Sorry, my boy! I knew you were coming, but I sent you away again. I know that from now on, I have attached sin to my soul, and this sin can only be redeemed with my life.
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Every day, many lives come and go, some in a hurry, some faltering. Child, Dad wants to walk with you for thirty or fifty years, I watch you grow, you accompany me to grow old!
Child, I understand your desire, see your persistence, and hear your cry! But I really can't bring you into this world, not because I don't want to, because I can't! Life is worthy of respect, growth requires quality! Men are born to be the pillars, but Dad's pillar is too thin and fragile! I hate my incompetence! For the sake of your two brothers, for the sake of your mother, I really have no choice.
Never meeting is goodbye!
Child, bless you, your life will surely bloom the most beautiful glory in good people's homes!
If there is reincarnation in life, in the next life I would like to appear with you in any form to atone for my actions today!