I feel like a wronged child, holding back for several days, and finally pouring out in the afternoon of this day, so full of energy, rain rising, feeling the infinite vitality of all things in summer. This nature can be described as the unity of nature and man, understanding my current mood, and interpreting it vividly.
After half a month of accompanying his son to the hospital, he fought side by side, the fully enclosed ward management, the heart is hot and free, but the body is inevitably stuck between one or two square meters of beds.
Finally discharged from the hospital, this morning beijing weather is cool and comfortable, I can't resist playing tennis for two hours, releasing the long-lost sports tension, and it is really gratifying to be able to have such a tacit understanding with tennis, and the flow of heart is overflowing with words.
There is no need to exalt the gods, just exercise, reading, writing and drinking tea are the greatest moments of happiness, contentment, gratitude for today's enjoyment, the heart is incomparably rich and satisfied.
I had planned to go to the hospital after my afternoon nap to go through the discharge procedures, but what woke me up was the sound of rain dancing outside the window, the rain was so heavy, it was best to watch from a distance, it would not be infiltrated. I choose to live in the moment naturally, change my plans, read and write, always feel that there are still shortcomings, come to the pot of hot tea, and recall the feelings of tea ceremony learning...
Remember that there are three stages of growth when learning about the tea ceremony
- Keep, break, leave
Shou - shou type, beginners start from the type;
Broken - broken, adaptable to the situation;
Away from the type, inherit the past and open up to show their own style.
The same is true of tea ceremony study and life practice, and the journey is like climbing a mountain. The crowds at the entrances are bustling and bustling; Go up a bit and the companions are no longer crowded; Further up, the footsteps around you are no longer chaotic.
The next journey depends on each person's encounter. Some people walk in the gorgeous scenery, thinking that the peak is in front of them; Some people walk on the deserted path, and this is the secret way to attack the top.
Empty mountains, no people, water flows, flowers, leaves falling, rain companions, birdsong, such as the sound of empty valley feet, call our hearts, the sound of ding: the practice of life is a path of practice without end, without pursuing answers, but also the book of life that everyone writes about themselves.
You can hear the sound of raindrops falling on the branches, the sound of vehicles speeding on the water, the sound of the water column out of the tea soup, and you can smell the warm earth fragrance of the garden, and the wonderful charm of the ancient trees...
Before that, rain for me, was nothing more than "drops of water falling from the sky" and had no taste. There is also no so-called fragrant smell of dirt.
All along, I have been like in a glass bottle, seeing the world is very small, and now jump out of the shackles of the glass bottle, only to start to use the body to feel the "breath" and "sound" of the season, like a frog growing at the water's edge, can naturally smell the changes of the seasons, this subtle awareness makes me overjoyed...
There are not many days of pouring rain, it is particularly precious, sometimes I feel that my thoughts are dragged into the memories of the past because I heard the sound of rain, 10-year-old vitality, 20-year-old fearlessness, 30-year-old unwillingness, 40-year-old peace...
Grateful for the past hard work of their own, can now live a normal life, but also chagrin their own young ignorance, made a lot of childish decisions, all kinds of disillusionment with the wind, with the rain, soon they also became heavy rain, pouring on the treetops outside the window.
The so-called living, probably like this!
The mood at this moment is like the maturity date of a fixed deposit, silky and slippery to my heart. Life does not know what time triggered this situation, a slight stage of enlightenment moments.
Although my mother had told me that one day you would understand, it wasn't until I had a child that I realized that this was the case. It is also often said that because of illness, they have begun to know how to cherish some seemingly inconspicuous and commonplace things around them.
The greatest respect in life is to have a heart that lives in the present, and people are always enlightened in the passage of time and discover their own growth. When the rain is full and the cup is overflowing, you can enjoy the suddenly cheerful daigo smell of that moment.
Love the rain as fate, the heart is swollen, it is inevitable that the poetry is great, and the record is beautiful in an instant...
【The Reality of Life】
Life is like a mirror
The reality of life is
The moment is
True and true
Before enlightenment...
The fish want to fly
Birds want to dive
After enlightenment...
Clouds in the blue sky
Water in a bottle
The other side of silent wisdom
In the universe...
What is a person?
For infinity
He is empty
For emptiness
He is everything!
Leyun Poetry Collection S082
2022.7.27 Wednesday 17:07