There is a power that makes you brave enough to move forward
Zhang Miaomiao
"Although the children's like kites are far away, but the parents' hearts are always tied to the line, the face full of love is difficult to describe in words, love, can only be experienced, can not be depicted - Lin Qingxuan"
The words of the master contain every different emotion, but there is always one that can reach the depths of the human soul.
After the 2005 middle school entrance examination, the same village list, the list of people are due to family conditions to go out to work, I was also removed from the list, frown tightening parents worried for a long time, or not to go to ordinary middle school, out may not be admitted to college, or not to work, parents are reluctant to let me young and wandering outside, I asked three questions and did not know how to choose... Really young and confused, do not know where to go, after several deliberations, parents discussed whether to go to nursing school, right? At that time, I did not understand what the nursing school was doing, only to hear that it was the nurse who issued medicine and injections in the hospital, after the decision, our hearts were much more solid, the only anxiety and worry was the tuition fee, and then I heard my mother say that my father needed to work in the field for a year to pay the salary, and I overdrafted my tuition fee in advance, otherwise the family could not take out a penny at that time, my father and I almost set off together on the front and back feet, but he was on the way to work, I was on the road to school, my father was on the way home after a year, passing through Lanzhou, getting off the train to school to see me, And registered a guest house near the school, we had a hurried dinner, I saw the father with his bag from the school gate, until the father gradually disappeared into the crowd, I returned to the dormitory, the mother said that the father returned home that time there was only fifty dollars left, listened to the mother's complaint, I did not answer, just remembered it in my heart, as a driving force for progress.
After a year of nursing school, the basic learning is the culture class, after returning home from vacation, the mother keeps asking, the language is very urgent, what did you learn this year? I answered truthfully, my mother was anxious like ants on a hot pot, what to do, my mother said, I see the hospital people's nurses are very professional, how fine blood vessels, good technical nurses are a needle to the blood, I said I have not learned, but the mother did not listen, there was a time when she was sick and needed to drop liquid, asked the village doctor to agree to take the liquid home, infusion, the mother said, come to you to give me some drops, let me prick the liquid, I did not even touch the infusion needle at that time, besides, the school has not yet learned it! In this way, the mother's limbs and arms were pricked back and forth several times before they were plunged in, and the mother did not have any painful expression, the only expression was anxiety, and I knew that she was worried that I had not yet mastered the major. Until later, I interned, the first time I picked up the needle, my heart was still uneasy, it was worry, it was fear... Afraid of their own failure, afraid of the patient's disgusted eyes, or afraid that they can't afford the title of angel in white... But thinking of my mother's green and purple limbs and arms pierced by me, at that moment I was firm in my heart, so for the first time because of my mother's cry in the heart, I succeeded, sometimes when you are helpless, there is always a force to support you, and then until the work nurse The meaning of this job is not as simple as injection and medicine, it is just the common name of non-professionals for the profession of nurse, but every time my mother hears me say things like studying exams, strong support, saying that the road to learning can not be broken!
Wenchuan earthquake in the year just happened to be my internship to graduate, to sign to work in the field, my father and mother are not far away to send off, bought me the first mobile phone of my life, at that time did not understand things, always have to compare with other students, although it is a few hundred dollars of mobile phones, but for the economic conditions at that time, can save a little is a little, in the eyes of parents no matter where there is contact on the line, the significance of the fact that the mobile phone is also in this. Went to the field to stay for less than three months, parents also feel too far from home, I am not very accustomed to, the so-called "children travel thousands of miles of mother worry", and finally discussed after returning to Tianshui hometown, at that time the father and mother because there is no stable job and anxiety, the father went to several top three hospitals in the city without my knowledge to understand the recruitment situation, until later finally entered the ideal hospital, with a stable job, maybe the darkness is what our hearts want at that time, Or maybe opportunities are for those who are ready, and everything you want is as promised.
Parents love their sons, will be far-reaching, father and mother, treat me and my brother equally, break the idea of the rural people's preference for sons and daughters, even if they are more bitter, never complain to us, they silently sink, so that later thirty years of my ability to resist pressure is still very poor, encounter some difficulties and obstacles will be stagnant, no matter work or life, more or less there are ups and downs, but when you want to give up the moment, it is not only yourself, but the efforts and expectations of all people who love you, that is, a force will guide you to forge ahead, Without fear of wind and rain, smile slightly and look forward to the warm blossoms of the next spring!
About the Author:
Zhang Miaomiao, Tianshuiren, medical worker, likes writing, painting,