In 1997.
She stood on a high podium, holding flowers in her arms, bathed in applause.
Flash after flash.
The illumination was dazzling.
Someone shouted:
"The most beautiful Miss Asia - Han Junting."
What a gorgeous moment!
Unfortunately, it is only like a meteor, fleeting.
Waiting for Han Junting was a series of dark levels, and the steps were frightening.
From receiving the award, she signed a contract with ATV.
He took over a number of film and television dramas.
For example: "There is a fat guy in the house company", "Fat Cat Wandering 2" and so on.
At first glance, such a start matches the stars.
But, none.
Now it's a supporting role.
After that, it's all supporting characters.
Fate turns into a closed loop, and no matter how it turns, it can't be turned out.
For many years, there was no breakthrough, and it has been tepid. She wanted to break the dilemma.
With ATV on the horizon, her chance came.
The "Oriental Charm" company has just been established, and talents are scarce. As one of the shareholders, Zeng Zhiwei valued han junting's plasticity.
Han Junting switched to "East Charm".
Soon, she was arranged to participate in the variety show "Cosmic Invincible Award Doorman". Together with Zeng Zhiwei, he traveled to Japan for location shooting.
Han Junting was originally a Peugeot beauty billet.
Willow eyebrows, upturned nose bridge.
A smile, soft as a flower, soft as a shadow, sweet and not greasy.
Everyone thinks that the beauty of the hot springs and the beauty of the water must be very stunning.
However, when it comes out in pieces, it does not have the effect of water hibiscus.
She is obese.
Getting rid of a balloon ride on water is funny.
Zeng Zhiwei did not pity her at all, making fun of her as a "giant in the water".
What girl can tolerate such teasing?
She made up her mind to slim down and lose weight.
In three months, she wanted to wash the name of "Giant" in one fell swoop.
But the ideal is rich, the reality is bone.
She couldn't lose weight, and she couldn't stop the disgusting bad comments.
A picture after another, ugly.
They went on to name her "Hong Kong Bully".
Criticism drilled madly into her heart, and she couldn't help but care.
She tried her best to get thinner.
Refusal to eat, diet, hunger strike.
Slimming pills, dehydration pills, various medicines.
Excessive mental anxiety and loss of appetite caused her to suffer from anorexia.
After that, she was invited to "royal slimming".
For eight weeks, they quickly cultivated herself for her. She had lost more than seventy pounds.
One meter seven tall, only this little weight remains.
Skin wrapped in bone, bone poking flesh. There is no human appearance.
And the big poster of the subway station, on the one hand, is her fat past, on the other hand, her thin present.
Her forced efforts became a commercial selling point.
At the press conference, she was wearing a tank top and short skirt, skinny and bony.
The media booed, wanting to see her long legs.
They asked her to take off her short skirt.
Helplessly, she took off in full view of everyone. Leave only the last fig leaf.
All these sacrifices have done little to help the work.
All she had was a part-time job.
Not much profitable.
Nor are there many names.
If it goes on like this, it will be for it. However, fate was not even plain, and did not want to give it to her.
Not long after, her fiancé was diagnosed with hereditary liver cancer.
They have been in love for many years, and they have reached the point of talking about marriage.
Seeing that her lover's time is running out, no matter how sad the words are, they can't express her feelings.
She dropped all her work and accompanied him to treatment.
Neither leave nor abandon.
But life and death, how can it be easily reversed by your stubbornness?
In the end, Ye Jinchang still left.
He was destined.
She stayed in the world.
He took away Han Junting's love and also took away Han Junting's vitality.
There is no way.
She couldn't change her life, she couldn't cure her illness, and her heart was scarred.
She couldn't get out of Ye Jinchang's pampering.
"I was really spoiled by him."
She suffered from depression.
Bitterness spreads in the heart, growing madly.
Like a drowning person, she can't save herself.
Later, she began to look for a life-saving straw.
This straw, of course, is a man. She needed someone to take her and vent out of the pool of emotions.
But she wouldn't have thought that she would swim deeper into the abyss.
Before long, the scandal was raging.
"Han Junting intervened in the marriage of banker Lei Guanxian."
In the gossip of the tabloid reporter, she and her husband, Lei Guanxian, are not in harmony.
Watch the concert together.
Let's go home together.
Lady Lei Guanxian was furious and attacked at the speed of light.
She scolded in the newspaper, saying that Han Junting seduced Lei Guanxian and gave Lei Guanxian a hug.
It is also attached with a self-created "kicking fox leg", a metaphor for kicking away the fox spirit.
Han Junting became the little third that everyone shouted and beat.
Little Three?
She cried that they were just friends, nothing more. Everything was a misunderstanding.
But no one knew the truth except herself.
After stirring up a wave, this storm was silent.
However, her absurdity did not stop.
In 2005, Han Junting was blasted gay.
The object is a star second generation.
His name is Chen Zhaoyin.
A short hair that looks slightly stout.
But.
This relationship has not borne fruit.
Only half a year. Part company with.
Later, in an interview, Han Junting talked about the reasons for the breakup.
She said: "Because I suddenly found that homosexuality is not what I want. ”
So what did she want?
She asked herself countless times: What are you expecting?
In 2010.
Her depression was getting worse, the meaning of life, the value of existence, and she could no longer find a fulcrum of stopping.
Taking a step is a bad relationship.
Taking a step back is the annoyance of soothing.
She made a decision:
Announced the withdrawal from the circle.
December 30, 2010.
Shortly after she announced her retirement, she flew to a foreign country.
Early in the morning, the huge airport was bustling with people.
Han Junting's gait was hurried.
A person.
No family, no friends.
Finally, she walked into the boarding gate. The floodgates close. The noisy gossip and the past are closed here. She rushed to the other side and decided resolutely.
Everyone thought she would stay away from it.
Who would have thought that, five years later, she would be back.
She said that it would be better to be a heroine.
But today is different.
Everything is different.
Her looks. Her situation. All have changed.
Once beautiful, picturesque, beautiful as jade.
Today, the nose is narrowed and the face is stiff, which is not an exaggeration to describe it as "ghostly".
In Singapore, she said, she accidentally slipped. The nasal bone collapsed and the bacteria became infected.
Surgical fees.
Hospitalization fees.
A single operation costs at least 300,000 RMB.
She couldn't afford it.
So, she chose not to have surgery.
One drag, that's three years. She returned to Hong Kong.
How can a ruined face be based on the entertainment industry?
She couldn't get the play. Even for low-priced activities, no one looked for her.
She realized: "I am no longer a goddess. ”
She missed the best time to heal and missed the last train back in the entertainment industry.
The entertainment industry closed the doors one after another in front of her.
Less than a year later, she quit again.
She thought, Vanity Fair, she didn't deserve it. It is better to be down-to-earth, live well, work hard, and be more practical than anything.
She stepped into the aesthetic industry. Want to be a regular clerk.
The result?
The ups and downs still haven't stopped.
In 2015, she was embroiled in the mega MY scandal.
The news was hyped with the headlines:
"Taiwan's Broken Realm MY Website, Four Hong Kong Actresses Involved"
One of them was Han Junting.
The news said that this cross-border MY group provides a high-cost "girlfriend rental service", and there is a group called "actor model album, private customization".
For a time, public opinion was in an uproar. More is not to understand.
A day girlfriend?
Rental service?
How did Han Junting fall to this point?
But the reports that are widespread seem to be true.
Han Junting did not recognize.
"They used me for propaganda."
But this kind of thing, spread out, can not wash it.
The public would rather believe in what it has than believe in its absence.
She stumbled, and after all, she could not escape the destruction of public opinion.
Those ensuing tribulations, one after another, smashed into her, pieced together into a ridiculous half of life.
Tribulations, no stops.
It still continues to play out in her world, without even giving her a breathing space.
His mother died of thyroid and lung cancer in June 2018.
again.
Life, not to be desired.
Dead, can't avoid.
Before her fiancé died, now her mother has died, leaving her in this world like an outcast.
She was once again plunged into deep pain and loneliness.
Is there anything more desperate?
Yes.
Another bad news struck -
She owes a huge amount of money.
Previously, in order to save her mother, she borrowed 400,000 Hong Kong dollars from east to west.
Not much money.
But she couldn't afford it.
For three years, she struggled to pay off her debts.
Deduct yourself everywhere, squeeze money from between your teeth to repay, and in the end, you still owe 200,000 yuan.
Affected by the epidemic, the beauty salon where she worked, the business was sluggish.
She was unemployed.
To live, to pay off debts, everywhere can not make ends meet.
In January 2021, Han Junting filed a bankruptcy application with the court.
As soon as the news came out, it instantly detonated the whole network.
Han Junting's situation became more and more difficult.
At this moment, another thing suddenly struck her, giving her a fatal blow.
She had been friends for more than twenty years, and she was cut off from grace.
He is Cai Guowei.
He was originally a good friend of Han Junting.
When Han's mother died, Cai Guowei saw that she was in a low ebb and emotionally unstable, and invited Han Junting to stay at his house, saying that it was convenient to take care of her.
This stay is two years.
But after Han Junting declared bankruptcy, Cai Guowei directly said that he would let her move away.
"When exactly will you move away?"
Seven words made Han Junting stunned.
Within a week, she moved away quickly.
Seeing the truth of friendship, she drew a clear line with Cai Guowei.
Delete a group photo.
Close the other person's social account.
In the face of media interviews, she was also full of accusations:
"I didn't expect that I would not have this friend after I went bankrupt, and I could clearly recognize his true face."
Being put on the hat of falling into the well, Cai Guowei was of course not convinced:
"You don't need to sing praises and praises, so why should you repay virtue with resentment?"
He also said he never said he wanted her to move out.
It was Han Junting herself who took the initiative.
And told him that she had found her ideal job.
Two former friends, who eventually tore their faces apart, each insisting on their own words.
What the truth is, there is no way to know.
But public opinion pointed out that Han Junting was ungrateful.
She, infamous, infamous.
In the past two years, she has tried to return to the screen and done a lot of things.
Do hosting.
Participate in variety shows.
Become a food anchor.
But the sluggish popularity cannot be exchanged for decent income.
Source: Tencent Entertainment
Despite this, she struggled to survive.
It's hard to live.
But she said to herself, be happy.
She was grateful for having suffered from "depression."
Because she has the confidence to say to herself: "As long as you are strong enough, you can actually overcome many things." ”
Qingming in 2019.
Han Junting carried a paper bag and walked to a tombstone.
On the tombstone, there is a photograph.
It was her mother.
She pulled out a bear, took out a box of snacks, crouched there, and talked to her mother.
Talk about the past, talk about the present.
Talking about people in another world, turning back, how will they look at the pain and pain, joy and happiness at this time?
Talking about this life, is it also a dream?
When you wake up from a dream, the absurdity is gone, the pain is gone, and everything will be over?
The four fields are silent.
She couldn't hear the answer