"My body is dirty, and each of them is a murderer!"
On May 21, 2021, 23-year-old female pilot Li Yilin chose to write a suicide note with this sentence on the night of her marriage with her boyfriend who has been in love for many years, and then recorded a video, and chose to marry her young life.
In the more than two months before this, Li Yilin suffered great pressure:
On the one hand, she has to bear the shame of "her body has become unclean"; On the other hand, they have been stubbornly appealing, but they have been ignored several times and have no way to complain.
Under the double pressure, Li Yilin, the "little princess" who has lived in the greenhouse since she was a child, reluctantly chose to tear all the scars with death.
One
Li Yilin was born in a middle-class family in South Korea, although her parents are not very rich, but they are also considered to be figures with faces in their respective fields.
Therefore, she was able to grow up carefree in a little princess-like environment, but her parents were very positive about her education, so Li Yilin was not a spoiled and proud girl, whether in school or at work, she was excellent.
In addition, Li Yilin is very kind and brave, full of righteous heart, she likes to protect the weak since she was a child, and it has always been her dream to be a soldier.
In the end, with her superior conditions and unremitting efforts, she was successfully admitted to the 20th Fighter Wing of the Korean Air Force and became a rare female fighter pilot.
The wing is a flying regiment established in 1996 and stationed in Seosan City, Chungcheongnam-do, South Korea.
However, at that time, she did not know that the "heaven" she had dreamed of for many years would turn into a "hell" that killed her.
Because of her excellent appearance, Li Yilin is very eye-catching in the army, and has also been pursued and paid attention to by many male colleagues, but she has refused one by one.
This is because she herself already has a boyfriend who is in love and has been with her for many years, and the two have a good relationship and have begun to talk about marriage.
On March 2, 2021, Li Yilin, who had just joined the army, was suddenly called aside by her boss, Warrant Officer Lu, and invited her to a banquet to celebrate Warrant Officer Lu's friend's new store.
She originally wanted to refuse, but the other party was very insistent, and bluntly said that if she did not attend, there would definitely be no good life in the future.
In order to continue to serve in the flying group, Li Yilin had to go in desperation, fortunately, it was not a separate party that day, and there were many colleagues at the banquet.
Li Yilin knows the importance of sobriety to herself, so she maintains a high degree of vigilance in the face of other people's toasts during the banquet.
So until the end of the banquet, Li Yilin hardly drank much.
But after the banquet, Sergeant Zhang Dongxu, who was accompanying her, was drunk and asked her to take her home, and there was also a corporal who had not drunk in the car.
Li Yilin didn't think much, so she followed and got into the car, but she didn't know at the time that it was this action that ruined her life.
Two
At that time, Li Yilin and Sergeant Zhang had been sitting in the back seat of the car, and it didn't take long for the car to drive to a remote lane.
Then came a nightmare that she would never forget - she was violated by Sergeant Zhang.
In the face of Li Yilin's desperate resistance, Sergeant Zhang even directly used force to solve the problem, and during the entire driving process, the corporal sitting in the driver's seat did not even stop the car, only occasionally peeking in the rearview mirror.
After the incident, Li Yilin was very strong, and she went to the office of her boss, Warrant Officer Lu, the next day, to reveal all the facts and confessions, hoping that her boss could vindicate her.
However, what she did not expect was that Warrant Officer Lu chose to rest for his own future, and he even directly threatened Li Yilin:
"If you dare to make a big deal about this matter, all the people who went out that night will be punished, do you really want to involve your comrades-in-arms?"
Immediately, Li Yilin was kicked out of the office by her boss.
The successive blows made her even more frustrated, but soon picked herself up - she had to punish the bad guys herself.
Li Yilin immediately got the surveillance video in the car and went to the Air Force Military Police Department with this evidence to report the case.
In her original vision, with this evidence, this matter will soon usher in a good result.
But Li Yilin is still too naïve!
Her immediate boss, Warrant Officer Lu, had already greeted the relevant personnel of the Military Police Department, so Li Yilin's next investigation was also quite outrageous, and it hit her physically and mentally again.
During the investigation, the investigation team questioned Li Yilin over and over again about all the circumstances of that night, and the questions asked were also quite limitless:
"When did Sergeant Zhang Dongxu start having problems, and which hand did he use to touch you first?"
After many days of such an investigation, Sergeant Zhang Dongxu was called to cooperate with the investigation, and he only had one sentence before and after: "I drank too much that day and I don't remember anything." ”
And the corporal in charge of driving that day actually echoed, saying that he did not feel anything abnormal during the driving process.
Subsequently, the investigation team let Zhang Dongxu leave directly.
In the end, the military police rejected Li Yilin's appeal on the grounds that Sergeant Zhang had committed some overstepping behavior after being drunk and did not constitute a strong crime.
Three
If this matter ends here, then Li Yilin may not end up dead, but the bad thing is that she will continue to work with the "scum" who violate her.
Imagine a 23-year-old girl who was full of reverie and awe for her chosen profession, but what she didn't expect was to be violated shortly after arriving here.
And when it happened, the leaders chose to ignore these injuries for their own future, and Li Yilin had to face Sergeant Zhang's sarcastic or vicious eyes every day.
As a result, she suffered from severe anxiety and insomnia, and needed to see the doctor constantly, but the doctor did not have a particularly good solution to this, but only recommended that she rest for a few months to adjust her mood.
Li Yilin then applied for leave from the army, and in the face of her hushing and greeting family and considerate boyfriend, her pressure did not ease.
At this time, Sergeant Zhang sent another text message to stimulate her:
"You go and report me? You wait, or you will die first! ”
"As long as I'm alive, you won't want to appeal successfully for the rest of your life, bad woman!"
In addition, her boss, Warrant Officer Lu, even called her boyfriend, hoping that he could persuade her to give up the investigation, "otherwise it will not be good for anyone."
Although her boyfriend once clearly said to her after learning about this that he did not care about this matter, Li Yilin often couldn't sleep at night - the more considerate her boyfriend was, the more embarrassed she was.
During the more than two months of vacation, Li Yilin underwent 22 psychiatric treatments, but the results were still unsatisfactory.
On April 15, she once sent a text message to her psychiatrist: "Now I am better off living than dying, it's better to die." ”
However, the hospital did not pay attention to it in time, and even mentioned in the feedback to the troops: There is no problem with Loyal Li Yilin.
More than a month later, when she had to return to work, she found that she had been transferred to a new regimental headquarters and encountered various difficulties from her new colleagues.
At this time, Li Yilin knew that her affairs had been spread, and she did not receive any sympathy, but everyone targeted her, thinking that she was "fake Qinggao".
However, she is still very strong, and she constantly asks the relevant departments about the results of her affairs, but the reply is always "You give up, don't be persistent." ”
May 21 of the same year is the day that everyone knows and represents "I love you".
Li Yilin chose to register her marriage with her long-time lover on this day, and then they went to a high-end restaurant to celebrate together.
After dinner, her husband was going to work the night shift, and Li Yilin returned home alone.
In an extremely bad mood, she recorded a video accusing her superiors and left a suicide note: "My body is dirty, and all of them are perpetrators." ”
Subsequently, she chose to commit suicide.
With her death, investigators found the video complaint on her mobile phone, and the incident subsequently attracted a lot of attention online.
It took the ROK government three days to bring Sergeant Chang, Warrant Officer Lu and others to justice, the chief of the general staff of the Air Force chose to resign because of this incident, and the defense minister personally came to the door to apologize.
But did this result come a little too late?
23-year-old Li Yilin is like a flower, but she has never returned.