The dawn will always come

It's late at night, the child has just slept, I have just prepared to eat, in fact, every day is quite decadent... Meaningless

Friends always say how good you are not to go to work, stay at home, you see I am tired of work, I am speechless, there are many words in my heart that I want others to understand, but think about it or forget it, now I can really understand only myself

At this not old age who wants to waste youth at home every day, give birth to a child confinement, give birth to a child to see the child, see this will definitely be someone will say that you can throw the child to the old man, of course, this is also a method, but the old man to help you is not supposed, there is a possibility like I think the child before the age of one I can not put it to anyone, can only go to their own, to use freedom to use everything to exchange, a year two years three years have passed, the child can go to kindergarten, at this time if you do not go to work as if guilty, Everyone thinks that watching children is nothing to enjoy the blessings, children have gone to kindergarten how do you not go to work, for such people I can only hehe, sweet and sour bittersweet know, as a mother there is no need to complain, now I want to find a job is really difficult, stay for three or four years really derailed from society, and obviously feel that the brain is not enough, and less work experience, low salary is pitiful, but also eight to five work to pick up children after work, I really don't know what I can do, in fact, the frustration is very strong, Instantly feel that I am nothing, the original pride is all gone, and what is more terrible is that the more I think about it, the more decadent and vicious the more I think about it

Women are really difficult, don't have children, don't care about the family, don't make money, that thing can be paid attention to by others, all say that the worst relationship is to make you worse and worse, I am now, in his eyes I seem to be able to do nothing, no encouragement and no comfort Nothing, you will ask that is not divorced, yes, in his repeated hits I can still persist until now, in addition to the child there is no other reason, it is really a feeling of humiliation and burden

Suddenly think of the scene in the TV series, the man when he gets married to the woman says you don't want a salary, I raise you, don't do anything, and then when the relationship breaks down, he says, you eat me, I drink, I don't have me, you are nothing, hahaha This act is not me, want to cry and want to laugh, real reality proves that this is not believed, people's hearts are too terrible, at any time can dig a pit for you to make you jump, what is the use of true feelings, and finally can only hurt you, can not turn back

I used to be a person who regarded money as dung, no matter how good and golden you are, as long as I can't see that you don't like this thing, I will not do it and ignore you, always follow my heart, but what about the truth, your heart has become faster than money, faster than reality

I am not a negative energy, I still believe that the world is beautiful, still believe in true love, but I will never give everything again, never just feelings, will not put all my hopes on others, I know that for young people emotional impulses are difficult to control, but the reality is very cruel, when you can give up everything for him, think about it...

I hope that you, me, can treat everything with a long-term vision, even if you don't do it, don't do it wrong, especially marriage mistakes are a lifetime...

Hopefully we will all get what we want, I hope that even if we experience loneliness, we will be happy in the end...