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Gu Qingyu, the goddess of high cold, secretly kissed Zhan Xiang.
Without being careful, Gu Qingyu suddenly approached, kissed him on the cheek--in fact, it was a dragonfly with a little water, slightly touched, he was stunned, electrocuted, looking at her, it seemed to be lightly looked, "You—"
Gu Qingyu and other first love for 24 years, turning a blind eye to many suitors, waiting for themselves to become an old woman, and coincidentally, Zhan Xiang has been guarding Gu Qingyu for many years, like dog skin plaster, stalking, and has not entered her heart.
Or to say, from the perspective of persistence, these two people are really matched, both are a tendon, too axis.
One is a Kochi woman who is a high-ranking executive of a famous enterprise, and the other is a chartered public servant on the beach, who is not confused in the year, but he is desperate, trapped in the love of his children and cannot extricate himself, they do not understand, and the response that cannot be obtained can be stopped, and the world that cannot go into it will turn around and leave.
So, does Gu Qingyu's kiss indicate that Zhan Xiang's spare tire is going to turn right, and years of infatuation have finally blossomed? Including Zhan Xiang, they were all happy too soon, and Feng Xiaoqin's words revealed the true face of Gu Qingyuguang's unmarried.
A promise made by the young man missed Gu Qingyu for half his life
Junior high school classmates Gu Qingyu and Shi Yuan, the love sinus first opened, the two love each other, the seeds of love, planted in each other's heart field, subliminal growth, rooting and sprouting.
But when he was 12 years old, Shi Yuan was picked up by the parents of Zhiqing who had been sent to Xinjiang, and before leaving, Shi Yuan promised: "As soon as I return to Shanghai, I will come to you." Gu Qingyu said, "Even if you don't come, I can find you." ”
A few words, doomed to Gu Qingyu's fate, since then Shi Yuan has no news, she looks forward to piercing, time flies, she is in the adherence to a promise, staggered years, this is 24 years, to survive herself into an older leftover woman.
And what she never expected was that Shi Yuan, whom she had been thinking about for so many years, had already returned to Shanghai, and she was a short distance away, and more dramatically, she also appeared in front of her as her fake marriage partner.
Looking at Shi Yuan standing in front of her, he was like a world away, his facial features were somewhat roughly worn by the years, his skin was as white and quiet as when he was a child, it was really a creation, and years of obsession were punched in the face, and a true feeling was wrongly paid.
Gu Qingyu had imagined countless possibilities of reunion in her heart, but she did not expect that it would be like this, the Shi Yuan in her memory was not only Sven Wen, excellent in character and learning, but also should have a bright future, as described in the original work:
Tall and thin, wearing a pair of thin-rimmed glasses, it was called "frame beam" at that time. Excellent grades, not nerdy, like to read and sports, English is particularly good, also a little Russian and Japanese. "Good tutoring" – adults refer to him and always say so. His great-grandfather was an important member of the National Government, his grandfather was in business, in the silk business, the children of large families, even in such an obscure era, there was something different in the end, standing out from the crowd, looking temperamental, treating people and things, unspeakable properness, like a bouquet of orchids in the weeds.
How did such a boy with an orchid temperament grow into a handful of weeds?
From childhood to adulthood, Shi Yuan is outstanding in Gu Qingyu's heart, in order to one day be worthy of his excellence, and he is equal, she also constantly strives to improve herself, when she has achieved success, become a senior executive of a famous enterprise, can afford to buy a thousand Marriott mansions, and the male god who is haunted by her own soul has become a handling fee of 0.5, and a man who is engaged in fake marriage is not in the flow, this huge reversal caught Gu Qingyu off guard.
Shi Yuan's explanation is that due to the death of his grandmother and the ruthless refusal of his uncle and aunt, he returned to Shanghai that year, and the college entrance examination was accidentally lost with the dream Fudan University, and finally entered a tourist secondary school and became an ordinary tour guide.
He felt that he had no face to see Gu Qingyu again, so he broke the promise and reneged on his promise.
His explanation sounded reasonable, the family was in the middle, the future was bleak, and the poor self-esteem could not support his search for Gu Qingyu, making him choose to be faithless.
But in my opinion, at that moment, Shi Yuan said that this promise was affectionate and serious, but with the passage of time, the changes in the world, this feeling and agreement, I had long become vague and indifferent, or he thought that even if he was true, Maybe Gu Qingyu had forgotten it for a long time, but he did not know that his promise became an obsession in Gu Qingyu's heart and mistook her half a life.
Years of infatuation finally blossomed, and she found that he was no longer the teenager he had been
Unexpected reunion, Gu Qingyu gave Shi Yuan the courage to propose marriage, and the two flashed marriage before first cutting and playing to inform each other's families, but Gu Qingyu did not expect that the contradiction between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law was in front of her, and it was even more headache than taking a big list.
Compared with Shi Yuan's inferiority, Shi Mu's qinggao made her overwhelmed, and the first time she came to the door, she was given a dismount, and the two sides dispersed unhappily, and she fled into the wilderness.
Such a talented and beautiful, but also a daughter-in-law of great value, and married Shi Yuan, did not let them buy a house and a car, even the bride price, the wedding banquet was not prepared, other people's families can not climb high, they should steal the music, and Shi Mu believes that her son suffered a loss, Gu Qingyu, in the heyday of her own family, the granddaughter of a tenant, came from a humble origin, even if her family from a big family of Zhong Mingding food, reduced to a low-level people with light clothes, she could not climb high.
Shi Mu was blunt:
"If you put it in the past, her family's door, but it may not be worthy of us... I'm sorry for you. ”
Living in the past Shi Mu, or a lofty posture, she does not know this time, another time, unwilling to face the reality, people who live forever in the past, are doomed to lose the future.
"It's a pity for me, what a pity, if I hadn't met her, I wouldn't have even married Lily, and now I say this again."
Lily is a small trader selling aquatic products in the alley, a fishy smell, in order to please Shi Mu, three days two ends to send fish and shrimp, if it is not reunited with Gu Qingyu, he will most likely talk about marriage with this woman, a lifetime and fishy smell.
Gu Qingyu was his accident and his turning point. Perhaps when he was young, the residual emotions were awakened, of course, there were also practical considerations, Gu Qingyu was his wisest choice, but he did not expect that his poor self-esteem, as well as economic inequality, would make this lost and regained relationship full of holes.
Shi Mu was anxious, "So, let you go to buy a house earlier, you don't listen, but you want to go to speculate in stocks." ”
"Am I not buying because I am picking and choosing?" Buy stocks is also to make a down payment, who knows that the Shanghai stock market is worse than the casino, you really have to understand the scriptures, you should sell this broken house, even if you replace a set, it is stronger than this, now even migrant workers do not live in this kind of house, the real is determined. ”
Unexpectedly, the dream came to naught, the savings of many years were lost, and more than 1 million foreign debts were owed (in the TV series, it was owed to the mother for medical treatment) as the original book wrote: Rather than falling stocks, it is better to say that there is a little hope left.
The qinggao in Shi Mu's bones stabbed Gu Qingyu's self-esteem, and also doomed her marriage to Shi Yuanlaoyan.
Unequal marriage, doomed to friction continuously, this is Gu Qingyu blamed herself, she refused to accept the truth that things are not human, but also immersed in the feelings of a teenager wearing a white shirt and black-rimmed glasses, refused to wake up, married to obsession, but the wish, marriage is a chicken feather.
As her girlfriend Li Anne said to the point:
"Prince Charming, who has been in love for more than twenty years, suddenly appears, but it is not at all what he imagined... Don't think it's incredible, society is like this, everyone will change, white swans may become old hens, and toads can grow into soaring. ”
At the beginning, Gu Qingyuyi accepted the fact that Shi Yuan's white swan had turned into a chicken without hesitation, and he should realize that their union was risky, and the marriage would become screwed.
In the walls are full of small advertisements, wire pulled miscellaneous alleys, Shi Yuan's family of three live in a forced thirty square meters, surrounded by three religions and nine streams, fish and dragons mixed with neighbors and neighbors, men laugh, are mixed with ambiguity and obscenity, it is reasonable to say, living here, Shi Yuan, who is cruelly beaten by life, his dignity has been insignificant, but he not only has strong self-esteem, inferiority and sensitivity, fragility and suspicion.
He would rather be sprayed with paint by the debt collectors, chased and blocked, harassed his family, rather than Gu Qingyu to help him pay off his debts; he sold pianos to his mother to raise medical expenses, which was quietly bought by Gu Qingyu, and after he knew it, he thought it was a humiliation to himself; he would rather his mother suffer from uremia and bipolar disorder than accept Gu Qingyu's handouts for kidney replacement, he taught Children English part-time in Boss Shi's club, Boss Shi gave him a false resume, the East Window incident, the wind and rumors, he tried his best to explain to Gu Qingyu that he did not falsify, Those certificates were all hard-earned by herself, and Gu Qingyu said that she didn't need to explain, she didn't care about them.
Gu Qingyu was telling him that the Qing people should clean themselves up, go their own way, and let others say to go. But in Shi Yuan's ears, it was so harsh, almost indifferent, this was Gu Qingyu's contempt for himself, he wanted to say and stopped, and swallowed all the words he was going to explain back into his stomach.
When he knew that Gu Qingyu had changed his mother's kidney under the guise of a charitable fund, he was not touched by Gu Qingyu's good intentions, but felt that she deceived herself and arranged everything well, which was the greatest insult and harm to herself.
Shi Yuan was ready to quit his job as a tour guide, in fact, he felt that as a tour guide, no matter how hard he tried, he could not reach the height of Gu Qingyu, could not keep up with her footsteps, and wanted to be on a par with her, evenly matched, he had to join the bigger platform to show his skills.
He told Gu Qingyu about his idea of resigning, and Gu Qingyu told him: "If you like it, it will be okay to be a tour guide for a lifetime." ”
What she means is that husband and wife are in the same heart, no matter how much you and I, it doesn't matter who earns, Shi Yuan has a flying personality since he was a child, yearning for freedom, the tour guide can travel through the mountains and rivers, go all over the world, in her opinion, this profession is very in line with his personality, as long as he does his favorite work, it doesn't matter how much he earns.
But this sentence in Shi Yuan's hearing, but has another meaning, girlfriend Li Annie interpreted Shi Yuan's psychology, can be described as three points into the wood, so that a confused Gu Qingyu suddenly realized:
"What you mean is actually, it doesn't matter if the salary is a little less, don't be stressed, anyway, wife I have money, right?" And this is precisely where he is most sensitive, no matter what you say, no matter how euphemistic, he is not comfortable, smart people talk to smart people, it is so troublesome, the next time you will directly express your position - no matter what you do, the president or the third, I will unconditionally support you. ”
Li Anne asserted that this situation will run through Gu Qingyu's entire married life, men and women are not the same, men are stronger than women, there is no problem at all, and it is more troublesome to turn it around.
But what Gu Qingyu did not expect was that there was no next time, Shi Yuan's sentence "I know, Lily has found you." Pushing the short marriage to the brink of divorce, his sentence "The original Shi Yuan, is long gone, I know, you know." "Tear the fig leaf off their marriage."
Yes, Lily is pregnant with Shi Yuan's child, she found Gu Qingyu, in the face of such an ending, the arrogant Gu Qingyu was devastated, but she was unwilling to face her own failure, just like Feng Xiaoqin said, a man who liked half a life, is a garbage, mixed up worse than a countryman.
Shi Yuan's unbearable, denied her own infatuation, her own persistence, her own vision, she did not dare to face such a result, she deceived herself and pretended to be happy, but she was still ripped off by Shi Yuan, revealing the full of eyes of marriage.
Zhan Xiang has been a spare tire for many years, and Gu Qingyu's stealing kiss seems to have an opportunity, but in the end it is just an empty
Since July 9, 2008, Zhan Xiang met Gu Qingyu unexpectedly in Wan Zi Garden, and he has been in a state of ten thousand years since then.
This poor country boy who bought his first house with a loan in 1998, and then borrowed chickens and eggs to rent and raise loans, seized the dividend of buying a house with a rapid and unstoppable trend, and became an upstart who owned more than a dozen apartments and counted the money to the soft hand by collecting rent.
The development of this upstart depends not only on luck, but also on courage and boldness, but also on wisdom.
He knows that Gu Qingyu, as an executive of a famous enterprise, is worth tens of millions, does not lack money, can not use money to smash her, only soft grinding hard bubbles, poor pursuit and fierce fighting, sincerity to the golden stone, he knows that Shi Yuan is her obsession, but he has confidence, Shi Yuan from her heart uprooted, but he underestimated Gu Qingyu's persistence, but also overestimated his own ability, in the property market, he is invincible, and Gu Qingyu is a disk that he can never take.
In the face of Zhan Xiang's pursuit, Gu Qingyu does not accept, does not refuse, if he leaves, he will come and go, so he hangs you, and he is called a friend, but he will not fall in love with him.
In the original work, it is written that she does not hate him, such a man who has been in love with himself for many years and respects himself, no one can hate him.
In Gu Qingyu's view, even if Zhan Xiang is good to himself, even if he encourages her to try marriage with himself, if it is not appropriate, when he divorces, he divides her half of more than a dozen houses, he is just a complete upstart, his speech and demeanor, dressing and dressing, afraid that others will not know that he is an upstart. Including in order to commemorate the day he first met her, he spent 2008.79 US dollars to auction an Antarctic navigation chart for Gu Qingyu, she was not moved, but laughed at him: "More than two thousand DOLLARs to shoot such a piece of paper, you are indeed an upstart." ”
That's right, if you don't love, what you do is in vain. In her heart, Gu Qingyu looked down on Zhan Xiang, he was smelly of copper and had no culture, and what she liked was Shi Yuan's white shirt, black-rimmed glasses, Sven and elegant man, and what she loved was the dream she planted when she was a girl.
Zhan Xiang thought that Gu Qingyu was a block of ice, he could also turn her into a puddle of water, but he never expected it, but he lost to Shi Yuan: a friend who was shirtless and rubbing mahjong in the alley, a mixture of three religions and nine streams of fish and dragons, stocks fell into meat, and people who did not enter the flow of trading.
Gu Qingyu married his first love Shi Yuan, Zhan Xiang's heart was shattered into slag, and he gave blessings with a smile on his face, no matter how sad the big man was, he could not lose his cultivation.
Zhan Xiang opened a nursing home not late at the instigation of Feng Xiaoqin, and in the process of getting along day and night, he had a good feeling for Feng Xiaoqin, and Gu Qingyu was not calm.
At this time, she and Shi Yuan's three-month marriage flash marriage flashed and flashed away, the feelings are in the empty window period, although she still does not love Zhan Xiang, but if he remarries, there is no doubt that he is the most suitable choice, and she enjoys the feeling that Zhan Xiang is surrounded by butterflies and worships as a goddess, he suddenly stops chasing himself and casts his eyes on other women, and this woman is still his hated sister-in-law, and her heart is unbalanced.
She found Zhan Xiang and said to Zhan Xiang straight away: "You have to be good with her, which means that you Zhan Xiang is also an ordinary man." ”
Seeing that Zhan Xiang did not comment, she broke out Feng Xiaoqin's black material:
Gu Lei said that she used to do insurance for a while, went to open a house with customers, the little tiger was born, gu Lei always wanted to go to DNA test.
Zhan Xiang refuted the goddess's claim for the first time, telling Gu Qingyu:
"Feng Xiaoqin is a good woman, this woman is not easy, kind-hearted, not as capable as she is, more capable than her, and not as good as her heart, your sister-in-law, the comprehensive score is not low, why is a woman so bitter about women!"
Zhan Xiang's evaluation of another woman that Gu Qingyu hated was both his admiration for Feng Xiaoqin and his abandonment of Gu Qingyu, but he didn't feel it.
But Gu Qingyu smelled the crisis, I don't know if she was trying to save Zhan Xiang's gradually distant heart, or to try to have a start with him, or to stabilize him, don't fall in Feng Xiaoqin's gentle township, she unexpectedly, on Zhan Xiang's cheek, the dragonfly kissed it like water, which frightened Zhan Xiang.
Just like she took a photo with Shi Yuan, with the text of "May each be well", posted in the circle of friends, in addition to Zhan Xiang visible, shielding everyone, she released a signal to Zhan Xiang, but what she did not know was:
It's like a leather band, pulled too tightly, over time it will be loosened, no energy, it is not right to say that it is too much correction, but at least it is not grasping the measure, the things in the world, the difference of a millimeter, it is completely two meanings.
Zhan Xiang sent Gu Qingyu home, Gu Qingyu invited him to go up and sit down, Zhan Xiang politely refused in a poor way, Gu Qingyu also breathed a sigh of relief, promised not to agree, and left room.
Write at the end:
Zhan Xiang is wise, his rejection of Gu Qingyu is the greatest decency left to himself, the woman who wants to marry him on the beach can be ranked three miles, but it does not include Gu Qingyu, once it was, even if she is divorced, still.
She never loved Zhan Xiang, he could become his buddy, friend, lan yan confidant, only he could not become a lover, before, because Shi Yuan was the god she could not erase, even after the divorce, she moved the heart to marry Zhan Xiang, not because of love, but destruction, only want to stand between Zhan Xiang and Feng Xiaoqin.
Regarding Gu Qingyu's flirtation and not marrying, Feng Xiaoqin said something and tore off Gu Qingyu's disguise:
"I have not gained anything else in Shanghai over the years, that is, to learn a little, no matter where the people are, no matter the men and women, whether they are dressed up or sloppy, whether there is culture or not, as long as they are people, the top in and out, in fact, it is the same." People who scold other people's garbage are not much better themselves. Sister, if I say this, you certainly can't listen to it, right? You think to yourself, how can I be like you, I am so noble and so rich, living in a mansion and driving an imported car, I am a person, you are something - but Sister, sometimes I really pity you, the old woman dresses up all day, the words are half left half, see people only use one eye, obliquely over, as if the whole world is stepping on your feet, in fact, others look particularly ridiculous, flattering you in the face, behind the back of a kick. ”
In fact, to put it bluntly, Gu Qingyu and Shi Yuan's mother are the same kind of people, the qinggao in their bones, the eyes of everything, the proud world, she looks down on Feng Xiaoqin, a foreign sister, and also looks down on Zhan Xiang, who makes a fortune by speculating in houses, one relies on marriage as a springboard, gorgeous turns, one relies on speculation as an opportunity, life counterattacks, in her eyes, are not into the flow. Humble can not get love, when a person does not love you, to decisively let go, dashing turn.
I like a quote:
So when the person you love doesn't love you, don't humbly please the other party, or try to move the other party, all you have to do is decisively let go and turn around. Love is never humble, you try to please, humble to the dust, even if you lose dignity to a person, in exchange for not love, your behavior can not move the other party, only touched by yourself. No one will remember a person who waded through mountains and waters to see him, only the person he wanted to see when he trekked through mountains and waters. Two cups of piping hot water together or piping hot can not drink, but a cold and a hot water meets, is the warm water that can be entered, similar people are playing, and complementary people are more suitable for old age. May all the people of the world find the one who complements you.
You and I encourage each other.