Ever heard of Murphy's Law? If something happens, if another outcome happens, then it is likely to happen. All along, when faced with choices, it is really contradictory, sometimes

Ever heard of Murphy's Law? If something happens, if another outcome happens, then it is likely to happen. All along, when faced with a choice, I am really contradictory, sometimes I blindly think of the results to the benefits, sometimes the other way around, so I have suffered a lot of losses for this! Thirty years old is really a watershed for me, because after a lot of experience, I finally really feel and understand what kind of self I should be to be worthy of my heart!