Among the many concubines in the harem, who is the emperor who despises the most?
Of course, it belongs to An Lingrong, who is known as An Xiao Bird.
But why?
Some people may say that it is because An Lingrong's family lineage is not as good as others.
Indeed, there is this factor in it, and indeed An Lingrong's family lineage is much worse than Zhen Huan and Mei Zhuang, and it is precisely for this reason that she has some inferiority.
But if it is entirely because of family lineage, it is not necessarily.
After all, Yu Promised and Ye Lanyi were born much lower than An Lingrong, and they did not see the emperor treating them as pets, so the fundamental problem was still An Lingrong himself.
An LingRong was very nervous that night, so nervous that the emperor was not interested.
In fact, the first time the concubine was nervous, it was inevitable, but like An Lingrong, who was so scared that she trembled, An Lingrong also became the first person to return from the Yangxin Hall unchanged, and suffered humiliation in the harem.
Why are there so many people who are waiting for the bedchamber, in addition to Miss Shijia, there is no shortage of palace girls like Yu Promised and Song Zhi, and An Lingrong alone is the most nervous?
When I first watched the play, I thought it was because An Lingrong was too timid, but later I found that An Lingrong was actually a vicious character in her bones, and she didn't look like she was afraid of her hands and feet like on the surface, which could be seen from her disposition of Yu Promise.
Therefore, the main reason for An Lingrong's nervous trembling when she went to bed was not because of her family lineage, nor because of timidity, but because she wanted to win too much.
Once a person with average qualifications like An Lingrong wants to win too much, his mentality is very easy to be out of balance. On the one hand, I am trying to do my best, and on the other hand, I am afraid that I will not be able to do it well.
This is like the exam when we go to school, the most nervous is like An Lingrong, who is inferior to the upper and more than the lower middle school students.
Because middle school students want to do well in the exam and are afraid of not doing well, they will be especially afraid of the exam.
On the contrary, scum like Yu Promised and Ye Lanyi are already bad enough anyway, and their mentality is relaxed, and sometimes they will play beyond normal.
And the school bully like Zhen Huan and Mei Zhuang is already in the hands of victory, occasionally nervous, and does not hinder the overall situation.
It is precisely because An Lingrong is too heavy to lose her heart, so that she loses herself, hides her personality, and blindly flatters the emperor, like a bird who is obedient.
With this flattering mentality, An Lingrong was always cautious in front of the emperor, always with a low brow and a pleasing look.
In order to please the emperor, he took great pains to not only practice singing, but even hurt his body to learn ice play.
But the painstaking effort did not exchange the emperor for half a point of sincerity, the emperor just wanted to listen to the song, he called her to sing a paragraph, and when she could not sing, he immediately left her behind, not even willing to look at it more, and let her be bullied.
It was hard to survive to the concubine position, but was sent away by the "oriole" character chosen by Zhen Huan as a title, didn't the emperor find that "oriole concubine" was actually quite insulting?
It wasn't that the emperor didn't know, but he didn't care if An Lingrong was sad or not.
After all, there was no shortage of people around the emperor to please him, like An Lingrong's mode of getting along only with flattery, which was not attractive to the emperor at all, and the emperor never paid attention to her.
The so-called unobtainable is always in turmoil, and those who are favored have no fear, which is the truth, many times, things that are too easy to get, but they are not so precious.
From the very beginning, the emperor did not care about An Lingrong.
In the Yuanmingyuan, Zhen Huan painstakingly dressed Up An Lingrong, wanting her to appear in front of the emperor in a special way so that she could occupy some position in the emperor's heart.
But Zhen Huan's mind was useless in the end, An Lingrong really slept that night, in front of the emperor, he was eager to sing his throat, but he only exchanged it for an apple that the emperor threw casually, and got rid of the appearance of a dispatched person, while An Lingrong did not take it in his hand with a little unhappiness.
It was also this random action of the emperor that heralded the result of An Lingrong's life, just like she finally said, she was just a bird raised by the emperor.
Of course, An Lingrong also knew that the emperor had never loved her, but it was because he wanted to win too much and valued his interests too much.
They will selectively ignore the emperor's attitude towards themselves, as long as they can ascend to the throne.
However, her practice of giving up herself and pleasing others did not achieve the effect she expected in the end, and she was only a dispensable figure in the harem from beginning to end.
An Lingrong's mistake was that his qualifications were already average, and he did not make a good effort to advance his inner abilities.
He will only learn the tricks of singing and ice play for people's amusement, and take the advantage of holding the queen's thigh and flattering the emperor's self-abandonment as a means of ascending to the throne and attracting people.
I don't know if she ever thought that in this great harem, it is useless to just obey and hold her thighs, and if she does not grow or progress, she will eventually be slaughtered.
This is the same as the truth in the workplace, if there is no strong professional ability, just want to opportunistically rely on the horse's ass to get to the position, at the critical time, the first will be eliminated.
Thinking about it carefully, what did An Lingrong's life of enduring humiliation and burden finally come in return? It was not as good as the unruly Ye Lanyi who had a happy life, sad, and pitiful.