It's miserable...
Last week, Jessie J, a stone sister, broke down late at night and cried bitterly, talking about her "terminal illness"——
Meniere's disease.
The disease is deadly, but there is no cure.
Patients will have hearing loss, tinnitus and syncope, can not be eradicated, can only take medicine for life to control.
For a singer, this is tantamount to Ling Chi.
In fact, as early as last year, Sister Stone was deaf in her right ear, but for the release of the new album, it lasted for half a year.
She cried and apologized to her fans: "I don't want to show sympathy, I just feel sorry for you, I can't run the publicity, I can't sing new orders." ”
"I'm afraid I won't be able to sing anymore..."
In the eyes of many people, sister stones shine brightly.
I have won the song king, sung the Olympics, "Price Tag", "Bang Bang", any one, are all wang fried.
But every time Curie read her story, he always thought of one word: many disasters and many difficulties.
Jessie J was born differently from everyone else.
She is a sister in the family, she loves to laugh and be pleased, and her eyes are dripping when taking pictures, like stealing two stars.
But this child, his health is not good.
Jessie recalls that as a child, she was "admitted" to the hospital.
"I fainted five times across the mountain, took injections and medicines every day, and ate until my skin turned green..."
Dad told her that this was family inheritance and could not be cured.
Sick and bedridden, Jessie could only do one thing — sing.
This singing, can't help it.
God confessed to himself indebted to this frail girl, and could only compensate her for her singing voice.
Jessie was like a yellow warbler out of the forest, and at the age of 10, she sang into the London Grand Theatre.
Don't look at this little chick's weak body, the voice is bigger than anyone.
How big is it?
She joined the school choir and went home crying after a day: "The teacher thought I was too loud, and the whole audience only heard me singing..."
But geniuses are often out of place.
At the age of 15, Jessie won the British Outstanding Talent Competition "Best Pop Singer", and at the age of 16, she was successfully admitted to the London School of Art.
There, she met a little chubby chick, Adele.
They hang out together, have lunch together, and sing together on the playground.
At that time, neither the big voice nor the little chubby girl knew that in a few years, the other party would become a queen of divas that shocked the world.
In 2005, Jessie took the lead and was signed by a famous record label to prepare for her debut.
It's like receiving an offer from a big factory before you graduate, who isn't envious?
But just a month before the album's release, the company went out of business.
Jessie was stillborn in the first special birth, and jessie was upset and wanted to find a new owner to start again.
Just then, she had a stroke...
Irregular heart rhythm and dizziness are the ghosts of family genetic diseases.
Jessie can only retreat behind the scenes and write songs for others, which can make money and not so many broken things.
One writing is 5 years, Boss Jia, Alicia Keys, Christina Aguilera..... It's all regulars.
But how can this loud voice withstand loneliness?
In 2010, there was a strange coffee in the major entertainment magazines -
Qi bangs, dark eyeshadow, generous face, flaming red lips like a child just finished eating.
Jessie J, a pair of curved hooks, murderous.
After holding back for 5 years, she opened her voice and was eager to eat the entire music circle.
The first single "Do It like a Dude" was originally written for Rihanna, and Sister Na didn't want to sing it herself.
I accidentally took the second place in the whole Of England.
Two months later, "Price Tag" came out and won the 19-nation championship.
After 10 years, this song has even become the finale of Curie's downstairs square dance mama.
The degree of brainwashing can be seen.
Even if the song is red, this sister sings live, just like eating a CD.
Netizens commented at the time: Jessie J's scene does not have to listen, just look at the photos you can feel how desperate she is.
Even Katy Perry asked her to be a world tour guest.
But Jessie J didn't.
Her leg is broken...
In 2011, Jessie J fell off the stage during rehearsals and tore his left leg in 6 places.
But why would Jessie give up?
I couldn't stand and sing, so I just sat and sang, lying down, dancing on crutches.
People hurt her and advised her to rest and recuperate, but Jessie J refused: "Singing without feet, what is so pretentious about this little injury?" ”
This sentence, I don't know how many traffic Internet celebrities have hit the face.
For half a year, she wore assistive devices and sang all over the music festivals, large and small, and never cheated.
People must be popular professionally, and as soon as their feet are good, they will be lucky.
In 2012, anyone who saw Jessie J had to shout, "There's a hang!" ”
One album scored 6 songs in the top ten, flattening MJ's record.
Being received by the Queen, closing the Olympics, being a judge for the Voice of England...
The whole city was watching, and once she rode the dust, she spent two years.
But Jessie J felt that it wasn't enough.
In 2014, a song "Bang Bang" shook the world with thunder.
That night, Jessie J wore a golden suit from the audience to the stage, and A sister and spicy chicken "three flowers gathered", bright light.
However, after a single song, Jessie J disappeared.
She canceled all tours, refused big and small shows, and didn't even shoot on the street.
When she reappeared, she was lying on the operating table.
Jessie J grew up suffering from a genetic disorder called "pre-excitation syndrome."
The mild range is arrhythmia, chest pain and shortness of breath, and the severity is syncope coma and heart failure.
So, Jessie J didn't want to sing in order to sing.
The operation was a success, but the doctor told her, "You may not be able to have children for the rest of your life." ”
Complete one's misery.
Jessie J had just walked out of the ward and went to the cemetery – her grandparents had died at the same time.
God is like making a joke with her, slapping her with a candy, depending on when you get down on your knees and beg for forgiveness.
But Jessie J, not.
She went on a new album and sang on tour, and the more Heaven wanted me to shut up, the louder I sang.
In 2018, she crushed the audience with five consecutive victories and won the "Singer" championship.
A foreigner becoming a Chinese singer king, replaced by someone else, must be controversial, but as long as you have seen the Jessie J scene, ironclad.
The singing skills are superb, the control field is first-class, humble and gentle, and the heavy sword is bladeless.
In China, people love to call her Sister Stone, and she will grin every time she hears it.
"I don't understand, but I know they love me."
But heaven forbid, just TM loves to torture people.
Last December, Jessie J woke up to find herself deaf in her right ear and unable to walk in a straight line.
She ran to see a doctor, went to active treatment, lasted for half a year, and stayed up until the new album was released.
A medical certificate broke her down in an instant: Meniere's disease, there was no cure, and she had to stop working for treatment.
Desperate, helpless, murderous, jessie J wiped her tears and got up to write a whole page of chicken soup on Weibo to cheer herself up.
"Even if it hurts, Sing it."
In the introduction next to it, only a few words are written:
A man who sings super loud.
In a 2011 interview, someone asked about Jessie J's wish list, and she said:
1. Win the best newcomer
2. Voice the movie
3. Partner with Adele
4. Let more people hear their songs
The first two, she has done, the last two, I hope God let this loud girl go, let her get what she wants.
I remember a few years ago, Curie was preparing for graduate school, and every night when he felt that he could not hold on, he would listen to Jessie J's "Flashlight".
What is sung in the song turns out to be the obstacle she has traveled in the past 33 years:
"Tomorrow is coming, I am alone, the darkness is boundless, I will sing alone."
I think of the sentence that Stetson wrote in "Sick Gap Broken Pen" -
"And look at the doubts of others as a ghost fire, and boldly go on your night path."
The long night is difficult to understand, although the disease is plagued.
She, and the singing.
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Responsible editor丨 Honey
Edit 丨 Happy Little Fairy
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