#In the name of the book #Loneliness has gradually eroded me, I don't know when, your face gradually blurred in my mind, but why can I always find a little bit of your shadow in others?
Look at the clean lily, always feel that you will like, but suddenly remember that what you like has always been the magnificent rose.
Looking at other people's smiles, those bright eyes always feel very similar to you, but I always can't remember what you look like...
In fact, I don't hate eating spicy noodles, and it's not because I can't eat them because I'm not in good health.
It's just that every time I eat spicy noodles, I think of you and remember that you liked to eat them in the first place.
02
I don't know why, every time I think of you, my head hurts and my chest is stuffy.
Therefore, in the future, I will not eat spicy noodles, just so as not to easily remember you.
But I think that your number of times does not decrease but increases, even when I see others eating spicy noodles, I also think of you.
Since you have chosen to leave, can't you let me go and let my head clear for half a moment?
Every day is your shadow, in front of you, the mind lingers, stirring my head pain but helpless.
03
Decades of time in this world passed hurriedly, like the white colt crossing the gap, without a trace.
It is also ridiculous to say that after decades of time, this sad past accounts for nine times out of ten. And nine of the dusty past memories are actually about you.
Although the white colt crossed the gap and left no trace, you were a carving knife, deep, leaving an indelible mark on my heart.
Now that I think about it, under the stars, I can't remember what you said to me, only your calmness and determination.
You won't know how I, who listened to these words carelessly at the time, was as heartbroken as a knife.
04
Maybe even if you know, you won't care...
Many years later, I opened the old diary again, page by page, line by line.
The deepest, most painful places are all traces with you. If I hadn't denied those who had been, now, do we have a different ending?
It's autumn again, and the fallen leaves fly into the corner of the swing.
That day, I met someone, inexplicably, and I felt like she was a lot like you.
The same bright eyes, the same reluctant smile, the same lonely sensitivity, the same need to guard.
Even though I knew that she was deliberately showing me her fragile side like this, I didn't dare to leave her alone.
05
The days of waiting for you are too long, and the loneliness around me scares me.
I don't know if you'll ever look back, but my footsteps won't stop for you again.
Nostalgia is human instinct, cherishing the present will be easily forgotten by people.
People have met many people in their lives, and walking and stopping will leave a lot of regrets, and they will also take away some that cannot be forgotten.
06
Many people, in a lifetime, will only have one person who is completely at ease, and there will only be such a person who will make you willing to give everything you have.
Even if what you gain is only a dime compared to what you pay, you still moths to put out fires, at all costs.
Obviously, your person is not me, and mine is not you.
The rest of my life is still very long, I only hope that the future is long, and you can also be with the song.