"I've always felt that I'm not a person, I'm a commodity, I'm more of a thing than a person."
A leader in the longevity idol group "Highlights", an all-around entertainer who crosses entertainment programs and dramas. Yoon Doo-joon, who showed only a bright figure to the public, was the first to come out. Yoon Doo-joon, who released his first solo album in 12 years, borrowed a breather and shared his heartfelt heart.
He is the captain of the longevity idol group "Highlight" and a versatile artist who shuttles between variety shows and TV series. Yin Doujun had only shown a bright face to the public before, and he showed his heart for the first time. Yin Doujun, who released his first solo album in the 12 years since his debut, confided his true heart through drunkenness.
Yoon Doo-joon wrote on his Instagram on July 27, "I'm just me, and I think there are so many people who support me, help me and say good things. I've never helped them, but I'm so sorry to support, help, and sacrifice them for me."
On July 27, Yin Doujun wrote on his Instagram: "I am just me, there are so many people who support me, help me, and say nice things to me." I never helped them, but they really supported me, helped me, and sacrificed for me, and I'm so sorry. “
In the post, Yoon Doo-joon said, "To be serious, life wasn't fun. I felt so much that I wasn't alive. I'm just evaluated for the nature of my job, and something I'm not a person, it's like a commodity. I've always felt that it was more of a thing than a person.""
In this article, Yin Doujun said: "If you are sincere, then life is not interesting." Too many times I've felt that being alive is not being alive. Due to the nature of my profession, I can only be evaluated. I always feel like a commodity rather than a person, and [the outside world] always makes me feel this way," describing the emotions I felt in the process of performing arts activities.
Yoon Doo-joon also said, "When I'm out of value, the people who help me, the people who support me, lose. I think that's why I'm so sorry," he said, thanking those who supported him, saying, "I'm so grateful that you know what I sang seriously."
Yin Doujun also said: "If I become worthless, those who help me, those who support me, will suffer." I'm so sorry then", "Thank you very much for learning what I really sang", and expressed my gratitude to those who supported me.
In Yoon Doo-joon's 12th year, the group 'Highlights' was as much a team that had a lot of twists and bounds as it was achieved. The members, who made their debut as "Beasts" after being accused of being a recycling group, won the "Melon Music Awards" Artist of the Year award in 2011 and the KBS "Music Festival" Singer of the Year award. In 2016, after leaving the member Jang Hyun-seung, he chose the independent line to establish the planner "Around", and changed the group name to Highlights.
Yin Doujun dedicated 12 years to the group "Highlight", experiencing as many twists and turns as the achievements. After malicious accusations such as 'recycling group', the members who debuted as "BEAST" won the 2011 "Melon Music Award" Artist Award, KBS "Song Celebration" Singer of the Year Award, etc., and joined the ranks of the grand prize singers. In 2016, after member Zhang Xiansheng quit, he chose an independent route to set up a planning company "Around US Entertainment" and changed the name of the group to Highlight to start the campaign
In 2017, he became the first melon weekly chart to be re-released, but in 2019, after Yong Jun-hyung was removed, a former member joined the team and began a blank period. For Yoon Doo-joon, who felt a lot of pressure after the military white period, the good reaction he got from his first solo album would have been more than anything.
Since his debut in 2017, he won the Melon Weekly Championship for the first time and made a successful leap again, but after Long Junheng withdrew in 2019, all members enlisted in the army and began the military white period (a blank period caused by enlistment). For Yin Doujun, the military white period bears a great burden. The first solo album received a good response and is undoubtedly the most touching.
Since his debut, Yoon Doo-joon has been active not only in group activities, but also in acting and entertainment. He made a strong impression as a performer, starring in tvN's "Six-Sha Series" for three consecutive years, and made a presence in the entertainment realm by appearing fixedly on entertainment programs such as tvN's "Housebop Baekseon" and "Will You Deliver and Eat?". Yoon Doo-joon, who has expanded his career as an idol and has expanded his activities with acting and entertainment, has suffered trial and error at times as the environment surrounding him changes, and he is getting over it.
After Yin Doujun debuted, he was not only active in group activities, but also in acting skills and variety shows. In the TvN "Let's Eat Together Series" three consecutive champions as the starring role, as an actor left a deep impression on the audience, but also fixed the tvN "Home Cooking White Teacher", "Takeaway Eat Open" and other variety shows, in the field of variety shows also showed a sense of existence. Yin Doujun, as an idol, broadened his field of activities through acting skills and variety shows, and in the process of changing the environment around himself, although he occasionally experienced failures and mistakes, he was overcoming them.
It is routine to be evaluated by others for the job of being an entertainer. While the general public hears that people are vulgar when they share a class of people, celebrities are graded in detail, unsurprisingly. These ratings are used as a measure of casting works, ransoming advertisements, and appearing on broadcasts. The entertainment world is a world in which people are divided, prioritized, discriminated against, and received without a single glance.
As a profession, it is the norm to be evaluated by others. If you divide ordinary people into ranks, someone will say that you are shallow. But the level of the artist seems to be taken for granted, and the level is very finely divided. Such a well-set grade will directly affect the casting of works, advertising prices, and the scale of program performance. The entertainment industry is a world where people are ranked, prioritized, and treated differently without blinking an eye
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Some people say that it's "rather strange not to get mentally ill" with an entertainer. After 12 years there, Yoon Doo-joon lived with the idea that if he didn't show his best each time, he wouldn't have the next chance. The burden and fear felt by Yoon Doo-joon, who had to endure others' assessments, was evident in his drunkenness.
Some people even described the show business as "not mentally ill but strange". Yin Doujun, who has spent 12 years in such a place, has always lived in the idea that if he can't perform the best every time, then there will be no next chance. Yin Doujun only accepts the evaluation of others, and the sense of burden and fear he feels is fully reflected in his drunken mantra.
Why Yoon Doo-joon was able to endure a lonely night. It was the love of fans, friends and colleagues who keep Yoon Doo-joon alive for 12 years. Yoon Doo-joon said, "Thank you. Thank you so much. The country is because of you," he said, thanking his fans and pledging to live hard. Yang Yo-sop, a highlight member and old friend of Yoon Doo-joon's drunkenness, comforted him by commenting, "Let's be happy."
Reason why Yin Doujun was able to survive a lonely night. In the past 12 years, what has allowed Yin Doujun to survive is the love of fans and the support of friends and colleagues. Yin Doujun expressed his gratitude to the fans and was determined to try to live hard: "Thank you. Thank you so much. Thanks to all of you, I was able to exist! ”。 In response to Yin Doojun's drunken truth, Highlight member and old friend Leung Yiu-seop left a message saying " Happiness! ", comforted him.
On "Lonely Night," the title track of "Daybreak," yoon Doo-joon sings the loneliness and emptiness of life, saying, "It's a night I can't fill, it's my heart as dark as this night," and "I'm lost." However, Yoon Doo-joon's life is worthwhile in his presence alone, as he candidly shares his feelings of burden and anxiety, but also appreciates his love and commits to the future he will build.
In the title song "Lonely Night" of his debut solo album "Daybreak" in the past 12 years since his debut, Yin Doujun sang about the loneliness and emptiness in life: "This is a night that cannot be filled", "My heart is as dark as this night", "Lost". However, although Yin Doujun frankly expressed his sense of burden and uneasiness, he was grateful to be loved and determined to fight for future development. Yin Doujun's life, the existence itself is value.
Key vocabulary
취기 [Noun] Drunk, drunk
특성 【Noun】Characteristics, characteristics
값어치 [noun] value
독자 [Noun] Independent route
재도약 [noun] jumped again, jumped again
Emphasis on grammar
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Used to modify nouns, there are the following uses. 1. It means that the speaker is still remembering what he has experienced in the past, and only expresses the recollection of the past. 2. It can also indicate a fact that has continued since a certain moment in the past, or refers to something that has not been completed in the past. 3, it can also mean that until a certain point in the past, that thing has been happening repeatedly.
The day I took the university entrance exam, it snowed.
It also snowed on the day of my college entrance examination.
As soon as I'm done, I'm going to finish it.
Finish the rest before you go.
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Represents a juxtaposition or is used as a verb to indicate that two or more actions simultaneously perform "one side... One side...", "side... Side...", "... and...". At this time, it is preceded by no time-based ending
They returned singing
They came back singing
People are talking as they walk.
People walked and chatted.