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I am only the guardian of this bridge, and I will only become the god of death when you can't cross it.
- Ferry
Among the many Taiwanese idol dramas I have seen, "Death Girl" is definitely a rare magic campus idol drama with depth and content.

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This drama is a magical campus youth idol drama, yes! But people who understand it are clear that the campus youth displayed is just a layer of its coat, and when you watch this drama, you will find that the campus shown here is not as bright and beautiful as other idol dramas, youthful and lively, but exudes a kind of repressed darkness and pain, with a cage that cannot be struggled by each other.
Family, same sex, school violence, dreams, friendship, love, lies... There is also a scoop of dog blood, and the theme is bold and controversial, and it is precisely because of this that people are very profound.
The whole story is strung together by the goddess of death maiden Du and the sick teenager Shen Qi, and Shen Qi's classmate Nicole also appears in several of these stories, but they themselves also have their own knots that they can't cross. Du's emotional entanglement, Shen Qi's family and illness, the struggle and growth of the bad girl Nicole...
1.
It was Nicole who got through it
But it became Xiaolin
It is a popular saying that an unhappy life requires a lifetime to heal, and a happy life heals a lifetime. In The Grim Reaper, no one is completely lucky and happy, and whoever carries something heavy on their backs.
In the two stories of Xiaolin and Nicole, their families are different and they want the opposite. Xiaolin's parents are an alcoholic, one is busy with business and extramarital affairs, while Nicole's mother has no opinion, and her father gambles and domestic violence.
The imperfection of the original family makes them unable to experience perfection and happiness, but they also desire it even more. Xiaolin wants her parents, wants the company of her parents, and what Nicole wants is to escape.
It's just that not every protagonist will have a dream come true.
Xiao Lin called again and again, and could not call for a visit from her parents, and Nicole did not hesitate to use her body to earn money to leave. Nicole once said to Xiaolin, "If a person does not want to be abandoned, he must abandon them first." And Nicole did, and finally she left, but at the cost of her father's death, although it was not caused by her, but it was true that the original family was unhappy.
And Xiaolin? Died of hunger strike, when she looked at it, she felt that Xiaolin was very willful and pitiful, she could also be regarded as a fulfillment of her wishes, reunited with her parents, but the price was to become a stone on the bridge.
But I have to say that Nicole is barely a little lucky in her unfortunate youth, that is, the simple and kind little Tang she met, and the righteous instructor, let her believe that the campus is still a good place.
Nike, who has survived, has a new life she wants, like a lost person stumbling in the night, finally waiting for the dawn. Can't cross like Xiaolin, in this life, she gave up her life like this, can you say that she was wrong? It seems that it can't be, not everyone is so strong.
How many Nicoles are there in this world? Can break free from the muddy swamp.
2.
Even if you can't talk to people
But feelings are all true
Ten years later, homosexuality, this topic is still sensitive today, although it is not like that of the past, there are more and more such themes on the screen, but now it is more just to cater to the audience's taste of the circle of money business.
In the play, there are Li You, Xiao Ju, qiaoqiao, and there are many people outside the play. For example, a few students in the play, public opinion has never treated them well, so they can only flee, and the way to escape leads to death.
In the story of Li You and Xiao Ju, they spent time, Li You not only gained the understanding of his friends, but also reconciled with himself, and for Xiao Ju, he fought with his family for the choice of transgenderism, thinking that the end of the story should be a consummation.
But it is always unsatisfactory, in the back of the story of Xiaoju and Qiaoqiao, no one can be spared, Li You can't bear the public opinion to burn charcoal to commit suicide, Xiaoju and Qiaoqiao committed suicide by throwing themselves into the sea.
Perhaps Li You is right, "It is the world that refuses to reconcile with me." ”
But in the end, they are all as Xiao Ju said, "This world is not suitable for us." "So they chose to leave.
In the final analysis, a large part of the reason is because of the misfortune of the original family, which has created their choice later.
"Death Girl" was released in 2010, ten years ago, when the editor saw the beauty classification of the online novel platform, and naively thought it was American prose. Tanmei is not as hot as it is now, and what brotherhood has not appeared, so this drama can be said to be bold and avant-garde.
In the play, they are struggling with the pain of public opinion under their families and friends, and they can't survive the torment, and they are not happy to get through.
At that time, watching these somewhat bloody and embarrassing plots, I only felt that the feelings between boys and boys, girls and girls were very delicate and very strange, and I did not expect that the word love would be used in such a relationship.
But even if their feelings are highly regarded by public opinion, it cannot be said that the feelings between them are true, the love is real, the love is also true, and it is true that they have been together, and no one can deny it.
3.
The world is not perfect
But to have a glimmer of fulfillment is luck
In "Death Girl", it is full of contradictions, dark plots, but there are also beautiful, those tiny lights are like stars, breaking through the darkness, broken and scattered everywhere, giving strength to the confused people, such as Shen Qi, Xiao Tang, instructors, knives... Kindness and righteousness, warmth and care, are particularly precious in the play.
The male protagonist Shen Qi is also unfortunate, the original family is not complete, the brother's thing, but he has passed.
And the contradiction also makes people more ironic, the excellent student Huang He in the eyes of the teacher is privately the head of the violent forces on campus, and Dadong, who once abused Xiao lun, finally liked Xiao Lun...
Some redeem each other, some sink together.
Therefore, those who can grasp that little bit of broken light are extremely lucky, but also extremely hardworking, and work hard to carry the weight forward.
In order to preserve the precious consummation.
In fact, their choice to end their lives has nothing to do with the death goddess Maiden Ferry, they just chose the path of liberation in despair and helplessness, and the crossing is just the result of being chosen.
Have you ever spent it?
Note: This article is only a discussion of character settings, please do not promote actors