According to the British "Daily Star" reported on October 12, a woman claimed to be in love with a ghost that could bring her unparalleled "stinging X excitement", but while deeply fascinated by this "stimulating" experience, she also feared that her demonic lover would kill her.
Brocarde, a 38-year-old independent singer-songwriter from Oxfordshire, said her "other half" confided in her in a thunderstorm that made it difficult for her to sleep. Brocad said the ghost's name was Adévardo, a Victorian soldier who fell into a well at the age of 35 and died. Since then, Edward has visited her regularly, and their relationship has sometimes been intense.
"I've always been skeptical about the supernatural and the unexplainable. I've had a few ghostly experiences in recent years too, but I always put them aside and stopped thinking about them until I met Adévardo. Brocad said.
"I was lying in bed unable to sleep, tossing and turning, trying to avoid the storm and arguing with a friend."
She went on to say: "Suddenly, I felt a burst of warmth inside me, and it was like it was burning. I touched my chest, it was wet, and then a warm feeling spread throughout my body. ”
"Then the whole room cooled down. I sat up violently, tears streaming down my face and trembling almost uncontrollably. ”
"I felt as if someone was there, but I couldn't see anything, so I reached out to turn on the bedside lamp, but it was as if something grabbed my hand and stopped me."
Afterwards, the ghost Adévardo introduced himself and whispered "I love you" in Brocader's ear.
The musician said: "I feel a sense of relief and security around him, I can be my true self, he really touched me deeply. ”
When she asks her lover to prove herself, he usually makes the candles in the room flicker or even blow out completely.
"When I try to rekindle the candle and it doesn't burn, he disappears immediately – I'm possessed by a ghost."
"In a few days, I'll see the shape of a love heart in the steam of the shower."
Brocad's relationship with the ghost has always been a secret to her friends and family because she fears they will try to exorcise her. She also tries not to reveal their love in her songs. Brocad said: "Our intimate moments are very powerful – he can bring us a stinging orgasm. ”
"If Advado is uncomfortable with the songs and poems I write, I think it's because of his presence that I'm distracted. In order not to affect my creation, I usually need to find a state of solitude. ”
"I'm not going to let ghosts dominate me, silence or change, or order me to share with him," Broccard said.
She was also sometimes afraid of Advado. Brocad said: "My greatest fear is that he will expect too much from me, and then kill me and turn me into a ghost." I love the feeling of being alive very much, and I know that our love is fleeting – I'm just waiting for the day when he blows out the candle and leaves me forever. ”
But Brockard also wants others to experience love like she does. "I think people should keep their minds open and physical existence in the traditional sense isn't necessarily as good as people say," she said. Many people don't feel love so truly in love, and there are many people who love each other but can't be together. ”
"It's an incredible thing, maybe some souls never really die, maybe some are trapped in the afterlife and need love and affection like the living."
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