When Sabine first entered the "Today's Statement" column interview, in order to make himself look more formal, he specially borrowed a friend's suit to wear, a thin figure plus a wide suit, and Xiao Xiaolin was funny, jokingly.
"You dress like a monkey."
For Sabine, Xiao Xiaolin is the predecessor who brought herself into the industry, for CCTV, Xiao Xiaolin is a rare talent, in addition to founding the "Today's Statement" and "Tell" two classic columns, but also worked in CCTV for 29 years.
Because of her serious expression when hosting, she was also called "cold-faced beauty" by the audience.
On June 28, 2017, Xiao Xiaolin died of illness just five months after her retirement.
Before her death, she left a 26-word last word, which alerted many people and revealed the real reason for her death.
What exactly did Xiao Xiaolin say? Why does my husband regret crying after his death? What kind of life is his husband and children living now?
In 1962, Xiao Xiaolin was born in Changsha, Hunan Province, in a family full of books, a pair of parents who were teachers at Hunan University, and a house full of books.
Such a family was enough to make many people envious at that time, and Xiao Xiaolin traveled in these books, influenced by her parents, and also had a kind of literati family temperament.
She has been a child of other people's families since she was a child with excellent academic performance, and she is full of praise when she is mentioned, as if everyone thinks that she will become a university teacher like her parents in the future.
During the New Year's Festival, relatives and elders would always pull her aside and ask, "What does Xiaolin want to be when she grows up?" ”
Xiao Xiaolin habitually blurted out: "Be a university teacher." ”
But looking at the praiseful eyes of her uncles and aunts, Xiao Xiaolin was not so satisfied in her heart, she liked to read books, and the more books she read, the more she understood in her heart that she did not like the profession of a teacher.
But to say what she was interested in, she couldn't say.
Until the third year of junior high school, Xiao Xiaolin heard the quotations of cheering for the students of the middle school entrance examination on the radio, and the sonorous and powerful voice suddenly knocked on her heart.
The dream of becoming an announcer was born.
When she learned that the broadcasting major needed to apply for the school, Xiao Xiaolin worked hard for this goal every day, and after studying, she lay down in front of the radio, listening to the voices inside over and over again, and sometimes imitating the tone of the broadcast, imagining what she would look like standing in the broadcast room in the future.
In 1977, after the resumption of the college entrance examination, Xiao Xiaolin could not wait to become one of the first candidates and applied for the Beijing Broadcasting Institute, which is now the Communication University of China.
Xiao Xiaolin's college entrance examination results were very good, far exceeding the score line of Beiguang at that time, but after entering the university, she still found the gap between herself and her classmates.
After living in her hometown for so many years, Xiao Xiaolin had some difficulty in learning Mandarin, often distinguishing between the front and back nasal sounds, with a bit of dialect accent.
But with the strength of her own refusal to accept defeat, she insisted on practicing Mandarin every day, and in just half a year, she overcame this difficulty.
In college, Xiao Xiaolin never dared to relax herself, she did not go shopping with her classmates, did not fall in love, and concentrated on studying.
But whenever she has time, she also goes to find internship opportunities, and also learns many practical skills in the translation and production team of "As boy with iron arms".
Gradually, colleagues who came into contact with her praised her and admired her diligence and ability.
After graduating from college, Xiao Xiaolin also had a certain understanding of the city of Beijing and had the idea of staying here to develop, but her parents in her hometown made her feel at ease, and after thinking about it again, she still returned to Changsha.
At that time, Changsha Radio Station had just been established and was lacking announcers, so Xiao Xiaolin became the first announcer of the station.
At that time, the announcer was not as popular as a university teacher, and relatives were very unhappy after learning about her job choice, but Xiao Xiaolin was very satisfied with the job.
Her voice was standard and good, and she quickly gained a loyal audience.
In 1985, Changsha Television Station was also established, and xiao Xiaolin, who was quite popular, was transferred to the TV station as a host.
Although the announcer and the host are similar, there are many differences in the actual work, and Xiao Xiaolin found that her ability was not fully qualified for the position of host, and fell into deep self-doubt.
At this time, it was her boyfriend who accompanied and encouraged her.
Xiao Xiaolin's boyfriend is an outsider, the two have been young plum bamboo horses since childhood, accompanied each other all the way to grow, from mutual good feelings gradually developed feelings, their love is like a poem with a long stream of water.
In college, in order not to delay Xiao Xiaolin's pursuit of her dreams, her boyfriend never expressed his love, but chose to wait silently, until Xiao Xiaolin gained a firm foothold in the industry before the two officially came together and entered the palace of marriage.
Not long after the marriage, he also gave birth to a lovely son.
But after getting married, Xiao Xiaolin did not want to give up her career and wanted to go to Beijing for further study, and her husband knew his wife's dedication to her dreams and chose to give her full support, and she was responsible for taking care of the family.
In 1987, Xiao Xiaolin was admitted to the journalism department of the Chinese Academy of Social Sciences, and officially entered the development of CCTV the following year, when Xiao Xiaolin was only 26 years old.
When she first entered CCTV, she did not have the opportunity to show her face in front of the camera, but learned from the program production team behind the scenes.
Xiao Xiaolin's diligence and efforts were quickly favored by CCTV, and she was transferred to the column "Observation and Thinking" as a host.
The first time as a host on CCTV, Xiao Xiaolin couldn't help but be nervous in her heart, so she tensed her face the whole time, and because of this, she won the title of "cold-faced beauty".
Not long after, she also partnered with Luo Jing to host the "News Network", although the time was not long, but she also had her own ideas and thoughts on the social news column.
Xiao Xiaolin, who has established a foothold in CCTV, wants to create a law-related column, but if she wants to realize this idea, she needs a lot of theoretical knowledge and practice.
With this career bottleneck, Xiao Xiaolin took the initiative to interrupt the career that was in the ascending period and went to the United States for further study.
In 1999, when she returned to CCTV again, she ushered in the peak of her career.
Xiao Xiaolin communicated with the leader with her idea of creating a legal column, and the leader was full of appreciation after listening to it, and directly let her be responsible for the creation of the new column, and "Today's Statement" was born.
At the beginning of the program, Xiao Xiaolin was thinking about the configuration of three hosts, but at that time, she only contacted zhang Shaogang, a university teacher, and one was delayed.
It wasn't until Sabine appeared in front of her in a wide suit and memorized her graduation thesis verbatim that Xiao Xiaolin decided on the host candidate.
Once "Today's Sayings" was broadcast, the ratings ranked first for many years, and Sabine became the "top stream" among today's CCTV hosts with this column.
At this time, Xiao Xiaolin was already a senior in the stage and had promoted many excellent hosts.
But she was so successful in her career that whenever she came home, a wave of guilt for her husband and children would rise in her heart.
Busy with work, she did not have much time to accompany her family, watching her son grow up day by day, Xiao Xiaolin was both happy and guilty in her heart, and not being able to accompany her son to grow up became her irreparable regret.
Looking at the wife's guilt, the husband's heart is not a taste, and he can only gently comfort her: "The child will understand, you know, now whenever he mentions you, he can be proud, he has such an excellent mother." ”
In 2007, her son had married and started his own family, and Xiao Xiaolin began to gradually give up her work and leave more time for her family.
But years of work habits will not be changed for a while and a half, once the work encounters something tricky, Xiao Xiaolin is still subconsciously busy with oblivion, and even often forget to eat.
At this time, her husband would carry the prepared meal to the stage to find her, watching her eat it one bite at a time, and then go back with confidence.
At this time, they did not realize that this habit would bring them irreparable pain in the future.
In 2017, 55-year-old Xiao Xiaolin submitted a retirement application to CCTV and officially returned to her family.
But when she was less than five months after retirement, she suddenly felt colic in her stomach and went to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor regretted: "Rectal cancer, advanced stage, you have to be mentally prepared." ”
Xiao Xiaolin was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day after hearing it, she had just returned to her family, and she had not yet been able to enjoy the joy of heaven, so did she have to die like this?
The husband was also very sad in his heart, and took his wife to the United States for treatment, but unfortunately, Xiao Xiaolin finally failed to survive and closed her eyes forever.
Before her death, Xiao Xiaolin called her husband and children to the hospital bed and said a 26-word last word.
"To publicize, don't ignore health like I do, you live a long and healthy life, I am here, thank you."
Until the last moment of her life, Xiao Xiaolin was still thinking about how to make people aware of health problems.
In order to work these years, Xiao Xiaolin, who did not eat on time, had long buried hidden dangers of health.
After listening to the husband, he also blamed himself and regretted it, he was taking care of his wife every day, why he did not find the abnormality earlier, if he treated it earlier, maybe everything would be too late.
But where is the "if" in life, Xiao Xiaolin has dedicated her life to presiding over the cause, and on this road, she has walked without complaint or regret.
Now, five years have passed since Xiao Xiaolin's death, and her husband and son have gradually let go of their inner pain, remembered their mother's advice before they died, and have always paid attention to their own physical health.
But every year, the husband would visit his wife's grave and tell her about his thoughts over the years.
Xiao Xiaolin's departure is a great loss to the hosting industry, and it is also the biggest sorrow of a husband.
In January this year, CCTV host Zhao He also died of illness, and he did his best to fight cancer for many years.
It is said that a healthy body is the cost, and only by maintaining health is the basis for obtaining all happiness. I hope that everyone can remember the last words of Xiao Xiaolin's predecessors and never neglect their health.