settled in the soil, and they also draw nutrients from the soil to become green and flower, seize the air and sunlight, grow freely, and show life.
There is labor, there is sweat, and there is life
We inhabit the human world, and we are only a small individual, but as Lu Yao said: as long as there are people, the world will not be cold! We can be ordinary, but definitely not mediocre!
Everyone's life is a TV series or a novel with their own protagonists, there are all kinds of people interspersed in life, there are a variety of abundant but gentle emotions in the surge, there are waves of inner world, seemingly plain, but when you plunge into it and dig hard, you will find that personal ideas and practices also promote the development of the plot.
See, a person can also be a world
Fate is always not as good as people wish, but it is often in countless pains, in the midst of numerous contradictions and hardships, that people mature, and in the midst of suffering, they have tenacious vitality.
I do not cry, do not lament, do not regret, the golden leaves are piled up in the heart, I am no longer a young teenager, I find submission and comfort in ordinary days, feel another peaceful and firm force of ordinary life, as long as the spring does not die, there are flowers that welcome spring year after year.
I am Wall-E, I like to collect trivial stories of ordinary people, if you have stories you want to tell, welcome to harass the comment area Oh, I don't have alcohol, but I am happy to write your past and record the traces of your life.