"Ask for another one, and if you can get another one, you'll want another one."
Yi Nengjing sat across from Qin Hao with her daughter in her arms, "understating" and "speaking with a heavy heart".
Qin Hao just looked up at Yi Nengjing without speaking, and as if he was running away from something, he walked away silently.
In fact, if for the newlyweds, there is nothing wrong with asking for another one, but at this time, Yi Nengjing is already 54 years old...
Not only Qin Hao, but even his mother-in-law strongly opposed it.
Yi Nengjing, who is already elderly, is already risking danger when she gives birth to her daughter Xiao Mi grain.
Why did he still want to go out for Qin Hao again now?
What charm does this man have that is worth her "fighting for"?
After seeing Yi Nengjing's bumpy experience, he may be able to understand one or two.
First, the influence of the original family is unforgettable
"This is still a girlfriend to divorce!"
The man's sharp and iron sentence is like a heavy stone, pressing on the woman's heart.
She gently stroked the slightly bulging belly, which was their seventh child,
But it is not because of the crystallization of love, but the husband's obsession with "having a queen".
In fact, she didn't want to, have children and daughters, and make up a good word.
But the heavens did not care about the expectations of the two, and the crying of the heavens foreshadowed the girl's extraordinary life.
With the arrival of Yi Nengjing, the home became fragmented.
After the divorce, the mother often looks at Xiao Yi Nengjing in a daze,
This love is full of contradictions and complexities: without you, I may be better off!
Especially when she is naughty, this sentence Yi Nengjing can be reversed like a stream,
Finally, the mother was persuaded and defeated by this crumbling life, and sent Yi Nengjing to the countryside and left.
This place is Yi Nengjing's turning relative's house, saying that it is home, rather than the beginning of her nightmare.
She has no freedom here, after all, she received money from Yi Nengjing's mother, so she can't leave Yi Nengjing alone.
But the family is selling ice cream popsicles, and can only be taken wherever they go.
Children are naturally naughty, in order to prevent Yi Neng from running around quietly,
They came up with the "best" solution – to shackle her to the freezer...
At this time, Yi Nengjing was only six years old.
Fortunately, after her sister got married, she was taken away, and Yi Nengjing thought that hope had come.
Fate seemed to have played a joke on her again, and when Yi Nengjing was taken to her home,
It is the downhill road of the brother-in-law's business, and it is even more angry in the face of her little drag oil bottle.
Yi Nengjing, who is only six or seven years old, has already learned the truth that "people have to bow their heads under the eaves".
In the face of his brother-in-law's stinky face, Yi Nengjing chose to be patient, but he did not expect to encourage his arrogance to do whatever he wanted.
She was even forced to eat dog food...
In just a few years, it has left a deep shadow on Yi Nengjing, who is inferior and sensitive...
The mother married to Japan with some mental problems, and after settling down, she returned to China to visit her relatives.
But I didn't expect that the little girl who was white and pure was now skinny.
The mother was very remorseful, and immediately called her husband who was far away,
After discussing bringing Yi Nengjing to Japan to live together, yi Nengjing finally survived until dawn.
The stepfather's name is Yi Neng Xiangguang, and when his mother said that she wanted to take Yi Nengjing, he agreed.
And said that he would find a good school for her and live the life of an ordinary child.
Later, she changed her original name, Wu Jingyi, with her stepfather's surname Yi Neng, which is also a new beginning of her happy life.
Xu Yi Nengjing was lonely and used to it, and she always sat alone in the corner, holding a book and reading happily.
In the book, she can get the comfort of the soul, get the baptism, and be able to vent in another world...
Although the stepfather was very kind to her and took very good care of everything,
But Yi Neng Xiangguang is also a second marriage, he also has children, and they are not friendly to Yi Nengjing, even hate,
In their view, this sudden arrival of the "visitor" is to snatch what belongs to them —toys, or love.
However, the hostility of children is nothing more than verbal arrogance, or simply isolating Yi Nengjing.
But for Yi Nengjing, who had experienced those dark days, it was all drizzle, and she didn't pay attention to it.
"It's good to live like this in peace." Yi Nengjing sometimes thought secretly.
However, such a dull life was still broken by a quarrel, and her stepfather was extremely grateful for her kindness.
So decided not to embarrass them, only 16-year-old Yi Nengjing boldly decided to return to China.
After Yi Nengjing, who no longer went to school, returned to Taiwan, she could not find a decent and easy job.
Busy every day in odd jobs such as handing out flyers, washing dishes, etc.
She didn't have to look at other people's eyes, she didn't have to be careful, although it was hard, it was very fulfilling.
2. Father's debt is repaid by daughter
Yi Nengjing's busy life day after day also ushered in an invitation to change her future.
Yi Nengjing once took a photo in the photo studio, with a green face and refreshing short hair, which set off her pure and beautiful.
On this day, Liu Wenzheng, who is preparing a female version of the "Little Tiger Team", is distressed that no one can choose,
He came to this photo studio by chance, and he also saw Yi Nengjing in the many photos in the window.
Liu Wenzheng felt that this girl was the person he was looking for, and even when he got in touch with Yi Nengjing.
Yi Nengjing listened to the original song of "Grandma's Penghu Bay" and "Orchid Grass", and at first he didn't believe it.
After Liu Wenzheng sincerely "three Gu Maolu", Yi Nengjing finally nodded.
In this way, Yi Nengjing, Fang Wenlin and Qiu Hai officially debuted, named the girl "Flying Eagle Trio".
At that time, the Hong Kong wind was strong, "Green Apple" was playing hotly, and "My Future Is Not a Dream" sang with passion...
Among the well-known classic songs, there is a clear and gentle singing voice - "The Last Day of 19 Years Old".
"For us in this group
Love is more delicious than soda
A day of immutables
We never did
Nineteen years of age
It should have been squandered
Suddenly, it's past
The age of the crosshead left nothing behind
The beginning of the two-word prefix
I'd love to say if everything could start all over again
Is it possible to choose a dream without regrets?"
This year, 1988, Yi Nengjing was also 19 years old and moving towards the year of 20 years old.
The lyrics always resonate, "If everything can be started from scratch, is it possible to choose a dream without regrets?" ”
Maybe he was lamenting the ups and downs of his nineteen years of life...
This girl with the breeze of the moon walked into everyone's sight, loved it, and the record was also snatched up.
One of the fans in this group is a teenage boy who saved up pocket money for a long time and bought an album.
The baby enjoyed the sound of singing in her ears, like a string of currents, touching the bottom of my heart.
At this time, the two people in the north and south of the world did not expect that the future fate would tie them closely together.
Just when Yi Nengjing thought that the originally difficult days had finally improved, a group of uninvited guests came to the house.
It turned out that his father, who had not seen each other for more than ten years, failed in business and owed a huge debt of 300,000 yuan.
The father disappeared and hid, and those people naturally found Yi Nengjing,
In this way, the mountain of "father's debt repayment" was pressed on Yi Nengjing's body.
She came out early and returned home every day, saving money and running all over the set, hoping to end this debt one second earlier.
Yi Nengjing recalled that time, saying that he lived like a thief, and the reason for going home quietly in the middle of the night, in addition to work, there was also fear...
On this day, Yi Nengjing was recording a new song "Daddy Don't Say", and she couldn't calm down.
It was as if there was a string in my heart, pulled tightly.
Until the phone rang, she heard the first sentence on the other side, and the line in her heart was completely broken,
The sound opposite the phone is getting quieter and quieter...
A tear slid down his eyes, And Yi Nengjing eased up and touched the tears that were still warm.
Yi Nengjing felt sorry for this father for the first time.
Although he did not give her a day of fatherly love, although he did not show his face, he threw her 300,000 debts, although...
She had thought about going to him, asking him if he regretted his attachment to his son, asking him if he had ever loved her one day.
However, until his death, he could not say anything, and the two could not freeze the previous suspicions.
The shackles of blood, the shearing is continuous, and the rationalization is still chaotic.
三、情起缘灭
There is a boy, he was born famous, has a carefree childhood, has a proud educational experience,
His father was the mayor of Kunming, and his mother was Zhang Yufen, a famous Peking opera singer.
The Yu family was once a well-known and well-known family, and the place where they used to live was the "Yu Garden" in Yunnan.
Although Yu Chengqing has a prominent family lineage, his fame does not depend on his family.
At the age of 25, a "Sad Singer" turned out to be slightly childish,
But it blends the throat-closed rock singing with the perfect tone.
After that, a song "Let me love enough at a time" made Yu Chengqing even more angry.
The voice full of metallic grains has made many fans crazy, and Yi Nengjing is also deeply attracted to him.
The King of Xiang has dreams, and the goddess has a heart.
A power, a sweetness;
One loose, one gentle.
The two soon made a secret promise.
However, in reality, the love between Cinderella and the prince is always bumpy and tested.
The two have been together for ten years, but they have never been able to enter the palace of marriage as desired.
A large part of the reason is that Yu Chengqing's family does not recognize Yi Nengjing.
After all, with the excellence of his son, wouldn't it be better to find a door-to-door?
Yi Nengjing also clearly recognizes this, so she has some inferiority and never mentions marriage.
As long as the two can be together, she will be very satisfied.
This "dilemma" that has lasted for ten years is broken by a "bad news".
Yi Nengjing had a tumor on her body that needed to be surgically removed immediately.
Yu Chengqing looked at the surgical lights that had been lit for a long time, the hospital was actually messy, but he just felt the biting coolness,
There seemed to be silence all around, only the ticking of his watch, beating his panicked heartbeat.
Finally, the surgical lights went out, and the benign results of the tumor made him breathe a sigh of relief,
It is precisely because of this unexpected situation that Yu Chengqing is determined to give this girl the idea of a home.
2000, the year of the millennium, is also the year when they ended the thirteen-year long run and moved towards a new happiness.
In the year when Yi Nengjing had already moved towards her first marriage, Qin Hao had just graduated and was still working the way to her.
The following year, the little prince came to their house, and Yi Nengjing watched his son waving his arms happily.
Some trance, the happiest should be just that!
The marriage filled with happiness allowed Yi Nengjing to open her heart and describe her "unspeakable" past without worries.
It is also said that it was written into a book, "The Last Words of Life and Death".
She talked about the darkness of her youth, the inferiority of light madness, and the preference that Yu Chengqing gave her.
Through her japanese study experience, she loves Shakespeare's delicacy, so her words are also lingering.
How much influence the original family can have on a person, even if she is now happy and happy,
You can still see her fragility and melancholy from her long and thin words.
"I always dare not let myself love you too much, I am afraid that I will make you feel proud, and I will not cherish it after you feel that I will have it completely, so I always have reservations about your love." 」
And this reservation is the root of what really ruined this marriage...
"I'm just afraid that I'll fall in love with you myself, and I don't dare to get too close to myself,
I'm afraid I won't have anything to give you, and loving you also requires a lot of courage."
Harlem's "Love Must Be Done" fire spread throughout the streets.
But in fact, Yi Nengjing's talent is also not allowed.
Yu Chengqing later released a new album "Harlem Paradise",
A closer look at the lyrics will reveal that the filler columns of "Spring Mud" and "Peeping" are three words from Yi Nengjing.
Yu Chengqing was red, and he also began to have busy work, and he could not catch up with the announcements,
Sometimes for a month, Yi Nengjing couldn't see his figure,
The mother-in-law's undesirableness will still be reflected in every corner of life, she has to take care of the children every day,
We also have to find ways to avoid the "accusations" of our mother-in-law, and the work is in the downturn...
This made Yi Nengjing's already deeply buried sense of fear once again climb into his heart, slowly taking root,
Like vines swept across her curled body.
However, when the marriage is already in jeopardy, the photo of Yi Nengjing and Huang Weide walking side by side has helped again...
In fact, it is normal for friends to go out to eat, and what is abnormal is their tightly held hands - at that time, it was called black "holding hands door" by netizens.
When things were boiling over, Yu Chengqing made a statement that pushed Yi Nengjing and Huang Weide on the cusp of the storm.
"No separation, no divorce"
Every word has a special weight in the eyes of netizens who burn the soul of gossip.
Seeing that the situation was out of control, Huang Weide came out to respond, clearing himself up in the open and in the dark...
But Yi Nengjing made a behavior that made people even more stunned - at the elevator entrance, a woman held a man's thigh,
Begging him not to leave.
This woman is Yi Nengjing, but that man is not Yu Chengqing, but Huang Weide.
Even so, Yu Chengqing decided to forgive Yi Nengjing after deep consideration.
Because I love her, I feel that I have ignored her.
However, a thorn in the hand was not pulled out, it did not hurt, but it was piercing.
Five months later, the already precarious marriage came to an end.
Fourth, flowers are born everywhere
Yi Nengjing also regretted it, after the divorce, she had no other ideas, she just wanted to take her son and live well.
Except for the bond of the children, the two are almost a parallel line that has no intersection.
Originally planned to live like this, Yi Nengjing's 44-year-old year, there is an extraordinary man in his life.
They met at a party, and Yi Nengjing was also invited to it.
Qin Hao noticed this childhood goddess sitting alone in the corner at a glance, and Qin Hao was very excited in his heart.
However, for Qin Hao's overtures, Yi Nengjing had no waves.
The man in front of her was ten years younger than herself, not to mention that she had no heart, even if she intentionally had a gap between the two of them that was difficult to cross.
However, it was this two people who didn't seem to know each other, who were stunned by fate and were pulled together.
In the days after the party, Qin Hao would always stare at the number stored in his mobile phone.
I wanted to fight but didn't dare to fight, afraid of being abrupt, afraid of disturbing her.
Finally, Qin Hao thought of a perfect excuse - inviting childhood idols to dinner is not too abrupt.
It is precisely because of this meal that the bond between the two is like an elastic rope, the tighter it is pulled,
There is a growing trend of uncontrollable growth.
The two go from two parallel lines that do not intersect to meet;
From the rejection of the unsightly at the beginning, to the appreciation of the talkative;
From polite greetings to long talk about life ideals, the two got closer and closer.
However, even though the two have talked about their ideals in life from poetry and song, Yi Nengjing still understands that the two will not come together.
She wasn't ready to start another relationship life.
And he is exactly the age of the wind and prosperity, and should not be dragged into the hands of a woman who is married twice.
People who truly love you also truly understand you.
After making an appointment with Yi Nengjing twice and failing to fulfill her wish, Qin Hao could vaguely guess her concerns.
This is also the first time that Qin Hao has begun to face the distance between the two, he and she have a ten-year gap,
Not to mention the pressure of external netizens, the parents are also very sad.
But as soon as he thought of giving up like this, Qin Hao felt as uncomfortable as if he had been picked up.
Eventually he dialed the number he had repeatedly typed in his address book:
How do you know we can't walk together without trying?
Qin Hao's bravery and enthusiasm touched this delicate woman, and Yi Nengjing also decided to be brave for herself again.
The two started trying to date, trying to be together, trying to try, trying to meet their parents.
Yi Nengjing finally couldn't deceive her own heart, she had been deceiving herself,
Immersed in the sweet time of the two people, they do not want to wake up, but they will eventually face this step.
Due to the experience of the previous failed marriage, coupled with the reluctance to look back on the past, Yi Nengjing was a little afraid to see Qin Hao's parents.
Yi Nengjing's sensitivity, in Qin Hao's view, was not pretentious, but extremely insecure.
After Yi Nengjing saw Qin Hao's parents, she did not have the expected embarrassment and difficulty, but was very enthusiastic about her.
Yi Nengjing felt the warmth of "home" for the first time.
At this time, Yi Nengjing confirmed that this man was what she wanted in her life.
He doesn't use clever words, but he's always out of sight, solving all her concerns, cutting thorns for her.
After so many years, Yi Nengjing finally had a "home".
Fifth, stand before you in a bright and upright manner
The nourishment of love has made Qin Hao, who has always been unknown in literary and art films, usher in the peak of his career.
Qin Hao's "Tuina" premiered in Berlin, and once it was broadcast, it exploded, and the deep meaning of the film plus Qin Hao's acting skills in three points,
The name of the actor of the "Golden Sheep Award" at the first Macao International Film Festival slowly landed and fell on Qin Hao's head.
Qin Hao wanted to share his honorary moment with Yi Nengjing,
But she was rejected by Yi Nengjing - not so much that she did not want to put her feelings under the "eyes of everyone" again.
Rather, she was afraid that her feelings would once again be controversial.
But Qin Hao was not afraid of the controversies that might occur in the future, and he hoped that the two could hold hands and embrace openly.
Romantic flowers, sparkling diamond rings, blessings from friends and family, smiles of joy...
Yi Nengjing looked at Qin Hao, who was still on one knee in front of him, and the girl's heart in his heart was greatly satisfied.
Everything is so dreamy and so real.
Even the dreamy sky is inseparable from the reality of the earth, and Yi Nengjing after marriage already belongs to the elderly mother,
However, she still wanted to have a love crystal with Qin Hao that belonged to two people.
For this expectation, she is either taking injections or medicine every day, occasionally not taking medicine one day, or on the way to see a doctor.
Finally, the Emperor did not pay off, and Yi Nengjing risked the risk to give birth to a cute little princess.
六、苦尽甘来
There are always people who say that they will start a family first and then establish a career, and Qin Hao, who has been established for thirty years, has finally ushered in the spring of his career after becoming a family.
The popular suspense drama "The Hidden Corner" made Qin Hao burst into flames overnight.
He has always been known as the "god of literary and artistic films", with a sentence: "Do you see that I still have a chance?" "Popular network.
But this sentence really seems to be engraved into the hearts of netizens,
Whenever I think of this sentence, Zhang Dongsheng's calm and vicious behavior will reappear in his mind, making people's spines tingle.
And Yi Nengjing also reappeared in the "Sister Riding the Wind and Waves" program after a long silence.
She just came back and she couldn't see her age at all, and the little princess's mentality was still undiminished at that time.
Netizens also affectionately called her "Xiao Zuojing".
Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and where there are people, there are naturally right and wrong,
It is inevitable that people will mention the past, but both of them are working hard and living hard, and they have no time to take care of anything else.
However, soon the two people also took their mother-in-law to participate in the "Mother-in-law and Mother" variety show,
The atmosphere of happy harmony and joy can also be regarded as a silent response to the criticism of the outside world.
Yi Nengjing also once cried to her mother-in-law in the show: Mom, I am forty years old, I still don't want to enjoy!
Neither the mother-in-law nor Qin Hao's reaction felt that Yi Nengjing was inexplicable.
They will all feel sorry for this girl who has experienced too much.
She regarded her mother-in-law as a mother, and her mother-in-law also regarded her as a daughter.....
But life can not only be memories and sentimentality, but more of laughter.
In the show, Yi Nengjing laughed and scolded Qin Hao for being more patient with dogs than for himself, and Qin Hao also said bluntly: Because dogs talk less.
"Then he won't talk, will you marry it?"
Qin Hao seemed to have become accustomed to such a 'strange' Yi Neng: I can't marry it when it speaks!
Such a happy scene can't help but make people sigh a little, Yi Nengjing stumbled through the steep slope,
I have also waded through the mud, suffered hardships, and had regrets...
Fortunately, all the dust has settled, and life is in a desperate place!