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Secrets that cannot be told

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Secrets that cannot be told

Ming Kai, a nineteen-year-old rural youth, opened a barber shop in a neighboring town. After more than a year of hard work, the barber shop was finally moved from the remote lower street to the most prosperous part of the ancient town, and successfully won the heart of the town's talented girl Yun'er.

Ming Kai, who was partial to the outside world and was proud of his love scene, was detained at the police station on trumped-up charges because he had no social experience in recruiting people to set up a plan, and was detained for fifteen days.

After MingKai was released, he was infamous, and his business plummeted. There are always people who come to find excuses to suppress them.

Ming Kai could no longer stay in the bustling old street, so he had to transfer the small shop at a low price and reopen another store in another street closer to the city, hoping to make a comeback.

Ming Kai, who had planted a heel once, encountered layers of exploitation by local land hooligans, and finally relied on his excellent haircut skills to slowly gain a foothold in a new place.

He wanted to expand the storefront, every time he made a little money, he added a little equipment, he worked hard like a swallow to run the small shop, and after a few months, the small shop finally improved, and some equipment was added, and he believed that after two more years and at most three years, his shop would become the biggest barber shop on the street.

However, no one expected that because Ming Kai had something to do and go back to his hometown for a night, the small shop he had managed to open was looted.

Successive blows plunged Ming Kai into a desperate situation, and a deep sense of powerlessness slowly engulfed him.

At this time, Ming Kai's cousin Mu came, Mu's father died early, and his mother raised him with hard work. The Mu family clanged poorly, but I don't know when Mu suddenly became rich, not only bought a motorcycle, but also opened the largest video hall in the town of his hometown.

The appearance of wood opened up another new and exciting world for Ming Kai, and this spring night, Ming Kai had the idea of taking a risk.

So, at night, Ming Kai and Mu walked like ghosts through the city's commercial buildings. For a time, newspapers and television frequently appeared in the small town to surprise the snitch news.

When his girlfriend Yun Er came to play, she found that there was an extra TV set and some high-end electrical appliances in the store. An ominous premonition envelops Yun'er, who asks where these things came from, and Ming Kai says that it is cousin Wood.

MingKai's cousin Mu Yun'er saw that it was the day after the Minkai shop was stolen, and Mu came over on a motorcycle. Wood was very handsome, he was slender and handsome. The light corners of the lips are a little fragrant and handsome. But Yun Er saw a bit of evil in the corner of Mu's mouth, and she felt that Mu only opened a video hall and could not make so much money.

Early the next morning after the wooden walk, sirens whistled in the street. The supply and marketing cooperatives were stolen, and the valuable goods in the supply and marketing cooperatives were almost emptied.

Yun Er always felt that this matter was related to Mu, but she had no evidence. She was worried that Mu would take Ming Kai to a crooked road, and before returning home, She told Ming Kai not to interact with Mu.

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Now, Yun Er saw these high-end electrical appliances out of thin air in the store, and knew that she was powerless to return to heaven. But no matter how she knocked on the side, Ming Kai was sure that his cousin Wood had placed it here...

Yun Er smiled bitterly: "Whoever plays with life will be punished by life." You don't have to hide from me, if you don't want to lose me, just turn yourself in. I'll give you a month, you turn yourself in, I promise to wait for you, if you don't feel at ease, I can get the marriage license with you first..."

Ming Kai's heart is full of mixed feelings: Punishment! Who says that if you do something wrong, you will be punished? If so, the people who wronged him, the rogues who came into the shop without paying for it and took his things; and why didn't the thieves who stole his little shop go unpunished?

Tell him to turn himself in, joke! He would not turn himself in, so how could he possibly turn himself in? Who wants their best youth to be spent in prison? Besides, if he went to turn himself in, how should his cousin Mu give an account?

But Mingkai is a boy with a heart, how can he miss this great opportunity? So he promised in his mouth that he immediately asked his parents to entrust someone to find a relationship, and wanted to take the marriage certificate first, so that Yun Er and his marriage would be nailed down.

However, the legal age of marriage needs to be at least twenty-two years old, and the difference of three or two months is still easy to deal with, but Mingkai is not yet twenty years old, which is too much difference. Besides, their family has no social foundation, so how can they get a marriage license?

Yun Er came a month later, after she came, Ming Kai went to cook, Yun Er saw that there was a guitar in the bedroom, obviously stayed for a while, she knew that this guitar Ming Kai had not been there before.

After standing for a long time, Yun Er picked up the guitar, went to the big tree on the side of the road outside the small shop, moved a chair, sat down there, and began to play the guitar.

In that era, there were not many people who bought guitars, not to mention that Yun Er was young and beautiful, which naturally attracted the attention of many people.

In fact, Yun Er does not play guitar, of course, it is not completely impossible, it will only play a song "Want to have a home", and will only pull a single tone.

However, just as Yun Er was playing with the guitar, she heard a "boo" sound, and the string broke. A bitter smile accompanied by tears silently slipped from Yun'er's thin face.

It is often said that the money is not exposed, not to mention that the guitar that Yun Er took was dirty, more than a month ago Ming Kai did business before, that is, the old town where Yun Er was located, there was a store department that operated kitchen utensils that was stolen, and surprisingly, that night, a nearby photo studio used for photography was also stolen at the same time.

Everyone said that this thief was still a literary lover, and he had to climb up the third floor with so much effort in order to steal a guitar.

When the police in the old town received the report, it was already evening, and the director personally brought someone there. Yun Er was very calm, Ming Kai was taken to the police car by the police, and the director looked at Yun Er with complicated eyes and said, "Sorry, disturbed your rest." He gently closed the door for Yun Er.

A guitar made Ming Kai East Window incident, he was sentenced to five years, and his cousin Mu was sentenced to seven years.

Five years later, Ming Kai's heart sank to the bottom, and he did not dare to expect that Yun Er would wait for him, but he did not dare to imagine that what was the meaning of life without Yun Er for him?

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Ming Kai did not expect that Yun Er would agree to wait for him, and Ming Kai did not believe that Yun Er, who was in her youth, would be able to withstand a five-year wait.

Ming Kai was sent to Jiangbei Farm for labor reform, and he was assigned to the agricultural team.

Ming Kai had seen on TV that new prisoners would always be bullied by old prisoners, so he was mentally prepared, and sure enough, he and another new prisoner who had just been separated were called by old teammates on the first day to do dirty work, and the team member was beaten up because he was not convinced.

Ming Kai did the dirtiest and most tired work without a word, but he didn't want to be bullied like this all the time, and Ming Kai had wanted to wrench his wrist with the leading Jie to show his strength. But looking at his big size, he was worried that he would not be able to hold the field, so he wanted to find an opportunity to outsmart.

Working in the brick factory on this day, the big man named Jay, in order to deter the new prisoners, he picked up a brick on the ground, slapped the brick down, the brick was split into two pieces, and the teammates applauded!

Ming Kai once saw Yun Er perform the hand blade Ma Guangshi, and at that time he worshipped the unwanted. Later, the two became lovers, and he asked Yun Er why her palm strength was not as strong as his, and how she could split the horse light stone that was harder than a brick.

Under his stalking, Yun Er taught him the unique skill of hand-bladed Ma Guangshi (in fact, he used ingenuity and skill to fight with force).

Thinking of this, Ming Kai had a clever move, and he found a piece of Ma Guangshi in the sand and slowly placed it on the big bluestone. Seeing that it attracted the attention of his teammates, Ming Kai took a deep breath and said, "I haven't practiced for a long time, I'll try." ”

He pressed ma guangshi with his left hand, and his right palm split against Ma Guangshi, and the hard ma guangshi broke into two pieces. Ming Kai felt that his palm hurt badly (mainly because he was worried that the force was small, and the splitting was constantly ma Guangshi, so he used too much force), but he had a smile on his face (secretly calling for luck, thinking that it was good to entangle Yun Er to learn this trick, and finally came in handy).

The teammates were shocked, and the big man Jie picked up the broken Ma Guangshi and took a look at it, suddenly took out a cigarette from his pocket, and respectfully handed it to Ming Kai: "Look at the brothers look white and pure, it turns out that they are still practicing family, it is really a real person who does not show his face, admire and admire!" ”

After this day, MingKai got along well with his teammates.

There are large cotton fields in the four-point field, and on this day, Ming Kai and his teammates are picking cotton in the cotton fields, when they suddenly see a slim girl walking on the road, which is Yun Er.

Ming Kai was stunned, and the labor prisoners could only receive relatives and friends on the fifteenth of the month. Today is not the day of reception, and it is reasonable to reason that prisoners are not allowed to receive relatives and friends.

Sure enough, Ming Kai saw that the discipline stopped Yun Er. Yun Er did not know what she said to the discipline, handed the discipline a certificate, the discipline looked at it carefully, gave it back to Yun Er, turned around and called Ming Kai.

Ming Kai floated up to the field amid the envious eyes and whistles of his teammates.

She bought Lin Kai a pair of shoes and two pairs of socks, told him to have a good relationship with everyone, said that she had found a job, and wanted Ming Kai to rest assured that she would try to see him once a month in the future.

shop

What Yun Er showed the correctional cadres was a reporter's interview card. In fact, although Yun Er's education is not high, when she was still in the town, she began to dabble in news writing, and her works were published in several local newspapers, and she was a special correspondent for a magazine.

In order to wait for Ming Kai, Yun Er went to the city to find a job in a restaurant and quickly promoted from an ordinary waiter to a business manager.

Ming Kai is also very adaptable, he is hard at work, never picks and chooses when he works, and actively participates in various activities carried out by the prison, trying to learn everything he can learn.

A year later, Ming Kai was allowed to open a hair salon outside the prison, also had some freedom, and because of his good performance, he was rewarded with a six-month sentence reduction.

Yun Er changed a job, the new unit has a performance award, she saw that Ming Kai is becoming more and more stable, in order to increase performance. She slowly extended the time of the visit to the prison from once a month to once every two months or even once in March.

Yun Er would occasionally write a small article to submit to the newspaper, and when the discipline saw that there was Yun Er's work in the newspaper, he would show it to Ming Kai, and once, the discipline brought a daily newspaper, and Ming Kai saw Yun Er's photo in the supplement and smiled so brightly.

Yun'er's achievements make Ming Kai both proud and uneasy, and it seems that every step Yun Er takes forward means a step farther away from him. Ming Kai knew that Yun Er had always had suitors around her, and some of them were very good.

And himself, what can he give Yun Er? If he was outside, he could still struggle hard, and maybe barely catch up with her.

But now, as a prisoner, what he can give Yun Er, except shame and burden, can not give her anything, can only become a stumbling block on Yun Er's way forward.

He Xuyun did not propose to break up, just because of the kindness in her bones. It is better to take the initiative to let go, at least, to leave a self-esteem for yourself.

After a month-long ideological struggle, after Yun Er had not visited for more than two months, Ming Kai finally wrote a letter to Yun Er.

Rhymes:

Hello!

I haven't written to you in a long time, it seems that it is only because in my heart, I have always thought that we can exclude language and talk with our hearts.

But in how many sleepless nights, reason has said to me over and over again: "Love you, let go of you!" You deserve a better life. ”

At this time, my heart is very calm, it can be said that it is unusually calm. Looking back at the road we have walked side by side, although most of the steps are printed with sadness, there is also a little sweetness that the world has never written.

Since we met, although I have always hoped that happiness can be with you, in fact, I have never been able to bring you, even if it is a day of real happiness. On the contrary, it brings you immeasurable pain, and I am an unforgivable sinner before you!

Thinking about it now, I was too dissatisfied. To be able to have you once, for me, a poor boy with no morals and no talent, is already three lifetimes lucky, how can I still hope to have it forever without knowing the depth?

Before, I was young and crazy, and I always wanted to create a better future for you with my own hands.

How ridiculous it is to think about it now! In fact, I know in my heart that even if I don't go to prison, there is still a big gap between us. In any way, I am not worthy of you, and perhaps the wealth I have created in my life is not worth mentioning in your eyes.

Besides, now, the distance between us is getting farther and farther away, maybe one day, you will become the existence I look up to.

Rhymes, thank you for your love! Before I met you, I lived in a dark world. It was you who gave me a clear sky that is always worth remembering, and it was you who made me truly appreciate the true meaning of happiness.

Even if you offer to break up, I don't have any reason to blame you...

But I know, you're too kind for you to open your mouth, so let me propose to break up!

Forget me, Rhyme, there are so many people asking for your forgiveness. I hope that after tonight, all our past, like my name, will never appear in your memory again!

I'm sorry! Yun'er, I owe you too much, I can't repay you in this life, so I'll pay you back in the next life.

I only hope that without my drag, your world can be clear.

Minkai

five

Yun Er bought a lot of gifts to see Ming Kai, but she did not expect to meet her, but it was Ming Kai's coldness and alienation.

Yun Er read the letter that Ming Kai handed her, and the tears of grievance poured out without a fight: Why? All her efforts and efforts, but can not be exchanged for MingKai's trust?

Yun'er's parents are over sixty years old, and she was once their proudest daughter. However, in order to wait for Ming Kai, she repeatedly refused the relatives introduced to her by her relatives at home, making almost a rebellion, and every time she went home to face her parents, she felt that she was a sinner.

Minkai's family was poor, and he didn't even have a bedroom to live in. In order to have a capital to open a store after Ming Kai was released from prison, Yun Er used the holidays to run the market, and she reinvested her income. She bought clothes and shoes for Ming Kai, and bought supplements for her parents, she always wanted to do her best, but who could understand her suffering?

Yun Er's heartache is severe, she escapes the pursuit of the opposite sex one at a time, why does Ming Kai not understand her hard heart?

Ming Kai looked at Yun Er, who couldn't cry, and suddenly his heart ached indescribably. He couldn't hold back any longer, reached out and took Yun Er in his arms, he kissed Yun Er's tears that kept oozing out, and said sorry.

Yun Er put her palm on Ming Kai's chest and said fiercely, "If I have the slightest intention of leaving you, let me go out and be hit by a car."

Ming Kai hugged Yun Er tighter, and he sighed softly in his heart: Why is he really willing to break up with Yun Er? Every time Yun Er came to see him, she bought him daily necessities, and she herself had a total of several sets of clothes, sometimes even wearing old clothes from three years ago, she did not wear any jewelry on her body, and she did not even have the lipstick and cosmetics necessary for girls in her bag... How could he get a girl like Yun Er to fall in love with each other? Even if he let him die for her, he was willing.

Fortunately, the road of life is still long, and Ming Kai secretly swears: In this life, he will definitely not fail Yun Er, and he will strive to reduce his sentence again, and try to shorten the time that Yun Er waits for.

After going back, in order to make Ming Kai completely relieved, Yun Er changed jobs again, she entered a newspaper, took the initiative to ask to deal with readers' manuscripts, and dealt with her all day, except for a telephone, there were only a lot of manuscripts and newspapers.

At the same time, she introduced Mingkai's little sister to the daily newspaper distribution department, close to her, and could tell Mingkai about her recent situation at any time.

Finally, Ming Kai once again received a nine-month commutation and was released from prison early.

Three months later, Yun Er and Ming Kai held a simple wedding in Ming Kai's hometown.

On the night of the candlelight in the cave room, Ming Kai stared at the delicate yun'er like a flower, but listened to yun'er weakly say: "There is a secret, I have been hiding it in my heart for four years, I don't know if I should tell you."

A shallow smile appeared on Ming Kai's face: "Yun'er, it's time to put it down!" I know your secret, I don't blame you, I know you're for my good. But after all, we are not living in a vacuum, there are some secrets, can not be said, say the impact is too big, you still always hide in the heart. ”

"Good!" Yun Er breathed a heavy sigh of relief: Yes, since it is a secret that cannot be said, let it be hidden in the bottom of your heart forever!

Secrets that cannot be told