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<b>Can't go into your life</b>
Returning home from the station, it was already full of stars, and Shen Junmei saw that he had gone safely and returned, and asked lightly:
"How did it come back at this time?" Didn't buy a ticket? ”
Anran looked at his mother, put down the pull box in his hand, smiled faintly, and asked:
"How? Mom, you want me to leave quickly? ”
"No, Enron," Shen Junmei did not know how to answer for a moment, she took the backpack in Anran's hand, put it on the table, and said:
"Actually, I would also like you to stay longer. It was hard to come back once, only to play for a few days and say that I was going to leave? After all, this is where you grew up living! ”
"Where have you lived since you grew up?" There seems to be a faint pain in Enron's heart - obviously he was born and raised his own family, but it was only a place where he lived since he was a child! She hesitated slightly, took off her coat and put it on the bed, "Hmm" a sound, and said calmly: "Walking to the station, I didn't buy a ticket, Yufeng said he would come to pick me up tomorrow and let me leave a day later." Tomorrow...... I went to pick him up in town. ”
"Oh," Shen Junmei replied lightly, thought about it, and said, "That's fine, two people together, good." Go to bed early. ”
The conversation between mother and daughter is nothing more, from Shen Junmei's words, I can't hear the mother's enthusiasm and concern for her daughter and son-in-law, nor can I hear the reluctance to be separated from her daughter, as if everything is a normal thing, there is nothing to be surprised or happy about. AnRan thought, probably the mother just hoped that Xiao Yufeng would come and go with her, and there was no other meaning.
The next morning, Shen Junmei had not yet gotten up. Enron got up early, planning to make a delicious breakfast for her mother. Last night, there was an autumn rain at some point, the ground was wet, the courtyard was full of fallen leaves, yellow, gray, dark green, wet, piece by piece, like the wings of a butterfly, but some were mutilated. Mutilation – Yes, there are many incomplete things in life, let alone fallen leaves? For example, her and Sujie's first love, if Sujie does not go to Seattle, without Sujie's father, can they come together? If they come together, can Su Jie also give her a home full of warmth and happiness every day like Xiao Yufeng? Perhaps, people and people can not be compared...
Enron thought about the past more than once, and walked to the yard to clean up the fallen leaves.
Neighbor Cuilan brought a bowl of white raw tofu into the yard. Anran laughed and shouted, "Sister-in-law Cuilan, you bought the tofu back so early?" ”
Cui Lan also smiled and asked, "Sister Enron, you didn't leave yesterday?" ”
Anran smiled again and said, "No, Sister-in-law Cuilan, yes... He said he was going to pick me up today, so I didn't leave yesterday.
"He?" Cui Lan was stunned, immediately reacted, and said with a smile: "Sister Anran, although you have married far away, but you are married happily, unlike me, your brother Changsheng thinks that I am not out of the air, I quarrel with me every day, and there is no day of peace..."
Enron didn't know what to say, so he had to say, "No, Sister-in-law Cuilan, the two people together must understand and tolerate each other..."
Shen Junmei also got up, saw Cuilan, said hello, and said, "Cuilan, sit in the house!" ”
Cuilan put the tofu bowl in Shen Junmei's hand and said, "Concubine, I bought too much tofu, and I can't finish eating it, just safely didn't leave, you fried it." ”
Shen Junmei didn't say much, took the tofu, let Anran pour it on the plate on the kitchen table, turned around and asked Cuilan: "Cuilan, last night you quarreled with Changsheng again?" ”
Cuilan lowered her head, reached out and stroked the hair on her forehead, and whispered, "But no, son-in-law, last night he went out for a drink and came back to argue with me." Son-in-law, I think Sister Enron is still happy..."
Shen Junmei looked at Anran and didn't say anything.
Enron returned the bowl to Cuilan, smiled, and said, "Sister-in-law Cuilan, thank you!" ”
Cuilan looked at the smile on Anran's face and whispered, "Sister Enron, I really envy you..."
Anran's face turned a little red, and he changed the subject and said, "Sister-in-law Cuilan, I will fry tofu in the morning, and you will come here too!" ”
Cui Lan took the bowl and said, "No, Sister Anran, I still have to cook for you Brother Changsheng, but I won't come." ”
Looking at cuilan's departing back, he looked so lonely. Enron thought: Two people are often noisy, will they be happy? If she hadn't been with Su Jie eight years ago, and she hadn't met Xiao Yufeng, would she be like Cuilan, whether she liked it or not, find someone to marry, and then live a life that she didn't want? or......
A pleasant telephone ringing suddenly interrupted Anran's thoughts, and when she opened the phone, it was Xiao Yufeng who called: "Yatou, are you up?" I arrived at the county train station at 9:30 a.m. ”
"Get up early." Hearing Xiao Yufeng's voice, Anran's heart warmed, "I'll wait a minute and take the train to pick you up at the train station." ”
"Stay safe." Xiao Yufeng instructed with concern on the phone.
After hanging up the phone, the warmth in my heart could not fade for a long time. Anran told Shen Junmei that she was going to the train station to pick up Xiao Yufeng, so she would not eat after making a meal and would have to catch the train. Shen Junmei didn't say much, only asking whether Xiao Yufeng would go together or come back. Enron said he would come back for two days and then go. Shen Junmei didn't say anything and entered the house.
Anran made breakfast for Shen Junmei, and he didn't care about eating, so he went to town alone and took a shuttle bus to the county railway station. The morning air was a little cool, and the train station was very deserted, and there were few people in sight. It was still early, Enron walked quickly into the lobby of the waiting room, trying to find a place to sit down and wait for the next train, the phone suddenly rang, Anran looked at the phone, it was Sujie calling, she thought about it, pressed the answer button, Sujie asked on the phone: "Enron, last night... Why go home? You can stay..."
"Sujie," Said Sujie violently, somewhat excitedly, "do you think we were still eight years ago?" Sujie!"
There was a moment of silence on the phone.
Enron thought: Is what you say too blunt? Why should she be excited? She wasn't trying to complain about anything, how could she suddenly act like a complaining woman? Even eight years ago, she didn't ask Su Jie anything! She longs for love, but if her love with Sujie is not recognized by the family, she will not cling to it - she can't do it! Perhaps, this is the reason why SuJie has always been obsessed with her!
"Enron..." Sujie cried out in frustration on the phone, in a very low tone.
Enron eased his mood and whispered, "Sujie, I'm sorry, I'm not blaming you for anything, just... Your request I can't do it, if I stay last night, do you know what the consequences will be? ”
There was another silence on the phone.
Anran looked outside, and there was no one at the exit of the train station except for two station police officers on duty at the exit.
"Su Jie," Anran thought, and changed the subject, "are you in your hometown?" When to go to Seattle? ”
"I'm going to Seattle in twenty days," Sujie said, "and this time I'm back home mainly with my mom." Since my divorce, my mother has not been in a good state, and I have no time to return home. ”
"Divorce?" Enron was so amazed that the phone almost fell out of her hand, and she covered the phone with her hand, "Sujie, you... Divorced? ”
"Yes," Sujie said word for word, "I've been divorced for two years. Do you want to know why? ”
Enron's brain seemed to go blank for a moment, and she didn't know whether to comfort Sujie or ask for the truth, but after a moment, she suddenly felt that she shouldn't ask Sujie why she was divorced.
"Enron," Su Jie shouted again, and said slowly, "my ex-wife is from Shenyang, the daughter of my father's comrade-in-arms, who came to Seattle a year before me, and she studied human anatomy." For a time in my three years in Seattle, she was helping me. Later, we got married – not because of love, but because of the arrangement of our parents. There was no intersection in our married lives, we had been doing our own business, and she knew that I had someone in my heart, until one day, I got drunk and called your name over and over again, and we started the Cold War... Later, they divorced. Enron, I later learned that we have been living in the arrangement of our parents, I have achieved my dream, but I have lost you..."
Listening quietly and quietly, I don't know when, there are tears flowing down my cheeks, as fine as autumn rain, cool - Su Jie's marriage is related to her, and she can't walk into his life. Enron's heart was a little sour, but soon, she returned to calm. She walked out of the waiting room hall and looked up at the big clock in front of the waiting room, it was nearly nine o'clock, and she seemed to hear a long roar of the train.
"Sujie," Enron whispered, "I'm sorry! You should come out of your fantasies and start your life all over again, and I..."
Enron didn't say anything more, hung up the phone, that sentence, even if it was said today, has no meaning - I can't walk into your life! Yes, she couldn't get into his life, not eight years ago, and even less today.
When the phone rang again, Anran did not look at it, pressed the hang up button, and directly dialed another string of numbers: "Feng, I am waiting for you at the exit of the station, you can see me when you walk out of the station." ”
Okay,, wait for me to eat together!
Xiao Yufeng's words are always a warm current, calmly feeling this warm current flowing into the bottom of her heart and flowing through her whole body, she hung up the phone with some reluctance, looked at the clock again, and walked quickly towards the exit of the station.
Because this is a small county railway station, there are not many people getting off the train, there are not many people who pick up the station, there are few people who are sparse, Xiao Yufeng was the first to leave the station, and at a glance he saw Enron, she stood so lonely, appearing so thin, Xiao Yufeng was shocked, excitedly greeted it, hugged Enron, and said painfully:
"Silly boy, come so early!"
"I'm not afraid I won't be able to catch the shuttle!"
The two embraced like that, attracting the envious eyes of the people around them. After a while, Xiao Yufeng let go of his hand and said, "Wait for me for so long, hungry, right?" Go, find a place to eat!"
"Sir," enron cried, and said, "this is my territory, and if you want to eat, you have to find a place for me, right?" ”
Xiao Yufeng smiled and said, "Yes, yes, yes!" Here my servant is a landlord, and he must have the final say! ”
Enron took the opportunity to say, "That's pretty much it! Go, this time I'm going to slaughter the boss!"
Enter the territory of the, of course, let the bitch's hair fall! Xiao Yufeng looked at Anran with a look of affection, "Anyway, I'm already your person, see how you slaughter." ”
Anran looked at Xiao Yufeng, and couldn't help but think of the time when she was in love with Xiao Yufeng, when she was in Lingnan, and Xiao Yufeng had known him for a year, she decided to marry him, he was worried about her safety The third time he went to Lingnan, and the last time he went, it was also said: "Yatou, I am already your person, listen to the fall of Yatou!" She met Xiao Yufeng four years after Su Jie left her hometown, after she was hit and hurt countless times by Su Jie's father, and once again seized love. Her love with Xiao Yufeng was full of twists and turns, and finally she and Xiao Yufeng came together, feeling Xiao Yufeng's loving care every day, and she felt that she had truly met the right person. Every time she thought about this, her heart couldn't help but rise a warm feeling, thinking about some people, although they loved deeply, no matter what, they couldn't get into his life, was this the fate of heaven?
Enron suddenly had an idea: Since he couldn't get into his life, why not make a decision at the right time? For example, now...
About the author: Happiness Station, formerly known as Wang Ling, female, a post-70s generation who loves words and loves to write poetry, now lives in Hanzhong, Shaanxi. Poetry: Embracing poetry and walking, every soul will shine with a noble light
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