The Difficult Years of Pregnancy and Childbirth (III)

When I was in my tenth month of medical treatment, I finally got what I wanted and became pregnant with the baby of my dreams. Ten months should be short compared to some people, but only those who experience it can appreciate the taste, and these ten months, on their own spiritual level, are as long as ten years. But in any case, I am lucky, and I have successfully taken at least half of the journey in the difficult years.

For the next three months of fetal protection, I took a leave of absence from the company because I would occasionally have a small amount of vaginal bleeding. For me, who was pregnant with a baby, I only got out of bed after eating, going to the toilet, going to the hospital every day for fetal protection injections, and lying still in bed the rest of the time became my daily life. In these three months, the most difficult thing should be the first worry that the vaginal bleeding will miscarry, lying in bed every day is really boring, then you will think about a lot of things, and every day will be easy to suffer from gains and losses. The second is the fetal protection injection, the left and right sides of the buttocks near the injection are all hard lumps (because the tire protection needle is oily, not very good to suck), every time the injection, the doctor let me go home and apply hot water. The third is that morning sickness begins almost from the third month of pregnancy. Can't eat anything, eat what you spit out. It feels like eating nothing tasteful. I myself love spicy food, and I can eat spicy things a little, but I am afraid that eating spicy will catch fire, and I can only eat less spicy and stimulating things during pregnancy. So basically I can't eat anything, so I can only drink a few mouthfuls of soup. In fact, I am really hungry, but I can't eat, and this feeling of morning sickness and nausea should only be experienced by pregnant people. Sometimes I see my husband eating everything and eating, and I also feel aggrieved and angry, how can I only be hungry. But think about it, for the sake of the little life in your belly, bear with it.

Sometimes you have to learn to be patient. Learn to endure the darkness before dawn to see your own sunshine. After the rain, you have a chance to see the rainbow.

By the time I was 4 months pregnant, the physical discomfort slowly eased and there was no vaginal bleeding. According to the doctor's words, after three months, now the vitality of small life is relatively vigorous, just like the fruit on the tree, it is easy to drop when it is not ripe, and when it grows well, it is not so easy to drag it. The doctor's words were also like a needle in the sea, which made me feel comforted and relaxed in my heart. In the remaining days of pregnancy in October, all I did was check on time, eat scientifically and rationally, exercise in moderation, and look forward to the arrival of small life. This period of time was perhaps the most at ease, the most relaxed, the most anticipated, and the most enjoyable period of time in my entire pregnancy and child-seeking process. That's really a hope of life.

Looking back on these years, I would like to thank my family, especially my husband, for giving me the greatest support and comfort, he is like a needle in my heart, so that I have the motivation and direction to move forward. I would also like to thank my former leaders for giving me the greatest understanding, as long as I took a leave of absence, I never said a word. Finally, I also want to thank myself, no matter how much I have collapsed, after wiping away my tears, I will continue to move forward, only because there is light in my heart and dreams in my heart.

In the end, I would like to say to those who are still working the road to seeking children, come on, believe in yourself, as long as there is hope, there is a driving force for progress.