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Always there, even noble concubines, concubines also.
Although she was a concubine, Zhen Huan was finally the courtesy of the empress and was in charge of the harem.
Empress Uranara, flashy, mutilated the imperial heir, and fanned the court. It should have been abolished as a commoner and placed in the Cold Palace.
The empress dowager knew that the Uranara clan had mutilated the imperial heirs and framed the concubines, and knew that the Uranara clan had done many wrong things, resulting in the emperor's heirs being sparse, and she had long lost the virtuousness of the mother's world. But for the glory and reputation of the Uranara clan and the Uya clan, she left a testament of "the unbroken queen of the Uranara clan" with a clear conscience. The Empress dowager is dead, so who can argue with someone who is no longer there? Who can argue that a man who has passed away has passed away?
Therefore, Yongzheng placed the Uranara clan in Gyeongin Palace, and could not come out unless he died. He also retrieved the Holy Will, the Treasure Seal, and the Treasure Book, and the Six Houses of The Sayings. And said that with her, life and death will never see each other again.
After this, Zhen Huan was a veritable "empress", and the real power of the empress fell into her hands, but she was just holding the name of a noble concubine.
The Emperor said this:
After this incident, you have been made empress.
Yongzheng even intended to appoint Zhen Huan as empress, saying that Zhen Huan was his most important person.
Yongzheng seemed to have given Zhen Huan the highest glory and the deepest friendship, but he didn't know until his death how much Zhen Huan hated him.
Yongzheng indirectly killed Zhen Huan's first child
"The headwind is like a solution, it is easy not to destroy" Zhen Huan and Yongzheng met by chance in the plum garden on the night of the night.
In "The Biography of Zhen Huan", Zhen Huan is like a red plum that blooms proudly in this cold, quietly walking into the heart of this amorous man.
Just seeing a back, just hearing a poem from a woman, just a concern of "The emperor don't come over, the concubine's shoes and socks are wet", Yongzheng's body, like Xue Pan who saw Lin Daiyu, was half crisp. In the long and eternal night, thoughts nibbled at his body like thousands of ants.
This is the first "meeting" between Yongzheng and Zhen Huan, and it is also the moment when Yongzheng is in love.
The palace maid Yu Ying'er of the Plum Garden, the flies see blood, the fish eyes are mixed, and the emperor is attached. Let Yongzheng recognize the wrong person and pay the wrong feelings.
The apricot blossoms rained slightly, and Zhen Huan, who said that she was sick and did not accept the grace, went out for a walk, and the sound of the whistle attracted Yongzheng. Yongzheng borrowed the name of the King of Guojun to talk to Zhen Huan about the sound of the flute, and Yongzheng praised her voice like this:
The king had not heard such a good whistle for a long time, and since the death of Empress Chunyuan, there had been no such a good whistle.
Yongzheng understands the sympathetic scene of "Apricot Blossom Heavenly Shadow", understands that Zhen Huan uses Xiao Blowing to alleviate the melancholy in the song to add a little bit of the cheerful intention of returning to the snow blowing, and knows that there is Zhen Huan's homesickness in the sound of "Full of Ting Fangcao Is Not Returned". He could read her whistle, he admired her whistle, she praised her whistle. Make her emotional.
Zhen Huan is full of poetry books, and she is not much different from ordinary women. The glory and wealth of the palace, the golden splendor, the jade building golden pavilion she is not rare, but also to avoid, do not want to enter the deep palace.
She only wants to marry the man she loves, only wants to "win the heart of a person, and the white head is not separated", only wants the man to cultivate the woman to weave, the sunrise to work, the sun to breathe.
Before Zhen Huan went to the draft, she asked in the temple to know her otherworldly ideas.
Although the faith woman is no better than a man, she is not willing to easily fail herself, if she wants to marry, she must marry the best boy in the world, and form a connection with him, and the white head will grow old. But ask the bodhisattva for your blessing, so that the faithful woman will be branded and not allowed to be selected into the palace.
There is a saying in the Tao Te Ching:
Pregnancy is like pregnancy, sooner or later it will be seen.
When Zhen Huan explained her name, the talent of "Huan Huan Yi Chu Gong Waist" leaked sideways, plus her appearance was somewhat similar to the late Empress Chunyuan, and she was left behind.
As soon as she entered the palace, zhen huan no longer dared to have extravagant hopes for her love. But when she meets the "King of The Fruit County" who can read her whistle, she thinks it is her Prince Charming, the man she wants to marry.
Soon after, the doctor diagnosed that Zhen Huan was two months pregnant.
Zhen Huan is both happy and anxious, she feels happy for herself to be pregnant with the child of someone she loves, it is the crystallization of their love, it is the testimony of happiness, it is the fruit of their marriage, it is where the sweetness lies. She was also upset that she had no experience and somehow what was best for the fetus.
It was her first child, only she herself knew that the child was in her belly, the child accompanied her through the thorns, he grew little by little in the belly, his heartbeat was with her, he opened a brand new door for her, knowing that he was coming, he would never feel lonely again, he was a new life, no one understood better than her, he was hope. She wished more than anyone that he would come into this world sooner, that she would give him all her love.
Yongzheng and the empress went to the Temple of Heaven to preside over the sacrifice ceremony, and everything in the palace was presided over by Concubine Hua.
She even walked carefully for the sake of the little life in her belly. She and Concubine Hua have always been at odds, the emperor is not there, for the sake of the children, she can naturally endure and endure.
The empress has been pressing on Concubine Hua, and now that the empress is gone, Concubine Hua wants to get rid of the people who are in the way, to establish her own prestige, to suppress the people who compete with her for favors, and to give Zhen Huan a chance when she is most proud of her pregnancy.
Zhen Huan was unwell and refused to go to The Huafei Palace to talk, but The Huafei used the power given to her by Yongzheng to preside over the harem and called Zhen Huan in an orderly manner.
Obviously Zhen Huan was already very tolerant, just sitting and not speaking, but Princess Hua blamed Fu Cha Gui for being pregnant and arrogant, and pointed out that Sang Huai was scolding Zhen Huan; Ming Ming Zhen Huan was late and had already explained and pleaded guilty, but Princess Hua said that she was not respectable; Ming Ming Zhen Huan said that she was unwell many times, but Princess Hua said that she was unwell, but Princess Hua said that she was clever and punished her for kneeling outside the palace gate; Ming Ming Zhen Huan had suffered from heat stroke, her face was miserable, her body was weak, and she could not support the weight of her body, but Princess Hua said that she was pretending to be ill, and even smoked with mint ai leaves.
Zhen Huan gave birth.
Their children were gone, frightened by Hua Fei's dismounting power, she embroidered the child's belly pocket and embroidered small clothes every day, and even thought about how to get along when the child was born, what to learn when the child was a little older, and even thought of starting a family. However, the child has not yet opened his eyes to look at this bright and green world, and it has disappeared. It was the kind of despair that hurt more than her life, tearing her heart out and tearing her heart that was dripping blood.
Her child is not the child of an ordinary family, it is the imperial heir, it is the national capital, the imperial heir is killed, the national capital is shaken, and the culprit will definitely be stabbed with a thousand knives, and even the nine tribes.
However, the emperor took care of Nian Tangyao, and the harem was involved in the former dynasty, and he only slightly punished Concubine Hua:
Abolish the position of noble concubine of the Nian clan, demote her to the concubine position, seize the title, and go to assist in the power of the six palaces, and will not be allowed to enter the house in the future. From this day forward, you, every day at noon, go to your own palace gate and kneel on the brick floor for two hours.
For killing children and enemies, Zhen Huan is eager to kill quickly and pay the blood debt. However, in Zhen Huan's eyes, the father of this child and her husband were partial to the enemy, understood that Huafei was a fault, and thanked Huafei for serving him for many years. Just gave some irrelevant penalties.
Zhen Huan has been pregnant for three months, and it is reasonable to say that she will not just kneel for a while and give birth.
Only after careful investigation did I know that whenever I went to the Huafei Palace to talk in those days, the incense I smelled felt uncomfortable.
Concubine Hua burned Huanyi incense, which was the emperor's special reward, and in the harem, only Concubine Hua could use it, which was extremely precious and extremely graced. Unfortunately, Concubine Hua did not know that Huan Yixiang was used by the emperor to prevent her, and Huan Yixiang had a large amount of musk in it, and it would be infertile after smelling for a long time. The emperor guarded against Concubine Hua, and eventually killed his own children and harmed Zhen Huan.
The emperor also knew that the Huanyi incense he used for Concubine Hua had harmed the child who had formed in Zhen Huan's belly and harmed his own child. But he was still indifferent, as if he was reading someone else's story and had nothing to do with himself.
A woman who is hurt so badly will leave a shadow, because it is too painful, and her body will form a mechanism of self-protection. Even if she chooses to forgive mentally, her flesh will form a conditioned reflex that she cannot control.
When Zhen Huan knew that she had lost her child, the emperor only slightly punished Concubine Hua, and with the emperor's mutilation component in it, she had a physical mustard, rejection, and distance from the emperor from the inside out.
Since the ancient emperor's family was weak, the emperor clearly knew that Zhen Huan was deeply trapped in the pain of losing her son and could not extricate herself; she knew what the unborn child meant to her; she knew that at this moment, Zhen Huan needed caressing, tolerance and patience. But he couldn't give it, and he sprinkled salt on the wound.
He minded that Zhen Huan was not enthusiastic about himself and was physically alienated from himself, so he snubbed her and let her go. Even, he "empathized and did not fall in love", gave grace to other women, wind and snow, so unhappy, completely forgot Zhen Huan, forgot the child who was killed before he was born, and hated Zhen Huan for being so sullen and unhappy, refusing to please himself.
From this moment on, Zhen Huan planted the seed in her heart that she no longer loved the emperor. Even if she finally learned the truth, it was An Lingrong who harmed her child, but under the circumstances at that time, the emperor still hurt Zhen Huan's heart.
Zhen Huan was favored only because she looked like the late Empress Chunyuan
After Zhen Huan lost her child and was left out in the cold for a while, she leaned over with a butterfly and cleverly designed a wish to lean on the plum garden, met the emperor by chance, and was favored again.
It is not that Zhen Huan has figured it out, her heart is open-minded, she has let go, and she has forgiven the emperor, but she wants to borrow the power of the emperor to avenge her children, and Princess Lahua will step down, and pay the blood debt and blood. She couldn't watch, the relatives were in pain, the enemy was happy, and things happened to her, and she couldn't let her children die in vain.
Zhen Huan's father, Zhen Yuandao(甄遠道), was awarded the title of Zheng Erpin (正二品吏部尚書) in addition to Nian Tangyao (年羹尧) and was also in charge of the Imperial History of the Left Capital of the Imperial Household. The emperor said, "This official position is a reward for him and a reward for you."
Zhen Huan's position was also promoted, from Wan Concubine to Wan Concubine.
The dress of the canonization ceremony was deliberately torn, and Zhen Huan was designed to put on the clothes of the late Chunyuan Empress.
The emperor was furious and asked her to take off Empress Chunyuan's clothes on the spot, knocking her back to her original form after the canonization ceremony, and letting her think about it in Broken Jade Xuan.
What matters is not to be grounded, not to live according to the promised routine, but to the emperor's words "Wanguan, you are finally back." It turned out that the emperor let her live alone in the broken Jade Xuan, and in the spring the two of them drank against the begonias in the courtyard, taking a cool in the summer, brewing osmanthus wine together in the autumn, and watching the snow fly in the winter; it turned out that the emperor sent her to Penglaizhou in order to protect her, avoiding the battle in the former harem, and the love was deep; the original emperor called out "Guanguan" in his sleep. Everything is false, nihilistic, ethereal, and Wanguan, in the emperor's mind, is just a stand-in for Empress Chunyuan.
The first time she went to bed, the emperor asked her to be in front of her husband, without being careful, and allowed her to call him Shiro.
Because she said that in the folk, the wedding night must be lit in the cave room a pair of flower candles until dawn, meaning that the husband and wife raise their eyebrows, white heads to old age.
He ordered the people to hurry out of the pepper room, but the pepper room is a rule only for big weddings, using pepper and mud to paint the wall to warm the meaning of many children, except for the queen, and other idle concubines can not get this honor, the palace is also The concubines.
He said that he would be a civil couple with her, her husband, no monarch, no emperor.
But all the friendship is fake, and in the end, she is just a stand-in, a shadow, an outsider.
Perhaps hearing that sentence, Zhen Huan still had a bit of luck, feeling so much sincerity, so many sweet moments, there was always some true feelings. Until she saw the emperor's letters:
Sending to Shu Shu loves his wife, thinking of sorrow, leaving Si Liang alone, often haunting his own soul, worrying and unforgettable, even if he has Wanguan, Wanguan Qing, temporarily discharging bitter thoughts, but also except for Wushan Feiyunye. If you were there, would you be able to experience all the difficulties in your heart today? You know that in this world, only you understand and understand, and others are always inferior to you.
A good one "except for Wushan Feiyunye", everything she got was because of Empress Chunyuan, for a Wanguan Class Qing. At this moment, she didn't know what she was? What exactly is it? She was in pain at once, like a thousand horses galloping on the tip of her heart. But the emperor said that being able to look a little like a thorn was also her blessing. The emperor said that it was a blessing, but she felt that it was a sin, not only the emperor was wrong, she was even more wrong, and the love and time of several years were wrongly paid.
All his love, grace, protection, and reward for her, and his promotion to her father's position, were due to her five-point resemblance to Empress Chunyuan. He did not love her, nor did he spoil her, nor did he protect her, but Empress Chunyuan.
She took him as her husband, wanted to hold the hand of the son with him, and the son was old, and the qinse was in the palace, and it was not quiet. But he only thought of her as a stand-in, a shadow. Once the stand-in violates the rights and interests of the righteous lord, the substitute will be scolded, beaten, and punished.
The seeds of no longer love that had been planted in her heart had taken root and sprouted, and the longer they grew, the thicker and greener they became. She would never love the emperor again, more of a hatred, a hatred that tore at her heart and lungs.
How happy Pepper Room Joy is, how much she hates now.
Yongzheng was suspicious and absolved Zhen Huan's family for the trumped-up crime, and in turn asked Zhen Huan to serve him on her knees
Nian Tang Yao got rid of it.
Zhen Yuandao is a meritorious person who has removed Nian Tangyao, and if there is a father, there must be a daughter, and Zhen Yuandao is the purest and most virtuous person.
He only took in Qian Mingshi's poetry collection, and he did not have any intersection with Nian Qianyao; he was only unwilling to write poems to scold Qian Mingshi because of his kindness; he just did not want the court's arrogance to prevail, and it was difficult to show his righteousness, and he was said to have different hopes.
Not to mention that Zhen Yuandao was Zhen Huan's father and his father-in-law, he did not find out the facts, only because of his own suspicions, he would rather kill a thousand by mistake than let one go. Zhen Yuandao was dismissed from his post and imprisoned, and his family members were imprisoned in fuzhong.
Zhen Huan was grounded in Broken Jade Xuan, she was already desperate in her heart, and she no longer had any expectations for the emperor. She was too sad to be sick, but the guards all acted on grace, looked at people with colored glasses, and forced the maid not to go to the doctor.
It was Zhen Huan's dowry who crashed into the knife edge of the guard and killed someone, which led to the Taiyi to save Zhen Huan's life.
It is said that she is a dowry, but she is as close as a sister, suffering and suffering together, the doctor is coming, Zhen Huan is pregnant again, but Liu Zhu has disappeared forever, forever into darkness.
When she was disappointed, even desperate, of the emperor, she was pregnant, and the child looked particularly harsh and ironic.
Even if she was pregnant, the emperor still let her be grounded, still locked her up, or did not come to see her.
The emperor had obviously decreed that Zhen Yuandao and his family members would exile Ningguta, and Ningguta was extremely cold, and how could Zhen Yuandao's husband and wife suffer such suffering when they were old. But he said that there was no need to enslave the armored people, just live there, and had already thought of their advanced age, and had already taken care of Zhen Yuandao's loyalty and fell lightly.
There was no ironclad evidence, but the emperor was suspicious of Nian Qianyao and Prince Dun, and Zhen Yuandao was the hero of this matter, and the first thing he bore was the object of suspicion. Coupled with the false accusations of people with hearts, Zhen Yuandao is indefensible.
Zhen Huan dragged her bulky pregnancy to the emperor, hoping that the emperor could forgive her father and family, and the emperor not only did not care about the feelings, but also forced Zhen Huan to despair. Zhen Huan fell to her knees, because her body was too heavy, she couldn't get up, but the emperor did not pity her, did not support her, and did not comfort her, so that she moved the tire and was born prematurely.
The concubines in the palace are many mothers and noble, and yongzheng has very few heirs, and she is even more pampered for pregnant concubines. It is reasonable to say that when a concubine gives birth to a princess, the emperor will reward her and forgive her family.
Obviously, the emperor forbade her feet and did not allow her to enter and exit freely; the emperor regarded her as a shadow and let her be a stand-in for Empress Chunyuan; obviously the emperor still wanted to exile her parents in the face of her thousands of requests and thousands of bows. However, he said that Zhen Huan was angry, and he said that he decided that no matter what the Zhen family did, he would not be angry with her, but he said that as long as she was willing, he would order her to be made a concubine.
He used the imperial power to make the Zhen family's wife and daughters scattered, he was not in any pain, but also for all reasons, the Zhen family almost broke down, pieces of flesh and blood, every inch of white bone, but he still wanted Zhen Huan to be his concubine, and then came to bow down and serve him as a king with a strong smile.
The sentence "Huan Huan, if you are willing, you are still the darling of Yuan, and you are still the same as before" is really a big joke, he hurt her to tear her heart and lungs, but he expects her to be grateful to him, as if nothing happened, back to the past.
He wanted to go back to the old days, but she didn't want to, even stay in the palace, she didn't want to. She wanted to take her hair to practice and go to Ganlu Temple, willing to always accompany the green lantern ancient Buddha, but she was still alive.
Let Zhen Huan poison her lover with her own hands
Zhen Huan gave birth to a child, and within three days, she left the palace to go to Ganlu Temple to practice.
Zhen Huan, who was originally weak in health, in the Ganlu Temple, collected firewood, burned fires, carried water, washed clothes, cooked, everything had to be done, everything must be done, frostbite on her hands, her eyes were red, and she was embarrassed by the sister-in-law of Ganlu Temple, and she was not allowed to eat without finishing her work.
Originally weak, coupled with overwork, Zhen Huan was sick and coughed endlessly.
Those sisters-in-law of the Ganlu Temple insisted that Zhen Huan had tuberculosis, and those who bluntly said that the Ganlu Temple could not live with tuberculosis, drove Zhen Huan and her maid away and drove them into the flying snow.
Zhen Huan was cold, burned badly, and was directly unconscious in the middle of the road. There is no village in front, no shop in the back, the snow is very heavy, it is too late to go to the Zen room of Ling YunFeng, and the Ganlu Temple cannot go back.
Huanbi can only go to the nearest Qingliangtai to ask the Seventeenth Prince Guojun King to help, no one knows, Wang Ye will not shoot, helpless can only gamble.
Zhen Huan's high fever did not recede, it was the King of Guojun who retreated to avoid the people, took off his coat, lay down on the white snow, and waited for the cold, running back to the room to hug Zhen Huan. In this way, it was repeated many times that Zhen Huan's high fever was withdrawn.
Zhen Huan did not wake up, the King of Guo County did not leave the body to guard, Zhen Huan woke up, but the King of Guo County fell ill.
Zhen Huan's heart was as cold as a flying snow, there was no trace of temperature, it was the King of GuoJun who warmed her heart; it was the King of Guojun who stood in front of The Gate of Ling YunFeng at night and drove away the night cat in the mountains that frightened Zhen Huan and screamed; it was the King of Guojun who used his head and Zhen Huan's Sauvignon Blanc to make Zhen Huan feel the desire to penetrate Sauvignon Blanc; it was also the Sound of the King of Guojun that made Zhen Huan's amazing dance come alive and vivid.
Guojun Wang was accompanied by the sound of the whistle every day, it was his whistle that touched Zhen Huan, it was his persistence that touched Zhen Huan, it was his true feelings that shook Zhen Huan, and it was his dedication to "marrying only one person and giving her all the love" that dissolved her. Her heart had rekindled, come back to life, beat.
The king of Guojun has talent, understands poetry, and is affectionate with her, and has a sharp heart, and the right thing is the "one-hearted person" she is looking for.
In order to make Zhen Huan feel at ease, in order to let her heart have a home, no longer lonely, in order to make her believe, happiness is at hand. The king of Guojun took out the marriage post. He didn't care that she was an abandoned concubine, he didn't care that she was a sinner, and he didn't have a hint of doubt about her future. "Lifelong covenant, eternal marriage is good, may Qinse be in the imperial palace, the years are quiet" is their vow, he will take her, change her name and surname, go far away, and stay together forever.
The emperor wanted to send the king of Guojun to go to Dianzang to do things, and Zhen Huan was full of joy waiting for him to return, and with Zhen Huan present, he also returned to his heart like an arrow.
Zhen Huan was pregnant, and she wanted to tell the king of Guojun the good news earlier. However, what Zhen Huan was waiting for was the news that he was dead.
Man could not be resurrected from the dead, he had never even had a soul in her dreams, she did not believe, did not believe that he was no longer there, could not even find the corpse. They said well, forever knotted together, never abandoned, and pulled the hook, how he walked alone, not even seeing the last side.
Her father, Zhen Yuandao, was seriously ill in Ninguta. Finding the wreckage of the ship where the king of Guojun was sitting, there was nothing wrong with the hull, but the bottom of the ship was not made of nails, but was wrapped with raw glue and rope glue, and once the ship was driving in the water, the raw glue and rope would be broken and the ship would sink. When the boat stopped on the bank of the Yellow River, someone dropped the bag and moved his hands and feet. She was an abandoned concubine, with her hair to practice, and now that she was pregnant, she would inevitably die, and perhaps even affect the lives of her family.
One by one, Zhen Huan could no longer escape according to the previous suspended death plan, and the King of Guojun was gone, and her heart died again. But she can't die a hundred times, she wants to give birth to their children, she wants to avenge her beloved, she has to bring back her father who is critically ill. And all this can only be done by one person, so Zhen Huan set up a bureau to return to the palace.
When the emperor made a decree to take Zhen Huan back to the palace, the king of Guojun returned, he thought in his heart that she could only get back a life, and he thought of her in his heart, so he dragged his tired body back day and night. But she had to say that she coveted glory and wealth.
After Zhen Huan returned to the palace, she gave birth to her twin sons and the King of Guojun.
Since then, she and King Guojun have been like strangers, and all they think about in their hearts is each other. They can only hide each other at the bottom of their hearts.
The identity of the twins was suspected, and some people once pointed out that the taiyi Wen Shichu was the father of the twins, and the emperor wanted to shed blood to recognize his relatives. Man, once a certain thought arises in your heart, it is like planting a seed and taking root in your heart. From that time on, the seed that the twins were not of royal blood was planted in the emperor's heart.
The king of Guojun had military merit, but the emperor could not keep him, more importantly, the emperor suspected that the king of Guojun and Zhen Huan had an affair.
The emperor said that he trusted Zhen Huan, and she never let him down in her work, but stuffed her with a bag of poison; the emperor must get rid of the king of Guo county, but let Zhen Huan go to Tonghuatai and the king of Guo County to feast and drink instead of him; the emperor said that he believed that Zhen Huan and the king of Guo County had no personal affair, but he wanted Zhen Huan to take practical actions to prove that she had no selfishness; the emperor said that he wanted to give Zhen Huan a chance, but he pressed her step by step, pushing her to the desperate road; the emperor said that he valued their child Hongyao the most, but he wanted Zhen Huan to poison and kill the king of Guo county to preserve that Honghua was the prince of the Great Qing.
He asked her to poison the King of Guojun, let her poison the person he loved the most, and then in turn give her the temporary leadership of the Six Palaces, and take the same position as the vice-concubine. Persecute her, torture her, and make her grateful to Dade.
Tonghuatai has been cold and silent for many years, only Xiyan is still flourishing, Xiyan, only one night flowers, just like some things that are not accepted by the world and cannot see the light. But some things are no longer accepted by the world, can no longer see the light, as usual will flourish in the heart, never wither. Even if there is a year, some people feel that these sunsets are obstructing their eyes, and they will pull it out as much as possible, leaving no leaves. Pull out the Xiyan of the Kirito Flower Terrace, and you can't pull out the Xiyan that opens in your heart. Just like her deep affection with the King of Guojun, she is not accepted by the world and cannot see the light, but she will never adjust to zero in her heart.
She had originally left the cup of poisonous wine for herself, but it was replaced by the King of Guojun. She didn't want him to leave, she was his wife, she wanted him to take her away from the palace, she didn't want to stay in the palace anymore, Ling Yunfeng's parting was a lifelong mistake, and now she just wanted to go away with him. Throughout her life, that person was her heart, her dream, all her joy and happiness.
The more rewards the emperor gave, the higher the position, the more she hated, the more sweet the king of Guojun gave, the more precious the happiness, the more painful she was.
The pain of snatching a son, the hatred of the family for no reason, the hatred of the king of the poison fruit county. How could she not hate Yongzheng, let alone eat his flesh and drink his blood, even if she was cramping her muscles and crushing her bones, she couldn't eliminate half a trace of hatred.
And the more she can't hand blade the enemy, Zhen Huan's hatred for Yongzheng will be deeper, more intense, and more able to accumulate layer by layer, backlog to the point that it is better to continue to be his concubine, that is, to see him and endure him, to the point where life is worse than death.
The so-called love house and Wu, he can even kill "Wu", and he can have some true feelings for "Wu".
A lifetime of glitz, a season of forgetfulness. Empty of memories, disturbed and entangled. Smiles are gone, and there are thousands of loneliness. Strings, Sihua Nian. Those years were like a dream. For example, the flow of water is gone. Don't cry parting, don't complain about the end. The King of Guojun was gone, and her heart was dead.