Story: Ready to win the battle, she will marry a female general who is a sweetheart, and is sent by the emperor to the enemy country and relatives

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Why don't the boys take Wu hooks and charge Guan Shan Fifty Prefectures. Please go to ling yan pavilion for the time being, if a scholar is a ten thousand households.

- Don Lee He, "South Garden"

1

It's strange that most of my short life has been spent on the battlefield, but when I fell asleep, it was a rare moon, a vast lotus pond, and I didn't know where to hear the croaking of frogs, the breeze was gentle, and the lotus fragrance was gushing.

I sat in the pavilion in the center of the lake with my cheeks propped up to admire the moon, Lang Qi paddled a small oar to break through the layers of lotus leaves, the stern of the boat was full of lotus poncho, he smiled brightly and elegantly, holding a lotus canopy with a stem in his hand, he threw it at me, and said: "The most tender lotus in June, do you want to taste it?" ”

I stomped my feet, looked at him whitely, and looked very impatient: "How is it that you are again, following me every day, are you bothered?" ”

He was still laughing, and the smile was still clear, even with a sigh of pity, not obvious, he said, "Then what to do, I just want to follow you." ”

I turned my head and left, and behind me he hurried up from the boat to the shore, and shouted in panic: "Oh, you wait for me." ”

Then there was the sound of falling water, and I turned back, and it turned out that the boat was standing unsteadily, and he fell into the water in a panic, fortunately the water near the shore was not deep, so he stood in the water, still holding the lotus canopy in one hand, and in the bright moonlight, the water droplets dripped down his hair on the bridge of his tall nose, and then dripped down his jaw, and he still looked at me innocently.

I finally couldn't help laughing, and when he saw me laughing, he couldn't help but laugh, standing in the water and saying, "You wait for me." ”

I rolled my eyes and said impatiently, "Then you don't hurry up yet." ”

Finally he climbed ashore and chased after him, he was wet, and there was a watermark on the ground, but he gathered around me to help me peel the lotus, the delicate and verdant lotus, the fragrance was fragrant, and the green coat was peeled off, revealing the full lotus seeds, and he handed the lotus seeds to me, smiled and bent his eyes, and said, "You taste." ”

I reached over, my fingertips touching the wet vapor, he was wet, but still looked at me like a fool and smiled, and I couldn't help but laugh as I shoved the lotus seed into my mouth, and he asked me, "How?" Is it tasty? ”

Is it tasty?

Before I could answer him, I was woken up.

Yan Feng stood by my bed with a cold face, full of sarcasm, squeezed my jaw fiercely, and asked, "Who did you dream of?" Laughing like this? ”

I looked at him silently and didn't say a word.

I provoked him like this, but he couldn't do anything with me, the pain in my jaw came one after another, but now, no matter how severe the pain, I can't make me frown, a person, even the heart is dead, what pain will I be afraid of?

Sure enough, this gaze made him furious, and he let go of his hand manically, like a trapped beast, and I looked at him with sincere pity, and I asked, "Why don't you just kill me?" ”

Obviously, it was me who was tortured, but he looked more painful than me, the green tendons on his forehead were exposed, and he gritted his teeth and looked at me: "You don't think, Shen Lin, I want to torture you day after day, how can I let you die so easily." ”

I sighed softly.

2

My first encounter with Yan Feng was on the battlefield, when the Jurchens invaded the hinterland of Da liang, my second and third brothers confronted them across the Yellow River, I followed my third brother with a spear, and I met Guan Yan Feng in the first battle, it was a long time ago, young and crazy, full of enthusiasm.

He rode on his horse and laughed: "You are not a little girl, you look so white." The Jurchen warrior behind him burst out laughing, and he raised his knife and said, "Let me see if you are a female or a male." ”

This is insulting, but I am not annoyed, and I smile and squint back at him: "Then it depends on whether you have this ability." ”

Later he broke the crown of my hair on the battlefield, and I cut off three fingers of his left hand.

A deal that doesn't even make a loss.

My hair flew down, I pointed the tip of my spear on the horse's back, he was rescued by the soldier under his hand, his right hand was dead covered with three broken fingers, blood continued to flow down the fingers, and a pair of eyes were like fire, glowing with strange light, staring at me deadly.

But I was not afraid at all, laughing wildly, and condescendingly mocking him: "What about the little lady skin, these three fingers of the Completed Yan Prince, or did they send me this little girl skin?" ”

That's how the beams are knotted.

Later, the Jurchens were forced to retreat from the border of Da Liang and return to the north of Xianzhou, and for another three years, they proposed to Da Liang, asked me by name and surname, and asked me to cut off my meridians.

Because I have a long gun in my hand, I am fascinated, and they are uneasy about marrying them.

My sister Xiao Qi, the empress of Da Liang, when the news came down, she smashed the sleeping hall, protected me behind me, and stood in front of her husband, Li Han, the son of tianzi, and confronted him: "Li Han, unless I die, you will not want to move a finger of my fifth sister." ”

Li Han stood in front of her with a bitter smile, sighed and did not speak.

It's really not easy to live in the world.

When I went back that night, I cut off my own meridians, Xiao Qi's face was miserable when he heard the news and broke into the house, and he cried sobbly by my bedside, since the second brother died, I have never seen her cry like this again, she cried breathlessly, I clapped her hand, comforted her, I said: "Xiao Qi, I am not for you, nor for the liangjiangshan, I am for the people." ”

After more than ten years of continuous war, the people of Da Liang really can't bear a war anymore.

We Shen family, iron bones, do not have a single breed.

Later, when I opened the palanquin with a smile, I saw that my face changed, because after cutting off the meridians, I had to take medicine for a long time, full of the bitter smell of the palanquin, I was weakly half lying in the palanquin, he pulled up my hand when his face was pale, asked me: "Your meridian is broken?" ”

I smiled and said to him, "Crown Prince Yan, those three fingers, you really remember the revenge for seven or eight years, now you can be regarded as a great revenge, are you happy?" ”

His face was livid, and he didn't look happy.

This may not be his intention, the old Khan probably does not want to let his son leave a Shen family daughter who can take his son's life at any time, plan ahead, I understand.

In fact, to tell the truth, Finish Yan Feng was very good to me, I lost a life-saving martial art, and I was the daughter of the Shen family that Jurchen hated the most, but he protected me without leaking, but I didn't know what to do, the first thing I said when I married him was: "Finish Yan Feng, do you like me very much?" But I will never like you in my life. ”

He stood there, a face full of blue and white, and finally held out a sentence from between his teeth: "Who likes you?" ”

I didn't speak.

3

In fact, I was supposed to marry Lang Qi.

In the words of my sixth brother, Lang Qi and I are a pair of green plum bamboo horses, created in heaven and earth.

After he said this sentence that year, he was embarrassed and I knocked out two bags on my head with a dog stick, and he jumped around with his head covered and shouted: "Lang Qi, you see, don't you take care of it?" This is the wife you will marry in the future, and it is too late for you to repent. ”

Lang Qi sat in the pavilion on the bank of the river, golden wattle paint, he held the book in his hand, his eyes were bent with a smile, gentle and elegant, he said: "Shen Lang, don't make a fool of yourself, I will never regret it in my life." ”

It is very strange that everyone says that the Lang family is as gentle as jade, steady and polite, but Lang Qi in front of me is always clumsy and helpless.

I don't know what he likes about me.

My reputation in Kyoto is very bad, because when I was sixteen years old, the eldest son of the of the shoshu family did not know how to tease me in the street, and was cut in half of his hair by my sword.

I thought that my father would beat me up when he came back, but I didn't expect that he would step into the door with a smile, and also patted me on the shoulder and praised me: "Fight well, in the future, when you encounter this situation, you will beat me fiercely, daddy give you a ride, our children of the Shen family, never bullied." ”

Although my father praised me for doing a good job, my hot reputation was still out.

The men of the Manchu Dynasty who had reached marriageable age all walked around me, and only Lang Qi, who proposed to my family at the end of that year.

We met when we were young, when we were young, we took classes together in private schools, I helped him drive the dog, taught the children who bullied him, repaid the favor, he also helped me copy the schoolwork, and also helped me cheat when the master's schoolwork was tested.

This is how the friendship of youth was formed.

I actually don't like him, he is a weak scholar, can't carry his hands on his shoulders, dances all day and inks, and looks too clean and handsome, his skin is whiter than mine, so I don't want to marry him.

When my father asked me for my opinion, I had a head start and said proudly, "I won't marry him." ”

My mother sighed and asked, "Where is Lang Qi bad, you really deserve him or gao climb, I see that you are just fooling around, who else but him is willing to marry you?" ”

My father was very fond of me, and he said, "How can my daughter, Shen Nian," not be able to marry?" Don't marry or don't marry, Daddy gives you the master, I will give you a retreat. ”

When I was listening to a play at the West Street Martial Arts Hall that night, Lang Qi came to me with a pale face and asked, "Have you retired?" On the stage, a "pick-up car" was singing to the key point, Lang Qi was blocking in front of me, I pushed him away impatiently, my eyes staring dead at the stage, the gongs and drums were noisy, just listening:

The high pet killed happily, entered the east camp, went out of the west camp, as if entering no man's land, and killed the soldiers directly, screaming bitterly, and the sorrow was tremendous. Looking at the killing until the afternoon, a horse rushed out of the Fan camp, and was about to return to the mountain, when he saw a Fan camp in the southwest corner, Gao Yu thought: "This must be the place where grain is stored." As the saying goes: Grain is the life of a soldier. I might as well set a fire and burn his mother clean, and cut off his life, wouldn't it be beautiful?" ”

So he grabbed his horse and gun, came to fan camp, and rushed in with his gun! Xiao Fan hurriedly reported to Marshal Ha, and Ha Tielong ordered him to quickly push out the "Tiehua Car". When the soldiers got the order, there was a loud noise and pushed the "Tiehua Chariot" forward. Gao Yu saw it and said, "What is this?" "Just pick up the gun and pick up a "Tiehua car" over your head." The back was pushed one after another, and Gao Pet picked eleven in a row. When the twelfth car arrived, Gao Pet was shot again, who knew that the horse that sat down was exhausted, spitting blood, squatting down, overturning Gao Pet to the ground, and had long been crushed by the "Tiehua Car".

……

The climax was about to stop, the curtain landed, I was content to lick my lips because of the excitement of the dry tongue, when I turned to leave, I found Lang Qi still standing behind me, I asked him doubtfully: "What do you do?" ”

He wasn't angry at all, but gently asked me again: "Why did you retire?" Arlene, where am I not good enough? ”

I shook my head, pointed to the Wusheng who was retiring from the stage, and said to him with some longing and pride: "Lang Qi, you are very good, but the person I want to marry in the future must be a hero who can gallop on the battlefield and be proud of the enemy army, but you can't even pick up my spear." ”

At that time, he was young and angry, and he didn't know how to restrain himself when he spoke straight, only to see him turn away with a pale face and a lost soul.

I thought he gave up.

Unexpectedly, he came to my house the next day to practice martial arts with Shen Lang and my father.

Early in the morning, my fourth sister came to shame me and said, "Oh, my little five is really a big charm, or you should start it." ”

My mother sighed and looked at me worriedly: "I don't know where you come from, people Lang Qi how much Kyoto everyone wants to marry, he is full of literary talent, a paper ink treasure is worth thousands of dollars, only you take him improperly." ”

I was angry, ashamed and annoyed, and went to the martial field to find him, he was striding on his horse, his forehead was full of sweat, and when he saw me, he still smiled: "Arlene, how did you come?" After saying that, he looked up at the sun in the sky and said, "It's too sunny here, you should go back soon." ”

I stomped my feet and scolded him, "What the hell do you want to do?" ”

He looked at me very gently and very tenderly, his eyes dark and focused, and he said, "I want to marry you." ”

I blushed, glared at him fiercely, turned and gasped and left.

But he didn't last long, because he was sunburned in the sun, he was not in good health, he lay at home for a month, and when he was well, he came again, and my father said that he would not teach him anymore, and then the next year, he came to kiss again.

He personally went to the door, carrying my spear, standing in the doorway smiling brightly, his thin body straight and straight, and only said one word: "Arlene, you see, now I can also lift your spear." ”

I stomped my feet and really annoyed him.

4

I don't know where Lang Qi's insistence came from, I rejected him again and again, he proposed his relatives again and again, until I was nineteen years old, and then even my father was shaken, looked at me with a sad face, and said: "Little Five, or we will go from it..."

My cow temper came up, stomped my feet and refused: "I don't want to marry you, I just can't marry him for the rest of my life, and I won't marry him." ”

In fact, it is not that I hate Lang Qi, but when I was young, I had a sharp temper and liked to come with people in reverse, and the more others let me do something, the more I didn't like it, but that time I didn't expect that Lang Qi stood behind me and listened to my words word for word.

He also apologized to me, always gentle and elegant, but his face was dark, and he patted my head and smiled reluctantly: "Sorry." He let out a long sigh and said, "I didn't know I was going to bother you, I just... I just really like you, so much so much that I want to marry you back. Finally he smiled, looked at me earnestly for a long time, and said, "Not again." ”

I moved my lips, but finally I didn't say a word.

Later, he never bothered me again, and I heard that at that time, his mother still went to the imperial temple to burn incense, and thankfully her son finally did not have to hang himself on my crooked neck tree.

Then, something happened to my dad.

My father was the king of northern Xinjiang, at that time the Jurchen northern invasion, my father has been guarding the border of northern Xinjiang, it was an ordinary day without even a warning, I watched the play and went home as usual, two streets away from the door of the house, suddenly someone covered his mouth from behind and pulled into the alley next to me, I reacted quickly, immediately twisted the person's hand that covered my mouth, and the elbow was fiercely backwards.

With a suppressed snort, Lang Qi said lowly, "Don't be afraid, it's me." ”

As soon as I froze, the strength was loosened.

Lang Qi quickly told me a lot of things, he told me that Shengshang suspected that my father had turned against me, the whole Shen Mansion was imprisoned, my second brother, third brother and sixth brother were all thrown into prison, the situation inside the Shen Mansion was not clear, and I didn't know how my mother and my fourth sister were.

There was also Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi, who was already married to The Crown Prince Li Han at that time, she was alone in the East Palace, still pregnant, and did not know what happened.

I wanted to rush back to the Shen Mansion and be with my family, but Lang Qi stopped me, and he told me that Shengshang was serious, because the news came from the inner palace that Xiao Qi's had been executed by order of Shengshang, but the truth of this news was unknown, because subconsciously, we all felt that Shengshang would not even let go of his daughter-in-law who was pregnant with a royal heir.

I was so frightened that I was shaking my hands so hard that I couldn't even grasp the hem of his clothes, so I just rolled over and asked, "How can this be?" What to do? ”

In the alley where dusk swept by, a light was quietly projected on the mossy stone wall, his face was half light and half dark, his hands were on my shoulders, and there was a reassuring composure in his tone, and he looked at me and reassured: "Don't be afraid, I am." ”

I slowly calmed down.

The whole city wanted to search for my whereabouts, Lang Qi took me back to his house, and when he entered the house down the backyard, he just bumped into his mother, who had always disliked me very much, thought I was rude, and did not look like a girl.

When Lang Qi was first rejected by me after she personally visited the door, I stood cramped in the hall of the guests, she sat in the main hall drinking tea, her eyes passed from the open tea cup, silently looked at me from the beginning to the end, and then laughed, closed the tea cup, and said to my mother: "Ling Qianjin is so beautiful and wise, it is indeed my family's son rock climbing high." ”

Such a retort, my face suddenly turned red, but thinking that she was an elder, especially Lang Qi's mother-in-law, so a sentence hit the mouth and swallowed hard, but my mother smiled and squinted to help me top a sentence: "Indeed, otherwise how could Zi Yan be alone and not change his heart for my family's little five." ”

Later, when Lang Qi came to my house for the second time to propose to me and was divorced by me, his mother was still angry and lay in bed for half a month.

This encounter is the same, their family ladies have always been from a famous and prestigious family, their eyes are higher than the top, they are angry and full of style, she looks at Lang Qi, hating iron is not steel: "Are you crazy? Before you fooled around, I will follow you, now what is the time, the Lang family's reputation for a hundred years, a wrong step will be ruined. She turned her head and stared at me, "Now that no one is seeing, you will send this hot potato out." ”

I didn't say a word, turned around and left.

Lang Qi took my hand deadly, but his eyes looked at his mother, and his tone was unquestionable: "Mother." ”

The two men silently froze, and suddenly there were footsteps outside, and the light of the fire was faintly projected through the outer wall, and his mother's face changed, and she quickly pushed me into the nearest room and said quickly: "Hide well, don't make a sound." ”

I looked out in the dark room to see her trim the piping sleeves of Zhu Zi, and then, like all the ladies of the family, walked out step by step with a straight back and dignified manners.

I don't know how she and Lang Qi sent people to search, I stayed in Lang Mansion for half a month, I couldn't do anything every day, the saint was dimwitted, the eunuchs and traitors were in power, only their hands covered the sky, fortunately, the warden who guarded my Shen Mansion had been favored by the Lang family, and he took good care of my fourth sister and my mother, Dali Temple he also sent someone to do something, what I could do was to wait restlessly for news from the northern Xinjiang side every day.

Lang Qi has always been with me, and during that time he was busy in and out of the Shen family's affairs, and he saw a lot of weight.

He still couldn't carry his hands on his shoulders, but he stood in front of me and used the hands that held the pen to hold up a piece of peace of mind for me.

Later, after half a month, the news finally came from the isolated northern frontier, the entire northern frontier army was completely destroyed, my father died in battle, the bones of the battlefield were gone, and the people of Da liang mourned.

My Shen family has finally washed away the stigma of rebellion.

5

Yan Feng's concubine pushed me into the lake of the atrium.

The harsh summer sunlight separated the barrier of the lake water, and it also seemed much milder, and the little concubine stood on the wooden bridge in the lake on her toes and looked over condescendingly, her eyes were disgusted, and said: "Such a sick and pitiful southern barbarian does not know what the Third Prince really likes her." ”

The water of the lake squeezed toward me from all directions, and I closed my eyes and obeyed the buoyancy of the water to allow myself to sink little by little, and sink again.

When I woke up, the moon was in the middle of the sky, and Yan Feng stood by my bedside, looking at me with a fierce look in his eyes, as if he couldn't understand what I was doing, and scolded viciously: "You want to die like this?" ”

I looked at him quietly, opened my mouth weakly, and I said, "Finish Yan Feng, I am no longer the Shen Lin you like." ”

The Shen Lin he liked was Shen Lin who had been holding a spear and shooting him off his horse on the battlefield, and it was Shen Lin who was called the Northern Frontier Wild Lingxiao, I used to follow my third brother to kill the enemy, but now, the strength of any housewife is greater than mine.

I no longer have the spirit of youth, nor do I have the expectation of wanting to live.

Yan Feng held my hand deadly, word by word as if squeezed out of the gap between his teeth, he said: "Don't think I don't know, you still like that little white face don't you?" What is his name, Lang Qi? ”

He laughed slowly: "Unfortunately, he still let you come and kiss, if he likes you, why not stop the emperor of Da Liang?" Shen Lin, no matter what, in the end I got you. ”

Since coming to the Jurchen Clan, I have always been the attitude of getting by and getting by, life is like this, day by day it is good, I have never been gentler, indeed, a person's heart is dead, everything outside the body is just dust, everything can endure, and everything is not eye-catching.

But after Yan Feng said these words, my eyes cooled down little by little, and I looked at him with disgust and coldness, and I said, "Finish Yan Feng, you also deserve to call his name?" ”

Furious, he swooped over, pressed my wrist effortlessly, kissed me wildly on the neck of my face, and pulled on my skirt with his other hand, in a fierce tone, with a broken jar like a desperate bet: "I'll show you, I don't deserve it." ”

When I first got married, Yan Feng never forced me, and then one night he was drunk, and as today, I sat there motionless, letting his lips fall carefully on my sideburns, just looking at him coldly.

He raised his hand to blindfold my eyes, and with some pity prayed cautiously, "Can you smile at me as you would smile at him?" ”

He was simply dreaming, and finally he turned and left as if he couldn't stand the look in my eyes.

I lived like a walking dead, and I didn't care about these things anymore.

But he shouldn't have mentioned Lang Qi in front of me.

I struggled violently, crying in pain from the depths of my throat, the candlelight flickering not far away, my consciousness gradually chaotic, but I did not know why, I inevitably thought of Lang Qi again.

I could have forced myself to forget, our Shen family, from my father and mother to my three brothers and four sisters, all of them died at the hands of The True Woman, and my Lang Qi...

Lang Qi Lang Qi, my Lang Qi, if I remember correctly, he has been dead for six years now.

At that time, his body was personally transported back by me, he lay quietly in the coffin, I was wearing the mourning clothes of the husband's guard, my hair was tied up like a woman, and I sent him to the gate of the Lang Mansion, where the white soul-summoning banner of the Mansion was desolate, and his mother was wearing a snow-white mourning dress, sitting upright on the top of the middle hall, with no expression on her face, and looked at me and said, "From the first day he went to northern Xinjiang, I knew that sooner or later he would die there." ”

She stood up, didn't look at me, touched Lang Qi's coffin inch by inch, and said: "Lang Qi has asked you for kisses five times, and you have retreated five times, I see that you are not pleasing to the eye, but he likes it, and I will follow him," After a pause, she added, "I actually want to rip off your mourning clothes, the bun is torn off, you are not married to our family Lang Qi, I do not recognize you as a daughter-in-law, he is already dead, who do you do this kind of attitude to see?" ”

"But I think he would be very happy if he were alive." She closed her eyes, her body shaking, and said, "But I hope you understand a mother's heart, Shen Lin, my son loves you to the bone, but I hate you, this life, I will always hate you." ”

I prostrated my head against her, my head deeply buried in the ground, my face buried in the ground, and I couldn't cry.

She was actually very good to me, when my father had an accident, although she said that she was going to throw me out, she still cooperated with Lang Qi to hide me in the Lang Mansion for half a month, after my father died in the battle of northern Xinjiang, the day my mother buried him, I cried so much, she came to see me, I still remember her hand, very gentle and warm touched my face, and quietly comforted me: "Don't cry, child, it will pass." ”

I always vaguely remembered the touch, very similar to my mother.'

I swore that I would do my filial piety to her in place of Lang Qi, even if she hated me and hated me, I would take good care of her.

But later, just after Lang Qi's first seven, she was hanged in the ancestral hall of Lang Mansion.

6

For so many years, Lang Qi and I had only quarreled once.

Because usually he followed me more often, the first quarrel was because of the peace with the Jurchens, when my father died in battle, my eldest brother martyred the Jade Gate Pass, the Jurchens invaded the hinterland, across the Yellow River and the Girder stalemate, after several months of confrontation, helpless to talk about peace.

Jurchen took the portrait of our Shen family and said that the Shen family is a bone that is difficult to gnaw, from my father to my eldest brother, he wants to see if the body of the Shen family girl is the same difficult to chew, he is curious about whether the body of the Shen family girl is hard or soft.

Xiao Qi's already married, my fourth sister is sick and weak, there is only one of me, I put the spear to the ground, the tip of the gun is embedded in the ground, I looked at the second brother with a deep frown, and said menacingly: "Second brother, I go, I want to let those Jurchens see how hard the bones of the Shen family girls really are." ”

My second brother ignored me.

Later, Lang Qi came to me, his eyes were red, and his grip on my shoulder hurt, and he said, "Do you know what this means?" ”

I didn't dare look at him, craned my neck and said, "Of course I know." ”

He stood in front of me for a long, long time, and finally said, "I'll bring you back." So firm, like a lifelong promise, he looked at me, "Promise me, hold on and don't do stupid things, okay?" I swear, I'll bring you back. ”

Thankfully, he didn't say that he wanted me to leave everything behind and go away with him, he knew me like that, but I still forced myself to laugh, and I said, "But what to do, Lang Qi, you can't even ride a horse, how to go to the battlefield." ”

I covered my eyes and tried to hold my breath, tears spilling down my fingers, I didn't look at his expression, and said, "You're still far away from northern Xinjiang, haven't you heard of Li He's South Garden?" Please go to ling yan pavilion for the time being, if you are a scholar and a thousand households, do you want to send them to death in vain? ”

"Just let me bear you, if there is an afterlife, I will marry you."

I have forgotten how he left later, and only remember his eyes, resolute, gentle, inclusive, as if no matter what I said, he had already made his decision.

I quietly made preparations, the day I went north to the Jurchen Clan, I sharpened my spear extremely sharply, the people in the family were silent, I also joked, I said: "Rest assured, I will not give us the Shen family to lose people, before I die, I have to pull a few Jurchen cushions." ”

The second brother and the third brother did not speak with red eyes, the sixth brother's eyes blinked and tears flowed down, the fourth sister sat against the wall and embroidered, embroidered two needles and coughed, and then looked at my polished spear and sighed, saying: "You are finished with the pad, and the second war between the girder and the jurchen will come." ”

At night I couldn't sleep over and over again, the fourth sister came to see me, the two of us were huddled in a bed, we were rarely so close, because honestly, I and the fourth sister have always been wrong, of course, this is my unilateral hostility, obviously they are girls, but father and mother are very partial to her.

She is also not like the children of the Shen family, she is weak, can not carry a gun can not take a knife, all day long holding an embroidery needle chanting poems, she once sewed a robe for everyone in the family, dad happily wore it for two months, showing off everyone, so a comparison, it seems that I am very faceless, I also secretly jealous of her.

Now we hugged each other tightly, and I tucked my head into her arms, sullenly, and I said, "Fourth sister, I'm actually a little scared." ”

She raised her hand to the top of my hair, her palms dry and warm, a faint smell of medicine on her body, and said, "Don't be afraid, Little Five, my sister is here." ”

Later she got out of bed and poured me a glass of water, and when I was done, I fell asleep.

By the time I woke up, she had already taken the palanquin to take me to the Northern Jurchens.

Three years later, she also died.

Dead at the hands of jurchens, even the bones could not be buried for her.

After the death of the fourth sister, as if it were a fuse, Da Liang and Jurchen were officially at war across the Yellow River.

I followed my second and third brothers in armor to the front line.

Later, Lang Qi also came.

7

On the third day when I cut off Yan Feng's fingers, I heard that Li Han had sent a nobleman from Kyoto to be a military master, so I rushed to see the liveliness, walked into the second brother's felt tent, and saw a familiar green shadow.

He was talking to my second brother, the two men pointed at the map, I heard his voice, gentle: "Now that it is october and autumn, in a little while, the river will freeze, the Jurchens are stationed in the north, their base camp grain and grass may not be supplied, only a rush attack, our troops may be insufficient, but as long as we delay, maybe ..."

The second brother was next to him, and I interrupted him very angrily: "Lang Qi! ”

He looked up, I turned and left, and he rushed behind me, shouting as he walked, "Arlene, Arlene, you wait for me-"

I jerked off, and he stopped behind me, put his hand on my shoulder anxiously, and explained, "Listen to me—"

I scolded him with red eyes: "Do you know what kind of place this is, you a literati who can't even ride a horse, have you come here to die?" ”

He looked at me and said word by word, "Arlene, Jiangshan Sheji, Pifu is responsible." ”

He never said he was here for me, as if I would have no psychological burden if something happened to me.

I gambled with him: "You think well, if you fall on the battlefield, I will not go to save you!" ”

He smiled, rubbed my hair very gently, and said, "Silly girl." ”

After he came, I could obviously feel that the second brother was relieved, because before Lang Qi came, the power in the army was all supported by my second brother, and he was exhausted, and there was not even a person who could discuss, but after Lang Qi came, I often saw the two of them looking at each other tacitly and smiling, occasionally discussing the art of war, and also haunting the atmosphere of confidants who talked with each other.

My second brother once looked at me and sighed: You, I really don't know what Lang Qi likes about you? I wasn't angry yet, he smiled and shook his head, "Yes, the girls of my Shen family are all pleasing." ”

I looked at him angrily.

Later, a long time later, I found that I was too arbitrary, and I had gambled with Lang Qi before that if he fell on the battlefield, I would not save him, in fact, he never needed me to save, but he saved me many times.

The first time was the Battle of Zhuo County, after the defeat of the Jurchens in Zhuo County, I was young and vigorous, leading two hundred iron horses to pursue the remnants, the result was ambushed, two hundred people were scattered, almost the whole army was destroyed, I was seriously injured, I could not stand up after supporting myself and hiding, and finally lying on the cold and hard stone ground covered in blood, I thought that I would die that day.

Before dying, I thought of Lang Qi, I thought, he saw my corpse, I don't know how to feel, I hope that when the time comes, I can have a whole corpse, not too ugly, otherwise the last time he looks at me, it is my ugly appearance, what to do if it scares him.

Just as I was groggy, Lang Qi rode alone on a horse and came looking for me.

I thought it was a dream, but the warm tears dripping on my face did feel good, and I sucked in my nose, shivered and touched his face, asking, "Am I not dreaming?" ”

He raised his hand to cover the back of my hand touching his face, the voice was very stable and reassuring, but the hand was shaking, and I heard his voice in my sleep, and he said, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, not dreaming, I've come to you." ”

When I used to read the play book at home, I was very impatient with this kind of battlefield search trick, because you think, such a big battlefield, first of all, do not consider whether there is a problem of ambush, black lights and blind fire curtains, where do you go to find people alone?

But now I know that truly loving someone is really, it is difficult to stop, and with faith, you can also find him.

Just like Lang Qi, I have laughed at him many times, he can't even ride a horse, how can he come to the battlefield.

But I don't know how many times he fell from his horse that night for me, so that he could find me all the way with the traces of the remnants of the soldiers I was chasing.

I don't want to think about it.

Later he put me on horseback, took the rope, walked more than twenty kilometers, and took me back.

After waking up, the second brother and the third brother came to see me, and did not say anything except to let me rest in peace, only Lang Qi stood by my bedside, reached out and covered my eyes, and said: "If you want to cry, cry." ”

I burst into tears, because none of the two hundred iron horsemen who were with me came back, and I took them to chase after the remnants, and the second brother had obviously said that he was poor and Kou Mo chased, but I still insisted.

Because the one-eyed deputy general of the Jurchen leader said something unclean before the battle, "You are also a girl of the Shen family?" I still remember your fourth sister, with white skin and beautiful skin, that waist, sigh—" A tacit and obscene expression, full of indignation, I just wanted to kill him.

Lang Qi has always been by my side, comforting me, comforting me, and finally sighing, saying: "This is the battlefield, Shen Lin, bloody sacrifice is a very normal thing, what you have to do is to drive the Jurchens out of the hinterland of the great beam, so as to sacrifice the heroic souls, in order to comfort them in the spirit of heaven." ”

He looked at me with great pity and said, "If one day I die on the battlefield, I hope you are happy, because no matter whether you are a civilian soldier or a soldier who sacrifices his life for the country, it is the supreme faith." ”

8

The night Lang Qi died, I had a perception, when the Jurchen voice attacked the west, before the fourth sister died, she had passed on the Jurchen cloth map and map to my second brother without knowing what method, and we also won victories in the early stages, but they also reacted quickly, when I and the third brother went to the northwest to retake the sandbar, the Jurchens led a large army and raided the general ledger.

That night I had a dream in a distant sandbank, the dream was still very early and very early, Xiao Qiqi was still swinging under the flower wall of the East Garden at home, the second brother was reading, the third brother went out to pick flowers and grass, the fourth sister leaned under the window to embroider, me and the sixth brother lay on the wall and looked at the alley outside, betting on what color clothes the next person who came out, and then gambling, the sixth brother suddenly pointed to the alley and said: "Haha, Shen Lin, isn't that your lang Qi?" ”

I fixed my eyes on it, it was really him, Shen Lang added a shyly sentence next to him: "He will not come to kiss again." ”

I bowed my head shyly, but while I waited, he walked far along the alleyway, his heart was empty, and he couldn't get to the real place in his dream, so I chased him out in a panic and shouted at him: "Lang Qi-"

However, the fog struck, and his figure disappeared into the fog, I followed, and then the fog cleared, and I saw him, in the general ledger base camp, the lights were incessant, screaming and screaming, and the ground was full of broken limbs, And Lang Qi stood outside the felt tent, a knife passed through his chest, and then pulled out, and then more knives pierced in.

I cried out in tears, trying to rush over, but I couldn't move, I could only watch, I watched him get down on one knee, a green shirt stained dark with blood, but his back was still straight and straight, proud, until a Jurchen walked over, raised her foot and kicked him in the chest, kicking him to the ground.

He fell backwards on his back, the corners of his mouth constantly spitting blood out, but his eyes were attached, and finally he looked over, it seemed to be opposite to my eyes in the dream, I cried and drooled, but the corners of his lips slowly pulled up a smile arc, and the lips squirmed twice, which was a silent "Arlene".

After waking up, my heart palpitated, the recovery of the sandbank was too smooth, I cried to find the third brother, incoherently called him, I said no, Lang Qi there must be something wrong, what to do, what to do.

But I still have a fluke mentality, and I think it is just a dream.

I hurried to the sandbar first, without eating, drinking, sleeping, and feeling uneasy, until I saw the battlefield behind the ruins and broken walls, I walked step by step to the felt tent and saw Lang Qi's face.

Winter is so cold, his blood has frozen into ice on his face, his eyes are quietly closed, it is too cold, the curvature of his lips is frozen, I walked over and knelt next to him, picked him up, raised my hand to cover his face, cold ice lumps, I silently and extremely slowly pasted my face, closed my eyes, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes to his face, I called him very lightly, I said: "Lang Qi, wake up, it is too cold, let's go in and sleep well." ”

He smiled at the corners of his lips and could never be heard.

I hugged him like that, from the morning light to the twilight, until my third brother arrived.

When I sent Lang Qi back, his mother once said that Lang Qi proposed kissing me five times, and I rejected it five times, in fact, she didn't know, and I also mentioned kissing Lang Qi.

Just before going to the sandbank, Lang Qi washed my horses, and I sat by and watched him carefully brush my foal with a brush, it was strange, the grumpy little red horse was well-behaved like a cat under his hand, I smiled and shook my legs, and very usually asked him: "Lang Qi, when the war is over, we will go back and become relatives." ”

His hand paused for a long time, and without looking at me, I heard his voice with a smile and asked, "Are you kissing me?" ”

"What's wrong? Can't you? Are you going to reject me? ”

He let out a long sigh: "Only if you reject my share, how dare I reject you?" I'm also afraid that if I don't pay attention, you won't recognize it. ”

I grinned and pointed at the little red horse: "Then I will give it to you as my dowry?" That way I won't be out of the way. ”

The little red horse snorted, and his head leaned over meekly, and Lang Qi finally looked at me with a smile, his eyes were like a thousand stars and rivers, and he was amazingly bright, he said: "Then you can remember oh, when the battle is over, you will marry me when you go back." ”

Then you can remember well, oh, when the battle is over, you will marry me when you go back.

Well, I always remember that on the day I returned from the battle, under the witness of my second brother, I held Lang Qi's spiritual seat, wore a bright red wedding dress, worshiped the heavens and the earth, worshiped the high church of the high church, prostrated three times and knelt six times, took my little red horse, and married him.

But my little red horse is too old, so long years, it has changed from a small red horse to an old red horse, and in the third year of his death, my little red horse is gone.

9

After Yan Feng stopped, he reached out to catch the tears falling from the corners of my eyes, and his body was scratched by me, his eyes were a little hurt, and he only asked: "You like him so much?" ”

I closed my eyes and asked him, "When have you ever seen me smile at him?" ”

"Can you tell me?" I really, really miss him. ”

He was furious, turned over and sat on the edge of the bed, and after a long time he looked at me with complicated eyes, and said: "If I say that I fell in love with you at first sight, and let you come and kiss me was what I knelt in front of my father for five days to ask for, the war between the great beam girls has been settled, and there is no longer family hatred between us, will you or not... Will you do it to me..."

"I don't want to," I interrupted him, looking at him plainly, "the war has been settled, but the family feud does not dare to forget, even if there is no family feud, I will not love you, Yan Feng, before coming over and kissing, I have already married Lang Qi, I will only love him in this life, nothing else." ”

Ready to win the battle, he will marry a female general who is a sweetheart, and be sent by the emperor to the enemy country and relatives

"I came and kissed, one for the people, two for the country, three for the home, never for you."

The green tendons in his forehead jumped straight up, his hands clenched into a fist, and I looked at him quietly, watching his eyes turn red little by little, and then I stood up violently, opened the curtain and walked out.

I got sick after that.

After picking off the meridians, my body was too weak to heal, the falling water and the wind were difficult to heal, I originally did not have the heart to survive, little by little, I let myself get sick, and I only felt relieved.

Before I was about to die, I begged Yan Feng, that was the first time I asked for someone, I asked him if he could send my bones back to Da Liang after I died, dreaming of returning to my homeland, I just wanted to go back to my Lang Qi reunion.

His eyes were red and he laughed fiercely and said, "You want to be beautiful, Shen Lin, I can't get you before you die, after you die, I will be in a coffin with you for a hundred years, don't you hate me?" I want you to live forever, to sleep with me in a coffin, to lie beside me, and you will not be able to escape in all your lifetimes. ”

I closed my eyes, it didn't matter, I thought, the old body was imprisoned, the soul did not dare to forget, I knew, I want to go back to my homeland, there is a man leading a little red horse, has been waiting for me for too long.

I didn't want him to wait any longer, I knew, and we would meet soon and soon. (Original title: "Good Minister Difficulty: South Park")

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