Gautz published six books in his lifetime and was interviewed by journalists from around the world, but he said he failed to fulfill his wish 30 years ago: "Focus on the existence of his wife." ”
He was reluctant to attend his wife's funeral and to receive her ashes from someone else, so they chose to commit suicide together at their home in Paris in 2007...
Meet: At a glance, the rest of your life is you
What does it look like to meet the right person? Gozz met his wife D, can be regarded as love at first sight, Hatsumi was fascinated by her, felt that he was his lifelong dream, met again just a soft hello has been satisfied, the third meeting, he simply and directly asked her to dance together, she agreed, the two people opened the first perfect date.
After that, they stayed together almost every night, watching movies together, dancing, communicating together, D read a lot of books, they talked about Elliott together, they talked about Tolstoy together...
At night, the two of them snuggled up in their dilapidated home, lying on the sofa that had collapsed deeply for the bed, and D was not at all disgusted with Gozi's ascetic life, and naturally accepted everything.
After spending some time together, Goetz needs to go back to his home in Vienna, the sweet two people are silent together when they are facing separation, Goetz takes out a gold watch chain and gives it to D, D thinks that he may not come back, and his heart is like a knife...
When he got home, Gauz spent the rest of his time in his room except for eating, and one day suddenly he said to his mother, "I want to go back to Lausanne."
The mother asked, "What is so good about Lausanne that makes you so ghostly?" ”
"Lausanne has a room of mine, some friends with some books, and a woman I love," Gauz said.
Then he set foot on the way back to the city, and when Goetz rushed back, the door was closed, and without a key, he opened the door wide with a knife, and to his surprise, D was at home, huddled on the sofa waiting for him.
Nothing could tear apart two young people who were in love, and they even thought of getting married. But Gautz, who has studied philosophy, has always been skeptical about marriage. But D conquered Gautz with his own philosophy of life, and even after Gauz suggested that a writer's life may be boring, D's answer will be simple, so write it your way.
In a person's life, it is very rare to meet a person who understands himself. In the fall of 1949, they got married.
Experience: Life is really hard, and it is very sweet to have you
But shortly after getting married, Goetz was unemployed, but D said that it didn't matter, even without this job, we would live the same way, and in the difficult days, D would share the family's expenses, she would go to work as a model for the painter, to work as a tour guide for the tour group, and in the most difficult times, she and Goetz also went to the street together to sell newspapers... Together, they faced everything optimistically.
Two people's hearts are in the same direction, even if they are financially scarce, as long as they are happy together.
Later, they got Sutter's help, Goetz got a job as a translator and a newspaper, and the two of them got better. Years later, Goetz's work "Traitor" was published, and their life got better and better, walking together for 2 hours a day, D made Goetz more and more aware of life.
However, there are always some accidents in life that will break the calm, and then D suffers from arachnoid disease, severe headaches, so that she has a bad night's rest, she does not want to take medicine, does not want to rely on analgesics, so she began to practice yoga, trying to alleviate her pain.
Gauz faced the pain of his beloved wife, there was nothing he could do...
Goetz began to gradually reduce his work, even planning to retire early, and together they calculated the time of separation, his wife cooking, and went to find food that was more suitable for her.
Goetz also began to reflect on what is the most important thing in a person's life, looking at his wife in pain, he found the answer: "There is only one thing that is the most important, and that is to be with you." ”
What is love? It's an age-old question, but everyone's answer is different, and for Gauz and his wife, D, love is, being with you.
Perhaps this most simple love is the most beautiful love in the world, someone accompanies me to stand at dusk, someone asks me porridge is warm, walk through the four seasons together, count the years together, true and beautiful!