Let us live in the company of red dust and live a dashing life...
Let us gallop and live out our youth...
How many people are familiar with this song? Anyway, I hummed along.
Recently, Xiao Jian's actor Zhu Hongjia played Xiao Lu's new boss Fan Dongyang in "Dear Child".
As soon as it appeared, it was recognized by many people, or the original voice, which had not changed...
But it evokes the memories of many people...
I believe that many viewers who watch "Dear Child" are mostly post-80s, married, marital problems, chicken feathers in marriage, unsuccessful work, deliberately drunk at the wine table, and many problems faced by children in their formative years...
So seeing Zhu Hongjia appear, I almost wanted to abandon the drama to relive "Huan Zhu Gege".
Why?
Because it was the adolescence of a generation, the earliest "Huan Zhu Ge Ge" almost ran through my entire adolescence, that of my girlhood.
(Xiao Jian's wandering after he rescued Xiao Yanzi from the palace)
I turn on the TV as soon as school is out, and as soon as the music starts, I feel that life is so beautiful.
I once wrote a letter to Aunt Qiong Yao, and that letter was full of my dreams, and I said that I also wanted to be an actor, a star, a living role, and I hoped that my dream would come true.
What I didn't expect was that Aunt Qiong Yao really wrote me back, to the effect that I hoped that if I was admitted to schools such as the Beijing Film Academy, I would have the opportunity to participate in her TV series.
Unfortunately, fate had already made other arrangements, and I didn't expect that I would become a pen cultivator along the path of Aunt Qiongyao.
In a hurry of time, Xiao Jian became the big one Xiao Sword, a little more kind, less heroic sword fighting the world.
And I, long ago, from the girl who walked like the wind, became a middle-aged woman who was obsessed with the past, could not forget the hurt, and had hope for the future.
Often dreaming back in the middle of the night, I always can't help but ask myself in the face of the boundless darkness: If I had chosen a career, what would have happened if I had followed the various crews throughout China?
Is it regret?
Whenever I hear the word regret, my heart will twitch for no reason, it is a feeling of pain.
Yes, I am too attached to all kinds of people and things, but I forget that I can't bear the consequences, and I can never forget those who obviously can choose, but stay where I am.
But I also learned a lot of principles from many people and things, and in the past I would hurt others and hurt myself because I didn't like the current situation and didn't ask for a result.
Now that I have learned to move forward in suffering, I may not like my current life, but what life or fate has given me, I should catch it steadily, and then tell myself that it is already good, content.
Maybe many people and things don't satisfy me, but what does it have to do with me?
I will try to make myself happy, away from the hustle and bustle, and live every day well.
It's just that I still miss the beauty of the "Huan Zhu GeGe" period, when I got up early, went to school to read texts, went to the playground to do morning exercises, and the morning sun at that time always shone on the grass with dewdrops on the grass, the radio was always so bright, and I was so spirited.
Sometimes the school radio would call on my name, sometimes I would be the focus of the whole school, sometimes I would walk in the hallway of the classroom and get a note stuffed by a boy, and I was so serious that I shouldn't fall in love when I was in school...
Unfortunately, all this is really never going back...