Many people don't like the heroine of "Big Fish and Begonias", Tsubaki, in order to repay the life-saving grace of the human teenager, she does not listen to the dissuasion of her mother, and takes the life of the whole clan, she wants to make up for it with her own life, but Yu saved her life, she exchanged the human flute for the rat woman, causing Yu to open the gate of heaven with the power of the gods, and there is no way to send the carp back to the human world, all the disasters are caused by her, but it is Huan who finally cleaned up the mess, and the end is that she and the human teenager returned to the human world together, Maybe we will live a happy and happy life together.
If you want to repay your kindness, but in the end you let others lose your life, can there be such a good thing under the heavens?
Let's sort out this drama together.
It is said that forty and a half billion years ago, there was only a vast ocean on the earth and a group of ancient big fish, these big fish are the soul of human beings, and in the depths of the seabed, there is a different world, the sky under the sea is connected to the sea of human society, Tsubaki was sent to the human world to cruise as a rite of passage at the age of sixteen, in the sea of this kind of society, Tsubaki was caught by the human fishing net, a human teenager jumped into the sea to save her, but she was mistakenly injured in panic, fell into the whirlpool and died.
In order to be able to save the life of the human teenager, she returned to her own world with the juvenile flute, and learned that after death, the soul would swim to the northernmost Rusheng Building, and then incarnate into a small fish to be guarded by the Lingbo, so Tsubaki crossed the sea to the RushengLou with the help of the stone lion, and exchanged the soul of the human teenager with the price of her own half-life, and the Lingbo said a very intriguing word.
"I tell you what is the saddest thing, you met a person, made a mistake, you want to make up, want to pay it off, in the end only to find that you are unable to return to heaven, the mistakes you committed can never be repaired"
This sentence is exactly in line with Tsubaki's experience and ending, but at that time, she did not understand it at all, and she only wanted to make up for the mistakes she had committed.
She returned with the fish transformed into the soul of a human teenager, named it a carp, and raised it in her own home. Tsubaki is Tsubaki's green plum bamboo horse, and Tsubaki takes care of the Tsubaki together.
Soon, Tsubaki's parents, anticipating a catastrophe, and it was because of the presence of the fish that they threw the fish out after they left the house. Tsubaki was very anxious when he came back to know, and together with the rushing fish, he searched for the fish, found the trace of the fish in the sewers, and brought the fish up with the help of the rat woman, who was already dying at this time. Tsubaki and Tsubaki place the fish in a small pond behind a ruin, where they are attacked by a two-headed snake, who is bitten by a two-headed snake and is poisoned by a snake, and in order to save Tsubaki, Tsubaki takes Tsubaki to his grandfather, who saves Tsubaki's life with his own life, and Grandpa tells Tsubaki before leaving
"Grandpa knows that you are doing a very dangerous thing, and everyone will oppose you, as long as your heart is good, right and wrong are someone else's, and go according to your own heart." Grandpa will turn into a begonia tree and support you forever with Grandma. ”
The legendary disaster began to appear, at first there was only a continuous rainstorm, and now it is a summer frost, the great disaster will soon come, under the advice of the rat woman, Yu knows that the kuni will bring danger to the clan, so he persuades Tsubaki, Tsubaki ignores it, and pushes away Tsubaki.
"I grew up without a father and mother, my grandmother brought me up alone, since I was a child, no one is guarded, the sky is not afraid, but in this world, I am most afraid of letting you suffer." 」 In the ruined temple in the wilderness, Tsubaki expressed his heart for the first time to Tsubaki in a coma, and when he learned that Tsubaki had exchanged half his life for Tsubaki, he was very distressed, and he was most reluctant to suffer Tsubaki, and then went to the Lingbo alone, and he planned to redeem Tsubaki's life.
And all of this is just a serial plan of Lingbo, and the ultimate goal of Lingbo is to want The life of Lingbo, because Xiang is the only god in this group. Sure enough, seeing that Yu had come looking for her, Lingbo was very happy, and on the condition that Yu's entire life be taken, Yu did not hesitate to agree.
"You little guys, you treat life like a stone on the side of the road, only we old guys bother to think about how to live one more day"
"If you are not happy, what is the use of living longer?"
For Tsubaki, seeing that Tsubaki only has half a life left, then he will not be happy in this life
The first time Yu forcibly opened the Gate of The Sea and The Sky, he wanted to send Kun home, and with the blessing of the power of the Gods, he successfully opened the Gate of the Sea and the Sky, Tsubaki took it
The carp rushed in, but even if the carp used all its strength, there was no way to pass.
At this time, the rat woman appeared, and she said that the key to the problem was that only by carrying the relics of the human world could she go to the human world, and she was already ahead of schedule
Tricking Tsubaki out of the flute in his hand is to take this opportunity to return to the human world, and the kunai without a relic ends in failure.
The sea and sky gate could no longer be supported and was forced to be interrupted, when the surging sea water overturned from the sky, and one big hole after another leaked in the sky, and the entire land was about to become a vast ocean, and the homes of the past life were destroyed in an instant, and the crowd was scattered by the sea, crying and crying for help.
Tsubaki looked miserable and confused at the sight of all these disasters that had occurred because of her, she just wanted to save kunai, and she didn't want to cause this catastrophe.
She hugged the begonia tree transformed into her grandfather and murmured desperately, at this time the begonia tree summoned the phoenix incarnated by her grandmother in a spontaneous way, but even so, she still could not save all the tribesmen, Tsubaki looked at the sea of fire in front of her, the disaster became more and more fierce, she jumped down, martyred herself, turned herself into a part of the begonia tree, blessed the power of the begonia tree, and saved the people in the water.
The begonia tree grew taller and taller, and the branches stretched out to accurately plug every hole, ending the disaster and saving the clan.
Tsubaki used her life to redeem her mistakes, and from then on, she should be worthy of her people.
It's just that Tsubaki doesn't want Tsubaki to die like this, he has exchanged all his life for Tsubaki's half-life, so the resurrected Reiwa
Tsubaki.
In order to keep Tsubaki alive, Tsubaki decides to open the Gate of The Sea and Sky again and send Tsubaki to leave together.
"I've seen all the looks of you, the look of anger, the look of joy, the wayward look, the sad look, the most embarrassing look, all of them look good."
"Do you believe there is eternal love, like the stars"
"After sending the carp away, let's go home together."
"The human world is a good place, do you want to live in the human world, with the carp?"
This is the first time that Tsubaki confessed to Tsubaki in a sober state, soon he will sacrifice himself, send Kun and Tsubaki to live in the human world, maybe this is the last chance in his life, if life goes here, what regrets, probably has not seen her love herself, so Yu seized the last opportunity to express her heart, maybe with great expectations, she may still have a little bit of liking herself? But no, Tsubaki just took him as an older brother.
The night they last got along slept together, how eager he was to reach out and hug his beloved girl, but he had been rejected, knowing that she did not like herself, he really did not want to make her unhappy against her wishes, so he had to restrain himself and hug himself alone, they obviously leaned so close, but it seemed to be very far away, close to the end of the world.
"I regret not hugging you tightly last night, you will be very happy, come with me"
"I will be by your side as the wind and rain of the world, goodbye"
I have seen this picture many times, but every time I see it, I can't help but burst into tears. He gave his life, but he did not get it, but his eyes were bright and shining, and he could see into people's hearts at a glance, and if he was not frank enough, he did not even dare to look at them.
It is such a person, no, this high god, who betrays all the gods to love you, to give everything for you, to bring you joy, but he, he is a peaceful sacrifice and loneliness until death, he can't ask for it, so he chooses to fulfill you and bless you. How much luck can a person have in this life to meet a person who loves and cares for you so far, and what qualifications do you have to hurt him and make him miserable?
Objectively speaking, Tsubaki lives well, and will live happily with Tsubaki in the future, but Tsubaki has done nothing wrong, just loves one person, and loses everything, which is why everyone doesn't like Tsubaki, I think Tsubaki pulled the crotch of this movie, for his own sake, dragging everyone to pay the price together, putting such a good Tsubaki doesn't like, but likes a fish.
But logically speaking, how can it all be Tsubaki's fault?
Human youth to the spring wind,
Is the benefactor who saves his own life,
It is a good man who sacrifices his life to save people,
It is the innocent who dies because of himself,
Any one of these reasons is worth Tsubaki's rescue, let alone this triple identity, so Tsubaki has to save. Some people say that all tragedies are caused by saving people, is Tsubaki indifferent in such a situation, indifferent and ignored, after going back, when nothing has happened, as always, living his own life is right, how innocent is It, Tsubaki still has a sister waiting for him at home, without her brother, who knows how that little girl should live?
Can you say that she is selfish here, I think it just shows that she is selfless, but also very brave, dare to face her own problems, and try her best to make up for it, she does not know that she will bring consequences after doing so, she just met a person, made a mistake, and is bent on making up for it...
Is it her fault that she knows that the existence of the carp will bring danger to the whole clan, or is it her fault to resolutely leave the kunai and put the whole clan in danger?
This is.
She already knew from her mother's attitude and Persuasion that there would be danger in the future, but she could neither solve the danger, nor could she kill or discard the carp, but could only get by and let the danger come, and in the process involved the death of her grandfather. It was because of her, and although it was not her subjective will, it was inseparable from her, which was one of the reasons why many people hated her. But when the danger really came, she did not escape, did not fear life and death, did not hesitate to use her life to save the people, to atone for her sins, she dared to bear, dared to face, disasters arose because of her, but also ended because of her.
But what about Yu's life, how should He's life be returned? After all, in the end it is Tsubaki who is dead, Tsubaki is alive, if the death is not Tang, if it is not so good, maybe everyone will not hate Tsubaki so much, if it is Tsubaki who dies, at least she will die as she deserves, and ask for mercy.
But the feelings in this world are so strange, no one can not completely owe anyone, especially emotional things, Xiang is willing to die for her, suffer for her, the girl on the tip of her heart is half dead, he is so distressed that he uses all his life to exchange it back, without any regard for how precious his identity as a god is, who can say anything, can only say that it is really a good life to be loved.
But even if Tsubaki has no male or female feelings for him, she still cherishes him as a family, she tearfully refuses his life for life, said okay to go home together, she just wants to go home with Him, everything is still the same, she doesn't want to go to the human world, and she doesn't want Ton's life, that's her green plum bamboo horse, how selfish can she be, let Yu use her life to exchange her life for herself to live in the human world? If she could decide, I think she would have rejected Yu's kindness, would have ended it all in a self-sacrificing way, and if she had known the ending in advance, I think she wouldn't have wanted to die for her.
It's just everything, there is no if, in the face of the established reality, she can't help but blame. Some people are willing to understand her, and some people will not forgive her, not so much that they will not forgive her, but rather that they are unwilling to accept such an ending, unwilling to forgive such an ending.