I am a 35-year-old single woman, and the recent incident made me unforgettable for a long time, and it seemed that my heart was overshadowed and I could never get out of it. I know in my heart that everything has become the past, but my heart can never forget him, many friends around me say that I am stupid, but I just love him deeply, this may be fate.
The person I can't forget is my ex-husband, we spent 5 years of married life together, but because of a betrayal, my relationship with him came to an end, just recently we ended this marriage, but my heart is like being shackled, the heart is heavy and painful. Speaking of this relationship, there are still some fates, and at the beginning I also felt incredible, but in the end I was still touched by him.
He and I have known each other for a long time, and we were classmates in college. When I was in school, we were from the same county seat, so it was a little closer. He and I are both from the countryside, and the family conditions are almost the same. My parents were ordinary farmers, planting a few acres of land, my father worked outside the home for a long time, and the family was busy with his mother alone, and his life was very poor.
In contrast, his family conditions were better, his parents had good jobs, but his mother's serious illness put a heavy burden on his family from then on. It is precisely because we were born in the countryside and grew up in the countryside, and the conditions are almost the same, so when I was in school, I liked to chat with him, and we had many common topics. At that time, he was very handsome, humorous and funny, and was deeply liked by girls. Among them was a good friend of mine, who was very fond of him and always asked me to secretly convey love to him.
This friend of mine was very pretty, fair-skinned, in good shape, and was recognized as a class flower at that time. But what I didn't expect was that he didn't have any thoughts about her, and it wasn't until the end that I realized that he had some thoughts about me at that time.
Then we graduated and went to work together, and it wasn't until at one of my birthday parties that his thoughts came to me. I vividly remember the scene that day, he held a large bouquet of roses, posed a heart shape on the birthday cake, and courted me in front of his classmates and friends. At that time, I was both surprised and a little excited, this was the first time I received flowers, and it was also the first time I was pursued by the opposite sex, I agreed to him surrounded by classmates and friends, and my love journey with him began.
We were in love for 3 years, in order to have a house of our own when we got married, I worked hard with him, during the relationship we rarely went out to eat together, even clothes were not willing to buy a few pieces, our love was spent in this more shabby condition. Later, with the help of our parents, we finally bought our own house, and my relationship with him also came to fruition, and we held a grand wedding in our own house.
He was still very nice to me at the beginning of the marriage, until the third year after our marriage, the presence of a woman changed the pattern of our marriage. She was the daughter of the owner of my ex-husband's company, a woman who had stayed in the ocean. He is very appreciative of my ex-husband, and he is very caring at work, and she constantly promotes him at work in various ways.
At first, I was very happy, thinking that he had met a nobleman, but later, this so-called appreciation became the fuse that pulled me away from him. They talked about their feelings behind my back, and it was too late when I realized that something was wrong. I repeatedly begged him to break off relations with her, but he was deeply involved in it, and he forced me to divorce with her. His actions broke my heart and I was even more overwhelmed, and later because the relationship became worse and worse, I reluctantly divorced him.
Until now, my heart is still thinking about him, although it is full of hatred for him, but I still can't forget, he is too desperate, too cruel...
@Xuan Yingxiu He no longer has love for you, the heat of marriage has passed, people's hearts have changed, why bother to fall in love. You should forget the past, face the reality, and live a good life is the right way. He's no longer the person you loved, never live in the shadows again. How do you see this emotion? Welcome to comment on the following.