Explorers No. 2 of the |
Editor| Explorers No. 2
In 2018, the drunken Tenger broke down and cried in "Dear Inn".
He has always been energetic and full of vitality on stage, why can't he help choking up outside the camera?
What happened to him that he couldn't forget for so many years?
Looking at Tenger with tears in his eyes, we know that some of the pain cannot be repaired in a lifetime.
01
As soon as we mention Tenger, we can't help but think of an uncle with stubble on his face, standing on the vast steppe, singing vigorously.
"Blue sky ~ gentle lake water ~ "
As a classic, the song "Heaven" has long become a representative of Tengger, and Tengger has also become a popular male singer with this song.
In the spotlight, Tenger was fascinating, receiving countless flowers and applause.
However, in private, he was just divorced by his wife because of drinking.
Looking at his wife with determined eyes, Tenger begged bitterly not to let this marriage come to an end.
However, because of the problem of alcoholism, it was not only his marriage that was "ruined".
In 1960, Tengger was born in a family of singers in the Inner Mongolia Autonomous Region.
As the third eldest in the family, Tenger was the least valued, and because of this, he spent most of his childhood at his grandmother's house.
Without the restraint of his parents, Tenger naturally developed a rebellious character, often running into trouble again and again, and being called parents by teachers.
Looking at the stubborn child in front of him, teachers and parents gradually lost their expectations of him.
However, it is such a child who has no future in everyone's eyes, but because of a suggestion from his eldest sister, he rewrote his life.
During the most rebellious period of Tengger, it coincided with the enrollment of the Inner Mongolia Art Institute, and Tengger, who watched the cultural class in a mess, suggested that he sign up.
I thought I couldn't convince Tenger, but who ever thought that he really signed up and was admitted to the dance major.
As a dance student, I need to practice every day in order to maintain the flexibility of my body.
And Tenger happens to belong to students with poor flexibility, looking at his skin blue and purple every day, Tenger who insisted on it for several months can no longer bear it.
Under his soft and hard bubble, the school let him learn the three strings.
Although Tenger's dancing is not amazing, his sound and hearing are exceptionally good, and he can copy any piece played on the piano.
After graduation, Tenger was retained by the school as a teacher and became the conductor of the student band.
In 1979, Tengger went to the Chinese Music School for further study under the arrangement of the school.
After coming here, he realized that what he had always been proud of was not even the kung fu of a three-legged cat here.
The devastated Tenger also decided to continue his education at this time.
In 1980, with his own efforts, he was admitted to the Tianjin Conservatory of Music.
Away from home, he once couldn't stand the days when he didn't have big fish and meat and drank a lot.
At that time, in order to relieve hunger, he even used the subsidy he received from blood donation to eat mutton.
Even his teachers, after learning about his family situation, occasionally invited him to his home to dissolve his homesickness.
In 1985, after graduating, Tenger went to the Central National Song and Dance Troupe, where he met his wife Haskova.
02
Tenger, who worked as a third-line performer in a song and dance troupe, lived in poverty because of his lack of performances and love of food and drink.
In order to improve his life, he can only constantly participate in competitions and get performance fees.
And he and Hasgova met at a show.
At that time, Haskova was already a well-known host in Inner Mongolia, and Tengger was just a nameless little singer.
Although the gap between the two is very large, the two still have uncontrollable feelings for each other.
With the help of friends, Tenger and Haskova quickly fell in love.
Not long after falling in love, the two entered the palace of marriage, and at this time, Hasgova did not realize how much pain her future married life would bring her.
In the early 90s, Hong Kong and Taiwan music set off a wave in the mainland, and countless mainland musicians became "orphans" abandoned by the market.
However, Tenger has created his own world in Taiwan Province.
Looking at the fans who were getting louder, Tenger struck while the iron was hot to form the "Blue Wolf Band".
Relying on commercial performances with the band, Tenger made a lot of money.
I thought that life would improve because of this, but the older I get, the deeper Tenger's "obsession" with wine becomes.
The first pot of gold 1,000 yuan for his business performance was not saved, let alone given to his wife, but all spent on drinking and eating meat.
In that era when ordinary people earned tens of yuan a month, Tenger's 1,000 yuan was spent in less than half a month.
However, simply drinking parties could not satisfy him, and in order to drink, he even formed a beer association with drinking friends.
It is reported that there are four founders of this association, three of whom have divorced because of drinking.
After the establishment of the association, Tenger often held drinking competitions out of his own pocket.
Not only that, he also spent 3 million yuan to open four restaurants, even if he lost money, he also enjoyed it.
Looking at Tenger, who regarded money as dung, Hasgova repeatedly advised him not to be too obsessed with alcohol.
However, the introverted Tenger has always promised on the surface, what to do or how to do it.
Over time, the two who did not communicate often also had a dislike in their hearts.
Looking at her husband, who was drunk all day, Haskova couldn't bear to file for divorce from Tenger.
With the departure of his wife, Tenger's life fell into a low point again.
In the years of marriage, although his career improved, his wealth was very small.
Because after getting married, he did not buy a house or a car, until the divorce, he lived in a small house of 20 square meters allocated by the unit.
Coupled with the poor management of the restaurant and its closure, it can be said that the hard work of the previous decades has returned to the pre-liberation period.
03
After the divorce, Tenger suddenly realized that he was no longer addicted to alcohol, but devoted himself to creating and developing his singing career wholeheartedly.
After a period of precipitation, finally in 2000, he became popular all over the streets with a song "Paradise".
It even won the Gold Award for Original Song.
Not long after, he established his status as a singer in the mainland with a song "Big Man".
Ushering in the second spring of his career, Tenger did not "spend a lot of money" as before, but used all the money he earned to invest.
When his career was in full swing, Tenger met his second wife, Hunger Jula, and the two met while performing.
The appearance of Jula has brought hope to Tenger's life again, and her brightness and her smile have always touched Tenger.
After being with Jula, Tenger never thought that he would enter the age of 40, and he could talk about a throbbing and nostalgic love like a teenager.
In 2003, the two who had been in love for 6 years naturally received the certificate.
A year after marriage, Jura gave birth to her daughter Gajir, who was 44 years old at this time.
Tenger, who is an old woman, looked at the little life in his arms, happy and excited.
For the sake of his daughter, Tenger even wrote a poem "Gagiel".
The prosperity of his career and the consummation of his family made Tenger feel extremely happy.
However, this happiness only lasted for 3 years.
When Gagill was three years old, she was diagnosed with congenital heart disease.
After learning this news, Tenger put all his career on hold and devoted himself to taking care of his daughter.
However, even after exhausting his energy, he still did not save this cute little life.
Looking at his deceased daughter, Tenger, who has always been rough and unruly, was devastated, and for a long time he looked at the photos of his daughter in a daze as if he had been sucked, not working or talking.
At that time, many friends around him advised him to let go and let him want to open up, but it was useless.
It was also from that time that he cut his long hair that he had left over the years, and to this day, he does not grow long hair.
The death of his daughter has transformed Tenger into a different person, and it is difficult to see a heartfelt smile on his face.
Even after 8 years, he still hasn't come out of this matter.
epilogue
When Tenger was a guest in "Dear Inn", although time has changed, when he talked about his daughter in the variety show, he still couldn't help but burst into tears.
A song "Sending Relatives Song" and a song "Iron Egg", singing infinite thoughts.
Especially when singing "Iron Egg", he couldn't help but choke.
Iron Egg: Since people in the past gave birth to children, gave birth to one and died one, in order not to let them die, it was named "iron egg". ”
First fell into a career trough, and then suffered the death of his wife, the first half of Tenger's life is more than a "bumpy" to describe.
Just when everyone thought he had suffered a blow and withdrew from the circle, Tenger reappeared in front of the public.
This time he changed his usual habits and was no longer bound to prairie songs.
Instead, keep up with the times and cover the most popular songs of the moment.
From "Invisible Wings" to "Love Cycle", the cute old man on the screen, wearing trendy clothes, sings the most heroic love songs.
Such a huge contrast also made him popular again, and he was jokingly called "Uncle Magic Sound" and "Steel Hardcore Love Song King" by netizens.
And his fans have also crossed from the post-70s to the post-00s.
Perhaps there are many stories about Tenger, but it is these experiences that have made him more tolerant, more calm, and more learned to reconcile with himself.
Although he has not completely stopped drinking, he is no longer as heavy as he once was.
Outside of work, he is also committed to environmental protection.
Now out of the predicament, Tenger loves life even more, loves himself and his family even more.
As he said, "Why fight this era?" ”
After half a life, he suffered a lot, but he was still the wanton and dashing steppe boy.