Jiang Wentao and The Departure(109)

The surprise of Xia Fu and Madame Xia was very reasonable, but I had no mood to explain to anyone.

Smiling at the stunned people, he said cheerfully, "It's going to be next year soon, so be happy." ”

I saw a very familiar light in their eyes, it was the look that Lin Feng Peng Zhen often appeared in these days, and Xia Fu had some fierce rebukes: "Bullshit! ”

Madame Xia said with some stumbling, "Xiao Li, you can't be confused at this time, if you remarry, you will have nothing." You see Lu Ange, don't look at her son has recognized the Lu family, but she herself has not got anything. You can't be so stupid and only raise children for the Lu family. ”

Speaking of going, it's still for the sake of property.

I looked at them and felt so strange, my mother and Gu Mengjie were desperate for property, I can understand this, after all, we are poor and accustomed, seeing that money can not be controlled for a while, this is the common sentiment of people.

Although Xia's assets are not as large as those of AM Group, Xia's is not listed, there are not so many shareholders, and it is the complete Xia family's own.

After these years of operation, in the private enterprises are the top few enterprises, to say that capital, absolutely can not be regarded as less, but such people, but still for the sake of property.

I have some understanding in my heart that people in this world are greedy, and they feel less satisfied with what they have, and they always want to get more, more.

It is undeniable that I used to have such a mind, but now, I have changed my mind, cherishing the present is too beautiful, why should I care about those illusory things.

I still smiled and greeted: "Got it." ”

I understand what things will turn out to be, but I have no regrets.

When I was in college, I was once very infatuated with Faye Wong, and the lyrics of each song of Faye Wong were infatuated, and the feeling of 'I know what love is like, I understand what a man is like, but I still love you and have no regrets', until now I can really understand it.

But I think I am stubborn, Xia Fu and Mrs. Xia said a lot of words to analyze the current situation.

The two men still disagreed on this issue, and Xia Fu naturally thought that I should keep it like this for the rest of my life.

This kind of consciousness of men is not something that the times can change at all, they just think that once a woman follows him, she must be like this forever, even if she is widowed for a lifetime.

In the end, Mrs. Xia was still a little different, and persuaded me to stay for a while, and then talk about remarrying after getting the money.

It's just that from the beginning to the end, they don't care who I want to marry, only the money or the fact that I marry the person itself.

The bell rang at twelve o'clock, and the sound of laughter came from the small courtyard of the villa.

Half of the fireworks were colored, I heard the screams of the children, looking at the time, how can the children not sleep at this point, so they said goodbye to the Xia couple and hurried back home.

Peng Zhen carried his son on his shoulder, not only holding his son to watch the fireworks, but also holding his son to light fireworks, I looked really frightened.

This is also too nonsensical.

But now that the children are playing, it's impossible for me to carry them back to sleep now, so I might as well just stand by and watch.

Peng Zhen held his son, Lin Yi held his daughter, Qiu Yiyuan guarded Tong Yimeng, everything was so harmonious and beautiful, without me, it was okay.

Alone.

It's a reflection of my Chinese New Year's Eve night.

I'm not depressed or discouraged, though.

It seems that people are really growing up and becoming more lonely, and they used to think that a person would be afraid, afraid of the high and afraid of the black and even afraid of cockroaches, but now, it seems that loneliness is also a kind of cultivation, a kind of journey that must be experienced.

After a lively and lively New Year, the children's biological clock was completely disrupted, and there was often a situation where they did not sleep at one or two o'clock at night.

What a headache.

Years later, even if you don't want to, you have to face parting.

Lin Wei is about to start school, when she came, it was a holiday make-up class, she could delay, but now that the school is officially open, it is impossible for her as a teacher not to go.

The rest of Peng Zhen and Qiu Yiyuan are people with a bunch of things tied to their bodies, and such a big company can't always leave it alone, they are not much more idle than Lu Ange used to be.

I urged them to go back.

Lu Ange has been missing for a month, and although the people who salvaged outside still say that they will not give up anything, they actually know that there is little hope, but they dare not say that Lu Ange may be buried in the belly of the fish.

Not saying it doesn't mean you can't guess it.

Peng Zhen and Qiu Yiyuan have been very righteous enough to search and rescue for so long, and even accompanied us here for the Spring Festival.

To know that behind them are all people with a large family, completely abandon the elders in the family, think about the blame they have received, I have no reason not to urge them to go back quickly.

Peng Zhen and Lin Zhen left first, Peng Zhen's grandfather is still alive, his grandfather is at home, his grandson is not home for the New Year, Peng Zhen himself said that it is indispensable to go back with a whip.

However, when he said this, he was holding Lin Feng, and when he finished speaking, he asked Lin Feng with an immodest face whether he would hurt him.

Lin Feng rolled his eyes.

Peng Zhen immediately snorted and said that Lin Wei would probably not be as good to him as he is now, and his heart was broken.

Speaking of which, in fact, these two are really, quite dramatic, when the two are like a person, the sweetness is not to mention.

But when it came up, it was really a volcanic eruption, and there was really no one left, and the children now knew: "Noisy, hide." ”

The first time I heard my son tell me to hide, my heart was broken.

So Peng Zhen and they left, I was actually relieved in my heart.

Qiu Yiyuan hesitated to go, because Tong Yimeng did not leave.

Up to now, Tong Yimeng didn't know Qiu Yiyuan, and even spoke to Peng Zhen, not to Qiu Yiyuan.

Qiu Yiyuan's pain was written on his face.

It's just that there is no way to do such a thing, the doctor can't find the reason, Tong Yimeng is such a performance, staying with Qiu Yiyuan, she has become an ignorant and unconscious rubber doll again, without even the most basic expression.

For Tong Yimeng's recovery, so she stayed.

Of course, Qiu Yiyuan was not at ease, not that he was not at ease with me, but that he had been guarding Tong Yimeng's side almost every day for the past few years, so suddenly he was going to separate, and his discomfort was reasonable.

I had to do the work, and I repeatedly assured that Tong Yimeng would have no problem here.

How can there be a problem, just Qiu Yiyuan brought a lot of people, all of them take care of Tong Yimeng, all aspects of life are extremely well taken care of.

Qiu Yiyuan has no way, he still has a family in Singapore, although his father has passed away, but his mother is still there.

It is said that when he married Tong Yimeng, his mother did not agree, and now for Tong Yimeng tossed into this way, naturally it makes the old lady more unhappy.

If you don't go back, I'm afraid the old lady will find it.

Qiu Yiyuan also left.

After sending them away, the villa was suddenly empty.

In the past, when I lived with Lu Ange, I actually didn't think that this house was big, there may be him, and people's hearts are always stable, so they don't feel that the house is empty.

This is not the case today, especially after so many people have lived and now everyone has left.

I looked at the point I didn't know which one it was, was stunned for a moment, and then adjusted my mood and rearranged the configuration of the manpower.

The nanny maid plus the people brought by Qiu Yiyuan, in this family, actually take care of people, than those of us who need to take care of it, there are many more people.

All of Qiu Yiyuan's people are paid by Qiu Yiyuan, but I don't have to worry, but on our side, they all want me to pay, once there was Lu Ange, now he is gone, I always have to support this family.

I didn't want lu ange to leave a stake, so the money on hand is not a lot, so hiring so many people is actually unaffordable.

The bodyguards and servants had all been with me for more than three years, and I didn't have to explain it at all, they understood it clearly.

They said: "Until last month we received our wages on time, don't say those discouraged words, sir, I am afraid it was all arranged before, if one day we really can't receive wages, you say these things again." 」 ”

The bodyguards were still like this, not to mention the nanny maids, and several of them shed tears: "Even if we don't get paid, we can't bear the little young master and the little miss." ”

People have feelings, three years, they are with us, life is closely related.

Now when it comes to leaving, in fact, no one is willing to leave.

I swallowed them all back, it doesn't matter, I can still work, I can live a day.

It's just that I don't understand that these maid nannies will have feelings for each other day and night, and they are not willing to leave us, so why is Lu Ange willing?

This is probably a problem.

In the next few years, there will be people who will also leave, Mr. Song.

Before leaving, he wanted to see me, and I didn't refuse.

I don't know how to describe my mood, maybe: whether it is successful or not, turning the head empty, the green mountains are still there, and the sunset is red a few degrees.

Originally, I was an enemy of Mr. Song, but now that Lu Ange is gone, the two of us are a bit like old friends.

The people around me were very restrained and did not want to mention Lu Ange in front of me.

But I knew that Mr. Song would definitely mention it, and I was actually looking forward to it, looking forward to someone talking to me about him, in a tone of miss.

Mr. Song does not look good this year, he is much older, and it may also be a physical problem of foreigners, and Mr. Song's face suddenly has a lot more wrinkles.

The eye sockets also became very deep.

His eyes lit up when he saw me, he was still in a wheelchair, and someone had to push him when he traveled.

"I'm leaving." He said.

I nodded.

I didn't know what I wanted to say to him, but at this point I was still selfish and didn't want to tell him anything more about Lu Ange.

But I want to hear him say everything about Lu Ange.

I think not only did I know that Lu Ange probably couldn't find it, but he probably had a number in his heart.

Otherwise it wouldn't be so decadent.

Mr. Song's eyes were very dazed and he said, "When I knew him, he was the most beautiful man on that street, polite to everyone, and a gentleman like a nobleman." ”

"The mysterious oriental aristocrat."

Lu Ange?

When I first saw him, of course I thought so.

After the confusion in Mr. Song's eyes, it was a storm of anger and pain, and he squeezed the handle of the wheelchair with his hand dead, so that he would not lose control further.

"How to accept me! I killed him with my own hands! ”

He mentioned the word 'death'.

I sat in place like I was electrified, unable to move.

No one has ever mentioned this word to me, and I have never thought about it myself, and the most serious thing is that he is gone, and he just disappeared into the vast sea.

All the anger and resentment came from his cruel heart.

But he never thought that he would not come back.

I couldn't help myself from getting out of control, there was no need to get out of control in front of Mr. Song, what could I do now that I was out of control.

I think there is still a gap between hearing the news and witnessing it with my own eyes, and I can always convince myself that Lu Ange is just wandering outside, he will always come back, even if the chance is slim, but he will always come back.

But mr. Song is clearly not like this.

He got excited, and even banged his head against the table, full of 'I killed him'.

Someone rushed in and gave Mr. Song an injection, which should be a drug similar to tranquilizer, and after the injection, Mr. Song quieted down and sank into a coma.

He just walked away.

It's a shame.

I never doubted that Mr. Song loved Landing Ango, and this love was no less than mine.

It's just that his way is wrong, loving someone is not going to ruin him.

Love that is too aggressive, in the end, will only harm others and eventually harm themselves.

Like the end of the big drama, the curtain was on, and all the people left the stage, leaving me alone on the stage, not knowing where the future was.

Days are boiled.

Before, I didn't understand the meaning of these words, but now, I understand, day by day.

Let yourself, let the people around you as much as possible be happy, this is the whole meaning of life.

Such a day is a year.

It's almost time for the New Year, and the more this time it is, the busier season of the year.

I was left to work overtime, and the kindergarten teacher called to say that the children were crying and that I had to pick them up.

Ji Qing snatched my job: "You go and pick up the child, I will finish this little work in your hand for you." ”

After I thanked her, I hurried out of the AM Group building.

There are many people working overtime today, and there are greetings all the way.

I have been working for more than half a year, still in the AM Group, I don't know if it is a psychological reason, I always want to continue to do it here, even if this is no longer Lu Ange's world.

A lot has happened in the past year.

The change in the leadership of the AM Group is one of them.

After Lu Ange disappeared, it was impossible for AM Group to really not have an executive president, and after waiting for a month, Lu Xiao was elected.

Lu Xiao was no longer the playboy he once was, and now Lu Xiao was over thirty years old and had a stable appearance.

Coupled with the fact that his relationship with Yuan Yuan tends to be stable, with the support of the Yuan family, his position as CEO is very stable.

Lu Xiao took good care of me.

Yuan Yuan also often asked me to go out shopping and buy things for the twins.

Maybe there's a friendship like this: 'You're better off than her, she's jealous, but if you're miserable, she'll hurt you.'"

Probably Yuan Yuan is such a model, in the past I was disdainful of such feelings, but now I have changed a lot, as long as it is good intentions, I will accept.

Lu Xiao was indeed impressive this time, presiding over the work of the AM Group this year, all very good, although it was not as good as Lu Ange's strategizing and domineering expansion, but it was still good to keep everything now.

Slowly, everyone also changed their minds about this Xiao Lu.

After Lu Xiao took office, he sent He Chongshan to camp overseas.

This is not without reason, after Lu Ange had an accident and Lu Xiao took over as ceo, He Chongshan took Fang Sheng to am Group to negotiate with Lu Xiao to solicit a part of Lu Ange's shares for Fang Sheng.

They are talking about heritage.

Lu Xiao had never been kind, and when he used to fool around, he was no worse than Xia You.

Seeing Fang Sheng brought by He Chongshan, he said sarcastically, "Ex-wife? An ex-wife who gave birth to an adoptive father's child? How do you mean it? ”

At that time, the door of the president's office was not closed at all, and all of us sitting outside could hear clearly.

Everyone but me was indignant.

In Ji Qing's words, "You, who gave birth to two children for Lu Zong, are still working here to earn money, but she dares to open her mouth!" ”

I think this may be the reason why Lu Xiao has been taking care of me, and even Madame Lu is now kind to me, because I don't want anything.

After this incident, He Chongshan was sent abroad, and it was not the best Europe or the United States, but Africa.

The development of the financial industry in Africa is also something that Lu Xiao can think of.

He Chongshan had come to me before he left, and of course he was very angry, he had been working for the company for so many years, and at this time he had been so easily sent out.

When He Chongshan was at his most brilliant, he was the CEO of AM Group for a period of time.

Now he is full of loneliness, I have nothing to say to him, he and Lu Ange are brothers in the new group family.

But in the AM Group, He Chongshan's identity is really embarrassing, there is Lu Ange is fine, there is no Lu Ange, who will recognize him as the so-called He Zong, and now Lu Xiao suppresses him, which is also reasonable.

He Chongshan told me about Fang Sheng's predicament.

After Fang Sheng's matter was exposed, his mother was imprisoned, his father was infamous, Fang Sheng could not earn money by the concert now, and he also had to raise children, and Fang Sheng was really desperate, and he would come to ask for Lu Ange's inheritance.

He Chongshan said: "You and she are both people who have followed Ange, so you can't sympathize with her?" ”

"Why don't you marry her?"

I don't understand, He Chongshan made this picture of infatuation, why didn't he marry Fang Sheng directly?

He has loved for so many years, and now he can finally realize his dream!

I didn't mean to be sarcastic or have any other ulterior motives, but sincerely wanted to ask He Chongshan, since I like Fang Sheng so much, why don't I marry Fang Sheng?

He Chongshan was stunned and subconsciously said, "She will not marry me." ”

This statement is really not convincing, as far as Fang Sheng's current situation is concerned, it is a bit excessive to say that the family is broken, after all, her parents are here, but the situation is only more serious than the family destruction.

The so-called high society, the most important thing is not the family face, Fang Sheng is now really beaten into the dirt, once arrogant, now it is just a joke.

At such a time, I believe that as long as He Chongshan proposes marriage, Fang Sheng will not be unwilling.

I shook my head and said, "As long as you propose, she will be very impressed." ”

I never thought that Fang Sheng and Lu Ange had any particularly hard feelings, if there were, Fang Sheng would not give birth to other men's children, no matter who this man was.

Heart to heart, this is what all women do, because they love, so they don't want to let the person they love suffer such pain.

Therefore, I have always felt that Fang Sheng and Lu Ange just take what they need, and as for Fang Sheng's various obstacles later, and even the various means of opposing me being with Lu Ange, they are just unwilling, possessive, and even afraid of the future.

After all, without Lu Ange's shield, Fang Sheng's dirty things would have nowhere to hide at all.

Now that Fang Sheng has fallen to the bottom, she has simply become a street rat that everyone shouts and beats.

Don't look at the fact that it has been a long time, there is no such news in the media, but in the music industry, there is such a scandal, this person is really ruined.

After all, music is a very spiritual, very exquisite industry, a person's mind is so dirty, how can you play a good music.

Fang Sheng's matter, in fact, has a far greater influence in the music industry than among the general public.

In the eyes of ordinary people, this is just an ethical drama, but in the music industry, this reputation is completely ruined.

And Fang Sheng and Qianqian, although the children are innocent, but I have to say that Qianqian is the evidence of everything that happened in the past, and now even if Fang Sheng wants to deny it, it is impossible.

I tilted my head to look at He Chongshan and said to him, "The greatest love a man has for a woman is to marry her." ”

What is the point of not marrying, not having a lifelong promise to keep, just talking about love with empty teeth.

He Chongshan stiffened for a long time, but he still shook his head and said, "That can't work." ”

I really laughed and thought that He Chongshan's current appearance was really funny.

He Chongshan was anxious and rebuked, "Laugh at you!" ”

"Laugh at your incompetence, I always thought you were childish, couldn't see anything clearly, and always wanted to fight against Lu Ange." He has a bad relationship with Fang Sheng, you think about making them have a good relationship, they want to divorce, you don't let them divorce. After they divorced, you pushed Fang Sheng over and over again to Lu Ange's side.

Where you love Fang Sheng, you just take Fang Sheng to add to Lu Ange's blockage to increase your sense of existence. It's like kids who want candy, get everyone to pay attention to you. Lu Ange also indulges in you, and if you want to do whatever you want, let you do as you please. But the result? Oh, I have only now found out that you are not naïve at all, you are incompetent! ”

"What do you say!"

I looked at him: "You are not a child who wants sugar at all, but a person who wants to improve yourself by constantly suppressing Lu Ange." I really can't think of anyone like you, exalting yourself by belittling others, but it is really speechless and chilling. ”

"There is a kind of you married Fang Sheng, you have used her for so many years, you should also give her some compensation, but I think you do not have this kind!" I really look down on you to this day, really despise you. ”

I'll go when I'm done.

He Chongshan pulled me angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about, where am I inferior to Lu Ange in all these years, I need to pull him down and elevate myself?" ”

That's really.... Have self-confidence.

I turned my head and stared at him: "Where are you better than him, if it weren't for him, you think you could sit in a high position in the AM Group, who do you think you are?" Now is where you should go, Lu Xiao is not wrong with you at all. ”

I was really angry, and all the words were a bit unguarded, but it was also true.

He Chongshan's strength in business, I really haven't seen much, it is Lu Ange who asks him to do, he does it.

If there was no Lu Ange, how could he possibly ascend to the throne of the vice president of the AM Group.

It's just that sometimes I raise Myon and fight for my revenge.

Lu Ange gave him everything, and he still did not thank Lu Ange.

In the end, He Chongshan left the city for Africa, but he did not take Fang Sheng away, as for what he said, marrying Fang Sheng, that was even more impossible.

Later, I secretly wondered why He Chongshankou said that he was for Fang Sheng, but in the end he still gave up like this?

Maybe my guess is all right, and he is just a kind of use of Fang Sheng.

Hey, Fang Sheng is really sad to say.

It's just that I don't have time to marry a sad spring and autumn for someone else's life, and I speed up my pace to prepare to pick up the children.

The children are actually only three years old, and they are also in small classes in kindergarten, and they live every day with play.

There are servants at home to take care of it, in fact, there is no need to send to the kindergarten, but Lin Feng came to take it for a while, I knew that the child still had to be handed over to someone who could teach early, and although the nanny could take care of the child's food and drink, but learning was still not good.

It's actually nice to expose children to group life.

It's just that because I often work overtime, I always miss the time to pick them up, which makes them cry many times.

Although I am sad, I also think that this is also the life they should face, not every parent is so idle, can always circle around them.

Driving all the way fast, there are good cars in the villa, but those are used by Lu Ange at that time, I drove is really not like words, so I bought a Volvo, mainly for safety considerations.

This year, I learned to drive, learned to take care of myself and my children, and I was really a woman in people's mouths.

Driving to the kindergarten, I found that the teacher not only called me, but also called home.

Because Tong Yimeng also came, seeing Tong Yimeng, I complained a little: "How did you call you here, didn't I come?" Pick them up and go home, why bother to run! ”

This is completely painful for Tong Yimeng.

She has recovered a lot this year and has been able to walk and speak.

It's just that those drugs still hurt her brain in the end, talking slower than ordinary people, and walking can also see obvious differences.

Before I tried to take Tong Yimeng out for a walk, to get in touch with the outside world.

Only then did I find that the outside world was actually full of malice. People look at Tong Yimeng's eyes are not friendly, like looking at a madman or a fool, many things, and even some people will laugh at them behind their backs.

Say that this woman looks very good, but unfortunately is a nerd and so on.

I can hear these words, Tong Yimeng can hear, I get a lesson, I will not take Tong Yimeng out of the house again, do not want her to be ridiculed.

She used to be such a bright and splendid girl, the young lady of the Qiu family with unlimited scenery.

Now that I'm being pointed at behind my back, I don't know Tong Yimeng's psychological feelings, but I can't stand it anyway.

Tong Yimeng saw that I was just laughing, I don't know if it was because of the relationship that hurt her brain, she laughed now, very childlike, very innocent feeling.

I was dazzled by her smile and couldn't say anything else.

When the two little magic stars came out of the kindergarten, I was still telling the teacher about their performance in school, and they had already messed with Tong Yimeng.

This year with Tong Yimeng can be described as getting along day and night, the children love her very much, the aunt and aunt are not intimate, for this and Qiu Yiyuan robbed Tong Yimeng did not make a little trouble.

Qiu Yiyuan almost had time to accompany Tong Yimeng this year, although Tong Yimeng did not give him any response.

Listening to the people sent by Qiu Yiyuan from Singapore, the old lady of the Qiu family knew about Tong Yimeng's situation and was very opposed to Qiu Yiyuan being with Tong Yimeng again.

After all, Tong Yimeng's current appearance, although compared with when she was ignorant and unconscious, has recovered a lot, but compared with normal people, it is still worse.

Such a woman is really not qualified for the position of the new generation of hostess of the Qiu family.

The old lady of the Qiu family did not agree, and it was reasonable.

The servants also said a lot of things that Old Lady Qiu had done to Tong Yimeng, and there were many unfair meanings between her words.

Mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, can never cross the relationship.

It's just that in the past, Qiu Yiyuan's attitude was resigned, so that Tong Yimeng didn't know how much he had been wronged, but now Qiu Yiyuan's attitude was tough, and even Old Lady Qiu couldn't do anything with him.

The teacher said that the brothers and sisters were all right in kindergarten, that is, the son's personality was more domineering, and he often fought with the children.

It's not the first time this has happened, I have a number in mind.

My own children, I understand that every time my son fights with someone, it is for his daughter.

Although my daughter is only three years old this year, she is really beautiful, especially the president, combined with all the advantages of me and Lu Ange, it is really too much to say.

Little boys are active, and their favorite thing to do is to pull on their daughter's little skirt and pull her hair.

Whenever this happens, the son will rush up and fight with people.

I was educated several times, and each time my son was more reasonable than me, and later I could only stipulate to him that I could not beat people for no reason.

The son is still obedient and does not bully people.

The teachers all know the inside story, so it is a bit of an understatement and not a lot of emphasis.

After listening to the teacher's words, I turned my head and prepared to go back to the car, but as I walked, I always felt that there was a gaze staring at me behind me.

It's not a good feeling.

It was late, and the sky was dim with a hint of red.

In addition, the greenery here is really good, so when I look at the past, it is just a lush green belt, but I can't see anything abnormal.

When I went back, I didn't take the car that sent Tong Yimeng, but I drove, Tong Yimeng sat in the co-pilot, and the two children sat in the child seats in the back.

Only I had a child seat in my car, and I was very insistent on this, so it was arranged like this.

When they got in the car, the two children were chattering in the back, probably meaning it, just saying that they were hungry and hungry, and then wanted to go to pizza.

This is also a good thing that Qiu Yiyuan did for me, both children are sticky Ton Yimeng, I am now at work after all, it is impossible to be distracted by children all the time, to have both family and career, it is really very difficult to do.

Therefore, Tong Yimeng seems too good, will patiently listen to them, will accompany them to play, and even agree to their requests.

Every time Qiu Yiyuan came to see Tong Yimeng, he was racing against the clock, his time was really very rushed, every time he came to hate that he couldn't get along with Tong Yimeng for a while, the two children were guarding against Thieves like Qiu Yiyuan, which really annoyed Qiu Yiyuan.

But he didn't dare to really lose his temper with the two small ones, otherwise Tong Yimeng would not be the first to let him go.

So in the end, this matter became Qiu Yiyuan's change of Fa'er's pleasing to the two small ones, so that the two small ones could not disturb his relationship with Tong Yimeng.

There is any good way to coax children, but it is fun and delicious.

When the two little guys grew up so big, there were no gifts that they couldn't get, not to mention that Qiu Yiyuan came to buy them every time, that is, Peng Zhenlin, who was far away in the capital, they all had to send some gifts from time to time.

Especially Peng Zhen, this year almost everything to tossed us here, and even got a limited edition of a small children's sports car.

Simply brighten the eyes of a blind man.

I am often very helpless about this, and it is really not in line with my educational philosophy to let my children be so delicate and expensive from an early age.

But Lu Ange has not yet heard from him, and he has not seen anyone alive or dead.

I am afraid that these are also feeling that our mother and son need to be taken care of, so it will be so, it is everyone's kindness, and I really can't stop it.

In this way, Qiu Yiyuan could only start on top of food.

This has the reason for eating pizza, children's favorite is these Western foods, usually eat less, fresh, ah, besides, where to eat pizza has a children's play area, they like it the most.

I originally disagreed, they had dinner in kindergarten, and I knew that this time, it was not for the sake of eating, but for the sake of playing.

I don't want to encourage the arrogance of what children say, parents have to do.

However, there was no way, sitting next to an unprincipled Tong Yimeng, she looked at me with wide eyes and blinked: "I also want to eat." ”

I can't say anything about Tong Yimeng not to give you food.

Later, my son had already begun to cheer, and he was about to pounce on him to kiss Tong Yimeng, and I shouted, "Sit down!" Or no one else should want to go. ”

Although the car was still driving to the pizzeria, my fierce tone still dispelled the atmosphere of the children's laughter just now.

Sometimes I think about it, in fact, I also hope that they can be happy, but there is no way, I am now both a father and a mother, these people around them spoil them endlessly, there must always be someone who can control them.

When I got to the pizzeria, sure enough, I didn't eat two bites at all, so I ran to the children's play area to play, and there were many children who came to eat pizza, and a group of children made a mess.

I gritted my teeth and said to Tong Yimeng, "Look, you are spoiled, where are they really hungry?" ”

Tong Yimeng spoke slowly, somewhat low and dumb: "It's still small, it doesn't matter if you relax." ”

I am afraid of such a statement, people say that children can see the old age at the age of three, they are now the time of character formation, there is no one around who can control, but how can it be done.

"Spoil the child, and finally hurt the child." I still have to say.

Tong Yimeng did not speak, just stared at the child, that kind of longing look, let people really look at it in their hearts are a little unbearable.

In fact, I know their minds and like children, because Lu Ange takes more care of children, which is of course a reasonable thing.

But Tong Yimeng is the same age as me, and until now, there is no shadow of a child at all.

And the doctor also said that those drugs hurt her brain, and she didn't know what the damage to other organs had become, and it was really difficult to say whether she could have children in the future.

Over there, Lin Feng didn't intend to ask for it at all.

Peng Zhen's enthusiasm for the child was all projected onto these two small bodies.

Sometimes I think about it, the road of love is really far away and difficult.

Without extraordinary perseverance, you simply can't go down.

It's just that I don't want to watch them delay so much now, I took Tong Yimeng's hand and said, "I don't believe you forgot Qiu Yiyuan, you obviously even remember us people, how can you forget him, you still refuse to talk to him, is there still no way to forgive him?" ”

"Forgive?"

Tong Yimeng said a little vaguely, tilted his head and said, "After all, I was the person I loved, what can I blame him?" ”

I was overwhelmed by Tong Yimeng's vague and even somewhat indifferent words.

"Then why would you want to do this?"

Since there is no blame, then why should it be so.

Although I would like Tong Yimeng to stay here and be by my side, so that I have one more companion.

But people can't always be so selfish, if Tong Yimeng really forgot Qiu Yiyuan, in fact, it is not bad, can further start their future life.

But her performance was so deliberate, deliberately not saying a word to Qiu Yiyuan, or even giving an expression.

People can actually say that they really put it down when they are most relaxed, like Tong Yimeng restraining herself like this, indicating that she still cares in her heart, since she cares, why can't she cherish the time together.

From the time I was pregnant and Tong Yimeng encountered an unfortunate emergency to now, the child is three years old, and nearly four years have passed.

I didn't say anything nice about Qiu Yiyuan in front of Tong Yimeng, and I didn't say anything about how infatuated Qiu Yiyuan was, because I knew that saying it would add to the troubles.

I didn't know what Tong Yimeng had in mind, and imposing my own ideas on others without permission was never something I was willing to do.

Only this year, I think Tong Yimeng herself should also be able to feel, Qiu Yiyuan's various things to her, in fact, the actual action is more practical than the verbal propaganda, more powerful.

Tong Yimeng looked at me, her eyes slowly red, and only then did she whisper, "I am not up to his wife." ”

It's really hard to describe.

She said this sentence with such a helpless emphasis, and I shed tears almost instantly.

"They all say I'm stupid and I'm weak, but what about you?" Well! ”

I really hate iron and steel: "If it weren't for him, you wouldn't be like this now, why are you at this time, still thinking about him." 」 ”

This year, I faced everything alone, and I dare not say that I was completely alone, but my personality was a lot fiercer.

In such an environment, I can't be delicate.

Women are only Sister Lin when someone is in pain, and more often, when no one is in pain, it is a full-fledged female man.

Tong Yimeng was a little flustered by my scolding, and pulled my hand hard, but he couldn't say a word.

I looked at her in a hurry, and the tears fell fiercely.

I can understand Tong Yimeng's thoughts, but she really can't be Qiu Yiyuan's wife like this, and she doesn't have the courage to face everything.

The difficult mother-in-law, Qiu Yiyuan's warbler and swallow outside, this kind of species, can only explain one problem, that is, Tong Yimeng has already lost confidence in marriage and love.

I hugged her helplessly.

"If it's real love, don't care so much, you don't know what awaits you in the future, if he... When the time comes, you will have to tell whom you want to tell. ”

Tong Yimeng just cried, more sad than I cried, and whimpered uncontrollably.

When the children ran over, they saw us crying, and even though we tried our best to cover up, the children were sensitive to our changes.

The daughter pursed her mouth, and she was about to cry when she saw it, but the son was less rooted, and the opening was: "Mother, why are your eyes so red?" ”

When I came home at night, the children slept in the car.

The nanny carried the child back to the room, and when I followed Tong Yimeng and settled the child out, I still couldn't help but say to Tong Yimeng: "You think about what I told you, don't leave yourself regrets." ”

Tong Yimeng nodded.

The next morning, it was still busy and nervous.

The kids were going to kindergarten, and I was going to work, because the two little ones had a precedent of threatening the nanny not to send them to kindergarten, so I personally sent them every day.

I sent the child, and then I kept rushing to the unit.

The car drove to the underground parking lot of AM Group, and I was hurrying to take the elevator, but suddenly I was blocked by someone.

It was a somewhat strange man with a rose in his hand.

"Miss Gu, I like you a lot, can I ask you to have dinner together?"

Such a confession is old-school and straightforward, and I am a little ridiculous.

Everyone in the AM Group knows my relationship with Lu Ange, and pursuing me is really challenging, and no one has tried it so far.

Today is really the first time that the big girl has been on the car, and I even have some novelty and funny, and I don't know where the stunned blue in front of me came from.

Probably because I didn't respond to the relationship at the first time, he immediately said: "I just got a doctorate at Cambridge University, although the current position is not as high as yours, but I believe that as long as I work hard, I will definitely surpass you." ”

That's a funny way to say that.

How to confess to the elementary school students in the class when I was a child, you can rest assured, my final exam will definitely be higher than your score, as if this can prove that the two people are very compatible.

I burst out laughing.

Really, from the time I went to college at the age of eighteen, to now, I haven't encountered such a confession in ten years.

Although I am not moved, I have to say that at my age, I am a mother of two children, and it is really complacent to be confessed in this way, which shows that I still have charm, at least not a yellow-faced woman.

I smiled, and the man across from me was blushing, and the red look was called a monkey's ass.

I think this time I was probably rude, hurriedly stopped laughing, and said to him very seriously: "I'm really sorry, I'm already married..."

"Ask her out? Who are you? ”

Very familiar sounds, I almost thought I had forgotten.

He was right next to my ear, very close to me.

But I didn't dare to look back, for fear of looking back and seeing someone who wasn't him.

I stood stiffly where I was, listening to footsteps that didn't exist.

Step by step, he approached, smelling of mint that he hadn't smelled for a long time.

I even drew my lips, thinking that today was probably a dream, a dream that had not been done for a long time.

Lu Ange has since stopped using mint incense, so all this today is definitely not true, I said to myself in my heart.

Don't get up with hope, disappointed, haven't you tasted enough?

It's too bitter.

The man with the flowers on the other side looked at me silly, looked behind me again, and then showed a frightened expression, said 'sorry' and turned around and ran.

It's really running, a man in a suit and leather shoes, holding a flower, running like a big stupid bear, looking at people is unbearable.

I didn't look back and went straight to the elevator.

Of course, no one would stop me, so I reached the top floor unimpeded, and When Ji Qing saw me, he asked, "What's going on today?" So happy? ”

"I've seen a ghost." I said in a pleasant tone.

Ji Qing was immediately frightened and waved his hand to give me a slap: "What is this?" Gu Li, you are not a student who has entered Beijing to take the exam, and there is nothing to be happy about seeing a ghost. ”

I rolled my eyes, "Please, those students met fox spirits, not ghosts, ok?" ”

The traditional cultural knowledge of these returnees is really flattering.

After Ji Qing had a few good words, he came over and said to me with some gossip: "The lady of the Yuan family just now came, and she is in the president's office at this time!" I don't know what I came to do, but looking at the ambitious attitude, 80% of them want something. ”

The current relationship between Lu Xiao and Yuan Yuan was already a foregone conclusion.

Especially after Lu Ange was completely gone, Yuan Yuan's mind was also fixed, and he was well with Lu Xiao.

However, these two people have to face a lot of things.

Lu Xiao's mother, Lady Lu, was really hurt by Gu Mengjie before, so She was very cautious about the future selection of her daughter-in-law.

I listened to what Yuan Yuan told me that Madame Lu was planning to let the two people get pregnant before getting married.

Probably Mrs. Lu now thinks that this way is the best, otherwise something will happen again, like Gu Mengjie, there is not even a child left, but it has vacated a mess.

Anyway, Madame Lu's attitude is that the mother is expensive by her son.

Such a thought, do not blame Mrs. Lu, now although Lu Ange is gone, but my son is still there.

But Lu Xiao did not have children, according to the rules of the inheritance of family assets, then the next step was to return all the assets to my son.

The Lu family's assets are divided according to the head of the person, regardless of age.

Such a rule is not a unique rule in the giants, and the rich ladies in The Port City are crazy in order to have a son, is this not to get more shares.

In this system, we must act according to this system.

Madame Lu's idea that Lu Xiao could have a child now was simply to the point of madness.

And the other party, the Yuan family, naturally could not agree.

Their daughter is as delicate as if she were married to the past, who is going to give you a baby.

At this time, Lady Lu and the fourth lady of the Yuan family, who had been like a person before, had a conflict, and the two people stepped on the point to exert pressure on Lu Xiao.

When Lu Xiao was with Gu Mengjie before, although he was a jerk, he was still very intimate and obedient to Lady Lu, and Gaiyin's mother had been for him all her life, and she had already completely sacrificed herself.

And now, Lu Xiao had a deep affection for Yuan Yuan, and naturally did not want to make Lady Yuan Si unhappy, or to obstruct him and destroy his relationship with Yuan Yuan.

So this matter has now become, Lady Lu came, Lu Xiao promised to go out for some benefits, Lady Yuan Si came, and Lu Xiao promised to go out for some benefits to calm the dissatisfaction in their hearts.

These two women, neither of which is a fuel-saving lamp, perceives Lu Xiao's attitude, and is the same as pinching Lu Xiao's life door, and from time to time they come to the door to ask for something, or a shop, or a group policy that is beneficial to them.

In short, it will not be spared to take Lu Xiao for welfare.

People who work on the top floor are all accustomed to such situations.

Everyone just laughed and talked, and didn't really express any opinion on something like Lu Xiao.

But they are all people who have worked here for many years, who do not have a ruler in their hearts, Lu Xiao is now the executive president, so two women, oh, no, three women, and Yuan Yuan, lead the nose to go, everyone does not say, does not mean that in the heart do not make a muttering.

Lu Xiao's life has been out of the way so far, and he has become the first chair of the AM Group.

In the past year, he has done a lot of work, not good or bad to make the group very stable, and it is really good to calculate.

But in the end, people within the group made an evaluation of Lu Xiao: "Love women." ”

This is different from the previous kind of affectionate love for women.

Instead, she loves her girlfriend, she loves her mother, and she loves her stepmother.

Lady Lu had been arrogant before, but she didn't expect that now there was a Lady Yuan Si who was even more arrogant than Lady Lu.

These two women probably felt that this group was their world now, although they would not show it here in Lu Xiao, but in the face of the people below, they were often vicious words against each other.

AM Group is not a place where ordinary people can stay, they are all returnees, and they are still engaged in such a high-end field as finance.

To say something ugly, who has no pride in them, no little temper, is instructed by these two people, and few people are convinced.

Sometimes I inadvertently watched, only to understand the meaning of the of a thousand miles, destroyed by insects and ants.

No matter how hard Lu Xiao tried, with these behaviors of these people, his reputation could not be compared with that of Lu Ange at that time.

As for Yuan Yuan.

Completely immersed in the bath of love, everything seemed to have nothing to do with her.

She will not worry about Lu Xiao, let alone worry about the future of her and Lu Xiao, all she has to do is to receive flowers every day, and then change into the most beautiful clothes, and feel the beauty of love wholeheartedly.

Lu Xiao liked Yuan Yuan, and from this perspective, there were also some reasons.

After all, Gu Mengjie's selfishness was really heavy in the past, and there were too many things to worry about.

And Yuan Yuan, completely to satisfy the vanity of men, do not have to worry about anything, as long as you coax her.

I often wonder why Yuan Yuan was born in such an environment as the Yuan family, why he was so simple.

Ji Qing said: "It's not simple, it's stupid. ”

Before I could say anything, Ji Qing pulled me along.

"Don't be silly and run to Warn Miss Yuan, that fairy will not pay attention to you, maybe you will feel that you are jealous of her love."

Speaking of this, Ji Qing rolled his eyes very graphically.

Probably too late or hard to get, Yuan Yuan's protection of food, no matter who approached Lu Xiao, would be regarded by her as an imaginary enemy.

The women on the top floor have all been selected by Yuan Yuan.

Yuan Yuan's lethality was much stronger than Gu Mengjie's at that time, and many people invited themselves to other departments.

It's really a good reincarnation of heaven, you see who God spared.

Once upon a time, Lu Qi's hundred flowers had been in the bushes, and it was simply flowing to the extreme, and now it was completely turned into a beast with its teeth pulled out, and there was not even a female mosquito around.

However, Lu Xiao just liked it.

There is really a willing to fight and a wish to be beaten, and there is no way at all.

Think about Gu Mengjie, probably at the right time to meet the wrong person.

This year, Gu Mengjie did not appear in front of me, I don't know if Lu Ange's warning scared them before, or because of some other reason, anyway, they did not appear, of course, I am happy and relaxed.

At lunchtime, Xia Linjiang called me and said that he had flown back from Montreal, brought a lot of things for the children, asked me when I was home, and he sent it over.

Of course, I said thank you first, this year, Xia Linjiang really took a lot of care of me.

The way we look now, it's really a little bit like a brother and sister, and the children's love for their uncles is really like something.

Unlike Qiu Yiyuan who came to grab Tong Yimeng with the children, every time Xia Linjiang saw the children, it was a real favorite, and there was no other mixing.

The two children sold cute and spoiled, and there was simply no way to force Xia Linjiang.

I look at the time, today is Friday, tomorrow is rest, I said, "You have a good rest tonight, reverse the jet lag, come tomorrow, the children are also at home." ”

Xia Linjiang snorted.

This year, Xia Fu's health became more and more bad, and Xia Linjiang completely handed over to Xia Linjiang's hands, and Xia Linjiang vigorously expanded the market according to his own ideas.

I don't know exactly how much the company has expanded, but he is too busy to touch the ground, which I can see with my own eyes.

Sometimes when I come to spend time with my child, I can sleep while talking.

I don't know how long he hasn't rested.

I took the opportunity to give my children ideological education and said, 'Look, uncle is tired of buying you gifts!' ’

The two children were very obedient, and they covered Xia Linjiang with blankets and handed him pacifiers, and finally completely woke up Xia Linjiang.

Then I heard two little guys, one of them say, "I still want gifts, but uncle, don't be so tired." ”

Could it be more greedy?

Xia Linjiang laughed to death.

Speaking of children, his tone of voice always softens a lot: "Well, well, then I'll go tomorrow." ”

After hanging up the phone, I was a little shaken, and I clearly remembered the first time I saw Xia Linjiang, his appearance, cold, even with a thick haze.

It is too different from the current Xia Linjiang's spirited and even warm appearance.

I turned my head to look at the blue sky outside, and it seemed that the world had changed.

On Friday afternoons, I usually don't work overtime and am about to pick up my children when I receive a call from Tong Yimeng.

She was shocked beyond belief on the phone, and then she spoke differently from ordinary people, and at this time she stuttered and couldn't speak clearly.

All I vaguely heard was the words 'Hurry home.'

The first reaction was that something had happened to the child, so I didn't dare to delay at all, and I raced all the way home.

Running into the hallway, he lowered his head and changed his shoes and began to ask, "What happened?" Kids? ”

"Gu Li." He was standing across from me.

I didn't want to look up at him.

Hearing the voice, I was sure it was him, and it seemed that I had not dreamed in the morning.

He's really back.

Strange, why did I not feel any excitement and joy, and I only felt sad in my heart.

That kind of heartache seemed to be about to spread up and flow out of the eyes.

I bowed my head and didn't speak.

Tong Yimeng was anxious: "You should take a look!" ”

I shook my head and looked for the place where Tong Yimeng made his voice: "Did the children come back?" ”

Tong Yimeng was completely confused, the expression was almost stupid to the extreme, she subconsciously shook her head and said, "No." ”

Without saying a word, I turned around and walked out the door: "Then I'll pick up the child." ”

This time, he followed.

I know, but I really don't want to look back.

I got in the car, he got into the passenger seat, and I saw him in a black slacksuit with white fingers.

I started the car and drove out, and the sound of his breathing was in my ears, as if it were lingering.

I was a little disgusted, raised my hand to turn on the car stereo, the music in it is actually for the children, the first song to open is to count the ducks.

Under the bridge in front of the door, swim past a group of ducks, come and count, two four six seven eight........

The childish, sweet children's voice surrounds the car, but makes the atmosphere more condensed.

But strangely, I could still hear his breathing, heavier than ever, and even his nose was full of the mint scent of his body.

He has not used it for a long time, and now he has used it again, which shows that he has had a very good year.

Lived well...

These four words are too much like the most cold arrows, inserted in the heart, don't say pull out, is to touch, will feel pain.

My palms were all sweaty.

But fortunately, driving all the way is still quite stable, this half a year to pick up and drop off children, the most important thing is to drive.

At first, I was sloppy, but when I knew that there were two children in the back, the tendon seemed to be tight.

When I got to the place, I didn't hesitate to turn off the ignition and get out of the car.

Naturally, he followed.

In the end, it was still late, because I went home for a trip and delayed some time, so when I arrived, my brothers and sisters were sitting in a row at the door waiting for their parents to pick them up, skimming their mouths, and their faces were unhappy and aggrieved.

I sped up and ran over, not knowing if it was because I wanted to comfort the child or to hide from him.

The two little guys saw that I was still a little angry, and the son picked up the accusation: "Mom, why are you late again?" I also said that I would let my friends meet you today! ”

I hurriedly apologized: "Mom has something to delay, I'm really sorry." ”

Children also compare, whose father is particularly rich, whose mother is particularly beautiful.

I often come late, and the child probably loses face among the friends.

I scratch my heart and lungs to find a way, usually they have a temper tantrum, I sometimes will not care, always let the child understand that not everything in this world can make you satisfied.

But today, I don't want to make them look unhappy at all.

After thinking about it, I finally thought of what to say: "Your uncle came back today, and he said that he would come to our house tomorrow, and he said he bought you toys." ”

"Ha!" The son cheered on the spot.

The daughter also smiled and squinted, and she liked her uncle the most.

Holding these two small ones, we walked out of the kindergarten, and of course we passed by him, I ignored him, and the two little ones didn't know him at all.

I really don't know.

When the child left without even lifting his head, the pain in my heart was as if he had been roasted on a fire.

He still followed me, only this time, his pace was noticeably much slower.

Take care of the children to get into the car, fasten their seat belts, and listen to his son twittering: "There is a fat boy in our class, who likes to bully and pity the most, I have fought with him a few times, he can't beat me." ”

"Hmm." I touched my son's foot and found an injury to his calf.

Small wounds, like abrasions.

This situation is really too common, I don't ask him how he came to be, just take the bottle of Yunnan Baiyao to treat trauma from the storage belt behind the front seat and spray it on his wound.

The little guy is also very accustomed, and his mouth is still muttering, which is nothing more than his heroic deeds.

After looking up and seeing my daughter staring behind me all the time, I asked her, "What's wrong, pity?" ”

My daughter's voice was delicate, and her personality was much more introverted than her son's, and her little finger pointed behind me and said, "That uncle is so strange." ”

The bones of my whole body were petrified in an instant.

For so long, I couldn't say a word.

I don't know whether I want to cry or want to roar, but the emotions spread in my heart.

Lu Ange had once spoiled his daughter to the extreme, and he didn't know if he had expected to come to this day, to see his daughter see that his eyes were full of strange today.

My voice was completely hoarse: "Don't be afraid, I know him." ”

I soothed the child.

The son was still stunned, and said very cheerfully, "Oh, it turned out to be the new uncle." ”

This stinky boy!

However, seriously, this year my family is really like the flowing water mat, the people around Tong Yimeng will change regularly, those are doctors or rehabilitation personnel in Singapore, it is impossible for them not to go home, so they have to change a batch regularly.

Qiu Yiyuan also brought different people every time, and then there was Peng Zhen, the person who sent something every time, and Xia Linjiang's side, who now also took the assistant with him at any time.

Not to mention that I still have several bodyguards at home who don't want to leave.

Children seem to be used to uncles who come from the family who do not know.

What did the son say, as if nothing had happened, and the daughter did not care about this, but asked me with special expectation: "When will my uncle come tomorrow?" ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't know, but you can call him." ”

When I got into the car, he also came up, and when the car drove out, my daughter had already dialed Xia Linjiang's phone, and she asked Xia Linjiang again: "Uncle, when did you come back?" ”

"Then sleep well tonight, don't sleep on the couch again tomorrow."

The son grabbed the words: "The last time I said I was going to buy a Transformer, did I buy it?" ”

These two children, who were almost four years old, completely made no room in the car.

I sat in front with Lu Ange and didn't say a word.

I think maybe there's really nothing to say.

My life has become like this, I can live alone with my child, and I am no longer the little girl he holds in his arms.

Now, really, everything has changed.

The child laughed and laughed all the way, and nothing changed because there was another 'stranger' in the car.

When I got home, when I opened the car door, they ran to the house like a happy little bird, I followed behind them, and Lu Ange followed me.

It was still a strange thing that he came back and didn't say anything to me from start to finish.

There was no explanation, no thoughts, and even walking carefully followed me.

Although I felt inexplicable about his behavior, I was really relieved, and I really hadn't figured out how to face him.

When they entered the door, the children pounced on Tong Yimeng's side, shouting that their uncle was coming tomorrow, and that kind of ostentatious little tone really made people laugh when they listened.

Tong Yimeng looked at the child, then at me, and then fixed his eyes on the person behind me.

The child was sensitive and felt Tong Yimeng's sight, and the son was particularly arrogant to introduce Tong Yimeng: "Auntie, that's the new uncle, I think he looks good." ”

Short little fat man, rhetorically saying that others look good, how to see how to under-beat, I cold face: "Speak politely." ”

The son hugged Tong Yimeng's arm: "I am telling the big truth, my mother said, children can't lie!" ”

"Mom also said she couldn't resist it, why didn't you remember it?"

"Yes, brother." My daughter helped me speak.

The son glared at his daughter angrily, "Traitor! ”

My daughter went to my side in grievance and ignored my brother.

Boys seem to have liked to form gangs since they were young, and now the most that the son says in his mouth is who is his brother, who is a traitor or something, it is completely a police film that has been watched a lot, but the family has never shown him such a film.

My daughter ran to me, looked at the people behind me, and finally said nothing, hugged my legs, and said weakly: "Like a bald head." ”

Others don't understand this, but I do.

I still remember my daughter blushing and telling me that her male god was bald and strong, and my daughter said that Lu Ange was as strong as a bald head, which showed that she liked Lu Ange.

Peace of mind.

In any case, I still don't want the children to have any estrangement from Lu Ange, but now I don't know how to explain Lu Ange's departure to the children.

I can only escape, in the end it is not something I have done, leave it to him to solve it by himself.

At seven o'clock in the evening, have dinner.

The children have eaten in kindergarten, so they are prepared with fruit salad, which is a plus meal.

I ate with Tong Yimeng, of course, there was one more person tonight.

I've been avoiding looking at him, and it's really avoiding.

I don't know what kind of expression I want to put on at the moment when the eyes meet, I really don't know, so I don't dare to look.

Tong Yimeng looked at me, looked at him, and was silent for half a moment before he murmured, "Tomorrow they are all coming." ”

"Hmm."

I said yes.

This is inevitable, in order to find Lu Ange, this year Qiu Yiyuan and Peng Zhen have not given up looking, busy and busy is also hard.

If they knew that Lu Ange had returned, they would have been able to sit here and eat, and they didn't know what kind of mood they were in.

In addition to Lu Ange deceiving me, even my brother was dragged down like this, and it was really thanks to his cruel heart.

After dinner, Lu Ange disappeared

I'm too lazy to go where he goes, anyway, his coming and going, it is never up to me to decide, why bother with myself, it is better to let him go.

This home was never dispensable to him, and he could give up effortlessly.

I want to not be hurt, not to be like a fool every time to find, the only thing I can do is to put my mind at ease and hold the same mood as the hotel:

You come, I don't stop, you go, I don't ask.

After coaxing the child to sleep, Tong Yimeng sat on the edge of his son's bed and looked at me, and said in a low voice, "What are you going to do?" ”

I smiled bitterly.

Where I plan to do what I want to do, Lu Ange is leaving, I am the last to know, his life and death are uncertain, I don't know where he is.

Now that he's back, I still don't know, he came and went so suddenly, and no one seemed to be able to give him any concern.

What can I say?

I said I wanted him to be how he was, and it wasn't without arguing, not arguing, but what could he do, and he still did.

If at the beginning I could still say that he was a character, then I am afraid that I can only say that he did not love me at all.

If he loved me, he wouldn't.

"Don't worry, I'm fine." I said to Tong Yimeng.

These six words have actually been said to many people in the past year, and everyone around me who cares about me, I tell them, don't worry, I'm fine.

I was really afraid to see their sympathetic and pitiful eyes.

It seems that everyone has a meaning in their eyes, which is, 'Look, how pitiful she is, she is an outcast'.

At that time, when I divorced Jiang Wentao, I didn't feel so deeply that I was an abandoned woman.

Today, I have tasted it vividly.

I have read a lot of inspirational, positive books, but to sum up is a sentence, live yourself, don't care so much about others.

Love someone too much, he will get tired.

I think I used to love Lu Ange too much, as long as he gave it to me, no matter how painful it was, I could accept it, digest it, and even forgive it.

So that to this day, he can give up on me so easily.

Tong Yimeng looked at me with a complicated look and couldn't speak.

I think to this day, no one can say to me, "You should be considerate and considerate of him, he has difficulties."

What difficulty can be more difficult than leaving a wife and children behind?

Tong Yimeng stopped talking, and I had nothing to say: "I went to sleep, I'm so tired today." ”

Back in the bedroom, I lay on the big bed in a daze, really stunned, my head was completely blank, and I couldn't remember everything about Lu Ange.

Now, I can't even remember what he used to be.

This year I have been forcing myself not to think, not to reminisce.

Some people, some things, think of it, and they can't bring anything but pain.

This night, I had a lot of strange dreams, not Lu Ange, but all of my childhood.

I hid in the crowd and watched Gu Mengjie, who was singing on the podium wearing a big flower and a small red dress, and heard the classmates around me say that she had a sister who was only in the third grade, and I heard that she was an ugly monster.

The camera turns.

It became the wedding banquet scene of Gu Mengjie's marriage, Gu Mengjie wore a delicate and gorgeous wedding dress, embroidered with pearls and broken diamonds, and every step was shining.

I followed her in a bridesmaid skirt and was so mixed up in high heels that I don't often wear that I almost broke my heels.

Of course, Gu Mengjie looked at each other angrily, as well as the series of laughter of Gu Mengjie's friends around her.

I also remembered that when I got married, Gu Mengjie came with Lu Xiao, and the guests present were all attracted by Gu Mengjie, and I heard Jiang Wentao whisper, "If you are like your sister, how good it would be, if I could marry your sister, I would have no regrets in this life." ”

Those painful memories that I buried deep in the depths of my memory, I wanted to cry in every picture, I clenched the corners of my mouth, and I couldn't hold back the tears from falling.

I looked at myself so strongly, but I felt wronged for myself, and I couldn't stop the tears.

When I woke up, sure enough, the pillow was wet with crying.

This kind of thing has not happened in the past year, so I have a good way to cope with it, change the pillowcase, throw it in the washing machine, and wash it along with the clothes that have been changed and washed over the past week.

Slapped cold water on the face, looked at the slightly swollen eyes, sighed, and honestly sat in the bathroom to apply his eyes.

When everything didn't look so bad, I changed my clothes and went out.

It was already late, and then it was a while tossing and turning for the eyes, and it was already completely late.

When he went downstairs, he was just in time for Peng Zhenlai, and he could come at this point in time, but it was conceivable that he got on the plane at dawn.

When he saw me, he scolded and grinned, saying that Lin Feng had to make up lessons for the children she brought today and did not come with him.

This year, our relationship is really close, so talking to me Peng Zhen has been very casual.

Lin Feng is now a Chinese teacher in the third grade, or a class teacher, and now the child's high school entrance examination is a big hurdle, Lin Feng's personality is serious and responsible, how can he follow Peng Zhen everywhere.

I asked Peng Zhen if he had eaten, and he said that he had eaten, so he ran upstairs and looked in the direction, and went to Lu Ange's study.

Downstairs, I didn't see the children, and I asked the babysitter to know that Xia Linjiang had already come, and was taking the children to play with new toys in the yard.

Of course I'm going to check it out.

Walking to the yard, I saw my son with a remote control in his hand and was flying a remote control plane.

The little child looked up, full of curiosity and unknown, and the daughter stood next to her son, she also felt novel, and she also wanted to play and watch.

But the son did not give, and he had to start twisting, brother and brother, called so sweet.

The weather in the city has always been good, especially at this time, the morning light is sprinkled on the children, and I look at them and I am out of my mind.

"When did he come back?" Xia Linjiang walked over to me and asked.

I was completely out of the situation: "Who? ”

"Lu Ange." Xia Linjiang gritted his teeth a little.

"You really didn't show up, he said he left you and left you, and now that he wants to come back, he will come back." You didn't ask him, where has he gone all year? But don't say anything about hurting and amnesia, really play us as viewers of TV series! ”

I listened to what he said and there was no echo.

After a while he said, "What do those people do?" ”

Xia Linjiang almost jumped up and scolded, "Are you crazy or stupid, let him come back without even asking." He just looked at you like this, and he would bully you like this. ”

"I asked, can he not come back?" I asked Xia Linjiang.

Does what I say to Lu Ange make sense? His decision will never change for me, I'm playing a trick now, asking him to explain, he can say something that hurts me and makes me feel perfect, but do I really need to?

I don't need to.

Facts are facts, and no matter how much you say them, what is the use?

What I lost between me and Lu Ange was more than a year's time.

Xia Linjiang was still furious.

"So, you don't care, just like Wang Baojun, who has been guarding the cold kiln for eighteen years, waiting for him to come back and be grateful to Dade?" Don't forget, in the end, Wang Baojun still let her husband's little wife die! ”

He may have thought of his mother, almost with a roar, and his eyes were red.

I was speechless.

He made such a big noise, the children naturally heard it.

Dropping the remote control in our hands, we ran to our side, and the small plane that was originally in the sky was planted on a large tree outside the yard.

My son was a protector who knew how to protect him, and as soon as his two small arms were extended, he stood in front of me, looking up at Xia Linjiang: "Don't scold my mother!" ”

My daughter hugged my leg and looked at Xia Linjiang with tearful eyes: "Uncle, don't be angry." ”

I touched my son's head and played with it for a while, and the sweat was already oozing from the child's head, and I touched it with my hand, and the steaming heat seemed to spread through his scalp to my body, warm.

I laughed and said, "Aren't there still children?" ”

Xia Linjiang's face was still not good, he grabbed his son's cheek, reached over and hugged his daughter, and explained to his daughter in a soft voice: "Uncle is not angry, but he just feels that your mother has been wronged." ”

The son turned his head to look at me at this moment, and I winked at his big eyes, and suddenly choked a little, changed the subject, and said, "What about your little plane, my mother just saw you fly very well." ”

Sure enough, his attention was diverted, and when he saw the plane hanging from the tree, his face was suddenly bitter.

This child, in fact, is very real.

"Wouldn't it be better to let Uncle Ah Hu go and get it back for you?" You have to speak politely, you have to ask for help, okay? ”

As soon as his son's eyes lit up, he turned around and ran, shouting as he ran: "Uncle Ah Hu! ”

The bodyguards in the family have always had a good relationship with their sons, and they are always mixed together.

I think it's good for boys to be with men, otherwise it wouldn't be good to follow me and Tong Yimeng, who are soft and weak.

The daughter was not so confused, and directly hugged Xia Linjiang's neck and asked, "Uncle, what is wronged?" ”

Xia Linjiang said under my gaze: "Being wronged is that other children have bullied you, and the teacher also said that you are wrong, this is wronged." Little darling, your mother has suffered a lot for you. ”

I reached over to grab the children and asked Xia Linjiang not to talk nonsense to them.

"Sorry not to listen to your uncle's nonsense, your mother does not feel wronged for you."

With these two children, what grievances are there?

Seeing that they really didn't have any complaints, probably this is also the reason why Lu Ange dared to do this, I have these two children, no matter what, I can't run.

It is certainly okay to say that this is a sacrifice for the sake of children.

But in the whole world, I don't think any mother would feel that this is a sacrifice.

Xia Linjiang did not let me hold the child, hugged the hand that spared me, so that the game you chased me to hide, the child liked the most, and immediately smiled and squinted.

When the son got the plane back, the daughter ran to be her brother's little tail again.

Xia Linjiang looked at me and said, "What are you going to do?" ”

I'm a little curious, how come one or both of them ask me what to do?

"Shouldn't you go and ask him?"

The initiative has never been on me, Xia Linjiang said breathlessly, "He still has the face to put conditions on you?" ”

I saw that he was really unstable today, and it was funny that he was going to explode in a bad word, explaining: "I like my current days and don't want to change." ”

Doing his own work every day, supporting children, watching children grow up slowly, there is Xia Linjiang, this brother, there are friends like Tong Yimeng and Lin Feng, in fact, whether there is Lu Ange is really not important.

The point is, I don't want to go back to my old life.

There are no friends, no social circles, and only Lu Ange in life.

His departure, life or death, as long as it disappeared into my life, the feeling of the whole world suddenly collapsing in my ears was too painful.

I don't want to go through it again, I don't want to try again.

Xia Linjiang looked at me for a long time and suddenly said, "I understand what you mean, if you can't hold on, you can find me, and I can arrange everything for you." ”

I didn't refuse, just: "If you want to go, the child has to go." ”

I can't be separated from my children, not anyway.

Xia Linjiang said more reasonably than I did: "Of course, how can the heart and liver baby be left to him!" ”

The brothers and sisters' nicknames here in Xia Linjiang are called heart and liver baby, the son is the heart liver, and the daughter is the baby.

It's just that the little boy doesn't seem to like such a meaty name, and every time he asks Xia Linjiang to call him Aye.

When I first heard it, I really fell on the couch and laughed for a long time, how could I come up with the name Aye.

The daughter said that some children in the class called him son, but he liked it very much, and now their children call him Aye, and there are girls who are younger than them who call him Brother Aye.

Hahahaha.

I'm not used to this mother.

It was so swinging in the morning, and when it came time for lunch, it was surprisingly lively.

Lu Ange, Qiu Yiyuan, Peng Zhen are all there, as well as me and Tong Yimeng, plus Xia Linjiang, who is reluctant to go.

This time, the children were not allowed to come to the table, because the wine was poured, and it seemed that Qiu Yiyuan wanted to drink a little, so the children were not allowed to come to the table.

Xia Linjiang told the children nonsense, saying that the new uncle, drunk, would turn into a big monster and let them all hide.

So there was no need for any ideological work, and the child hid in the room and repeatedly confessed that they could not see anything.

I really don't know what to say about such a bad taste as Xia Linjiang.

At the time of the meal, I sat on the right side of Lu Ange, across from Xia Linjiang and Peng Zhen, and across from Qiu Yiyuan and Tong Yimeng.

Lu Ange raised his glass and said, "Thank you so much for this year, everyone took care of Gu Li and the two children for me." ”

Before he could finish speaking, he was rudely interrupted by Xia Linjiang.

"Ahem! For you? I don't know anyone else, anyway, I'm not for you, who are you, and you're not a husband, and you're not a father, what award testimonials are you making here? ”

The irony of this statement is too strong.

The atmosphere at the dinner table suddenly changed.

Peng Zhen was the first to be unable to bear it, and as soon as he slapped the table, he stood up and scolded, "What are you talking about?!" ”

"Am I talking nonsense?" Xia Linjiang's speech was still cold, but it was completely full of firepower, and his eyes swept over everyone, especially on Tong Yimeng.

"I only know that Gu Li is not Mrs. Lu now, and the surname used by the two children to go to school is also 'Xia', when will it be his?" You guys are really enough, usually look like dogs, how to harm women, one is better than the other. ”

"You!" Peng Zhen was impulsive, and his words were about to clash.

Lu Ange pulled Peng Zhen, and I didn't look up at this point, let alone stop Xia Linjiang.

Maybe I used to stop it, and I always felt that it was not good to embarrass Lu Ange in front of so many people.

But now, I don't move like a mountain, although I don't agree with Xia Linjiang's sneering way, but he is speaking for me and supporting me, at this time I really can't do the opposite with him.

Lu Ange said, "It is normal for Xia to always be angry, and I will thank you alone in the future." ”

His voice sounded very low and low, but it had a pious taste.

It's just that things have come to this point, where is piety?

And Xia Linjiang didn't know which tendon was wrong, and suddenly said: "This, it is really not needed, Gu Li is already married, she has her own husband, and she does not need Lu Zong to thank me."

As for Lu Zong, you? We don't deny that you are the father of the children, but here you are an ex-boyfriend at best. ”

I heard the sound of a breath poured down at the dinner table.

Only Xia Linjiang and Tong Yimeng knew about my marriage.

I could feel the look in my eyes from all sides, especially one of them, which was about to penetrate me.

By this time, I had no way out, only to look up, inevitably, to see him, the man whom I had not seen for a long, long time.

His appearance is still like that, but the person is a lot darker, the hair is shaved short, close to the scalp, and the whole person looks like a kind of toughness after the experience, which is still very different from the gentle and elegant appearance before.

The entire portrait is a sharp sword that has been polished a thousand times, showing the sharp beauty after precipitation.

Lu Ange was originally a beautiful man with outstanding looks, and now his appearance adds to the shocking boldness.

His gaze was very intimidating, and although I felt that my heart had stopped, it was inevitable that some palms were sweating at this time.

I don't know what to say or say at this time?

Tong Yimeng suddenly said somewhat slowly, "I support it!" ”

"Lemon!" Qiu Yiyuan grabbed Tong Yimeng's hand next to him.

Lu Ange's eyes were already not good, at this time Tong Yimeng stood up undoubtedly looking for trouble, Tong Yimeng shook Qiu Yiyuan's hand hard, or repeated the sentence: "She is married, we are all supportive." ”

I probably understood Tong Yimeng's stubbornness at this time, even if she had not yet recovered to her best state, but she knew that I was the most isolated and helpless now.

She wanted to support me.

Even if this support is only one sentence, it is very precious to me.

I finally plucked up the courage to look directly at Lu Ange, a scene that I had not seen in all my dreams in the past year.

When I looked at him like this, he was also stunned, and asked somewhat stiffly, "Is what they say true?" ”

I nodded, "Well, I'm married. ”

Lu Ange immediately became angry, and the wine glass in his hand was thrown out in an instant, with the strength of strong anger.

"Gu Li, I don't want you to joke about this kind of thing."

He spoke with restraint, but at this point, the more restrained he became, the more people could feel the danger and the murderous spirit.

The hardest words had already been said, and by this point I was actually relieved and looked at him with relief.

"What's a joke about this, is it a joke that I'm married?" Just because you don't marry me doesn't mean others won't marry me. ”

Lu Ange was speechless, and the anger in his eyes that was originally raging suddenly extinguished after my words.

That kind of fleeting, changing emotion, let people look really dramatic.

"Gu Li. . .

I knew he was probably going to say something next, but I didn't want to hear it.

I stood up and said to the people at the table, "Eat quickly, the dishes are cold, Peng Zhen, your favorite shrimp intestine powder, this thing I let the kitchen make for you."

There is also lemon lemon, today Qiu Yiyuan came to bring you the ingredients of meat and bone tea, things are just made, Qiu Yiyuan you quickly feed her to eat some, she also said that she was hungry two days ago. ”

As for Xia Linjiang beside me: "You should also eat quickly, run to Europe, your Chinese stomach has been guilty again, have you drunk ice water?" Your stomach disease is better, don't be a, stew you a warm porridge, drink it quickly. ”

This year, there are often people in the family, everyone has everyone's preferences, and these people are not the masters who accommodate others.

There is no way, now the family has to take care of personal preferences every time they cook, get a table, and there are flavors everywhere in the north of the south and the sea.

Peng Zhen looked left and right, and finally he couldn't say anything, and buried his head and ate.

Tong Yimeng himself took the chopsticks to prepare to eat, Qiu Yiyuan where willing, he now really treats Tong Yimeng as a child to feed, although Tong Yimeng does not pay attention to him.

But he was very willing, and at this time he had begun to feed Tong Yimeng diligently.

Xia Linjiang's treacherous plan just now succeeded, saying the news that I have been married in front of so many people, this is simply beautiful, drinking porridge can drink flowers.

Everyone began to eat, and only Lu Ange was stupid and did not move his chopsticks.

At this time, it is not good to ignore him, I greeted him and said, "You also eat, don't let the dish get cold." ”

He looked at me for three seconds, then he looked down and ate, but he was really obedient.

The meal was finally settled.

In the afternoon, the children took a nap, and I also slept, and Tong Yimeng also slept.

Before taking a nap, Xia Linjiang left, and I sent him out.

"Really don't you want to go with me at this point?" Xia Linjiang asked me.

I shook my head: "The children are all here, where can I go?" ”

Speaking of children, Xia Linjiang also couldn't put his mind to it, thinking about it before saying: "That line, children are used to living here, and suddenly moving away is not good for children's growth, why do you want you to go gray and slippery?" If he wants to go, he should go, you give me a spirit, don't be soft and weak and let people bully. ”

I promised, "Who can bully me?" ”

Although Xia Linjiang was not at ease, he still left.

Tong Yimeng had already gone to take a nap, and Peng Zhen didn't know where to go.

I walked upstairs, and at noon because the children slept, the house was always surprisingly quiet.

Walking to the bedroom door, a black shadow suddenly flashed out: "Gu Li, I want to talk to you." ”

He talked to me about things that made sense.

I agree, though...

"Go to your study and talk."

The bedroom is too private, it reminds me of a lot of the past, and Lu Ange did not say that he wanted to talk about things, and finally talked to me about the experience of going to bed.

I think it's better to be prepared for some things in advance.

Lu Angot paused and said "Yes."

Lu Ange's study has also changed a lot this year, there is no way, there are children in the family, and it is difficult to escape their erosion anywhere.

This year, there are so many gifts bought for children from all over the world, just toy cars and small planes can be placed in the lower half of the room, and there are many people who live in this year.

Tong Yimeng has a room, Qiu Yiyuan also wants to occupy a room, Peng Zhenlin is living in one, Lin Yi wants not to live with him, but Peng Zhen does not allow it.

After Xia Linjiang came to sleep once, he also prepared a room for him.

In this way, the guest rooms are basically full, so the child's toys have no place to put, can not be placed in the child's own room, if the children's room is full of things, if the child stumbles, there will be a big problem.

So the toys ended up in Lu Ange's study.

His study was originally a full set of bookcases, writing desks and so on made of cherry wood in the United States, and the reddish-brown color looked a little heavy, but now there are children's colorful and lively toys, which seem to be very abrupt and funny.

He sat in a large class chair with a puppet in front of him, which was the children's favorite thing, and they had to sleep in their arms at night.

Now that they're older, they don't like it very much, and they're put here.

I don't know how Lu Ange knows, but he is still playing with it in his hand.

His hands were large, and holding a small ragdoll looked a little out of place.

Lu Ange slept in the children's room at night.

First, there was really no room for him, the room was full, and as for the master bedroom, it was my room, not ours.

Second, it seems that he also wants to spend more time with his children, so he sleeps in the small bed where the nanny usually keeps vigil.

I can't imagine how someone so tall and tall could sleep there.

I knew right away, the babysitter came to tell me.

The nanny still knows Lu Ange, knows that he will come back a year later, and although he still respects him, he is more on my side, so whenever he comes to ask me what I mean.

Having been a housekeeper in this house for a year, I am now very prestigious.

I nodded.

Lu Ange wants to be close to the child, there is nothing that is not allowed, after all, he is the father of the child, and I cannot deprive him of the right to be a father.

Of course, more or less children, how much more people love them, I am very happy.

I stared at the Qiaohu in Ange's hand, and I didn't make a sound for half a moment.

Originally, when he was more calm than calm, no one was Lu Ange's opponent, but today, he couldn't stop talking first.

"Gu Li, you have changed a lot."

I didn't expect that the first sentence he said was actually this, and I laughed on the spot.

I am a woman who has lost a man, has no dependence, with two children, and wants to support such a big son, unchanged? May I?

"I take that as a compliment."

Lu Ange's eyes were blood-colored, it was true, I could clearly see that his pupils had shrunk.

Maybe I was looking at him too intently, and I tilted my head sideways.

Avoid his eyes.

The atmosphere of such dialogue was really depressed to the extreme, and we were silent again.

After a while, he said, "Then let's talk about your marriage now." ”

He spoke very restrained and calmly, but I could still hear his repression between words, and I really didn't understand what he was doing this unacceptably for?

I'm pretty comfortable with that.

"I need an identity, and the child needs an identity. They want to go to school, they want a hukou, and I don't want to see a child without a medical certificate again.

And you know that children don't have a hukou to go to school, they can only go to those kindergartens that are too ordinary, I don't want to. Moreover, we do need to be taken care of. ”

In fact, when it comes to this, I don't have any weak heart.

Children have to go to school when they are old, without a hukou, there is no way to go to a good kindergarten, and now parents say that they can't let their children lose at the starting line, and I certainly don't want my children to be like this.

Lu Ange's voice lifted up: "They are the children of the Lu family, how can they go to any ordinary kindergarten?" You go to the best kindergarten and say it's my Lu Ange kids, who wouldn't? ”

The children of the Lu family?

I still laughed, I really want to ask Lu Ange, he didn't give us any identity, people Fang Sheng can still use the identity of his ex-wife to negotiate with Lu Xiao about the terms of money, and I don't even count my ex-wife, what to take to tell people that my child is a child of the Lu family.

I can't say it inside the Lu family, let alone outside.

Now the kindergarten, yes, there are direct brush face, the children of the rich family, do not need any formalities to enroll.

But I'm not that kind of person, I don't have that kind of face, and I don't have that much money.

If I had gone to the kindergarten and told me that I was Lu Ange's woman and that the child was of his blood, I thought I would probably be arrested as a fraudster.

Looking at Ango, I think he is really naïve, don't say that I can't use his name to say this and do it, even if I really do, there is still a person in this world who takes tea and cool.

Nowadays, in the AM Group, although Lu Ange is still a myth that is out of reach, Fang Sheng wants money to ask for landing.

I don't want to ask for people, I want to live with dignity.

Getting married, giving myself, giving my children an identity, I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

"Don't laugh!" Lu Ange was somewhat uncontrollable.

"Gu Li, you cry, you are angry, even if it is resentment, I can accept it." I can explain it to you, and even I'm ready to come back and make amends, but don't laugh, you laugh so much that my heart is hairy. ”

It's rare that he also has a hairy time in his heart.

I thought he was always determined.

But do you want me to cry, you want me to be angry, you want me to complain?

There really isn't, after I followed Lu Ange, I really walked all the way through the wind and waves, cried, angry, complained, and even hated, but now, I really can't afford to fight this mood.

Tired, really tired and unwilling to bring up the slightest emotion about him, so painful.

Human instinct is to avoid painful things, and I don't want to let myself collapse again and again, let myself be put on a boat that can't see the future, and go with the flow.

"I am very satisfied with my current life, no sorrow or complaint, every day is solid and satisfied, I don't want to change it again." 」 This is my honest statement.

Lu Ange was still staring at me, as if to see if I was out of my heart.

But my appearance probably hit him, and he whispered, "Even if you don't have me in your life?" ”

"Hmm, it's been a long time since."

I looked at him and thought the world was really wonderful, and Lu Ange seemed eager to see me go crazy and cry.

It's just that he never thought that although my appearance can be understood as the performance of loving him, but more than that, it is the pain of my heart.

Does a man always enjoy the love given to him by a woman, but he also deliberately ignores the torment of a woman's heart in his heart.

No, I don't want to live like that again.

Worried about his future, worried about his mother, even worried about his ex-wife, worried about his rotten peach blossoms.

I was so.

What is the result?

Nothing, in exchange for which he enjoyed this heart that came from my love, doing whatever he wanted.

It's not that no one said that I was then, but it was just a battle to land on Ange to spoil me, but why didn't he love him with me, people are always like this, and if they get it, they won't cherish it.

Lu Ange was hit, and his face turned a little pale, before he asked with difficulty: "Who is the person you married?" ”

"Is it important?"

I asked, "Not you anyway." ”

The important thing is not who I married, but that I didn't marry you.

This is really hurtful, and I feel terrible after I say it myself.

In the end, he was still soft-hearted, and said: "You can get along with your children, and in the case that they can all accept it, you can tell them that you are a father, and this year I did not let them know you, which is my fault." ”

Now that I think about it, in fact, the child does not know him at all, and there are also my problems.

If I often show my children Photos of Lu Ange, I am afraid that the children will not forget him so easily.

It's just that he has no news, and the nanny and maid at home are afraid that I will touch the scene and have some bad feelings, so the photos of Lu Ange at home have all been put away.

And I myself will not take the initiative to see, to touch, resulting in children completely unimpressed.

This thing is really what I did wrong.

It is cruel to let the child not know the father, whether it is for Lu Ange or for the child.

Lu Ange didn't speak, he lowered his head slightly, staring at the Qiaohu in his hand, I don't know his emotions, it won't be good to think about it.

To tell the truth, I didn't feel happy, in fact, I didn't have such an emotion as revenge from the beginning, I just told him the truth very peacefully.

If Xia Linjiang hadn't been so quick-talking today, I wouldn't even have told him about it.

But now that I say it, I feel relieved.

The atmosphere is really bad, and this quiet makes people feel uneasy.

I got up and prepared to go, followed the child to sleep and used to take a nap, suddenly did not sleep, felt a brain pain.

I had already walked to the door when I suddenly heard Lu Ange say behind me, "I won't let go." ”

Don't let go?

Didn't you let go a year ago?