The characters in Xin Yiwu's books are like guo Jingming, Zhang Yueran, and Annie Baby.
She wrote a little deeper, more socially than they did.
I still like her books, the emotions are deep enough to stimulate, very emotional. The storyline is a little bit bloody, but reasonable.
She created her own world of words, the same character, probably the protagonist of the story, the supporting character of that book. Her characters come and go in her different books.
Some readers like to find the ending of the protagonist of the story they have watched in other books. I just like to read a book and think that's the ending.
She read a lot of books, and instead of liking the most classic, she liked this "I Am Waiting for You in My Memories" the most.
Maybe because I like the heroine Situ Jue too much, and I am too upset for her.
It's a bit of a tragic story, with a tragic ending, and I prefer it to the great consummation.
In the end, Situ Yue did not lie on Yao Qiyun's bedside, crying and shouting to wake him up. She decided to leave anyway. Although, in the end, she still wanted to put on Mrs. Yao's bracelet again in her dreams, she still wiped her tears and decided to leave, because she was too cold. This world is still the same world, and no one more believes in her innocence. She came with anticipation, but she was disappointed after all.
Situ Yue said in Yao Qiyun's house that in the past seven years, her fantasy of Yao's regret satisfied her pleasure of revenge, but when she saw that Yao was really tormented by regret, she was not more happy than imagined. Maybe all she needs is the imaginary Yao, she says, instead of the real her.
But what completely discouraged her might be that Yao Qiyun's words, I can not care. Yao Qiyun regretted losing her, not that he did not believe her in the first place. After seven years of waiting, Yao Qiyun finally did not believe her. Situ Yue did not wait for the trust of his loved ones for seven years: parents, lovers. Love, so what? There is never a lack of love between them, what is missing is trust.
Situ Jue's return is still a weak expectation, the world can return her innocence, at least the relatives can give her a trust. Unfortunately, both Yao and her parents are waiting for her repentance. Maybe Situ said: I was wrong, I miss you. Those frozen love and tenderness will pour out.
Unfortunately, Situ Jue is also waiting for this world, at least the closest person to say: We are wrong, we should not believe you. What does it mean to have a broken mirror ending? Raising eyebrows, it is difficult to reconcile in the end.
I don't understand why the pain of seven years of waiting did not make Yao Qiyun find out the truth, did not make him believe Situ Jue. I also wonder that Situ Yue has such strange parents. Situ has made some mistakes, she is too proud and willful, and she has a sense of superiority when she does not realize it, and she is also selfish. But overall, she was kind and honest and innocent. Only this one blow shattered all her pride, self-confidence, and faith.
Yao Qiyun was still making the mistakes of the past, what qualifications did he have to say that Situ was broken, and what qualifications did he have to insult and torture Situ with words. In the end, he did not get rid of his inferiority, he was still dark. Facing Situ Jue, he always revealed that gloomy and harsh self. Situ Yue knew him for a long time. Then she said: You are always between guilt and regret that you have not sinned. Yao does not trust others, always protects himself first, faces the people he loves, and does things that harm others and harm himself.
Situ Jue and Yao Qiyun should not have a happy ending, because their problems are still not solved: the character and trust created by the growing environment are still between them.
I have been waiting for an ending that will give Situ Jue a clear conscience, even if Yao Qiyun eventually becomes a passer-by in Situ's memory, it will not be so suffocating. However, there is no such ending. All those who did not trust Situ in the past only relied on time to whitewash the peace and think that they were forgiving. Situ's pride kept her from compromising.
She waited seven years and got a sentence – I can not care. I suppose Situ's pride would make her laugh—but I care.
So it can only be a memory. I expected Yao Qiyun to wake up, and then they forgot about each other.
I read the novel more than ten years ago, and I wrote it at the time after reading it. Many of the author's books by Xin Yiwu have been made into film and television dramas. Unfortunately, most of her books are not easy to review, and they will eventually change beyond recognition. I don't have the innocence to believe in a world where love can turn upside down.