"To make up for it" by the sunset rain - even the scum must talk about love, talk about the world full of love

Brief introduction:

Two people who are always going to punch each other at the same time

Inexplicably slept together for four years

Separated after a big fight

Reunited seven years later

Dr. He Da risked his life

The story of the pit deception to chase people back

Excerpt from the article:

The room was cold, there was no breath, and this house, which had lived for more than two years, was as hot as some people's hearts.

Shen Di's hands and feet were frozen by the wet and cold air, and every cell in his body was screaming with pain, and in pain, he bent down and tightened his body.

He Cheng returned less than ten o'clock, was poured some wine, and his head was very heavy.

He was a little worried about Shen Di, during this time he was in a very bad mood, he was busy with his own business, He Cheng was a bit confused, he clearly said that he was coming back, why was he still awkward with him.

If he really didn't want to wait, he didn't force it. In the end, Shen Di is a straight, to say the future, he can not make decisions for him without authorization, what this road is like, he knows better than him.

He Cheng opened the door, turned on the lights, and the scene that came into his eyes made him shocked, overturning the tables and chairs, breaking the glass on the ground, and the whole room seemed to have been looted.

And in this mess, Shen Di sat on the ground, his back against the sofa, one arm resting on the curved knee, and flowing down his fingertips was a bright red column of blood, drop by drop, gathering in front of his shoes into a small stall.

Adapting to the sudden light, he looked at He Cheng, and the corner of his white mouth smiled, "You know what. He said: "I've been worried about losing you, how uncomfortable it is, you must not have tasted it." ”

The sadness in his eyes was so thick, He Cheng frowned, "What's wrong?" He carefully avoided the glass chips on the ground and walked over to Shen Di, wanting to see his hand.

Shen Di waved it away, "Don't touch me." He got up and took two steps back, "Don't touch me again." ”

He Cheng was restless all day today, and when he came back at night to see him like this, to tell the truth, he was not surprised, with Shen Di's personality, it was impossible to let him go quietly.

He didn't know what he wanted to do, the things that were nailed down, the childish means of crying, it was useless, and Shen Di should know this.

But seeing that he was injured, he still softened his heart and suppressed his temper, "Come here, let me see your hand." ”

Shen Di shook his head, he didn't feel any pain, compared to the holes in his heart, what did these count, he looked at He Cheng, a face he liked so much before, and now that he looked at it again, he actually became an abomination.

It wasn't the face, it was an impermeable mask, and underneath the mask was all the mockery and contempt for him.

He Cheng's patience was exhausted, and he dragged him over, the palms of his hands were small openings, and broken glass slag, stuck inside, the wound did not heal, and it kept bleeding, "What nerves do you have, bitter flesh?" Don't ask me if I eat this set first. ”

I said don't touch me! Shen Di suddenly shouted, his fist clenched and broke away from him, "He Cheng, I only ask you one sentence, what do you treat me as, in the past four years, you have treated me Shen Di as what!" ”

"When are you going to make trouble, I said I'll be back, what else do you want?" He Cheng looked him straight in the eye, "Do you want me to write a letter of guarantee?" ”

Shen Di met his gaze and suddenly smiled: "Since I was seven years old, I have not asked for anything." ”

"What?" He Cheng did not react.

"Everything has a price, if you can't afford it, it's no wonder that people look down on you, I should have understood this truth better than anyone, it seems that the lesson is not enough, there is no long memory." 」 Because I love you, I am self-righteous and delusional to get a reward from you, "I don't want anything now, I just need a word, to be honest, I accept any answer." ”

He Cheng suddenly couldn't understand him a little, such a Shen Di, he had never seen before, he asked him for a word, what words, love, growing so big, he only loved Xiaochuan alone.

That is not love, but together for so many years, he wanted to come back for him, and why, He Cheng thought that his answer could be given very firmly, but when it came to his mouth, he found that he could not speak.

"So hard to answer?" Shen Di's hope of a life hanging in the balance was completely torn apart, "Admit it, you just hate me, no matter how good you are, you can't get past the pass in your heart, you want to say that it has passed, in fact, there is no such thing, those things rot in your heart, you remember deeply, you haven't forgotten a moment." ”

"What the hell are you trying to say?" He Cheng's voice sank, suddenly frozen, and even with a hint of threat, the two of them wanted to be well, for some things, tacitly keep silent just fine, no one should mention it, this point Shen Di knows, He Cheng also knows, but obviously, Shen Di deliberately destroyed this tacit understanding, he does not want him to live today.

"I let you have no home, no Cheng Yingchuan, let your ugly deeds be known to the world, how can you not hate me, you are bent on perfection, you want to send me to hell." 」

"Don't say it." He Cheng looked at him: "It's all this time, say something we want to hear." ”

"So you retaliate against me, you turn me into a person like you, watch me lie down and be brought back to life by the death of your cao, are you particularly cool, look at my inferior appearance, are you a special sense of accomplishment, this is what you want, He Cheng, I have helped you achieve, what else do you want you tell me." 」

"I want you to shut up." He Cheng grabbed the clothes on his left shoulder and lifted him, his eyes grim, "Those things you did, which one is not enough for me to hate you!" ”

Since they all clearly understood, how could they not know how much he hated him.

He almost hated him, without him, his life would never be like this, how many times he dreamed of the past, thinking of the future he fantasized about, these were bright and dangling in the mirror, within reach.

The pile of blood on the ground, he still looked a little distressed, but who knew then, now the glass slag in his palm had been multiplied in his heart.

He begged himself to forgive him, he tried to whitewash Taiping, two people, just like this, don't say anything, when nothing happened, maybe he could hold on a little longer.

It's been a long enough time, he wants love, he can really give it or not.

He took the wrong medicine today, and he had to remind him how much their relationship had failed, all relying on two people pretending to be stupid and stunned, and now they can't hold on, they are going to end.

"So you can't wait to see how I'm being abused!" Shen Di roared, his eyes were red, it was this sentence, it was clear, he knew everything, four years, he could hear this sentence from his mouth, he could die to understand.

He Chengweizheng, Shen Dimeng pushed him away, full of blood printed on his sweater, he could not suppress the sneer, "Lao Tzu's appreciation space is not quite large, you are tired of playing, you can also transfer hands to others, how much a person, how much of a person, how you don't bring back a piece to play 3P, that is more exciting, or I do it with him, you look, don't you want to see these!" ”

What the are you talking about! He Cheng was furious, and his emotions had never been out of control.

"What I say you don't know, what you do you don't know!" He Cheng, don't do it so ugly, you have sold me like a livestock, what else can you not recognize! Shen Di swallowed all the unwillingness to swallow back, this time not pretending to be beautiful, he really had no face.

"What did Chen Shi tell you?"

"Otherwise, will you say it?" He clenched his fists, and there was a sudden death-like silence in his noisy chest, and he even thought that he would retort, saying that he did not, that Chen Shi had made it up, and that he He Cheng would not spoil him so badly even if he did not like him, but he did not, he acquiesced.

He Cheng shook his head and laughed, "I didn't expect him to tell you." ”

Shen Di's heart surged, his fist was instantly clenched, and he smashed into He Cheng's face, and He Cheng did not hide.

The fist stopped in front of him, half a finger away, Shen Di's neck was bulging with green tendons, and his scarlet eyes were facing the indifferent face.

"Ah!" He suddenly turned his direction and smashed into the wall, punching and punching, right next to He Cheng's ear, four joints were worn out, and blood flowed.

There were several blood marks on the snow-white wall, the palms of his hands were behind his hands, and his hands could not be seen at all.

He Cheng held it, Shen Di withdrew, stepped back, and knocked down the chair, and he stomped on his toes.

"I slept with you for four years, and you're tired of it now, so I don't owe you anything." He gasped hard, and every breath was like a knife and saw pulling at the mouth of his throat, "If it is not enough, you calculate, what else do I have on me that you want, a rotten life, there is really nothing you can't give." ”

He Cheng pinched his cheek, unconsciously aggravated by his words, "Who do you think you are, compared to the things I lost, you give me one person?!" ”

"Then do you want me to sleep with him?" Shen Di smiled miserably, "Okay, when you leave, I have some experience now, so I won't lose your face." ”

You dare!

"Why don't you dare, this is not what you want, you should have made it clear last time, and saved me from running back."

He Cheng sneered, "Don't provoke me with words, if you really have a heart, you shouldn't have come back at that time." ”

"At that time, I could still choose, and now..." Shen Di broke his finger, "he said that he was better than you, and no matter what, he would not give me to someone else." ”

"You believe his words, are you stupid and brainless!" You think I suck, he'll only suck worse than me, you don't..."

"Then don't you believe it?" Shen Di interrupted him, and the tears of laughter came out, He Cheng, you didn't treat me as a person, I used me as a tool, when I wanted to do it, grab it and it, I won't resist, hard and even humming will not hum, I blame you, you still have feelings, others change one a day, you for four years before you got tired. ”

He opened the door, He Cheng held the door handle, Shen Di used great strength, and the door was pulled open.

He Cheng's hand stopped in mid-air, and suddenly did not know where to put it, "You are going out of this door today, I will not want to go back to you again." ”

Will you still come to me, why did you say so grandly, from the moment he knew the truth, he wanted to leave, to stay, just to say goodbye to you.

"Whatever."

I'm gone, I used to be willing to accompany you anywhere, it's you who said no, you don't want me to accompany.