In this era when even Zhang Guorong, Wang Zuxian and other popular figures have been forgotten, the mention of Nakamori Mingcai seems to be more distant as watching a mottled old film.
This name and her past have been increasingly blurred by the erosion of the years, and the girl who once gave the audience an unparalleled emotional experience and after-dinner conversation, and staged a gorgeous tragedy of suicide for love in front of the world, has now become a kind-eyed, smiling and playful grandmother.
Perhaps for her, things have changed, the past has been light and breezy, and it does not matter to remember, but for countless people who fell into wrong love and were powerless to extricate themselves like her at that time, her story is still worth careful consideration.
First, the girl who was pushed to the high platform
In 1981, at the age of sixteen, Nakamori Akira sang a cover of The Yamaguchi's song "Guide of Dreams" on the Japanese national talent show "Star Is Born", and won the highest record score of 392 points in the show's history.
At that time, the 24-year-old Momoe Yamaguchi had been married for a year, and in 1980, she vigorously announced her marriage at a press conference with a golden screen, wanting to fade the giant star ring and return home to wash her lover's hands and make soup. The market for Japanese entertainment girl idols suddenly became vacant, and the entire Japanese entertainment industry and audiences were eagerly looking forward to the appearance of another girl idol and another Yamaguchi Momoe.
Mingcai, who has feminine features and a deep voice similar to Yamaguchi's, happens to be the object of empathy for the audience.
The company also plans to package the dishes in the direction of Pure Jade Girl through the East Wind, and even the publicity does not forget to say that she is the "heir of Yamaguchi Baihui", and now look at it again, this title seems to be a bit ironic, but this is the last word.
The 16-year-old Ming Cai obeyed the arrangements of the company and his family and began the entertainment circle life of dropping out of school, singing and singing, fantasizing about realizing the regret that her mother had not had the opportunity to be a singer on the stage.
The girl's cunning and liveliness could not be hidden in the end, and she soon got tired of the boring jade woman set by the company for herself, and decided to rebel and came out with "Girl A", a song that is quite sexually suggestive.
As the saying goes, Xiaohong relies on praise, big red depends on life, Nakamori Mingcai obviously has the life of Dahong, Japan's NHK radio station banned the broadcast of "Girl A", but aroused the curiosity of the audience, have to buy her album to find out, Nakamori Mingcai became a hit.
Career is proud, and love follows.
In 1983, the 18-year-old Mingcai received a ring from Makoto Kondo on the show, and the popular idol who was one year older than her did not hide his appreciation and love for her when they first met, and his naked gaze made Mingcai almost overwhelmed.
The two people of similar age and similar experience quickly fell in love, and after being exposed to love in 1984, they were blessed by the media and the audience.
In 1985, Nakamori's biggest enemy in acting career, Matsuda Seiko, married and retired from the circle, and at the age of 20, she became the only one in the girl idol market.
The publication of "DESIRE-Passion" in 1986 brought her acting career to the peak.
At this time, she was only 21 years old, her career was rising, her lover was often with her, and her favorite mother was still in good health, and her good luck made people jealous.
Second, the girl's heart
Japanese actresses seem to be always ready to abandon their careers for love, as if together with their lovers, a pair of talents in their lifetime is the most important thing in the world.
The 23-year-old Mochie Yamaguchi and the 20-year-old Akira Nakamori also fantasized about it, and he revealed more than once in interviews that he wanted to marry like his predecessor Momoe Yamaguchi, be a housewife with a husband and a godson, and spend the rest of his life in peace.
She said: "I love things that won't change in my lifetime and hope to find a man to accompany me for the rest of my life. ”
Unfortunately, her usual good fortune failed here, and Yamaguchi Met Miura Tomokazu, even when she was white-haired, she clasped her fingers and held hands to go shopping.
Nakamori's famous dishes are not good, God gave her good luck in her career, but he was stingy to give her a reliable lover.
Makoto Kondo was exposed to cheating, and the relationship between the two golden boys who supported each other when they first debuted and snuggled forward, there was a rift in their feelings.
Modern women can naturally say with a straight face: "There are only 0 and countless times of cheating, and men are more obedient next." "This kind of words, from an early age can receive a woman should be a husband to teach the concept of education, only know how to blame themselves, only know how to bitterly retain, pray for the use of love to touch the flow of men, luxury humble gesture can be exchanged for the wedding in the dream.
He said that he wanted to get the record sales award, she withdrew his hot records to satisfy his vanity, he said that he needed a big house for marriage, she gave money to buy a mansion for him to play, he said that he hoped that Mingcai signed the company he created, Mingcai did not hesitate to sign.
Nakamori's giving and taking was meant to make her boyfriend accept her heart, but it made Makoto Kondo even more unscrupulous.
He wants more and more things, and more and more people and times he cheats.
The inextricable wrong love makes the bright girl become humble and cowardly, and japanese fans are sad about her suffering, verbally criticizing Makoto Kondo and trying to scold Mingcai.
However, if people can be rational enough to decide who should enter their hearts, then there will not be so many love tragedies to sing and cry in the past.
In 1989, Ming Cai, who had washed his face with tears for many years, committed suicide at home, and after receiving timely rescue, there was no danger to his life.
On the day of discharge, Nakamori Akiko got the news that Kondo invited her to attend the Golden Screen Press Conference, Yamaguchi Announced the Wedding News in front of the Golden Screen, making the Golden Screen a synonym for the celebrity announcing the wedding, almost sacrificing his life in exchange for the bitter pursuit of the wedding news, at that moment of mingcai do not know what to feel, is it the relief of bitterness, the tasteless exhaustion or the joy of rejoicing?
In front of the gorgeous golden screen, Kondo told Mingcai that her suicide gave the media a bad impression of him, asking her to apologize and tell the media that all this was the reason for her own fragility of heart, but never mentioned the wedding.
Full of expectations once again disappointed, the overwhelmed Mingcai, endured the grievances and tears of constant apologies, and the past attachment and love also left Mingcai's heart little by little in the glass-like clear tears.
Third, the neglected later
After the suicide storm, the relationship between the two officially ended, and the popularity of Akasa plummeted, and Makoto Kondo took the opportunity to let his company hide Akasa to minimize her influence on her reputation.
Hindered by the contract Mingcai can not send songs can not perform, even if it is difficult to get rid of Kondo's company, there is no record company and Mingcai signed, was hidden in the snow for a few years, Mingcai's favorite mother died of illness, Mingcai held her hand to watch her leave after fleeing the hospital, did not dare to go to see her funeral, she said: "So you can feel that your mother is still waiting for me at home." ”
Washing her face with tears was not enough to vent her sorrows, and she drank and smoked, and made herself haggard, as if only such depravity was worthy of her despair.
From the infinite scenery of the Ancestor Geji, to the lonely and decadent defeated dog, she experienced a love.
No matter how desperate it is, life goes on.
In the time when she was not concerned by the camera, how MingCai came out of the shadows, we don't know, only know that without the company signing, she will do her best to control the record, practice new singing voices when her voice is broken, learn new techniques, and then appear in the audience's field of vision, even if the popularity is not as good as before, she can already show a hearty and gentle smile.
As others said of her many years later: "The coolest thing about her is that even if fate tramples her under her feet, she has the courage to fight back." ”
If it is said that when she was young, she hurriedly dropped out of school and entered the show business circle in order to realize her mother's long-cherished wish, then now she seems to have learned to enjoy her own life.
In the Japanese drama "Furuhata Renzaburo", Nakamori Akira borrowed the mouth of the character and said, "What I regret is for that kind of man, why do I have to lose my own life?" ”
How many years of bending over the bend and hating tears have become light in this question, and I can't help but sigh with tears.
I suppose the 20-year-old Mingcai has the wisdom she has now, so can she not suffer so much? Unfortunately, there are always some detours in life that must be taken, and only by crossing these detours can we obtain corresponding wisdom.
I hope that everyone who has been in love and has sought death and life will eventually be able to get inner peace and calm like Nakamori Akiki.