Xinyiwu's books always bring me a sense of familiarity. I like the way she tells stories, sometimes urgently and sometimes slowly, sometimes looking slightly distressed and sometimes making people feel funny. But there's no denying that when you open the first page of the book, a real feeling comes over you.
This is a love story, a heart-warming work obsessed with love.
Poor boy Yao Qiyun, who lost his parents from childhood, was taken home by his father's old comrade-in-arms Situ Jiuan to raise, and the only daughter of the family Situ Jue had a contradiction, the two got along day and night, Situ Jue's domineering and sunny personality attracted Yao Qiyun, he grew more and more excellent, more and more sensible, but also more and more able to be patient, they fell in love and stole the forbidden fruit early, Yao Qiyun's love for Situ Jue was like chocolate candy eaten when he was a child, he did not dare to eat it, afraid of the feeling of happiness suddenly melted, They tasted the beauty and sweetness of love, but after life, they were swept into one whirlpool after another by some man-made events, and both of them were pulled farther and farther away by unprovoked people, they doubted each other's "loyalty", and doubt and jealousy spread between the two...
Seven years of waiting, seven years of uprooting, in exchange for a touch of disgust after the reunion. There is no right or wrong, only love and hate, they are trapped in memories can not extricate themselves, deeper and deeper, but the feelings of missing may be a lifetime, can not go back to the past.
Time cannot be turned back, so she said that the most beautiful vow is not "I love you", but "together"! When she was a child, she and he, when she grew up, he and she grew up from a little princess who was unbridled and sought after by people to a woman who was "forced" to leave the country, drifting alone, and knew how to be patient; he went from a poor boy to a high place step by step, but even if he already had capital, he still lacked the courage to be lost by life since childhood, and finally did not dare to make a desperate bet. So missing out is inevitable!
When the proud and stubborn, clever and enthusiastic Situ Jue met Yao Qiyun, a contradictory body with extremely strong self-esteem and inferiority, strong self-discipline and forbearance, they attracted each other, tortured each other, hurt each other, and admired each other, and the seven years of separation aggravated the thoughts and lovesick, one who fled abroad hated a person for seven years, a person who had been alone and bitter in the country to guard the memories she gave him for seven years, they were all so proud people, one did not ask, one did not say, originally only each other in the eyes. Unforgettable love is repeatedly jealous of each other because of "misunderstandings" and "misunderstandings created by others".
Life is your own, happiness or not do not have to beak outsiders, people in love are humble and thorny, if you remove those thorns, the pain is gone, but it is no longer familiar with each other.
Love is not a one-man show, there is no need to look at the public, people in love are scarred, there is no years of each other, dull and distant, such as people drinking water, cold and warm self-knowledge.
For seven years, Yao Qiyun had carefully taken care of Situ Jue's family's property, taking over her return; taking good care of her parents, abandoning her former suspicions and accepting huan's knees for her to return; he was left alone, and he was still there when she turned back. Everything was to wait until the day she returned, but she really came back and she was still fighting in the dark!
After 7 years of pain, Situ returned from abroad, and his peaceful life stirred up layers of ripples.
Memories are beautiful, but the cruelty of reality makes the taste of love change. Maybe only the love that stays in the memory will be more lasting...
Situ Yue said that when you go back to the past, you must not fall in love with that person.
Yao Qiyun said, go back to the past, you must keep you.
Wu Jiang said that going back to the past, I will definitely not shrink my hand when you need me.
Zou Jin said, going back to the past, I will definitely not hurt you for my preference.
The appearance of love, no one can say clearly.
Yao Qiyun's love for Situ Yue may sometimes be true love, but sometimes it may also be possessive, but who can distinguish between love and possessiveness.
Love is a life-consuming thing, but those who have not experienced it will always want to explore the beauty of love, really experienced, but also so, really unforgettable, slowly, it will be forgotten in the long river of time...
Living in memory, like Wu Jiang, he never forgot Qu Xiaowan, like Tan Shaocheng, he didn't forget Wu Jiang, like Yao Qiyun, he copied a memory but lost the person inside the memory, and like Situ Jue, he relied on drugs to fall asleep.
Yao Qiyun's final ending is mentioned in another book in Xinyiwu, "The Heart Eater", due to death in a car accident; Situ Jue's final ending is mentioned in another book in Xinyiwu, "The Day of Promise", that he married his friend Wu Jiang.
Youth is a part of life, and her passing away is to enrich our life experience and make life more complete. Perhaps, youth does not need us to pay tribute in a solemn form, we just need to wave to her and thank her for her passing, which is the best way to pay tribute to life.