Look up at the sky wordlessly ask the heavens

Tomorrow start October a holiday, the circle of friends to see the old class of children several videos, I dare not let the child see, now and the previous conditions are not the same, watch once I am sad once, that time full of joy to go down, through the difficult three years, who can think I will bring the baby back [tears] [tears] [tears] I have no way, I am afraid, I am a mother is also a person who resisted those days, trance time, night sleep, late at night crying, I am very afraid, I can not replace my children, So it's hard and difficult we came back to stay, no way, that kind of day does not dare to come again, I only ask the babies to be happy with their bodies, now and the conditions are not as good as before, I am sad, but I am very relieved that the baby pleased the uncomfortable torture, dear baby mother loves you, loves very much, rejoices and cheers