In August 2001, a Taiwanese weekly magazine shocked Xiao S, Aya and Fan Xiaoxuan to open a swimming pool villa in Beitou and climb the ladder.
At first, the neighbors heard the music was very noisy, so they came out to check, and inadvertently found that the 4 men and 6 women hugging each other in the villa next door had several popular stars.
"The first thing she saw was Aya, who was honking her ear to the pool with a man in a turban, and another man with an English accent came to talk, and after the man left, Aya and her male companion shifted their positions and continued to embrace each other on the stairs of the pool."
Aya had just become popular because of the "Ice March", the image of the whole person was a small brand host who sold ugly Bo, in 2000, she tried to cross borders, and the true color starred in "Princess Huaiyu" in Ayage Gege, funny and simple, and her career entered the upward channel.
This incident caused her to lose several job offers in succession.
The weekly magazine described the picture related to the small S like this:
"At the other end of the pool, there was a man hugging Xiao S from behind, and when the man bowed his head and kissed Xiao S, she began to sing happily, looking quite happy, as if she had long forgotten her love affair with Huang Ziling."
Xiao S and Huang Ziyi broke up publicly on October 25, 2000, and the first time Huang Ziyi and Zeng Baoyi were rumored was five months ago, in May 2001, Taiwan media photographed Zeng Baoyi entering and leaving Huang Ziyi's house five times, but they still denied the relationship.
Little S was deeply hurt in the relationship.
After the news came out, Xiao S's whole family panicked.
But no matter how miserable it was, Fan Xiaoxuan was miserable.
The Weekly wrote:
"Fan Xiaoxuan, who has no boyfriend by her side, although she watched her friends kiss me and me, her eyes were obviously loose and her behavior was strange, as if she had a phenomenon of dancing after taking drugs."
In other words, Fan Xiaoxuan did not have intimate behavior with any boys, just sat on the side, and the paparazzi could see her eyes scattered from dozens of meters away, and inferred that they were "drugs".
In those years, the media was really unfriendly to Fan Xiaoxuan.
"Fan Xiaoxuan wears tongue rings and tattoos", "Fan Xiaoxuan's childhood is unfortunately shadowed", "Fan Xiaoxuan farts all day"?!!
The weekly magazine has the following words:
Bad guy Fan Xiaoxuan!
In those two years, Fan Xiaoxuan was really red and purple, she had a particularly sweet face, she wrote "Self-Talk to Myself" at the age of 12, her voice and appearance fit very well, with a little nasal sound, regardless of appearance or voice conditions, Fan Xiaoxuan is a rare talent player.
The company made her a little princess who didn't understand the world.
Every post-80s generation should sing the "Health Song" of "three circles on the left and three circles on the right, twisting the neck and twisting the ass"!
How red was Fan Xiaoxuan at that time?
About the same as the popularity of Yang beyond the appearance plus TFboys.
In the most popular years, Fan Xiaoxuan's "I Love to Take a Shower" and "Brushing Teeth Song" are all taking the cute route, and men and women of all ages eat everything.
But she: "There is a volcano in the heart."
A person who clearly has a volcano in his heart, why should he play a little girl who sells matches?
If we talk about de-trafficization, Fan Xiaoxuan is probably the first person on both sides of the strait and the three places, and the price she pays for "going to traffic to be herself" is also unimaginable to ordinary people.
One
After the "shaking her head and climbing the ladder" incident, Xiao S and Aya chose to jointly sue the unscrupulous media, Fan Xiaoxuan did not join, and she suffered from depression.
From the time she got tattoos, pierced her ears, wore lip studs, tongue rings, cut a boy's short hair and did all the rebellious girls would do, the media criticized her one-sidedly, fans did not buy it, and record sales plummeted.
A weekly magazine used such a fierce expression as "she killed Fan Xiaoxuan" to describe Fan Xiaoxuan's transformation.
The agency refrigerated her, and her friend drove the ladder and she did nothing, but she was written as the initiator, which was a terrible crime.
She is like a lost lamb, in the vast world, unable to find her own direction and way out.
Being true to yourself back to yourself has no meaning for existence.
In the most difficult years, Fan Xiaoxuan frequently self-harmed and committed suicide, and her boyfriend at the time, Zhou Junwei, was always by her side and never gave up.
Once the illness attacked, Fan Xiaoxuan had to jump from the 20th floor and was held by Zhou Junwei in time.
The hardships of that time, especially the difficulty of breaking through psychological barriers, are not something that ordinary people can imagine and endure.
Fan Xiaoxuan, who seems to be light and breezy today, has shed a layer of skin.
When we select the beautiful women of the three places on both sides of the strait, few people will mention Fan Xiaoxuan, and Fan Xiaoxuan's appearance is absolutely underestimated.
Her facial features are standard, the bridge of her nose is high, her eyes are petals and lips, and she has a reclining silkworm when she smiles.
With the fat ice ice known as Yan Guanqunfang, she did not lose.
Even she is more beautiful than Fat Ice Ice, you let Fat Ice shave a plate to try!
Fan Xiaoxuan dared.
In those years, the public opinion trend tended to create pure jade women, and Cecilia Cheung in Hong Kong next door was also scolded for making herself in a nightclub.
Fan Xiaoxuan bravely chose to stick to himself at this moment, but the price was huge.
It took her five or six years to fall into the pit of depression and then climb out.
Two
In a certain issue of "Strange Life", Aya said that she and the big and small s both felt that it was a pity to retire from the rivers and lakes according to her appearance and talent, but Fan Xiaoxuan felt that people live a lifetime, the important thing is to be at ease, peace of mind is the place to belong, the noise of the outside world is vain, and it makes no sense to her.
In the variety show "We Are True Friends" that Fan Xiaoxuan and Aya and Big S participated in together, there was a link in which four people made hot air balloons together.
Aya is afraid of heights, and Fan Xiaoxuan almost uses a forced way to make Aya overcome fear.
It is said that this is also her way of facing depression, afraid of cockroaches, so she lets cockroaches crawl over the instep of her feet;
When you are depressed, you force yourself to be happy.
In her worldview, fear is something that must be overcome.
To herself, she was such a tough person.
Fan Xiaoxuan has been in the industry for 27 years and has only acted in seven movies, but she has been shortlisted for the Golden Rooster Golden Statue Three Awards.
At the age of 17, she starred in her screen debut "Very Detective", and the male lead was Jacky Cheung.
Fan Xiaoxuan, who has not received an acting course, raises her hands and throws her hands and feet into the play, she acts smoothly and freely, and is not inferior to Jacky Cheung Zhou Haimei.
In 2010, Fan Xiaoxuan Chen Eason Chen Jieyi Xie Anqi Peng Yu Yan Chen Wei Ting Xiang Zuo and other big-name shards of the Hong Kong-style sketch movie "Lovers Whisper", Fan Xiaoxuan and Xiang Zuo had a fierce "bed drama", and Eason Chan is a seemingly inseparable couple.
Xu Ke's "Dragon Gate Flying Armor", which also gathers more than a dozen film circle big casts, she plays the superficially weak undercover female killer Su Huirong, the sentence "I look like you are looking for that person?" ”
It's heart-wrenching.
In "The Wind Listener", she is Liang Chaowei's lover and is a bitter girl from beginning to end.
From the opponents of Fan Xiaoxuan's play, it is not difficult to see that her position in the film circle has also been underestimated.
In general, star filming is to exchange the reputation of a work for the resources of the next work, step by step, and only Fan Xiaoxuan shoots one to hide for a long time.
Fan Xiaoxuan has a film tattoo on her wrist, representing her film dream, which shows that she loves movies. (Of course, there are also said that Fan Xiaoxuan's resources are from Zhou Xun)
Also underrated is Fan Xiaoxuan's musical attainments.
Three
Fan Xiaoxuan's mother, Miss.DD Lin Zhijuan, is a jazz singer, she gave birth to Fan Xiaoxuan at the age of 17 and divorced at the age of 19.
Recalling the past, Lin Zhijuan said: "It is not a son, and the husband's family does not want it, so I will take it back and raise it myself." ”
She raised her daughter by singing jazz in a bar, and Fan Xiaoxuan's musical cells came from her mother.
Fan Xiaoxuan learned the piano at the age of three, learned the flute at the age of seven, Lin Zhijuan used all her strength to cultivate her, and her mother herself was young, and she experienced a failed marriage, and could not find a direction on the road with a baby.
"When I was a child, I was also symbolically beaten once or twice, haha, I was embarrassed for her.
Every time I hit my hand with a newspaper rolled into a circle, after hitting her own crying, I stood inexplicably, trying to say, the newspaper does not hurt, you do not hurt, so the point of crying is? ”
Before the age of 12, Fan Xiaoxuan was obedient to people's heartache, came home from school to eat hot food, never pestered her mother, cleaned everything herself, and was quiet like a kitten.
Fan Xiaoxuan's transformation work "Darling" still sounds good today, she wrote music at the age of 12, and "Self-talk" filled in at the age of 14 is full of spirit.
"The heart is gray and I am transparent
Love is blind Love is crazy
Foolishness is pathetic and I am absolute
You are free and I am attached
She is forever and I am wrong
Dreams are beautiful, you are cruel..."
This is from the pen of a 14-year-old girl, which is genius.
Fan Xiaoxuan also has a microphone tattooed on the inside of her arm.
Her music records her heart and growth.
During his depression, he wrote "Is There Any Other Way Out?"
2001's The Greatest Celebrity uses jazz style to interpret her understanding of death, humanity, friendship, love and affection.
Fan Xiaoxuan's most impressive work in the later period is "Naked Son", which explains her unmarried doctrine and also expounds her concept of marriage and love.
Xiaoxuan is particularly cheerful and frank in it, and can receive her boyfriend Allen and her tacit understanding, the so-called soul mate is happy and long-lasting.
Yes, it's her boyfriend, the poor guitarist boyfriend who was rejected by Little S, and they've been together for more than 10 years.
Fan Xiaoxuan adores platonic love, and she has long decided not to marry and have no children, so she removed the uterus.
Not to keep a boyfriend, nor to prove one's sincerity.
The angle of these interpretations is not Fan Xiaoxuan.
The most beautiful love in the world is to understand.
Four
Fan Xiaoxuan's only time on a reality show was "We Are True Friends", and the other time she appeared as a guest in a single episode was "Strange Life" produced by Aya.
Every time she showed up, she was there for her friends.
She herself really doesn't care much about resources, heat, and exposure.
External recognition is also not important.
She circled a small world of her own, engaged in underground orchestras, worked as a producer, played music, appeared from time to time, and always kept a distance from the entertainment circle of sound and color.
In this noisy human world, live quietly.
Aya advised her, "You have to come out more." ”
She replied, "I don't really want to be seen. ”
It is inevitable that others will be arrogant when they say this, Fan Xiaoxuan said it, I believe it.
She knows too well what she wants, so she will always subtract from life.
The last time Fan Xiaoxuan came out was the Netflix web drama "Sin Dreamer", she had short golden brown hair, flaming red lips that were not tacky, and had a variety of styles and sophisticated knowledge.
She is 45 years old.
There is no wind and frost in age.
After a glimpse of this drama, Fan Xiaoxuan hid again.
One can't help but wonder what kind of surprise she will come out with next time.
She is a woman who cannot be classified and defined, and she is the unique Fan Xiaoxuan.
PS: The shaking of the head party of the year ended with Xiao S, Aya winning, of course, they played a violation of privacy.
The editor-in-chief of the weekly magazine at the time was sentenced to 4 months and fined NT$108,000...