Zhou Rong's plot last night in "The World" refreshed my understanding of her.
Best-selling author Emile said: The most controversial person in "In the World" is Zhou Rong. She is not as meticulous as Zheng Juan, who can give up her own interests for the sake of her family; nor is she as knowledgeable and reasonable as Hao Dongmei, who knows right from wrong and knows how to think differently. Zhou Rong has always lived for herself, for her own purposes, willing to give up many things, including mother-daughter love, love and affection.
Since the beginning of the broadcast, Zhou Rong has been labeled as selfish, feeling that she is neither filial to her parents, nor grateful to her brother, nor does she love anyone,Why let Cai Xiaoguang be so good to her, from youth to the next 12 years of waiting.
After reading her comments on "using" her Zhang Caopo last night, I suddenly understood that her kindness and integrity are the charm of her living self, and it is also because of her family's group favor and Xiaoguang's intimate care that she has always maintained her independence.
A good life is more important than a good year
Zhou Rong, 19, graduated from high school and enjoys reading "The Brothers Of Yersov", "Anna Karenina" and "Three Hundred Poems of Tang". Excellent and beautiful high school students, full of sunny and energetic literary and artistic girls, in school is a school flower level beauty, by many boys have a crush on the goddess.
Among them is Cai Xiaoguang, a high-ranking cadre, who is a classmate of the same class, and Cai Xiaoguang has been Zhou Rong's ostensible lover in order to help Zhou Rong cover up the love she believes in, blocking the footsteps of many suitors for her.
If Zhou Rong is not because of the faith in her heart, if she does not think that "a good life is more important than a good life", she will stay in the city, there should be many good young people pursuing her. Unfortunately, Zhou Rong only loves the love that she worships in her heart.
Zhou Rong corresponded with Feng Huacheng from the second year of junior high school, until when she went to the mountains and went to the countryside, in order to prevent her brother from competing with her for a place, she secretly left a letter for her mother and brother, and went all the way south to chase her faith.
Zhou Rong knew in her brother's letter that her parents were very angry about her behavior, especially when her father kicked her brother and blamed her mother. Zhou Rong felt that she had done nothing wrong, she wrote to her brother in the corps, saying: Dear brother, you should understand me, people must have faith in life, no faith is no different from the walking dead, but what can I believe in now besides love?
Liang Yusheng said: "Middle-aged hearts are as strong as wine, and girlish feelings are always poetry. ”
Young Zhou Rong, in that era, worship was the basis of love. She admires Feng Huacheng's poems, in her cognition, love should be with him, whether he is poor or sick, he must be with her, this is Zhou Rong's dedication and belief in love, but also the greatest meaning of her life, with the people who love to face the hardships of life.
Everyone thought that Feng Huacheng would be as polite and personable as Xu Zhimo, but did not want Feng Huacheng to be a middle-aged man who was more than ten years older than Zhou Rong, and had also experienced a failed marriage. (At the beginning, Zhou Rong did not know that she was also a victim of Feng Huacheng)
Many people look at Feng Huacheng's appearance, although he is a famous poet in Beijing, he does not have the style and temperament of a literati, which makes us feel that Zhou Rong's choice is not worth it.
When Zhou Zhigang went to visit Zhou Rong in the mountains with infinite compassion for her father,she had been living there for several years. A school was also created for local education.
Zhou Rong's inner desire and love for knowledge made her deeply feel the backwardness of the local area and the lack of education. She has become an educational team, and the teachers of each grade, the teachers of each course, are her alone.
In order to mobilize girls in the mountains to get an education, she tirelessly finds locals, tells them about the outside world, tells them about the power of knowledge, and gives them the perception of learning culture, and reading is the best way to change their destiny.
Zhou Rong told her father: Feng Huacheng is very talented, I will never divorce Feng Huacheng in this life, if because he is tired of our family, I can break off family relations with you, you will be when I am jumping out of the cracks in the stone, no father and no mother, no brother and no brother. If not, will I repay you with a cow and a horse in the next life?
Zhou Rong's words were like a sharp sword to an old father, making him dig into the pain of his heart. Is this daughter in front of him still the little cotton jacket he has been holding in his hand since he was a child? The hearts of parents are soft, and those who have been stubborn all their lives will forgive their children unconditionally, no matter what the children are.
Feng Huacheng was beaten into a rightist, and at the lowest point in his life, Zhou Rong, who was young and beautiful and talented and wise, did not dislike him, but instead shared all the hardships and hardships with him, and insisted on staying in Guizhou for ten years.
In the past ten years, their daughter Yue Yue was born, and when they grew up to be 5 years old, they had a hard time going home for the New Year and reuniting with their families. But because of Feng Huacheng's obsession, he was imprisoned again, and Zhou Rong, regardless of his daughter, also had to follow him, only because of the faith and worship in her heart, she could not leave Feng Huacheng alone to resist the storms of life.
When she returned to the mountains of Guizhou again, Zhou Rong did not give up her pursuit of the future, and continued to study hard, allowing herself to be admitted to her brother Bingyi's Peking University with excellent results, becoming the envy of many people.
When she was young, Zhou Rong was obsessed with Feng Huacheng's love, simple, no one had any selfish distractions, and she was only for the good of the person she loved, no matter how difficult and bitter, she also had to accompany Feng Huacheng to get through everything.
In that era, in that situation, how many girls sacrificed themselves in order to make themselves less bitter about life, just to be able to enjoy life, for love has long been thrown out of the cloud of nine.
Murong Xi said: When you are young, if you fall in love with a person, please, please be gentle with him. No matter how long or short you have been in love, if you can always be gentle with each other, then all moments will be a flawless beauty. If you have to separate, say goodbye and thank him in your heart for giving you a memory.
Zhou Rong's youth is regretless, but also wonderful, and it is beyond the reach of ordinary people.
Although the marriage between Zhou Rong and Feng Huacheng broke down in middle age, this was also caused by Feng Huacheng's selfishness and inaction. Zhou Rong's ego and obsession cannot be an excuse for Feng Huacheng to betray his marriage.
From the very beginning, Feng Huacheng deceived Zhou Rong. He himself was divorced, and he cheated on Zhou Rong for ten years in order to get Zhou Rong's love and his status as a working-class child.
When Feng Huacheng cheated on Zhou Rong, he said: Our marriage was a mistake when we were young, and we never loved.
Watching Zhou Rong strongly control his own run, he also said, who is young and does not make mistakes? In this way, she let go of her nearly 20 years of faith and also let go of her obsession with love.
Thirty-eight year old woman, eighteen year old mentality
People in the world always live with all kinds of masks, but only to survive and live. And Zhou Rong always follows her own inner core and lives, she never says against her heart and does something against her heart to cater to anyone, she even plugs her ears with paper balls, only to be free from external interference, in her own world, live freely, dashing, this mentality and state of mind, in that era, such a moment, is also a realm.
Liu Zhenyun said: "Everything in this world cannot stand up to scrutiny, and once you deliberate, everything hides grievances." ”
When Zhou Rong graduated from Peking University, Feng Huacheng did not know about it in Beijing, and the two of them returned to Jichun City together.
Zhou Rong's work ability and knowledge made her soon become the youngest associate professor at the school, assigned to a room in the tube building. But the kitchen and bathroom are all communal, and the people around them are not accustomed to their high and literary popularity, and Zhou Rong is not generally concerned with them. She plugged her ears, immersed herself in her own world, worked hard in her studies, and continued her PhD.
At this time, Feng Huacheng fell into the mortal world because of the compulsion of life, and learned to give gifts to the judges, only to be able to win awards for his poetry and pave the way for his career promotion and room sharing. And all this in Zhou Rong's eyes, is dirty and despicable.
The contradiction between their husband and wife is that Zhou Rong has not changed, and Feng Huacheng has ended because he can't see the worship in Zhou Rong's eyes. Without Wang Zi, there will be other women.
Therefore, Zhou Rong asked Feng Huacheng in Wilde's golden sentence: Divorce is for marriage, when did you start to have this idea.
Zhou Rong chased the feelings for nearly 20 years, and was actually described by Feng Huacheng as a mistake when she was young. It can be understood that Zhou Rong's heart of attachment to love is broken at any point, although it is silent, it is like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.
Even if the marriage fails, Zhou Rong still has to live the life she wants, because in her heart, she always knows what her pursuit is, and she understands what her ideals are, so she lives very selfishly.
Zhou Rong didn't need Feng Huacheng's aura, she herself had already become a beam of light, illuminating her future. Whether she is in the mountains of Guizhou or in the family unit building, she is still the woman who dresses up cleanly and decently, carries a bookish anger, and comes out of the mud without staining.
After the divorce, Zhou Rong did not sink into the sadness of feelings, but remarried with Cai Xiaoguang and re-found the love for the rest of her life. In Zhou Rong's words, she and Cai Xiaoguang are married first and then fall in love, and they need to be well managed.
After the death of her parents, the accident of her nephew Zhou Nan, and the imprisonment of her brother Bingkun, Zhou Rong is still strong and alive, she took her daughter Yue Yue to Guizhou where she had been for ten years, let her see the landscape and mountain people there, and let her see what everyone's inner beliefs are.
Zhou Rong's self-confidence, calmness, beauty, simplicity and stubbornness are her advantages over others, and also the fundamental reason for Cai Xiaoguang's persistent love for her all her life.
When Zhou Rong returned to the school she had established by her own hands, she found that it had been inhabited by mountain people, the school was gone, and the former teacher was expelled because she wanted to have a male baby, when she already had 3 female babies, and had to go out of the mountain with her husband to work outside, just for life.
Zhou Rong knew that for the girls in the mountains, reading was a luxury. But Zhou Rong knows better that if children in the mountains want to go out of the mountains, only by reading books can they have the opportunity to change the situation in the mountains.
It was also in this state of mind that Zhou Rong met Zhang Caopo, a student in Guizhou. When he told Zhou Rong that whether he passed the exam or not, he would return to Guizhou to improve the educational conditions there.
Zhang Zhaopo said that there are many ethnic minorities and dialects in Guizhou, and the most difficult thing is the conversion of Chinese and Mandarin. He hopes to succeed in his studies and do something for his hometown.
Just because of Zhang Caopo's words, it reached Zhou Rong's heart. She wanted to do something for Guizhou too much, and there were too many memories for her, and there were her unfinished youth dreams.
Zhou Rong has long been optimistic about Zhang Caopo, but she is still the Zhou Rong who lives in her own world, in order to try to change herself and give back Cai Xiaoguang's love for herself, she wants to change herself and not become the eternal "sea cucumber queen".
Zhou Rong agreed to Cai Xiaoguang's affairs, agreed to accompany him to a meal with the investor, and also said her approval of the investor's daughter at the dinner table.
In Zhou Rong's thinking, the investor's daughter can still read other things without going to her graduate school, but if Zhang Caopo does not study his graduate school, then his dream will not be realized.
Zhou Rong's original intention is a kind and upright mentality. In the postgraduate re-examination in the university today, how many unspoken rules like Cai Xiaoguang's investors, if there is no kind and upright mentor like Zhou Rong, how many cold disciples with ideals and pursuits, when will they be able to realize their dreams?
Cai Xiaoguang was angry because as a husband and wife, he blamed Zhou Rong for not consulting with him before doing things. If Zhou Rong had informed him in advance, he would have thought of a way to deal with it in advance, and now it would be good, Hou Zong called to question, and he knew that things had changed and he was very passive. Not only did the investor withdraw his investment, but his own drama could not start filming, but it also made it difficult for him to be a person in the future.
But Cai Xiaoguang knew that this was Zhou Rong's nature, and he couldn't force it, didn't he just appreciate Zhou Rong's true colors before remarrying? What are you complaining about today? It's just, Cai Xiaoguang's words: You hope that students will continue to realize the dreams of her youth. But the promise is just a matter of touching the lips, Zhang Zhaopo is now saying this, can he really do it?
No one thought that three years later, Zhang Caopo still failed to live up to Zhou Rong's expectations, to put it badly, Zhang Caopo took advantage of Zhou Rong's feelings for Guizhou to be admitted to graduate school.
But when Zhang Caopo told Zhou Rong, people always have to survive first, there are grandparents, parents, and younger siblings in the family, Guizhou's monthly salary of 80 yuan, how can it be compared with the monthly salary of 1200 in today's newspaper! Zhou Rong still kindly forgave him.
Hermann Hesse said: "Let the affairs of the world go with nature, and sometimes inadvertently fulfill their wishes, such as luck, the fulfillment of wishes, and the satisfaction of life, etc., are the results of natural conditions." ”
In the face of the temptation of money and the pressure of Cai Xiaoguang's pampering, Zhou Rong still firmly said to Zhang Zhaopo that this boldness and belief was not precisely because of Zhou Rong's inner kindness and integrity? If Kao Yandu is as humane as Cai Xiaoguang, then how can a cold disciple without a background have the opportunity to show his talent? It is precisely because of the existence of such an upright person as Zhou Rong that the students of the cold door can change their fate by reading. Zhou Rong is a clear stream among college tutors, and she deserves the respect of students.
Although Zhou Rong was angry that Zhang Caopo had used herself and deceived herself for three years, she could still understand Zhang Caopo, who came out of the mountains to change her fate, so in the comments written to the newspaper, Zhou Rong praised Zhang Caopo and said a teacher's comment realistically.
In the original work, in order to go abroad to recover her daughter Yueyue, Zhou Rong gave up her status as an associate professor at the university and a doctorate that had not yet been completed. After returning to China in 12 years, Zhou Rong was over fifty years old, she put down her body and entered a high school to teach, but she did not give up her literary dream, and finally after retirement, she wrote a "Children of Our Generation" and became an Internet celebrity writer.
Although Zhou Rong's temperament has not changed, she still lives in her own world, lives the rest of her life, and does not understand the ugliness of human nature in the world, but she is still the Zhou Rong who lives to learn from old age.
We are all unique in this world, no one is like you, and you don't need to replace anyone. On the stage of your life, you are your own protagonist and do not need to be a supporting role for others. Being able to live like Zhou Rong all the time is also a happy life!
Author: Hua Gui Zen Heart
Follow my words and go into your heart. You have stories, I have tea, and we talk about the rest of our lives together.
The illustrations in this article come from the Internet.