I am nineteen years old and have been in social work for five years. Time passed in a hurry, and in the blink of an eye, the hairy boy who did not know the height of the sky became afraid and silent.
I didn't want to think so much before, I ate and drank every day, played when I wanted, slept when I wanted, and had my parents used to it. Nowadays, when adults are grown up, the joys of childhood have now become very luxurious, the joy of children is innocent, and in the world of adults, happiness is mixed with many material needs. For the sake of quality and quantity, we must obtain happiness in a process of comparison, or be compared by others. I never liked this, but I was always trapped in the circle of comparison, subtly, and slowly became less and less like myself.
Maybe it's the price of becoming big, but it's also a personal factor of thought, and I believe that everyone has his definition of life.
After quitting my job a few years ago, I am now caught in the confusion of finding a job, which is really a turn of feng shui. Our needs for life are always endless, no matter where we are in any place, in any industry, over time, we will get tired of it. Aspirations are always shrinking, and as I am, they are rising. I don't know how to pour out the bitterness in my heart, facing the chai rice oil and salt of life, even if it is hard, I can always survive. It's just that people are not willing to accept the existing conditions, the times are progressing, people's thinking is also changing, and people's needs for life are no longer enough to be satisfied by eating and drinking. After the physiological needs are satisfied, various desires will appear. "When desires cannot be satisfied, people become anxious."
Everything should be done step by step, life should also be slowly tasted, the ancients cloud, unsatisfactory, nine times out of ten. If suffering is regarded as the norm of life, suffering is not suffering. Sweet and sour, bitter and spicy, is life.
