On Monday afternoon, the sun was shining, and Wang Can took Wang Meng to the city hospital for routine prenatal examination, and Wang Meng was 4 months pregnant.
Wang Can and Wang Meng are university alumni, and after graduation, they both chose to stay in the city, and after finding a job, the two got married. Although the marriage was early, but the two people just began to feel young, take advantage of the young want to play for a few more years, a flash both of them are thirty, can not withstand the promotion of the elderly on both sides, often give them both nagging no more children, no one will bring you children in the future.
From pregnancy to now Wang Meng's obstetric examination is the responsibility of Dr. Zhang, after the examination, the two sit and wait for the results, after all, it is the first child, they hope that the child is healthy and healthy.
Half an hour later, Dr. Zhang told them to go in, and Dr. Zhang looked a little solemn and said to them, "The child may be cerebral palsy." ”
Wang Meng was surprised by the "ah" and asked, "The previous inspections are all normal, how can this be?" ”
Dr. Zhang asked, "Have you ever had a cold before?" Or is it infected with rheumatism? ”
Wang Meng looked at Wang Can, and tears flowed down. Wang Can said nervously: "Wang Meng has a cold, but he did not take medicine, he used Chinese medicine moxibustion, sweated, and had a cold. ”
Dr. Zhang nodded and said, "If you have a cold, it means that pregnant women are infected with the virus, which will cause fetal physical development mutations, especially the chance of cerebral palsy is greater." ”
The news fell on the heads of the two people like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and Wang Meng cried and said, "Can't Dr. Zhang want this child?" ”
Dr. Zhang replied: "In such cases, pregnant women are generally advised to terminate their pregnancies. ”
The latter words are the most deadly for them, "Because Wang Meng is the first child, and the age is not small, if this child is removed, from the perspective of the pregnant woman's current physique, it may be infertile in the future." "That is to say, if they both want to have children again in the future, the child in the belly must be born."
Wang Meng's mother's colleague has a child with cerebral palsy, who is now in his thirties.
They are well aware that this will cause a family and a child a lifetime of disaster, especially cerebral palsy, a lifetime of hard work.
Dr. Zhang seemed to be accustomed to such a scene, and the two helpless young people suggested that they go home and consult with the old man and then make plans for the next step.
When he got home, Wang Can called both parents and made an appointment to come home, and without saying much, he said that there was something to discuss.
After Wang Can's mother listened to the whole process, her mouth was heaven, earth, mother, and she didn't know what to do.
Wang Meng's parents unanimously opposed the birth of the child, and the old lady said to Wang Meng and Wang Can solemnly: "You know that Your aunt Zhang's son Xiao Wei, this child was born because of the acquired reasons for cerebral palsy, your aunt Zhang lived in self-blame for this life, and Xiao Wei can't take care of himself now, and sometimes he will get sick, and there is no way to tie him to a wheelchair." With the increase of age, your aunt Zhang is now taking care of Xiaowei more and more lack of energy, she is now most worried about herself one day can not take care of it, what should Xiaowei do? This child was born, and now your aunt Zhang is you thirty years later, we will help you see it for ten years at most, and then I will be gone, what should you do? What about this child? ”
Wang Can and Wang Meng, who asked a few questions, did not know how to answer, and Wang Meng cried and said, "If you take away this child, you may not be able to have a child in the future!" ”
Wang Can's mother did not express her opinion, and whispered, "Do evil! do evil! The two have no children, what should they do when they are old? ”
In the end, no decision was made, Wang Meng's parents went home, and Wang Can's mother stayed behind to take care of Wang Meng for a few days.
At noon the next day, Wang Meng's mother called Wang Meng and said that the two of them were going out for a trip and would come back in a few days, so that Wang Meng didn't think about anything, and they had a way to deal with this matter.
The words of her parents gave Wang Meng a reassuring pill, and Wang Meng relied on her parents since she was a child, and her parents were her main backbone.
In the past few days, Wang Meng's mother-in-law has been doing ideological work for Wang Meng and giving birth to children, and now that medicine is so developed, maybe the children can recover and you can regenerate.
In the eyes of parents, children are angels, is the crystallization of love, from the moment of conception parents are looking forward to the arrival of the baby, Wang Meng is not like this? She couldn't bear it, but. There were too many buts, fear and fear wrapped around her.
A few days later, Wang Meng's parents came to see Wang Meng, and the old couple said to their daughters: "When the child was born, they went to visit a famous doctor in the past few days, and the treatment of cerebral palsy was very effective, and then the doctor said that it was possible, in case the child was healthy? ”
Finally arrived at the due date, the two families were very nervous, the child gave birth smoothly, Dr. Zhang said to Wang Can: Unfortunately, the child is cerebral palsy.
Although they are psychologically prepared to accept that the child is cerebral palsy, the reality is in front of them, and they are still difficult to accept for a while.
Wang Can's mother secretly wiped away tears, Wang Meng's mother followed Dr. Zhang to ask how much hope the child had for future recovery, Dr. Zhang said that the child's hope of recovery in the future was very slim, and he sympathetically suggested that they could have another child.
Wang Meng's mother advised Wang Meng Wang Can: "When the child is full moon, we will help you bring the child, Wang Meng will recuperate well, and when the body is better, then consider having a child." ”
In the month, the child is not good to bring, especially love to cry, the voice is weak, eat very little, but hungry is also fast, and there will be convulsions, frightening everyone overwhelmed, a month down Wang Meng and Wang Can have been tossed impatient.
Just after the full moon, the child was taken away by Wang Meng's parents.
However, a week later, Wang Meng's parents told their daughter and son-in-law that the child was gone.
The two children rushed to their parents' house and found that their hair was all white, and they were more than ten years old, as if they had entered their old age.
The child was lying on the couch, covered with a small quilt.
Wang Meng's mother kept sobbing and said to Wang Meng, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I killed the child, I'm a sinner..."
Wang Meng and Wang Can were dumbfounded, and asked what had happened in the middle.
Wang Meng's mother raised her head halfway and pointed to her wife and said weakly, "You come." ”
It turned out that when they learned that Wang Meng's child was most likely cerebral palsy, they went to Aunt Zhang's house that night, and when they went, they happened to encounter Aunt Zhang bathing Xiao Wei, and there was a smell of in the house.
When Aunt Zhang went out to buy vegetables, Xiao Wei, and pasted herself into a person, and smeared everywhere.
When Aunt Zhang had settled down with Xiao Wei, she had time to greet the visitors.
Aunt Zhang heard that Wang Meng's child was most likely cerebral palsy, and immediately cried, and her wrinkled hands covered her face full of wrinkles, shaking her head and muttering: "Can't be born, can't be born, will hurt the child and drag these two little two mouths for a lifetime!" Then he said: "Xiao Wei did not enjoy the life he should have for a day, and at the beginning someone advised me to throw my child to the welfare home, or to throw it away, but I did not make up my mind." ”
During the conversation, Xiao Wei kept screaming and shouting, one would drink water, the other would play with him.
Coming out of Aunt Zhang's house, the old couple sat on the bench of the park passing through their own community for a long time, and after returning home, they made a cruel decision to let Wang Meng give birth to the child, and Wang Meng could not live without his own child, as for this child who should not have come to the world, let him reincarnate early, hoping that he would be a healthy child when he became a human again.
After the child was full moon, they took it away and said it was to help bring it, but in fact, they wanted to give the child to it.
During the day, there is no one in the community, the people who should go to work have gone to work, they don't give the children food, the children cry, at night, everyone comes back, the children's crying will affect the rest of other people's homes, they will carry the children to the park, take turns holding the children, sitting on the bench is a night, the children cry they also cry, the torment and guilt in the heart is like the sea to annihilate the couple, a few times they almost can't hold on.
When it was dark, he took the child home.
This child had a strong desire to survive and was starved for a week before leaving.
The cries of the children have been ringing in their ears, and they have experienced a hellish life these days.
Wang Meng hugged her mother and cried, knowing that this was what her mother had done for herself. Wang Can looked at his father-in-law and mother-in-law, who were suddenly more than ten years old, and his heart was very unhappy. This pair of old people was actually very kind, but they sacrificed so much for them.
After burying the child, Wang Meng's mother turned herself in, after all, a life, and finally was sentenced to three years in prison, and the old lady also had some chronic diseases and suspended the sentence for three years.
In fact, when the relevant departments investigated the matter, Dr. Zhang's words played a key role, and she asked the investigators: If this child is terminated without being born, will you interfere?
We are all bystanders in this matter, if I say that if we are parties, how should we deal with it?
But many things we can't predict, a sigh!