Author: Talking about love
Written: August 25, 2013
Original title: Bold to Love Once (Micro novel)
What the author wants to say: What I wrote before was poorly written and the pace was not fast, but this is also a kind of growth!
Chapter 1: Is There Anybody?
In June, Changchun was so cool that you didn't feel a hint of heat, and a woman with myopic glasses, a big red nightgown, and messy hair sat in front of the computer, tapping the computer against the screen. Her name was Lan Xin, a woman with a somewhat strange personality. She took the headset, turned the volume up to the maximum, and listened to sad songs. Inadvertently, her eyes were moist, and she wanted to cry, but she held back.
Remember that Lan Xin met him on the Internet, and although she no longer believed much in the Internet, the reality was not necessarily realistic.
It was a lonely night, a night with the sound of rain, and Lan Xin was added up by a group of friends in the same city. Maybe it was too long, she smoked a cigarette, one hand on the keyboard casually typing a few words: "Make friends, is there anyone?" ”
Women looking for men on the Internet are indeed very fast, and the group quickly replied: "Is it a man, is it a woman?" ”
Lan Xin replied, "Female. ”
A netizen quickly typed a line: "Beauty, throw a photo over." ”
Lan Xin found a photo without makeup, which looked good and sent it over, and within a few seconds, netizens began to ask one after another: "Are you free now, come out and talk." ”
At this time, it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Lan Xin threw away his penguin number, and then, several netizens added Lan Xin and began to set up with her.
Lan Xin is just talking about fun, if she really wants to go out to meet any netizens now, she doesn't have such a good spirit. He casually chatted with several netizens, and one of them, a netizen named Lu Zixin, caught Lan Xin's eyes.
He asked very directly: "Beauty, are you looking for a man?" ”
Lan Xin's screen name was Demon, and he replied, "Yes." ”
Then the two began to go directly into the topic of conversation, Lan Xin chatted with him casually, while smoking a cigarette, and chatted with him well. The two chatted casually for more than an hour, and finally Lan Xin said that he wanted to sleep, and Lu Zixin asked very simply: "When you have time, come out to meet." ”
Lan Xin did not take these words to heart, and answered three words uncertainly: "I don't know." ”
Lu Zixin just made a tongue-out expression, and Lan Xin finished smoking this cigarette and asked, "Lu Zixin is your real name?" ”
He replied, "Yes." ”
Lan Xin sent a smiling expression and replied, "After that, I will call you Zixin, I am down, tomorrow I will get up early and talk tomorrow night." After saying this, Lan Xin quickly went offline.
After getting off the line, the computer was placed in the hall and did not matter, and Lan Xin lay down on the bed and fell asleep after a while. This night, there was no quarrel with her family in the dream, and it was quiet.
The time to sleep always passed quickly, Lan Xin woke up before dawn, and she was alone in the empty room, she got out of bed, looked out of the window at the rain that had not stopped, and suddenly cried. She was crying so sadly that she didn't know what she was doing for. Maybe it's because she thinks no one understands her, or maybe she thinks no one is with her?
On the other hand, Lan Xin's sister Lan Yu was also worried that she had not slept all night, and kept calling her, but the phone was still turned off. Standing next to Lan Yu was his boyfriend Zhang He, who worried: "Lan Xin, nothing will happen!" ”
Lan Yu's face was anxious: "I just don't know!" I didn't sleep well last night, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I called her, but I just couldn't get through. ”
Zhang He gently patted Lan Yu's shoulder and said, "You can rest assured, I believe that Lan Xin will be fine." ”
After Lan Xin wept for a while, he wiped away his tears and smiled at the rain that was falling outside the window, and without even hitting the umbrella, he walked out. Although the rain outside was not heavy, it was still enough to wet a person.
She walked happily in the rain, looked up at the sky, and shouted, "Goodbye, this world." It was still early at this time, there were few people outside, Lan Xin took off her shoes and walked on the wet road, not knowing where she was going? Overall, she looked a little nervous and lost.
On this day, Lan Xin did not take his mobile phone out, and he walked around in a crazy way for a day, and he was very tired after returning home. After lying down for a while, it was already eight o'clock in the evening, she took a hot bath, wore pajamas, opened the computer, and then logged on to the penguin, and saw Lu Zixin's penguin in the lower right of the computer flashing non-stop, Lan Xin as soon as he went online, he was used to smoking, after lighting the cigarette, he saw what Lu Zixin said: "Is it here?" ”
Lan Xin quickly replied, "Yes, how, after not seeing me for a while, I miss me." ”
Lu Zixin replied, "Yes! ”
Lan Xin knew that he only said this casually, but she hadn't heard it for many years, at least three years. She smiled and simply typed a few words on the screen: "Are you free now?" ”
After Lu Zixin received this, the speed of the reply was completely second-by-second: "There is time!" ”
Lan Xin took a hard breath of his cigarette, but he was choked by the smoke and replied, "Can you come out now?" ”
Lu Zixin's speed of reply was still very fast: "Of course you can." ”
The corners of Lan Xin's mouth revealed a slight smile, perhaps laughing at the man, because it would already be night, what could he do when he came out? Definitely the right thing to do. Lan Xin then tapped out on the computer: "See you in a moment at the Deyue Hotel." ”
Lu Zixin did not expect that this netizen named Demon was so direct and ecstatic: "Then I will wait for your call." ”
Lan Xin replied, "Well, I typed my phone number on the computer." "I changed my clothes and went out of the house."
At this time, the night, it was very cool outside, there were many people walking on the street, Lan Xin seemed to be a little uncomfortable, and coughed a few times, after coughing. I took out my cigarette from my bag and lit it as I walked towards the Hotel De Yue.
In less than five minutes, Lan Xin arrived at the Deyue Hotel, took out his ID card, and opened the room. With the room card, I walked into the elevator, went up to the fourth floor, and came to room 4007.
Lan Xin sat down in front of the computer and was about to open the computer, the mobile phone rang, it was her sister Lan Yu calling, Lan Xin just looked at the mobile phone and kept ringing until the other party hung up. But after a while, the mobile phone rang again, Lan Xin threw away the cigarette butt, picked up the phone, and said coldly: "There is something, say." ”
Lan Yu said anxiously at the end of the computer, "Lan Xin! Where did you go? I'm worried about you!" ”
Lan Xin's tone of voice was still so stiff: "It's all come to this time, don't ask me where I am, can't you let me be quiet for a few days?" After saying this, Lan Xin hung up the phone angrily.
The computer opened, logged in to the penguin, Lan Xin looked for the head of Lu Zixin on the penguin, found it, and quickly issued a few words: "I am in room 4007 of the "Deyue Hotel", come now!" ”
After sending this, the other party did not reply for a minute, Lan Xin was a little anxious, and quickly typed a few words: "Are you still coming?" ”
Lu Zixin replied, "Come, you'll be there in ten minutes." ”
Lan Xinduo didn't say anything, and replied, "Then you hurry, I will wait for you, if you don't come within half an hour, I will go back." ”
At this time, Lu Zixin had turned off the computer, put on his shoes, and hurriedly left the house.
Taking advantage of this time to wait for Lu Zixin, Lan Xin took out a notebook with a cartoon cover and a pen from his bag, and began to write carefully on it, no, it was in the mood. Her expression looked somewhat serious and melancholy, writing, writing, and a few tears dripped down the paper.
When Lan Xin wrote a diary, looking at the time, ten minutes had passed, and he put the notebook he had written in his bag. She stood up, tied her hair, and prepared to go to the bathroom to take a shower.
Chapter 2: Each other's hearts beat faster
At this time, there was a knock outside the door, and Lan Xin quickly opened the door. Standing in front of Lan Xin was a tall, thin boy of about 175 heights, his hair was cut very short, and he was dressed in white clothes, which looked very neat and clean.
Lan Xin smiled, "You are Lu Zixin." ”
He nodded, and Lan Xin spoke very softly: "You sit down first, I will go to the shower." ”
Lu Zixin still nodded, he took a cigarette from his trouser pocket, and lit it with trembling hands, not knowing why he had become so nervous. Maybe he was worried about whether Lan Xin was a liar? Maybe I am also worried about myself, for a while, whether I will play abnormally.
Lu Zixin smoked a cigarette and looked toward the room, a large white bed, a TV set on the wall, a teapot on the side of the TV set, instant noodles, drinks, and condoms. The next thing I saw was a black dress casually placed on the sofa next to the bed, and Lu Zixin's heart beat faster.
Because this was the first time that Lu Zixin came out to meet netizens so quickly, and it was also directly into the theme, which made him feel a little excited and nervous.
After another ten minutes, Lan Xin took a bath, wrapped in a white bath towel, and walked out of the toilet barefoot.
The hair on her forehead was wet, and there were still beads of water on her face, which set off her fair skin even more crystal clearly, and looking down, the obvious collarbone could not help but make people think about the next step.
Lu Zixin couldn't stand it anymore, put out the cigarette in the ashtray, went to the toilet and said, "You wait, I'll come to wash it." ”
Unexpectedly, he was pulled by Lan Xin, and Lu Zixin's heart beat faster, and he said in his heart: "What does this girl really want to do, don't need to be so anxious!" ”
Lan Xin suddenly smiled, and one hand touched Lu Zixin's face and said, "You have just taken a bath!" Lu Zixin choked on a pool of saliva, yes, he took a shower before he came, afraid that Lan Xin would wait, so he just flushed. Before Lu Zixin could react, Lan Xin directly pushed Lu Zixin to the back.
At this moment, both of their hearts were racing, and Lan Xin was on Lu Zixin's body, and the looming thoughts had already aroused Lu Zixin's true thoughts.
He couldn't wait to take off Lan Xin's clothes, and Lan Xin also cooperated very well, quickly taking off Lu Zixin's pants.
In this quiet night, the room of the two people, emitting the air freshener of the rose smell brought by the orchid heart, the two began to fight on the snow-white bed. More than forty minutes passed, and it was over, and both men lit cigarettes and smoked.
Lan Xin rested his head on Lu Zixin's shoulder, smoking a cigarette, and was silent. Lu Zixin felt that this woman with the name of the net was evil, had a heart, and did not like to talk to people very much.
Lu Zixin coughed and asked, "What is your name?" ”
Lan Xin replied, "Does the name matter?" ”
Lu Zixin shook his head, Lan Xin took a big puff of smoke, spit this mouthful of smoke into Lu Zixin's mouth, smiled, looked at Lu Zixin very affectionately and asked: "Will you come back at this time tomorrow night?" ”
A cloud of smoke drifted from the top of Lu Zixin's head, and he said, "What do you think?" ”
Lan Xin softly "hummed", and the expression of the smile just now suddenly became serious. She jumped out of bed and went straight to the toilet.
Lu Zixin turned sideways, did not pay attention to see the ID card on the side of the bed, picked it up and looked at it, and whispered in his mouth: "Born in 90 years, named Lan Xin." ”
I didn't expect Lan Xin to come out of the toilet so quickly, Lu Zixin just put down his ID card, Lan Xin said lightly: "You go to wash it!" You go back after washing. ”
When Lu Zixin heard this, he felt a little amused, and said unhappily: "This woman, what's going on?" It felt like I had become a door-to-door service. Of course, Lu Zixin's face was not so thick, and he quickly got dressed and prepared to leave here.
Lan Xin knew that he was angry and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
Lu Zixin was speechless, he was already dressed, and he was about to go out, Lan Xin asked, "Will you come back at this time tomorrow night?" ”
Lu Zixin said unhappily: "I'll see when the time comes." After saying this, he put on his shoes and slammed the door and came out.
After Lu Zixin left, Lan Xin did not sleep, she opened the computer, lit a cigarette again, tapped the keyboard, wrote a diary in the space, wrote and deleted, deleted and wrote, and finally nothing was written. She finally found a movie to watch, and after watching it, she went to sleep.
Chapter Three: The Last Birthday
The next day, at eleven o'clock, Lan Xin woke up, she did not check out, picked up her bag, and went downstairs to renew the room. When he walked out of the hotel, he called Lu Zixin, and the phone rang, but he did not answer.
This made Lan Xin feel a little sad, she blew a breath and said to herself, "It seems that I have to go to the beach alone." ”
Lan Xin took a taxi, quickly arrived at the beach, pulled out a camera, and photographed the beautiful scenery of the seaside. When she was tired of taking pictures and sat down to rest, Lu Zixin returned the phone.
Lan Xin said softly, "Have you eaten lunch?" ”
Lu Zixin's tone was a little cold: "What? ”
Lan Xin said, "In the afternoon, can I pick you up from work?" ”
Lu Zixin's head was foggy, and he suddenly felt that this woman named Lan Xin was so strange, Lan Xin listened to him for a long time and did not speak, and smiled: "Then forget it!" ”
Lu Zixin is not a timid man, he said: "Well, my company is in the second district of Chaoyang, and when the time comes, you will call." ”
Lan Xin said, "Good. "Hung up the phone, found a restaurant, ate, and went shopping again in the afternoon."
This afternoon, Lan Xin went to the bookstore, flower shop, pet shop, cake shop, bought a lot of things, and returned to the hotel. Looking at the time, when it was time for Lu Zixin to leave work, Lan Xin took a car to pick up Lu Zixin in chaoyang second district.
A few minutes later, Lu Zixin came out, Lan Xin walked over with a smile on his face, Lu Zixin really did not expect Lan Xin to come to pick him up, and felt a little happy in his heart, because since Lu Zixin and his ex-girlfriend broke up for two years, no one had been waiting for him downstairs for a long time.
Lan Xin walked over, took Lu Zixin's arm, and said, "Let's go!" Go to the guesthouse and I will surprise you. ”
This is the second day that Lan Xin left home, her sister Lan Yu has been very worried, all day long uncertain, she called Lan Xin, Lan Xin listened to the mobile phone ringing, took out the mobile phone from the bag, saw that it was her sister calling, she hung up the phone directly.
Lan Yu stared at the phone disappointedly, "Just don't want to talk to me so much?" ”
For Lan Xin's move, Lu Zixin was suspicious, he was about to ask Lan Xin who made the call, Lan Xin said directly: "It is my sister's call, I don't have a boyfriend, nor am I married, you don't have to worry about anything." ”
Lu Zixin just smiled, and soon Lan Xin took Lu Zixin to the hotel last night, but tonight's hotel looked very romantic.
A room full of roses, candles, red wine, and a cake. Lu Zixin had not felt this romantic atmosphere for a long time, and when he saw a cake, he looked at Lan Xin and asked, "Today is your birthday." ”
Lan Xin pulled Lu Zixin to the center surrounded by roses and candles and said, "Yes! This is my last birthday. ”
Lu Zixin didn't care what Lan Xin said, but just said apologetically, "Why didn't you say earlier that today is your birthday, I didn't prepare anything." ”
Lan Xin smiled and said, "It's okay, you can accompany me." ”
Lu Zixin suddenly felt that Lan Xin was a very kind girl, from the beginning of their chat, Lan Xin never asked him about the situation at home, nor did he ask him what kind of work he did. This made Lu Zixin inexplicably have a good feeling for Lan Xin.
Lan Xin planted candles on the cake, and in such a room, roses and candles, there were no bright lights, just through the windows, and the cool and gentle wind that blew in made this small room so warm. Lan Xin was full of smiles, and suddenly a dragon made of crystal appeared from behind, saying, "This is for you." ”
This made Lu Zixin feel very surprised, he looked at Lan Xin and said, "What are you doing here?" ”
Lan Xin said, "To you!" ”
Lu Zixin wondered, "Why did you give it to me?" ”
Lan Xin said very frankly, "Because I like you!" ”
When Lu Zixin heard this sentence "I like you", the whole person became wooden, because a woman who had known him for one or two days suddenly said that she liked him, and she also knew him in the online group. This only surprised Lu Zixin, who just smiled and said, "Lan Xin, don't joke, this is not fun." ”
Lan Xin was disappointed and said, "Are you afraid of being responsible?" I don't need you to be responsible for me, this crystal dragon, and I hope you can take it. ”
Lu Zixin just said indifferently: "Let's put it aside first!" ”
Lan Xin saw Lu Zixin's attitude, got angry, and threw this crystal dragon aside with a "dang" sound, fortunately, the dragon made of this crystal was of good quality and did not break it. Lan Xin stood up and just stared at Lu Zixin.
Lu Zixin didn't know what Lan Xin wanted to do? Just looking at her very dazedly, suddenly Lan Xin leaned down, and a kiss landed very affectionately on Lu Zixin's face, for women to take such an initiative, normal men generally will not refuse.
Lu Zixin also responded to Lan Xin's kiss and directly carried Lan Xin to the bed, but Lu Zixin felt Lan Xin's hot tears, gently placed her on the bed, and asked: "What's wrong with you?" ”
Lan Xin said, "I'm just happy. After saying this, she pressed Lu Zixin back under the bed, and this time suddenly made Lu Zixin feel Lan Xin's sadness. She looked at Lan Xin's sad face and just looked at her so quietly.
Lan Xin suddenly smiled, "What are you looking at?" ”
Lu Zixin shook his head: "Nothing? ”
Lan Xin suddenly smiled again, rode on Lu Zixin's body, and slowly took off her skirt, suddenly, she felt almost something?
Leaving Lu Zixin's body, he jumped out of bed, walked to the computer, put on a love song, clapped his hands, and said: "Done." She shook her body and walked over to Lu Zixin, looking at her like that, as if she was drunk, but she didn't drink.
Lu Zixin suddenly developed a strong sense of curiosity about Lan Xin, and said in his heart, "What is this woman trying to do?" I'd rather play with her. ”
After the two of them finished their work, it was almost twelve o'clock in the morning, Lan Xin lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, looked at Lu Zixin and asked, "If one day I don't say anything and leave you, will you miss me?" ”
Lu Zixin was inexplicably asked by Lan Xin's words, and also lit a cigarette, but just smiled and said nothing. Lan Xin gently flicked the soot on his fingertips and said to himself, "It seems that I have made myself sentimental." After saying this, she took only one sip of the cigarette, then extinguished it in the ashtray, lay down and fell asleep.
Lu Zixin really thought that this woman named Lan Xin was quite strange, but he whispered to himself in his heart: "She will not be in love with me!" ”
This night, Lan Xin slept very badly, because she had been having nightmares, and at three o'clock in the morning, after she was awakened by the nightmare, she suddenly found that Lu Zixin was not around. He shouted his name, and Lu Zixin's voice came from the toilet: "I am here." ”
Lan Xin quickly jumped out of bed, rushed into the toilet, saw Lu Zixin was taking a bath, and hugged him tightly from behind. Lu Zixin felt inexplicable again, looked back, looked at Lan Xin with a sad face and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Lan Xin didn't speak, just hugged Lu Zixin tightly, as if he was afraid that Lu Zixin would disappear from his sight in an instant.
A few seconds later, he looked at Lu Zixin with an affectionate look, tiptoed up, and a hot kiss landed on Lu Zixin's lips. Of course, a normal man could not bear to stand in front of a woman wearing only a pair of black bottoms, and the two began to fight frantically in the toilet.
The two of them went crazy from the toilet to the washstand, and then on the bed, the quilts that rolled on the bed also fell to the ground, and then there was the sound of the two people pestering crazy.
After more than an hour, it was finally over, and both felt very tired. Lan Xin lit another cigarette and said, "Can you accompany me to take a wedding photo tomorrow?" ”
Lu Zixin was also smoking a cigarette, Lan Xin's words thundered him and he was immediately choked by the smoke, coughed a few times, looked at Lan Xin and said, "What are you talking about?" ”
Lan Xin said very clearly: "Accompany me to take a wedding photo, I just want to make a memorial, not to want you to be with me." ”
Lu Zixin hesitated for a moment and said, "Forget it!" ”
Lan Xin said very seriously: "I don't need you to give money, you can temporarily be my boyfriend for a few days, can't you?" ”
Lu Zixin also looked at Lan Xin very seriously: "I don't know what you are doing this for?" Is that fun or a lack of love? ”
Lan Xin looked at Lu Zixin for half a second and replied affirmatively, "I lack love, what's wrong?" Can't you just give me a few days of love? When he said this, Lan Xin's eyes were a little moist, and he looked like he was about to cry.
Most men can't see women crying, and Lu Zixin is the same, he took Lan Xin into his arms: "Okay, okay, I'll accompany you tomorrow, you don't cry!" ”
Chapter Four: Accompany me to take wedding photos
The next day, early in the morning, Lu Zixin accompanied Lan Xin to take wedding photos. Lan Xin was wearing a white wedding dress and beautiful bridal makeup, looking very moving, she looked at herself in the mirror, and whispered in her mouth: "If I can get married, how good it would be." ”
Lu Zixin also stood next to Lan Xin in a white groom costume and asked, "Why do you say that?" ”
Lan Xin just turned around and smiled at Landing Zixin: "Zixin, you look really handsome like this." After saying this, he kissed Lu Zixin's face again.
This time, a man with dyed blond hair and a very fashionable dress walked toward Lan Xin and Lu Zixin with a camera: "The little two are really in love!" Hurry into the studio and take a picture! ”
Lan Xin pulled Lu Zixin happily into the studio, the two photos are still quite tacit, a set of wedding photos, a set of couple photos, after the photo has reached noon. Lan Xin pulled Lu Zixin to see a movie again, and after watching it, the two went to the amusement park again.
When it was time to come to the amusement park, Lan Xin took Lu Zixin's arm and said, "This is the happiest and most relaxed time since I was alive, thank you for giving me good memories." ”
Lu Zixin sometimes felt that this Lan Xin was very strange, and sometimes he felt that she was quite kind and real, and he began to like her a little. He gently pinched her pale face and said, "What are you talking about?" Since you were alive, are you going to leave this world? ”
Lan Xin was silent for a few seconds and asked, "Then if I really left this world, would you cry for me?" ”
For Lu Zixin now, Lan Xin asked this question, he was really not easy to answer, but he said uncertainly: "Maybe it will!" ”
Lan Xin smiled again, smiled brightly, and said, "You can just say that." Just after saying this, she felt very uncomfortable, and she didn't have time to say a word to Lu Zixin, so she hurried towards the toilet.
Lu Zixin said loudly, "Where are you going?" ”
Lan Xin pointed to the toilet in front of him as he ran, and Lu Zixin said, "Then I will wait for you outside the toilet." ”
Finally, Lan Xin ran to the toilet, she squatted on the ground, spitting blood out of her mouth, she knew that she was about to leave this world. While wiping the blood from her mouth with a tissue, and after adjusting her mood slightly, she walked out of the toilet again. As soon as he stepped out of the toilet, he saw Lu Zixin, who was smiling at himself.
Lan Xin walked over, took Lu Zixin's arm and said, "I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, so I won't go riding the roller coaster, shall we take the Ferris wheel?" ”
Lu Zixin looked at Lan Xin, whose face was a little pale, and worried: "Is it uncomfortable?" Then go back! I accompany you to the hospital. ”
Lan Xin said, "No, it's not too early, go straight to my house tonight!" I'll make meals for you. ”
Lu Zixin nodded, and after returning home with Lan Xin to the vegetable market to buy the dishes he liked to eat, it was already more than six o'clock in the evening. Lan Xin settled Lu Zixin in the hall, turned on the TV, and said very gently: "You are watching TV here, and I will go to cook alone." ”
Lu Zixin said, "Let me help you!" Aren't you uncomfortable? ”
Lan Xin was indeed very uncomfortable just now, but now that she was better, she tricked Lu Zixin and said, "I was afraid of riding a roller coaster, just now I deliberately said that I was uncomfortable, you are here watching TV, not allowed to move." After saying this, Lan Xin happily went to cook.
Lan Xin cutting vegetables is very skilled, soon cut a few shredded potatoes, tomatoes, eggplant, and then began to cut lean meat shreds, after getting the dish, they were ready to start stir-frying, just when she fried the last dish, suddenly found that there was no salt, they turned off the fire, the mobile phone did not bring, just talked to Lu Zixin, went downstairs to buy salt.
Before Lu Zixin could say that he had gone downstairs to buy salt, Lan Xin had already slammed the door and left. Lu Zixin looked at this clean and tidy home and couldn't help but go to Lan Xin's bedroom.
Her bedroom was beautiful, big red bed with two big bears on the bed, blue curtains, red wardrobe, white floor, and her room felt very cozy. At a glance, there is a vase in front of the computer desk, and the vase is a blue rose, which is rare, and with her foil, the room looks a little romantic again.
Suddenly, a notebook with a cartoon cover on the other side of the vase attracted Lu Zixin, and he was about to pick up this notebook to look at it.
Lan Xin's mobile phone rang in the living room, Lu Zixin quickly ran out of the room, picked up the mobile phone, and saw that it was a name number with "Cheng Mo" stored, Lu Zixin did not answer, because he was not used to answering people's calls. After the phone stopped ringing, this called Cheng Silent sent a text message, Lu Zixin did not want to read this text message, but had already seen it, it was written: "Wife, how have you ignored me recently." ”
When Lu Zixin saw this text message, he suddenly had a feeling of being deceived, and he felt very angry, because Lan Xin told him before that she did not have a boyfriend and was not married, so why did she cheat on herself like this.
In a fit of anger, Lu Zixin slammed the door and came out. He didn't know why he was so angry, did he really like Lan Xin? Along the way, Lu Zixin kept asking himself if he really liked Lan Xin or was in love with him.
Just when Lu Zixin hesitated, the sky suddenly darkened, but sometimes it could not drop a drop of rain, just like Lu Zixin's hesitant mood, is it love? Or do you like it?
Chapter Five: A Phone Call To Find Out the Truth
After this incident passed, Lan Xin did not contact Lu Zixin for a week, and finally Lu Zixin couldn't help but call Lan Xin, but the phone rang and was hung up, and a few seconds later Lu Zixin received a text message from Lan Xin: "I'm cooking, I don't have time, I'll call you back." ”
Lu Zixin just smiled, feeling that he was self-made and sentimental, looked at Lan Xin's phone number, hesitated, and finally made up his mind to delete Lan Xin's number.
Two or three days passed like this, Lu Zixin suddenly remembered that his watch had forgotten at Lan Xin's home, although he deleted Lan Xin's phone number, but this number had been deeply imprinted in Lu Zixin's mind, and he called Lan Xin. Still ringing, the other party hung up the phone, and quickly replied: "I am washing clothes, now I am not free, I will return your phone in a moment." ”
Lu Zixin was angry, directly threw the mobile phone to the ground, walked out of the house, and said angrily: "Lan Xin, I see what kind of ghost you are doing, I will go to your house to see." ”
In ten minutes, Lu Zixin came to Lan Xin's door, rang the doorbell, and did not see Lan Xin to open the door. Lu Zixin pressed a few more times, but still did not open the door. Lu Zixin was completely angry, kept ringing the doorbell, and said loudly: "Lan Xin, you open the door, I know you are at home." ”
A minute later, the door opened, lu Zixin was preparing to question Lan Xin about something, but when he saw that the person who opened the door was not Lan Xin, but a strange man, Lu Zixin was even more angry, staring at this man and saying: "You are the man named Cheng Mo who texted Lan Xin last time!" ”
This man is not Cheng Mo, but Lan Xin's brother-in-law Zhang He, he said expressionlessly: "I am Lan Xin's brother-in-law, Cheng Mo this person is just Lan Xin's ordinary friend, he just accidentally made the wrong phone call that day, sent the wrong text message." ”
Obviously, Lu Zixin did not believe what Zhang He said, and laughed contemptuously, this will, a woman dressed in white, stood in front of Lu Zixin, she looked very vicissitudes, she was Lan Xin's sister Lan Yu.
Lan Yu looked at Lu Zixin and said, "I'll just wait for you to come." ”
Then, Zhang He took a few cups of tea to the coffee table, and Lan Yu said weakly, "Come to the hall and sit down!" I have something to tell you. ”
Lu Zixin just thought that this thing was a little strange, he went to the hall, just sat on the sofa, suddenly saw the hall hanging on the photo of Lan Xin, she smiled, but when Lu Zixin saw this photo, her heart was half cold, because this is a black and white photo, which means that Lan Xin is dead.
Lan Yu saw Lu Zixin's questioning eyes and said with certainty, "What you see is true, Lan Xin is already dead." ”
Lu Zixin just didn't dare to accept this fact for a moment, thinking that Lan Xin was playing with himself, looking at Lan Yu and laughing: "What are you kidding me, obviously you were fine more than a week ago, how can you say that you will leave?" ”
Lan Yu was also very sad in his heart, took a sip of tea, stood up, and took out the cartoon notebook from Lan Xin's room, which was the notebook that Lu Zixin saw more than a week ago, Lu Zixin suddenly had a bad premonition, and did not dare to take this diary for a long time.
Lan Yu directly put the notebook on the coffee table and said, "I am Lan Xin's sister, the man who hangs clothes on the balcony is my boyfriend, Lan Xin has been more rebellious since he was a child, I originally lived with her, but always quarreled, I lived in my boyfriend's house." I know that Lan Xin met you online, and I also found out from her diary, she lived for more than twenty years, did not meet the right person, and did not love well, so she chose to be good to you, but you always seem to suspect her of something. ”
Lu Zixin tensed a face, picked up the notebook on the coffee table, opened it and looked at it, the first diary was written: Today I met a netizen on the Internet, his name is Lu Zixin, chatted with him, I feel that he is very sincere, and I am ready to meet him tomorrow night.
The second diary: Today is June 7th, changchun summer always feels not a trace of heat, I changed my clothes, and said good to Lu Zixin, "Deyue Hotel" see, I met him, he is not bad, but from his eyes always feel that he does not easily believe anyone, this is the first time I talked to a stranger for two days, I went out to do bad things, so excited and excited.
The third diary: June 8, back home from the hotel, I went to buy a lot of things, in the afternoon I went to pick up Zixin from work, he saw me, very happy, I felt that he should not be a cold person, I was suddenly fascinated by his smile, found that I liked him. Lu Zixin did not dare to look down, he just held back his inner grief, Lan Yu suddenly cried: "It is all my bad to be this sister, when I sent Lan Xin to the hospital, I heard the doctor say that she had a terminal illness, and when she found out, it was still late, it was all my bad... ”
At this time, Zhang He dried his clothes, walked to the coffee table, and also sat down next to Lan Yu with a calm face, handed her a tissue, and whispered, "Don't cry." ”
After a while, Lu Zixin then looked at the diary written by Lan Xin: On June 10th, I went with Zi Xin to take wedding photos, I was so happy, but his expression was very strange, but finally he cooperated with me to finish the photo, in the afternoon we watched the movie, and went to the amusement park, but I suddenly found that I was very uncomfortable, I rushed to the toilet, in fact, I was vomiting blood, but I lied that I was afraid of riding a roller coaster...
When he saw this, Lu Zixin's eyes were already moist, and he never thought that Lan Xin looked such a sincere girl, but he was terminally ill. When I took wedding photos with Lan Xin, I didn't pay attention to what she said, and I didn't find out that she was terminally ill, and she actually smiled so happily at herself.
After Lan Yu wept for a while, he stood up again and took out a set of wedding photos from Lan Xin's room, which was the last time Lan Xin and Lu Zixin went to take pictures together, Lu Zixin looked at this set of wedding photos, while looking at it, he touched Lan Xin on the photo and held back tears. He began to blame himself: Why did the last time the person named Cheng Mo sent a text message, he did not wait for Lan Xin to come back and ask clearly, and in the next decision, he thought that the man was Lan Xin's husband, and thought that he was deceived.
Zhang He handed Lu Zixin a cigarette and said expressionlessly: "That day Lan Xin took you home and bought the dishes you liked to eat, just when she was making the last dish, she found that there was no salt, so she went downstairs to buy, only to enter the supermarket without a few steps, it fell down, when the supermarket cashier called us, Lan Yu and I couldn't wait to rush to the supermarket and send Lan Xin to the hospital." ”
Speaking of this, Zhang He sighed: "When we rushed to the hospital, Lan Xin was already dying, she said that this matter can be concealed for as long as possible, and after a long time, you will naturally forget this matter, but in the end you still came." ”
Lu Zixin could no longer say a word, trembling his hands and smoking a cigarette, and finally couldn't hold back the tears and cried out. Lan Yu then said, "When Lan Xin left, she said that if you came, she would show you the diary and wedding photos, and these diaries, which Lan Xin wrote for the first time for a boy, recorded the truest thoughts in her heart, she thought you were very good, if she was still alive, she must marry you." ”
Lu Zixin choked up his voice, holding the set of wedding photos, and said sadly: "In the days with her, I have not treated her well, nor have I given her anything, and I still do not believe her so much, it is all my fault, if I know that she is terminally ill, I will definitely accompany her through the final journey." ”
Lan Xin wiped her tears and said in a hoarse voice, "It's not your fault, Lan Xin said that you are very gentle, especially like to look at your eyes, although there is always some sadness and distrust in your eyes, but she thinks you are the best... ”
The atmosphere at this moment was very sad, it was also raining outside, Lu Zixin did not see the last side of her because of Lan Xin's death, and he was sad for a long time. As soon as the night came, Lu Zixin stared at Lan Xin's gray head in a daze, and Lan Xin's every word echoed in Lu Zixin's mind.
He lit a cigarette, entered Lan Xin's penguin space, and also looked at her photo, he always felt that Lan Xin was still there, and he was still smiling at him, Lu Zixin was laughing and shedding tears.
If time can be turned back, then everything can be repeated; if time can be turned back, then the person who is good to you will be treated well; if time can be turned back, then it is better to choose not to meet, not to meet such a sad love...
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