After a long sleep, still did not want to get up, and intermittently confused for a long time, finally got up, sore throat, did not want to talk, and did not bother to clean up, came downstairs to continue Ge You lying, by the way this course their own internal harvest combing and combing [surprise]
To take back the power projected, I have to not admire the teacher's seriousness and rigor. Before that, I had attended parental wisdom classes N times, and each time there was family building, and I had never done identity reconciliation at the end of the course. Yeah, no one is our dad or mom. No one owes us, and no one is obligated to give us psychological nutrition for our parents. Each of us has our own only father and mother, and each of us adults has the obligation and responsibility to be our own good father and mother for our inner children.
When I heard the teacher say to everyone, "I'm not your dad, I'm not your mom," the soft place in my heart was touched again. There were tears that wanted to flow out, yeah, that's why I was upset at the end of every lesson, triggering my separation trauma. I told the teacher, you are not my father, you are just my teacher. Shaking hands, hugging and reconciliation, the teacher said that although I am not your father, I am willing to accompany you all the way to grow. The tears flowed down again, but there was no feeling of pain in the heart, only gratitude and joy [heart]
In fact, the next day, when the boss took everyone to do fire breathing and inner child healing, he silently did this part of the healing for himself, dealing with the feeling of abandonment and the projection of the father to the teacher. This is a very big gain of this trip, it may not be so thorough, but awareness is change, and I have this healing, and it will get better and better in the future [laughs]
The state before I came was really not very good, the mouth was blistering, the energy was a little low, and I was healed a lot when I helped the church on the first day, because when my energy was in supporting others, my state came out. Low energy is actually caused by internal friction, want but dare not, and when supporting others, energy is a brain burst outwards, no longer internal and external conflicts, let me see that I am originally very good, very powerful. And there are really too many people who need me [heart]
This chance coincidence did a part-time DJ, you can stay close with the teacher for 4 days, it's really good [Yaya] the first time to do a high-level class assistant, but also to the teacher to do DJ, the picture seems to be just yesterday, but today I and the first time of myself, has undergone earth-shaking changes, small white to big coffee upgrade, hahaha [Yaya] happy [surprise] in the meta hypnosis, growth rate is really rocket-level [666]
The second time in the teacher's class to do timeline planning future group urging, I can obviously feel that I am not as powerful as the first time, there will occasionally be stumbling and pause, and even in the end I feel that my throat is dumb and I can't shout out, I didn't expect that after doing it, everyone cried a lot, ran over and hugged me, and thanked me. The teacher said to me, this time is better than the last time, very shocking, I don't know if it is really fake, anyway, I believed [sneaking laughter] and wrote a sentence in the book: Although it is not perfect, but so what? There are too many people who need you, just do it! Let me have a little more determination to stand on the podium as soon as possible [come on]
The second time to do the arm lifting, obviously feel more smooth than the first time, practice can make skill, the next time you do it again, it will completely enter my subconscious, the learning ability is so strong, it is also impossible to do things [proud] [sneaking laughter]
The Nth fear model, since the teacher gave me the opportunity to make a fear model, as long as I did the fear model in the advanced class, from the dimension of just looking at it as a technology at the beginning, it was slowly sublimated to this not only a technology, but also really can help the client change his life. The teacher is relaxed and cheerful when talking about each technology, but when talking about this technology alone, it is serious and serious. He said that every technical demonstration can have loopholes, but this one can't, because this is the scene directly to heal [heart] [heart] [heart] excellent and attentive people are worthy of admiration and respect.
This time the inner child made a new attempt, OK, there is no time to interview everyone's feedback, but overall it is OK, and there is no special denial of themselves. Embracing the return of different aspects of myself [heart] adds a hint of self-acceptance to everyone, this non-accusation is also the acceptance of my inner child, because the heart is good, my heart is really for everyone's good, I believe that everyone must have received [than the heart]
There is also a feeling that I am more determined to close the deal, and when I see the needs of the other party, I will push it more firmly. Gao Rui's lecturer this time did not even hope for the recommender, or the kung fu of the last meal I left to promote success, in fact, has nothing to do with me, but only sensed that she has the desire in her heart, which enhanced her motivation and self-confidence, and helped her to get it. Because I knew she would definitely thank me for pushing [bumping the fist]
In short, it is to walk on the road of getting better and better, continue to shine on the road of shining, work hard in places where others can't see, shine in places where others can see [the sun] Each of us deserves to have a relaxed, joyful, rich life, watching everyone share in addition to happiness and pride, because I have the honor to participate in their transformation, this is what an honor [heart] deep blessing and love to everyone, look forward to the next goodbye is a new mutual [surprise]