Author: Clouds in coffee
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The perpetrators personally ended their blood-stained journey in this evil world, but left behind a woman whose left hand was cut off.
She is the first heroine of the "Heart War" story, Li Chushuang.
After that terrible night, we can glimpse a glimpse of Li Chushuang's heartache through the narration of the person concerned.
Perhaps it is far from one or two, but we just see the peace whitewashed by Li Chu's light-hearted attitude after the incident.
In fact, Li Chushuang's inner world has been seriously distorted after this great change in life, and her psychological space is in urgent need of a support.
When she met Zhang Shiyan, she thought she had found true love, but in fact they were the same kind on a psychological level.
They have both suffered great psychological harm, so they can understand each other's fears and desires.
As a result, the appearance of Zhang Shiyan gave this woman who had almost lost her faith in life a new hope.
It doesn't matter whether it's true or false, it doesn't matter if you can restore something, but most importantly, as long as you believe it exists, it will exist.
Li Chushuang felt like a person because of Zhang Shiyan, and only then did he learn how to be a complete person.
The mutilated left hand was Li Chushuang's eternal nightmare, but when she hugged Zhang Shiyan, the lost left hand seemed to miraculously return to her body.
In fact, Li Chusang has been living in the happiness scam created by Zhang Shiyan.
It's just that this is not a deliberate fraud, because Zhang Shiyan even deceived himself.
Magic is always magic, born of blindfolding.
Perhaps Zhang Shiyan's love for Li Chushuang was not fake, but Li Chushuang's lost left hand had died, not to mention the wounds in his heart that could not be healed.
What is lost cannot be recovered, and only by clinging to the few things in front of you can you be comforted.
It's just that Li Chushuang uses Zhang Shiyan's love as a life-saving straw.
As everyone knows, Zhang Shiyan, a person who drowned in the sea of suffering, did not regard Li Chushuang as a rope of salvation.
Ordinary life and love marriage are things that Zhang Shiyan in the past did not dare to think about.
In this way, whether this is a self-deceptive dream or a realistic lie created by Zhang Shiyan, Li Chushuang is willing to sink in the illusion of love for this integrity.
Most of this life is mutilated, and this mutilation does not refer to the body, but to the empty soul that cannot be filled.
Therefore, people spend their whole lives searching for it, hoping to encounter fragments that are compatible with their own souls and piece together their own integrity.
It can be love, it can be an ideal, it can be faith, it can be a inheritance of life.
Some people are lucky to meet, some people are unfortunate to miss, lucky people are able to be complete, and unfortunate people can only continue to search alone.
Li Chuqiao believes that Zhang Shiyan helped him regain the meaning of life and regain his love for the world.
When Zhang Shiyan put on the ring for Li Chuqiao in a magical way, the voiceover of the murderer sounded in his ears.
Li Chusang thought she had found an umbrella until one day she found out that they were of the same kind.
Li Chusang's choice is the most shocking in the whole drama.
Why would an originally kind, rational woman use herself as a smoke bomb for a man who splits her legs, cheat her good friends, and even sha people, and finally sacrifice herself to protect each other?
It stems more or less from two aspects.
First of all, Li Chuqiao is extremely lacking in love and self-love.
Because of her mother's preference for sons and daughters, coupled with physical mutilation, she herself does not love herself, so the Zhang Shiyan who gave her love is a hundred times more important than herself.
Secondly, li chushuang's inner demons have been released because of violent incidents, and her moral bottom line has collapsed, so she will use extreme ways to show her love and obsession.
Li Chusang's psychological blueprint was originally a log cabin.
She had built her own cabin, and although there was a main beam representing her mother that was a little unstable, it was enough to shield her from the wind and rain.
But there was a violent incident, her wooden house was split from the middle, and her world was shattered and destroyed.
Li Chushuang has a very snobbish and eccentric mother, with harsh words and cold eyes, who has always liked her brother and brother more than her, and has hardly paid attention to her.
Before the left hand was cut off, Li Chushuang's life and the men chasing around her were all approved by her mother, and perhaps she herself wanted to get her mother's love and attention in this way.
I believe that in the process of Li Chushuang's growth, she never got real love and recognition, and her mother gave her more of a sneer and a sense of son preference.
After Zhang Shiyan met Li Chushuang, he was willing to make her happy, to love her, and sincerely wanted to marry her and take care of her for a lifetime.
So Li Chushuang said that with Zhang Shiyan, he felt complete.
Why do you feel so strongly?
Probably because Zhang Shiyan did not discriminate against her.
At the same time, Zhang Shiyan attracted the attention of Li Chushuang's mother, and since then, Li Chushuang's mother has reprimanded Li Chushuang, but Zhang Shiyan.
Of course, Li Chushuang could feel Zhang Shiyan's inner feelings about his mother's harsh words.
So she said to Zhang Shiyan:
My mother once went to fortune telling and said she could live to be in her nineties.
He also mentioned the concern that my mother occasionally exuded in the hospital after the broken arm, making her feel warm.
Here Li Chushuang said to Zhang Shiyan and even to himself:
We can't hurt mom, no matter how annoying she is, that's fate.
However, Zhang Shiyan still couldn't stand it in the end, the car failed, and Li Chuqing's mother was frightened, which was a small punishment for Zhang Shiyan to her mother.
Li Chusang was the one who was hurt, the one who would love.
It's just that, perhaps, she chose the wrong way to love.
Most people in the world long for love and guard against love, and Li Chuqiao is a woman who sacrifices all her life for love.
Zhang Shiyan knows that the audience knows very well that magic is just a lie, and he knows that as long as you tell the lie beautifully, the audience will be willingly deceived by you.
As Zhang Shiyan's girlfriend, how could Li Chuqiao not know this, but she was also willing to immerse herself in love like those audiences.
However, "Saion lost his horse and was not blessed" is sometimes nothing more than nonsense used by escapists to comfort themselves.
When Li Chushuang found out that the original Zhang Shiyan was actually a serial shaman, she was greatly surprised, but she also sent out her heart demon.
When a person may know your secret, do you stay by his side to observe and wait, or run away from it.
Or as if there has never been a secret existence, in fact, the most revealing of oneself is oneself.
Once a secret becomes a secret, no matter what attitude you take toward it, it will be known sooner or later.
Because you yourself are the outlet of secrets, there are no secrets in the world.
For the so-called love, Li Chushuang unconsciously became a sha person demon, sha one after another.
"Wednesday Killer", who is this serial killer that the world is looking for, the answer is coming out.
Li Chusang escaped from a paranoid shamaniac, but fell into the abyss of another devil.
Li Chushuang's "reversal" is too amazing.
For love, she did more than sacrifice herself.
Later, her sister Zhang Shiting chose the same way to protect Zhang Shiyan.
In fact, I would like to say that perhaps the final outcome of Zhang Shiyan is the step-by-step advancement of these two people who love him the most.
They all loved him the way they thought they loved him the most.
However, this excessive love eventually made Zhang Shiyan face destruction.
Sometimes, the way you think you protect the people you love most may not necessarily be the right one.
Li Chusang said:
The most important thing in life is love, and the greatest way to show love is to sacrifice, and it is precisely because someone is willing to sacrifice their lives for others that love can be passed on.
But I would like to say that the source of life is love, not just love.
People need the source of love, whether it is family affection, love or friendship.
A woman, in order to show her strong personality, often hides all the unhappy things in her heart, in fact, she can face her own weakness, which may be the real strength.
A crying conversation with Jin Zhaonan is a vulnerable side that Li Chushuang has never shown.
Her expression in her sleep revealed a sense of tiredness and stubbornness, and the prosthetic hand that had failed for no reason had clung to another person that night.
In the calm music, the scene of the person falling asleep with her hand has become a rare warm picture in the play.
Since Li Chushuang left Zhang Shiyan, she has become elusive, always feeling that something is hidden behind her peaceful life, with an unbright purpose.
I had always thought that Zhang Shiyan's feelings for Li Chushuang were more or less hypocritical, and she was just a way for him to return to a normal life, from the darkness to the ropes that the human world relied on.
However, when I saw Zhang Shiyan hiding behind her invisible, looking at her back and looking at her back, I suddenly felt that perhaps, he really loved her.
Not everyone's love will be pure and free of impurities, and can be put under the microscope to be repeatedly examined, but it cannot be denied that it is because of love.
Because of love, they want to change themselves.
Because of love, I will be nervous.
Because of love, it will be slightly distracted by her light clouds and breeze.
Because of love, she will be jealous when she sees Jin Zhaonan appear downstairs in her house.
Since Shao Meiqi is no longer young, the dramas she starred in have always been complained about by many people about her appearance.
But I like her as always because something in a person's bones is penetrating.
This is an actress who has never thought of herself as a vase, even at the height of her appearance.
Even though she is no longer the youthful and handsome Shi Yiming or the cold and charming Wei Haiyi, the years have also made her precipitate temperament.
More importantly, the cold and creepy eyes seemed to be so perfect that only Shao Meiqi could show it.
~To be continued~
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All the time
In the company of words, pour out a heart that has never betrayed
Firmly believe that growth is the ultimate destination of women
May you feel warmth and affection in my words
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