My Baby Circle:
Are you happy today? Did you miss your mom at Grandma's house? You may not understand writing a letter, but I want to give it to you today.
Sorry, thank you! It was something I said to you a long time ago, but I never really said it.
Back seven years ago, the moment I just learned about having you, I was happy because you helped me fulfill a wish that my husband and I would finally have a child. But soon I started complaining about you, and also about your dad, because the morning sickness reaction was so intense that I even threw up in shock and needed to be hospitalized. But why do you have to accept this complaint? This was originally the choice of the two of us, it has nothing to do with you, I should apologize to you, because of the resentment at that time, I should thank you more, because it was you who let me experience the joy and pain of being a mother.
I'm sorry, but I attributed the sufferings of life and the pain in confinement to you. The helplessness of the unattended confinement and the new mother's confusion and helplessness made me fall into depression for a while, and I once resented, why did I become your mother? But what's wrong with you? It should be the father who didn't grow up, right? Thank you for allowing me to still have laughter on the hardest days. That's your turn, a hand raise, a laugh in a dream, a happy sucking... And then there are the girls who learn to speak, toddlers, every smile, every shout... Little by little they healed me. Especially when I called my mother, every time I said that it was so happy to be with my mother, I found that you were my happiness. It was you who healed Mom little by little with happiness, Mom thank you.
I'm sorry, my mother always blames you, obviously my mother didn't take good care of you, but she always blames you for why you are sick and delaying my time and affecting my work. Taking care of you is the responsibility of mom and dad, and we always run away from it, and let you bear the pain. I'm really sorry!
Thank you for being so well-behaved when you were so young, taking medicine and injections does not embarrass your mother, and being well-behaved makes people feel painful. In front of colleagues, relatives and friends, it is always so disciplined, so that the mother has received a lot of praise, in fact, what has the mother done? I do too little compared to my friends, I'm always in a pretty much free-range state, and you grew up so well, polite and kind, sensible and well-behaved. And these credits have been taken over by the mother.
Sorry, I always force you to do things you don't want to do. In the past two years, I have seen other children learning such and such specialties, and my mother has also fallen into anxiety and signed you up for several tutoring classes. Although I also asked for your opinion, in fact, I understand in my heart that it is my own will, my own good heart is at work, a lot of time is occupied, play has become a luxury, see your longing eyes, see you long to play, watch TV, go out to play but can not play freely, I really regret it. I want to say sorry to you, those classes don't want to go to school, don't go to it, right? Choose one or two that you like and stick with it. Thank you! You didn't cry or make a fuss about those tutoring classes, although sometimes you always said that you didn't want to go, but if you were sent, you would still happily integrate into the classroom and not let me be angry and angry. I feel so lucky to see other children crying and rolling out of the classroom!
Sorry, thank you! Mother-daughter fate, you have never done better than me. This Love Your Mom2021.8.14
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