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Lost and regained in the world, there are no regrets in this life.
This sentence is the answer of Feng Huacheng in the ending of "The World of Man", Feng Yue asked Feng Huacheng, who has become a monk, whether he can often come to see him in the future.
Feng Huacheng gave Feng Yue a letter: At one time, I thought you were dumb, and my dumb father also loved you. But one day, you opened your mouth and called "Daddy"! At that moment, the mountain breeze moved slightly, the spring water was clear, and I was probably the happiest father in the world, enough to endure all the unfairness in the world.
In the face of this letter, Feng Yue burst into tears. In the letter, Feng Huacheng cherishes the love between father and daughter, the deep fatherly love for his daughter, and the nostalgia for the past years.
But this father's love and remembrance, after all, can not be saved from the past years. Something is missed and there is no going back. Feng Huacheng completely lost the family happiness in this world.
We can't help but think, don't cherish when we have it, and whether it is too fake to miss it when we lose it.
But none of this mattered, for him, monasticism was both his choice and his destiny. Feng Huacheng came to this step, although Zhou Rong also has responsibility, but such a life destination is really incomparable with Zhou Rong.
As Feng Yue said, when he was young, he and Feng Huacheng were vigorous, middle-aged, and there was a blue-faced confidant like Cai Xiaoguang who accompanied him all his life. Such happiness Feng Yue envied, and we also envied outside the play.
Feng Huacheng became a monk, Zhou Rong remarried, their ending, a cold, a happiness, this once loving couple, the ending is so different, in fact, it has long been doomed.
▲ Good times
Father Zhou went to Guizhou to see Zhou Rong, and in the cave where Zhou Rong and Feng Huacheng lived, he saw that the attitudes of the local villagers towards the two were completely different. Feng Huacheng was ordered and suppressed, and Zhou Rong was polite and flattering, and it is conceivable that before Zhou Rong went to Guizhou, Feng Huacheng's situation was how bad it was.
At that time, The poet Feng Huacheng, who was beaten as a rightist in the mountains and mountains of Guizhou, was in a time of hopelessness, and suddenly a girl rushed to accompany him thousands of miles, which made Feng Huacheng flattered.
This girl was named Zhou Rong, young and beautiful, loved poetry, and worshipped him fanatically to love. In order to be with him, he did not hesitate to cut off relations with his parents and gave up the good future of staying in the city.
Feng Huacheng is already a middle-aged man, the situation is not good, Zhou Rong with him, may drag her down, but also let Zhou Rong fall out with the family. Feng Huacheng had enough life experience, he couldn't have thought about it, but he still married Zhou Rong.
The good times after marriage were as beautiful as the surrounding landscapes. Feng Huacheng will bring Zhou Rong a handful of mountain flowers every day when he comes home from work, and he will also obey Zhou Rong's words. In fact, he didn't listen or do it, and so many people around him were watching him! Look at the villagers' attitude towards Zhou Rong.
Feng Huacheng lost his mother at an early age, lost his father at a young age, and later lived with his uncles and aunts, who were not good to him, and after going to college, he never returned to that home. Father Zhou recognized him, and for Feng Huacheng, it was equivalent to having a home, a home with a father and a mother.
He knelt down in front of Father Zhou and said: In this world, the recognition of the family is the most important. If I have the opportunity to turn over, I will definitely repay your whole family, and if I do not have the opportunity, I will repay you in the next life.
At that time, Feng Huacheng said that Zhou Rong was his everything, and he was also grateful to Zhou Rong's family. But he was more grateful for the admiration that Zhou Rong brought him, because it made him feel worthy.
At that time, Zhou Rong, following Feng Huacheng, did not even have a house, and could only build a simple house in the cave. In order to live, she needs to carry water, grow vegetables, and work hard every day. She excitedly introduced her living environment in the mountains, and her expression told Father Zhou that although life was hard, she was mentally happy.
Maugham said in The Moon and Sixpence: Remember that on top of the ordinary material life, there is a more fascinating spiritual world.
Happiness is a feeling that does not depend on the state of people's lives, but on their state of mind. In difficult times, two people who love each other can produce a kind of spiritual pleasure. Because of the hardships and hardships of life, it can make the mind more peaceful.
▲ Look at each other with disgust and betrayal
Feng Huacheng and Zhou Rong's new life is not satisfactory, the biggest problem is the house, with a house, in order to pick up their daughter Feng Yue.
In order to be able to get a house, Feng Huacheng gave up the opportunity to enter the Writers Association and entered the library. With the emergence of modern poets, Feng Huacheng's fame has not changed from before.
At this time, Zhou Rong was admitted to Peking University for graduate school and became the glory of the Zhou family. With the enrichment of knowledge, the vision has become broader, and the original worship of Feng Huacheng has disappeared.
Feng Huacheng was stuck in his own way and could not accept new poetry, which was said by Zhou Rong to be "sour grape psychology". Feng Huacheng was indignant and aggrieved, if it was not for the purpose of dividing the room, he would have entered the Writers Association and had a world. For the sake of his family, he sacrificed his future and did not get Zhou Rong's understanding.
Feng Huacheng was unsuccessful in Beijing, and Zhou Rong returned to Jichun to develop. After returning to Jichun, Feng Huacheng's career still could not start, but Zhou Rong soon became an associate professor at the school. Only because of personality reasons, Zhou Rong has repeatedly had no connection with the house.
In order to be promoted and divided into rooms, Feng Huacheng began to give gifts and ask for gifts. Zhou Rong has a lonely temperament and is not accustomed to his practices, and his words are inevitably ironic and contemptuous, so the two are constantly contradictory.
After another room failure, Zhou Rong asked the person in charge of the room to return the gift, which made Feng Huacheng feel unreasonable, scolding Zhou Rong for not knowing how to be flexible, and Zhou Rong scolded him for being disgusting and dirty.
After a big fight, Feng Huacheng slammed the door and came out, met Wang Zi, a young girl who admired him, and when he was drunk, he did not resist Wang Zi's adoring eyes and hugged her.
Once, Zhou Rong's love for Feng Huacheng stemmed from worship, and now, Zhou Rong, whose ability is higher than his, worship is gone, and love cannot be attached.
Feng Huacheng understood this and filed for divorce from Zhou Rong, telling her that he was in love with Wang Zi. Zhou Rong did not refuse and quarrel, meaningless things she never did, she simply and neatly agreed to divorce.
After the divorce, she did not complain about herself and fell into the painful quagmire of feelings. She adjusted her mentality and accepted Cai Xiaoguang's confession.
Feng Huacheng followed Wang Zi to France, Zhou Rong and Cai Xiaoguang remarried, and the love of the talented and beautiful woman who had made many people envious survived poverty, but could not be rich together. The two looked at each other until they betrayed and separated, and had to cause people to think deeply.
▲ Mindset
In terms of talent and ability, Feng Huacheng, who became famous in his early years, started higher than Zhou Rong, he was a famous poet in Beijing, and a poem can save the editorial office edited by Shao and bring Beituo Temple back to life.
At that time, Zhou Rong was just a middle school student, and she gave up her studies for love, wading through the mountains and rivers to live a hard life with Feng Huacheng. If it wasn't for Feng Huacheng's downfall, it was estimated that he wouldn't necessarily be able to see Zhou Rong.
When she was young, Zhou Rong said: A good life is more important than a good year. People must have faith in life, and no faith is no different from walking dead, but what can I believe in now except love?
At that time, Zhou Rong believed in love, so she dared to think and dare to do, and with a lonely courage, she went to Guizhou to pursue love without hesitation. After the love came true, she resumed her studies, studied diligently in the simple conditions of the mountains, and the kung fu paid off, she was admitted to Peking University, and since then she has changed her fate.
More importantly, while changing her own destiny, Zhou Rong also spread and carried forward this spirit of changing her destiny in the poor mountainous areas of Guizhou, and she encouraged the children in the mountainous areas to change their destiny in everything possible.
It is also under the influence of this spirit that her daughter Feng Yue helped her fulfill this wish when she grew up. Jinba Village Primary School is the school that she and Feng Yue have worked together to hope for.
Looking at Feng Huacheng again, when Feng Huacheng was the deputy director of the library in Beijing, he was dissatisfied with his idle job, thinking that it was meaningless to do a good job, so he put his energy on the pot table at home.
At that time, when the couple lived in the tube building, they were often excluded by the neighbors. Every time Feng Huacheng was ridiculed by his neighbors, his heart was indignant. But Zhou Rong took out her earplugs and said: If you don't get angry with them, we will win."
While Feng Huacheng was grading his poetry, Zhou Rong was trying to improve his lecturing level. Later, her lectures were full, and she deserved to be rated as an associate professor.
Zhou Rong wanted to return the gift sent out, and was jokingly called "sea cucumber fairy" by Cai Xiaoguang, although she lost the investment money, Zhou Rong was not afraid of the innocence of the world, and the persistence of the true temperament made him appreciate and move. This is also the reason why Zhou Rong deeply attracted Cai Xiaoguang.
When Zhou Rong insisted on her dream, Feng Huacheng was busy chasing fame and profit. In the ups and downs of the world, her every step is calm, which is in stark contrast to Feng Huacheng's impetuousness.
And this difference comes from the difference in mentality. A good attitude will allow you to maintain spiritual prosperity and have momentum in doing things. The mentality of complaining all the time will make your heart unsatisfied and you will hesitate to do things.
Years of life have smoothed out Feng Huacheng's proud bones and swept away the romantic poetry between him and Zhou Rong. Feng Huacheng chose to go to Guizhou to become a monk, nostalgic for the simple and beautiful days of the past, in his view, this is a kind of loss and recovery. Maybe the rest of his life will be spent in this nostalgia!
Some people say that Feng Huacheng became secular for the sake of his family and daughter, and he had to sacrifice for it. But Zhou Rong not only did not understand him, but sneered at him. Zhou Rong does not care about her family or for her daughter's sake, and she is not a good wife or mother.
But think about it in turn, can this be the reason for Feng Huacheng's betrayal of marriage? Can it be the reason that affects Feng Huacheng's ambitions and relies on a female student to change her fate?
To say that there are no regrets in this life, I think it is Zhou Rong's life. Have life faith, spiritual pursuit, strive to change their own destiny, and strive to influence others to change their destiny, so that each age group is a good year, and ultimately achieve their own good life.
Although Feng Huacheng's life was wonderful, because of his impetuous heart, he did not retain the beauty in the end, and ended up with a lonely life. As Feng Huacheng's actor Cheng Taishen said, Feng Huacheng's role is sad, lamentable, but pitiful.
Life is a journey that cannot be repeated. Therefore, we must understand that we cherish the present, live up to the years, be silent as ever, and not fear the future. Don't wait until you want to keep the good, some mistakes have already happened, and it is useless to look back and remember.
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