Collector 008 | Confrontation in the river of time
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Collector 008: Confrontation in the River of Time
April 22, 2016
Inscription: Some people do their real self in their voices, some people do their real self in the mask, but she makes her true self back in the letter, scratching the confrontation of the years with her handwriting.
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"Who are you?"
Hello everyone, I am a patient of two hundred Wu, the characteristics of madness, literature and art or not, but the only certainty is that I am a severe patient of nostalgia.
"Why collect letters?"
There is no special idea for writing letters, and when I was in junior high school, I started by accident, feeling that pen pals were a rare existence, but after correspondence, I liked this feeling of not seeing the substance, as if I was talking to myself, writing and reading, from adolescence until college graduation.
The development of technology has made communication so simple, and a phone call has made the end of the world so far away, but when the waiting time is given the skill of fast-forwarding, the meaning is minimal.
In daily life, the communication with friends is mostly face-to-face, but I have always felt that words are more desirable than words in my mouth, and the convenience of communication has led to many of us saying things that cannot be spoken, not that we can't, but always feel that coming to Japan is long. Letters, both like self-dialogue and can get feedback, such as letters when there are expectations, there are surprises when receiving letters, there are involuntarily slightly raised corners of the mouth when reading letters, all the details are poured into the tip of the pen, which is why the pen pals can maintain so many years, but many friends have gone away.
"Changes brought about by letters?"
Talking about changes, the letters of so many years are like a pair of eyes that quietly observe themselves, recording their adolescence to the present in words. So many changes are subtle, accumulated to a certain amount, and finally at some point a powerful force erupted, let me myself be surprised that the list of words has such a powerful power, the beginning of the story is a mainland three customs of bitter love songs.
Three years ago, the afternoon was in a bad mood, and life was filled with graduation work. On the bus home, the door opened, and he stood on the transit platform, smiling and asking me if I wanted to go home together. We were old acquaintances, the script was ridiculously clichéd, the classmates, the crush, silent attention, the subject was me.
The mental activity after the encounter is very antagonistic, entangled in the first step, afraid of the final result. In fact, he was an old man, and he knew each other's characteristics in his heart, and if he could have results, it would be a good fate. The so-called personality discord in the relationship really exists, the boy's desire for freedom nature, the girl's dedication to love, the slightest deviation will hurt both. But a woman trapped in love is as fragile as a baby and at the same time as brave as a warrior.
Then he laid out candles all over the floor and said if they wanted to try again. The next few days, busy in love, busy growing up, and communicating with pen pals less and less, finally two months later, I wrote that letter, which I did not expect to be the last letter. It was after that letter that overflowing love devoured the balance of my intellect and feelings.
Two months ago, overflowing emotions led to broken hearts, and I was obsessed with unforgettable feelings, unwilling to believe that the feelings held in my hands had long since lost their vitality. My pen pal, who had not corresponded for two years, sent a message to share with me the mood after watching the movie, recalled the original letter, asked about my recent situation, and was in tears. The photo of the letter was sent over, and after reading it, I woke up, in fact, all the source is the obsession in the heart, the one who remembers the person, will one day forget, the direction of all things has been obvious, the balance of love has been tilted on the other side, the end is a relief.
I was sober and sane in the letter, saying that it was a god-given attempt with him, and if it was not appropriate, I would admit it. As a result, I was planted in love, the last letter was two years away from now, this dream of girlish feelings was also done for two years, and the comfort of the epiphany made me cry and laugh, and I was glad that I really woke up from this dream.
At the end of the story, these years of self-growth to regain the time of solitude, in this noisy world is really rare, communicating with pen pals is like talking to yourself, sober and real.
"What kind of psychology do you think the collector is, is it a disease?"
The original intention of the collector must be to love in the heart, not to over-embellish, but to miss day and night. Writing to me, like drinking a glass of water, the body feels comfortable and then needs it, this psychology is more like a habit, and the life with it is more complete and determined.
Human figure is a very strange animal, even with an e-reader, willing to go through paper books, although the phone is full of photos, and eventually recall youth in film photos. Maybe people are nostalgic for the past, and the process of slowing down makes people immersed in it, just like in the movie, when there is no e-mail that can be reached in a second, waiting for a letter, a long life. But slow down, in order to write elegant and romantic words, slower, in order to carefully find the love of hope.
"What do you want to say about these letters?"
In fact, I wanted to say something to my pen pal, the man who traveled the city with all the letters in the dark, how many days with my sanity, on that day he untied the knot of his heart, took me back to the waking time, a self-confrontation.
The meaning of the text is to record the mood at that time, it is different from the photos and video frequencies is the need for imagination and memory intervention, and then read the words on the paper, just like seeing yourself at that time, the taste of which only you can understand.
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