Source | Leisure time of the evening (public number: wqjgs2018)
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On the 28th of January, I carried my luggage and carried the sentence of 3 years in prison and 4 years of probation, and followed the prison guard toward the gate of the detention center.
Although freedom is getting closer and closer to me, my heart is getting heavier. Can my ex-wife Shu Lin let me see my daughter Tiantian? Can I still work as a real estate agent with a probationary sentence? If I can't do it, what should I do for a living?
I don't know the answers to these questions. Fear, trepidation, guilt wrapped around me tightly, leaving me on the verge of suffocation, and I could only hate that everything could not be repeated.
Half a year ago, I came home after attending a class reunion. Shu Lin saw that I had drunk a little too much, so she made me a cup of ginger tea.
Who knew that as soon as he swallowed a mouthful, my brother Lu Kai called and panicked that he was bullied by strangers when he and his friends were eating a night market near my house, and asked me to hurry up and help.
I have loved this brother since I was a child, and naturally I have to go out without saying a word. Shu Lin was worried that I was slightly drunk and impulsive, and she dissuaded me bitterly, saying that Lu Kai was a father and should learn to deal with problems by himself, and could not rely on his brother for everything. And proposed that she go to see the situation, call the police, and find a lawyer.
However, I couldn't listen at all, and pushed Shu Lin away and rushed to the door.
When I stumbled to the night market and saw a man five years old and three thick pressing Lu Kai under him and beating him desperately, my chest was like a volcanic eruption. I picked up the bench that had fallen to the side and slammed it on the man's head.
The man immediately fell to the ground motionless, blood flowing to the ground.
When the shout of "dead man" came from my ear, I fully woke up. I panicked and quickly dialed 120. Remorse is constantly pouring into my heart: Why don't I listen to Shu Lin's words, why can't I be more rational? What if this person has a good villain and I am sentenced, leaving Shu Lin and Tian Tian behind?
Fortunately, the man's life was saved, but unfortunately, he was identified as seriously injured, so my criminal responsibility could not be avoided.
In order to seek forgiveness and alleviate my guilt, Shu Lin collected 500,000 yuan to compensate the other party. And Lu Kai and my parents found all kinds of excuses for not taking a penny.
The lawyer Shu Lin hired for me was my friend, and when I learned all this from his mouth, my heart was full of mixed feelings.
Shu Lin's affection and righteousness made me grateful and guilty, while the selfishness and indifference of my parents and Lu Kai made me feel cold.
2
My hometown is in a remote small county, my parents' income is not high, coupled with the need to bear the pension of rural grandparents, life is stretched.
But I am a person who refuses to bow to fate, and I made a grand wish at a very young age, I must get ahead, and I must make the Lu family change its face.
I have been working while studying since I was in junior high school, and when I was in college, I achieved complete financial independence and sent home the money I saved for thrift.
After graduation, I worked as a second-hand housing agency, only because if I did a good job, my income was not enough.
In order to realize my dreams, I worked tirelessly to find and sell houses like Fang Xiangjin in "An Jia". In the process of hard work, my colleague Shu Lin and I knew and loved each other, and finally decided to stay together for the rest of our lives.
Shu Lin has no father and no mother, grew up around her grandmother, although her grandmother treats her well, but the cold eyes of her uncle and aunt make her long for a warm home that really belongs to herself.
After unremitting efforts, Shu Lin and I finally saved enough money to buy a second-hand house of 70 square meters and take root in this bustling city.
In fact, we are fully capable of buying a large-scale new house, but as the eldest in the family, I have always shouldered the heavy responsibility of taking care of my parents and helping my brother, and spent a lot of money on my parents' medical treatment, Lu Kai's study and marriage.
Fortunately, Shu Lin was kind and tolerant, and never blushed with me for this.
Shu Lin gave birth to her daughter Tian Tian in the fourth year of marrying me, and due to postpartum haemorrhage, she had to have her uterus removed.
Looking at Shu Lin, who was lying on the hospital bed for nine dead, I was heartbroken and swore that I would be doubly good to her in this life. However, my parents' attitude towards Shu Lin took a 180-degree turn.
3
In the past, my parents saw that Shu Lin never interfered with my spending money on the family, and everyone exaggerated the virtuousness of my daughter-in-law, but now when I saw that Shu Lin could not give birth to a grandson to our Lu family, I broke the incense in this vein, and I hated it in every way.
After they were sure that I would never change my wife, they put all their minds on Lu Kai, who had a son, and the bowl of water in the open and dark was uneven, refusing to help me take my daughter, and the pressure money given to TianTian and Dong Dong in the New Year was also different.
My parents still beat me from time to time, saying that TianTian is someone else's family sooner or later, there is no need to spend a lot of effort to cultivate, Lu Kai's son Dong Dong is his own person, and I, the uncle, must take responsibility.
When I talk about my brother, I really just shake my head.
Lu Kai and his wife are both college students, but the ability to earn money is too poor, and they do not know how to save, Yin eats grain, and as soon as he can't open the pot, he will ask for money.
To tell the truth, I am willing to help my own brother once in a while, but if I want to ignore my daughter and give all the money to my nephew to spend, no one can do it.
The feudalism and narrow-mindedness of my parents made me very helpless, but for the sake of family harmony, I listened to it, but Shu Lin couldn't stand it.
She tightened the family's finances and did not allow me to casually distribute my hard-earned commission as I had done before. I even used all our savings to buy a small second-hand house when the house price was low, one was to sell it as a down payment for the new house after the plan house price rose, and the other was that I had no money to give.
Shu Lin also clarified the truth to me: Lu Kai is a son, a husband, a father, must assume the responsibility of supporting the family and the elderly, if he has been relying on me, then he will be a parasite for the rest of his life.
I admit that Shu Lin is right, but I am used to being a pillar of the pillar, where I am fierce, so when Lu Kai gave the winter winter newspaper to the private kindergarten, I still cobbled together some money for him.
As a result, mom and dad and Lu Kai were too few, and they spread their resentment on Shu Lin and came to the door to quarrel with Shu Lin.
Shu Lin was so angry that she wanted to divorce me, but in order to have a complete family, she still put up with it. She warned me that if I helped my family again without any bottom line, she would never linger on the marriage.
It was also at this time that I deeply realized that my responsibility and dedication have been taken for granted by my relatives.
4
Shortly after Shu Lin clashed with her parents, the formalities for the newly purchased second-hand house were completely completed. When I was preparing to find a tenant, my parents, who had been helping Lu Kai take Dong Dong, were forced to move out because Lu Kai's father-in-law and mother-in-law wanted to come and live.
My parents, who did not want to go back to the county town, begged me to take me in, but Shu Lin resolutely refused to let them live in my house. Under my pleading, Shu Lin chose to give in and agreed to arrange for my parents to be in the newly purchased small house.
However, the small house was bought with a loan, and I had planned to be able to rent a loan, but now the plan failed, and I had to double my life.
Fortunately, after Shu Lin and I worked hard for three years and won several big orders respectively, we repaid the loan in advance and realized debt-free and light.
It was at this time that I made a big mistake by helping Lu Kai out. According to the law, I would have to go to jail for at least 5 years, which meant that my once happy life would be completely overturned. Just when my thoughts were gray, my lawyer friend brought a good news.
Due to Shu Lin's active compensation, the injured party finally wrote a letter of understanding, plus I have no previous conviction and sincere repentance, so the possibility of a suspended sentence is very high.
I really did not expect that Shu Lin would take out all the 300,000 inheritance left to her by her grandmother for me, and mortgage the house for 200,000 yuan.
And what about my blood relatives? It is possible to get not a penny out.
Lu Kai even said that when Shu Lin asked him for help, he just asked me to help, never let me do it, and whoever hit him should be responsible.
My heart was pounding together. When I thanked my lawyer friend in pain, he took out the divorce agreement written by Shu Lin.
Shu Lin told me through him that she helped me because of the one-night couple Bai Rien, and she filed for divorce because she didn't want to have anything to do with me and my family anymore.
Where I was willing to lose such a good wife, I asked my lawyer friend to help me persuade me, but Shu Lin had already made up her mind. My marriage to Shu Lin ended like this.
I gave Shu Lin all the property and sweet custody of the family and promised to give her back 500,000. The kind Shu Lin also promised to let my parents live in the small house until I regained my freedom and found a job and settled down.
I also asked my lawyer friends to tell my parents about the divorce, so that they could either go back to the county town or think of renting a house, and never go to quarrel with Shu Lin, otherwise I would never care about them in my life.
I received feedback that my parents didn't bother Shu Lin, but I also learned that they had been living in a small house.
5
Thinking, thinking, and with a bang, the door of the detention center opened, pulling me out of my memory.
I walked out the door and saw my dad waiting outside. He hurriedly greeted him, and said with some embarrassment that Lu Kai was busy at work and was not good at asking for leave.
I had a sneer in my heart, I saw that it was the New Year, and what else was there to be busy with! I asked Tian Tian about the latest situation of the mother and daughter.
Dad brushed his lips and said, "Husband and wife are originally the same forest bird, the big trouble is about to fly separately, your daughter-in-law is really dark-hearted, you will get divorced as soon as you have an accident." Lu Ming, it wasn't me who said you, how could you be stupid enough to give all your property to Shu Lin, at least you had to get the small house. ”
"Dad, Shu Lin took out a whole 500,000 yuan in order not to let me go to jail, if this is called heart blackness, then what is it called if you don't pay a penny?" I couldn't control it and shouted loudly.
Dad scratched his head in embarrassment and said, "Then we really can't get it!" ”。
I didn't speak again, and silently got on the bus with him, and to my surprise, he actually led me to get off the bus at the previous stop.
I asked why, and Dad blushed and said, "That... Lu Kai's family also moved in. ”
Originally, after beating me and being imprisoned, Lu Kai's family lacked my help, and life was very difficult, in order to repay the mortgage and raise their son, they had to rent out their own house and move to the small house where their parents lived. Since there is only one bedroom and one living room here, there is no place for me.
I threw my luggage on the ground and asked, "So where are you going to let me live?" ”
Dad said, "What a place for you not to live?" I rented you a room in the front city village, and the daily necessities are prepared for you, so you will be aggrieved for the time being. ”
"And are you going to live in that house forever?" But I told you, the house was already owned by Shu Lin. "I suppressed my anger.
"So I advise you to find a way to remarry Shu Lin, so that all the problems can be solved." Your life is as usual, and we have a safe place to live. Dad patted me on the shoulder.
Looking at my father's look of hatred for iron and steel, I clenched my teeth and clenched my fists. His thoughts, no, should be their thoughts I can not know, persuade me to remarry, is nothing more than to be able to lie in the house that already belongs to Shu Lin for a long time.
I didn't say a word, but I made up my mind. As soon as the Spring Festival passed, they had to make up their minds to force them to move. Shu Lin is extremely kind to me, and I can't do anything excessive.
I silently followed my father to the rental house. It was a house that was not as good as a cell: a narrow wire bed with a thin futon; pots and pans scattered on the table; a honeycomb coal stove under the window; no bathroom, no heating...
Dad put 500 yuan on the table and left in a hurry on the grounds of receiving winter and winter.
Looking at his familiar and unfamiliar back, I kneaded the money into a ball.
6
Not long after my father left, my former colleague Xiao Lu stood in front of me with several large bags of things.
He said he had inadvertently run into my dad signing a contract with the landlord and only then did he know that I would live here when I came out.
Xiao Lu said as he opened the bag. I saw him bring a quilt, clothes, an electric heater, and a pile of food.
As soon as I saw that the lunch box contained my favorite sweet and sour ribs and marinated chicken gizzards, I wondered if these would be from Shu Lin's hand.
Sure enough, Xiao Lu did not hide it, bluntly saying that Shu Lin entrusted him to send it.
My heart shattered in an instant. I couldn't hold back, and with tears in my eyes, I found Shu Lin, confessed to her, and thanked her.
Shu Lin said lightly that she did this for me, just looking at the past love and I was a tiantian father, let me not have other thoughts.
Looking at her determined back, I was heartbroken except for regret.
After two days of muddled nights, I was greeted by Chinese New Year's Eve, and my father told me to go back for Chinese New Year's Eve meal.
Halfway to the road, I received a call from Shu Lin, who said that one of her clients was about to come to the end of the tunnel, and because the other husband was on a mission and had no relatives or friends around, he approached her to help.
Shu Lin was inconvenient to take Tian Tian to the hospital, so she wanted to ask me to take care of it, and she came to pick her up as soon as she was busy.
To be able to eat the reunion dinner with TianTian, of course, I couldn't ask for it, and hurried to the place designated by Shu Lin.
I finally met my beloved daughter, who recognized me from afar and happily called me Daddy.
Looking at the idyllic and cute appearance, I cast a grateful look at Shu Lin. She has to earn money and take care of the children alone, and how hard it is for me to imagine.
After separating from Shu Lin, I took Tian Tian to the small house, and despite many dissatisfactions in my heart, I greeted everyone politely.
Lu Kai was very concerned about me, not only suggesting that I continue to work as a real estate agent, but also comforting me not to care about my past.
I thought about it and said, "Who can trust me now?" So I still went to learn a car repair craft, and earned some money to support myself and idyllic. ”
Lu Kai's eyes showed a little disappointment and then continued to persuade, I had a ride without a ride, until the meal was laid out, Lu Kai and I ended the awkward chat.
7
Mom's signature dish is crispy chicken, and when Dong Dong saw it, he was clamoring to eat a big chicken leg, and Dad clipped one to him.
I also wanted Tian Tian to taste it, so I gave her another chicken leg clip.
At the moment when I put the chicken leg into the Tiantian bowl, Dong Dong spat out the meat in his mouth and shouted, "That's mine too." "Say it and reach out to grab it."
But the fast-eyed tranquility did not let the winter succeed.
Dong Dong was so annoyed that he threw the bowl and cried, "You, the prisoner's daughter, actually came to my house to grab my chicken leg, you hurry up!" ”
Tian Tian also cried and said, "You are not allowed to call my father a prisoner, my father did something wrong to save your father." ”
Mom and Dad rushed to Dong Dong to take turns, but no one came to comfort Tian Tian. My heart seemed to reach into a pair of hands, taking away my few remaining feelings for my relatives little by little.
Lu Kai said indignantly, "Brother, how can you and Shu Lin educate your children like this?" What is a mistake to make in order to save me? I didn't fake that I called you, but I didn't let you hurt people, what does it have to do with me. ”
I pulled Tian Tian behind me and angrily said to him, "You have no conscience when you say this!" If you're not my brother, am I so impulsive? You do the math yourself, how much money has come to me over the years, just you got married and bought a house cost me 200,000, you not only do not understand gratitude, but also skimmed yourself clean, refusing to pay a penny of compensation. Now he is lying cheekily in his former sister-in-law's house. Before I was impulsive, I broke the law, I confessed, but I will never care about your business anymore, and please your son not to bully my daughter. ”
Lu Kai's face turned red and white, and he immediately turned his face to his father and said angrily and corruptly what I said about what the six relatives did not recognize.
Dad still knew some measure, afraid that I would really pull down my face to drive them away, and after scolding Lu Kai for a few words, he said: "Lu Ming, all children don't understand things, what do you adults mix with?" Sit down and eat, Idyllic loves crispy chicken, I'll ask your mother to make more to send. ”
At this moment, where can I sit down to eat, I sincerely hate these so-called relatives.
I didn't want to give in anymore, took a deep breath and said, "When I first divorced, I told Shu Lin that I would return the house to her when I came out." So please find a place to move after spring break. If you want to save money, you can live next door to me, and the landlord said that there are still a few empty houses. If you don't want to toss it, pay the rent to Shu Lin. ”
8
I said these words happily and then walked towards the door with Tian Tian.
My parents quickly pulled me aside and said that they were my biological parents, my idyllic grandparents, and I couldn't be so ruthless.
I asked, "Do you say that you are Tiantian's grandparents, did you take her for a day?" Is the love given to her the same as winter winter? ”
When Dad saw that the softness did not work, he put up the majesty of his parents and said that he had raised me, and I had to obey unconditionally.
I was too lazy to take care of it, and I slammed the door and left without turning my head.
Who knew that when we went down the stairs, I saw Shu Lin at the corner, and she seemed to be waiting for us, presumably after hearing everything that happened in Fang Cai's house and retreating here.
When Tian Tian saw Shu Lin, she immediately threw herself into her arms and cried about the grievances she had suffered.
Shu Lin whispered after comforting: "It's okay, My mother didn't prepare a bunch of delicious food for you, let's go home immediately while watching the Spring Festival Gala, while eating." ”
I didn't speak, just silently followed the mother and daughter.
When I came to Shu Lin's car, I solemnly apologized to her, and then took out a red envelope to TianTian.
Shu Lin brushed her hair and said, "The year is always going to be a good life, TianTian has been looking forward to eating with you, or get on the bus!" ”
As soon as the words fell, a warm current surged in my chest, and two lines of hot tears couldn't help but burst out.
In the tearful eyes, I saw a quiet smile, and I secretly told myself that no matter what the price, I would have to find the happiness that belonged to me.
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