Back to 1981 by Embroidered Brocade
Back in 1981
This is my new task
It's not about being born again, it's not about crossing, it's about actually going back in time
The most important thing I do now is to bring this three-year-old up
Educate him into a new socialist youth of integrity and goodness...
But
Big Northeast, small countryside
It is really not easy for us to live a well-off life
The female protagonist returns to the past to cultivate the male protagonist
Excerpt
I didn't expect that there would be guests in the house suddenly, so I was a little caught off guard when I entered the door. The floor hadn't been dragged for a week, and on the table were the bread and melon seeds that hadn't been eaten last night, and more importantly, the bathroom was piled with clothes that had just been changed yesterday...
So as soon as I opened the door, I rushed into the house first, and shut them out with my backhand. Liu Haowei still knocked hard and yelled, but that Jin Ming was far from sound.
I quickly stuffed everything into the cupboard with lightning speed, and the room suddenly looked much fresher, but the floor was definitely not something that could be done in a minute or two. But fortunately, the color of the floor is yellow, and you can't see how dirty it is without looking closely.
Looking around again to make sure that nothing was wrong, I carefully opened the door and smiled: "The house is a bit messy, tidy up." ”
Liu Haowei glanced at me in disgust, and Jin Mingyuan looked at me and smiled, and his eyes were full of understanding, as if he had already guessed it.
This Jin Mingyuan made me elusive, his eyes always wrote clearly, obviously we were meeting for the first time after nearly twenty years, but he always looked as if he was familiar with me very well. I looked down, I smiled, I was embarrassed, I deliberately had no expression on my face... But it seemed that he could never hide it.
We went into the house to put things away, Liu Haowei did not notice the change in my room at all, Jin Mingyuan's eyes lingered on the living room cabinet for two seconds, smiling slightly at me. My face immediately turned red.
I finally know why I can only work as a working class, and none of us in this big family is as good as him.
After putting things away, Liu Haowei said that he wanted to invite him to dinner, so he found a private room in the restaurant at the entrance of the community and sat down.
Because he was a guest from afar, Liu Haowei politely asked Jin Mingyuan to order food. He didn't even see the menu, he directly asked the waiter, "Come a fried loach, a braised river fish..." He ordered four dishes in one breath, and Liu Haowei and I were wide-eyed.
Liu Haowei looked at me, then at him, and joked: "You two will not collude long ago, how to order is all Hui Hui's favorite." ”
Jin Mingyuan did not speak, smiled and looked at me, his eyes were slightly bent, and the corners of his mouth had a nice curve.
Damn it, this man!
I secretly warned myself in my heart that this man was poison, and I should never fall into it. A man like him, who attaches equal importance to beauty and money, has an unknown number of pairs of eyes around him, and any one of them can directly give me cannon fodder. He couldn't even look at the charming woman who was as charming as his former secretary, and his vision could be imagined how high. If I really mean something to him, isn't that self-inflicted humiliation?
Speaking of which, I can't help but think of the boy I had a crush on in college.
The boy was our class leader, handsome, elegant in conversation, and extra gentle with the girls, which attracted a group of young girls to fall under his slacks. I was young and ignorant at that time, and I was also tricked. On the Christmas of my junior year, I foolishly folded a thousand paper cranes to confess to him, and as a result, at the Christmas party that night, he appeared with our yard flowers in his arms.
Later, I figured out that some people are only for us ordinary people to admire, and we can't think about it, such as the class leader, such as the man in front of me.
The waiter had just served the food, Liu Haowei went out to answer a phone, and after a while he came back depressed, saying: "The unit is a bit urgent, I have to go over." Big Brother Jin is sorry, Hui Hui, you help me to say hello. After saying that, he gave me another look. I quickly got up and followed him out.
Liu Haowei took five hundred yuan from his wallet and stuffed it into me, saying, "You treat me well, you don't have to save money." ”
Although Liu Haowei has never been a stingy person, I have never seen him so generous, five hundred yuan for a meal, which is not our usual consumption level. Besides, as far as we are concerned, we can't spend five hundred yuan on me, and we won't let me open a bottle bar. Liu Haowei is gone, do you want me to accompany the wine?
Liu Haowei hurried back to the unit, said a few words, and then hurried away. I had to go back to the private room with a hard scalp, Jin Mingyuan sat upright and drank tea, and when he saw me return, he immediately showed his usual gentle smile. This time, it made me feel very dazzling.
This man, who obviously knows that he is a rose that attracts bees and butterflies, still makes this gentle and small gesture, which is not to kill us women.
I tried my best to calm my mind, suppressed my heart, tried to make a dignified and natural appearance, and politely and politely greeted him: "Mr. Jin, please use it." ”
There was a flash of loss in his eyes, but he still had a gentle smile on his face, talked to me very familiarly, and asked me a while later, "Where does Hui Hui work?" ”
Huihui? I almost bit my tongue. When did I get acquainted with him to the point where I could call him that?
I stared at him with wide eyes, somewhat unpretentiously. But he was still smiling, his eyes gentle, and there was a quiet and concerned taste in his eyes. He seemed serious and sincere, completely different from the men I had ever met who liked to hook up with beautiful girls. This somewhat reassured me, perhaps, he just treated me as a little sister who had not been seen for a long time, and did not mean to discharge it casually?
"I work in the court." I grabbed a small loach with chopsticks and looked down and replied.
He seemed to be a little surprised, the chopsticks in his hand immediately stopped, his brow was slightly raised, it seemed that some things did not make sense, and he seemed to be a little uncertain, after a few seconds, he hesitated and whispered: "I thought - you are a doctor?" ”
I suddenly had a sense of shame that I couldn't even eat my favorite loach, so I put down my chopsticks and said particularly restrainedly: "I... I was going to be a doctor, but I didn't find a job after college, so —" This kind of thing is really disgraceful to say, I thought that a gentleman like him would take care of the mood of girls, it seems that I was wrong."
He seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and the lines of his face, which had just become a little stiff, softened, and there was more of a sense of relief in his voice, "Sorry, I just, you know-"
Of course I know. When we first met nineteen years ago, he sent me home. At that time, I was still living in the Chinese medicine clinic opened by my grandfather on Xinmin Road. Since my grandfather's generation, our family, young and old, have all been doctors, and now, there are only me and Liu Haowei who are different. I think that's an important reason why the relationship between the two of us is so good.
"You read in the north, right?" He continued to ask, as if casually mentioning, "You speak with a northern accent, not much like a local I know." ”
"I went to college in Beijing," I nodded back. In fact, there are some doubts in my heart, when I was in college before, I stayed in Beijing for a long time, and I did speak a little Beijing, but now I have been back for many years, I speak plastic Mandarin all day, I feel very bad, how can he hear the northern accent from my typical C city Mandarin?
"Have you been to d-City?" He asked again, his eyes fixed on me, shining brightly.
I looked down to check what I was wearing, found nothing unusual, and thought about it carefully before replying, "No." "When I spoke, some pictures suddenly flashed in my mind, deep and clean alleys, gardens with small sunflowers, and - bright and clean teenagers...
Momentarily distracted...
It's really strange, is it really a little schizophrenic by Ray?
It is estimated that he also saw that I was stupid and couldn't help but ask, did not continue to ask me, just helped me to cook vegetables, let me taste this for a while, let me taste that for a while, and happily told me that the heat of this dish is not enough, and how should that dish be made...
I didn't hold back for a moment, so I smiled and asked, "Listening to what Mr. Jin means by this, can you still cook?" I don't know when Yufu will be able to eat the dishes made by Jin Zong. ”
Unexpectedly, he immediately responded, "Or the day after tomorrow, I will buy vegetables and go to your house." Well, you'll make dumplings. ”
I was stupid, how could he agree to such a disrespectful invitation from me? Shouldn't such a man wear a dress and hold up a glass of wine to shuttle through a gorgeous cocktail party, flirting with gorgeous and beautiful models, celebrities and so on from time to time? I can't imagine him busy on the stove in an apron, covered in flour.
"Huihui—" He finally noticed my lapse and reached out and shook my hand in front of me a few times. I quickly shook my head to sober myself up a bit, and then replied, "I don't make dumplings." ”
He smiled so hard that his eyes were about to drip water, "It's okay, I'll teach you." ”
I lost sleep that night.
Intuitively speaking to a woman, I feel as if he was interested in me. But at the same time, I felt incredible, I was no longer a seventeen or eighteen-year-old innocent girl who indulged in romance novels and couldn't help herself, and I didn't believe that there was any cinderella and prince story in this world. Even if there is really Cinderella, it is because people have the beauty of the country.
And I, well, I know I'm okay looking, but I'm just okay, and I'm just plain compared to the many beautiful women on the street who are full of shape and style. I don't believe he'll fall in love with me at first sight, but I don't believe he can see my "simple and beautiful" mind through my appearance. Those are all nonsense that write novels, and they are just deceiving little girls.
Girls like me, the most suitable is to find a man with similar family conditions and external conditions to marry, not too handsome, not too rich, not too busy at work, preferably a teacher or a civil servant - this is what has been advocated since ancient times, right.