What is hidden in the corner is the heartache and pain of life
Last year, there was a movie called "The Hidden Corner" and once a student asked me if I had seen it? I replied, no!
So I asked her what the content of the movie was, and she began to tell me about it, and at first she had a showdown and said that she hadn't seen much.
Later, I didn't go to this movie, but the words "hidden corners" were quite impressive to me. There are countless secrets hidden in the secret corners of everyone's heart, either unspeakable or unspeakable. It's all there!
But there is a secret that in the experience of life, it is also useless to say that life is not useful.
She was my neighbor, and I knew from a very young age that she was a very kind person, so kind that even fate would play tricks on her.
When she was young, she looked good, counted well, and was a good person, which was outstanding in their poor years.
The only fatal point was whether she was squinting, or whether she would inherit this, which became her fatal wound. Seeing that other women who were not as good as her were all married, she was not only anxious, inferior, and unwilling.
When all matchmakers come to kiss, they are disliked by the other party for having problems with her eyes.
The nagging and worrying of her parents at home, the gossip of others, and the repeated rejections of others have undoubtedly suppressed her young and soft heart again and again.
So she made a decision to marry the second most non-existent elder in our village, I can't say what the second brother is called, I never asked, just heard people call it like this.
Facts have proved that it is a good criterion to pursue the principle of "preferring to be absent rather than indiscriminate" in everything.
But she didn't, just for the idea that other people can't marry out, and the idea of marrying out, she has the current way of life.
A woman's toughness, which lasted from eighteen to seventy-eight, she did.
The second oldest, no job, the only thing is to herd cattle, farming, when he was a child, he listened to a lot of things that he lost face, and he was also a person who lacked a few tendons. He had been the most angry in his life, and he was afraid that only his family was treated.
When he was old, heaven really treated him kindly, and with senile dementia and deafness, the complicated things of this world could no longer enter his ears and his heart. When it is really no worries to live.
And she is different, married to the second, she became the next second woman to be laughed at, so she bit her teeth, became the toughest woman in the family, the big and small things in the family are managed, but also have to deal with, her squinting eyes or inherited to her son, so her son is also intact son to inherit the father's business, continue to herd cattle, raise cattle, farm.
Since her daughter got married, she began to worry about her son's marriage again, and met many ill-intentioned people and things in her son's affairs.
Later, her son finally married a daughter-in-law, a stupid daughter-in-law, fortunately, this silly daughter-in-law is acquired and not hereditary.
Coincidentally, it is not that the family does not enter the door, and the reason why this stupid daughter-in-law will become a fool is also because of a high fever that burns out her brain.
Her brothers and sisters are all college graduates, there is a unit with a façade, the conditions are good, the parents' genes are good, but they just create people, and a disease to her makes her a fool, and her parents then marry her to this second son, which is to throw her this burden.
After that, she also had to take care of the foolish daughter-in-law, but the foolish brother and sister's heart was really good, and in the past few years, she often came to take care of this sister, and helped this foolish sister's children to study.
Now that the grandson of the second family is also in high school, the hopes of the whole family are all placed on this grandson, waiting for him to raise his eyebrows and glorify his ancestors.
Now she is more than seventy years old, still a hard breath, just hunched over, hunched off, the pressure of this family, life, survival and the way of life, instantly let her weak woman into an old woman.
The years are really unforgiving, the hardships and sufferings surrounding her have become the white hair on her head, the skin wrinkles and oldness everywhere, and the loss of teeth are all carried out in secret.
Old people forget each other, but do not forget kindness! This is a portrayal of her life, the life course of a weak woman," but she has never lost hope.
Since we came home, she has brought dishes to our family from time to time, many times, I have told my mother not to take other people's food, she is not easy, and then some dishes at home are not finished.
She had a big vegetable patch with my little one, so I would go to the door to see what seedlings she had, so that she could teach me how to plant, and occasionally I would think of picking some leafy vegetables in her field, provided she was there as well.
The sweet potatoes she dug up yesterday were planted for me in early autumn, and then she began to pinch a handful of leaves called rape for me, and told me that it was delicious to blanch and then fry.
Watching her extremely seriously in the rape field, pinching the vegetables and helping me get it right, and still chanting how to fry it, I wanted to record these shots, and my mind recalled the story of her that my mother and I had told me before.
This is the second time I have photographed her, the last time was a few years ago when she washed vegetables in the small river, I immediately saw the story of her, it was the years, it was difficult, it was the unspeakable pain of life.
This time I also found that she was also very religious about everything and everything, which was really rare. Mu Xin wrote in "Once Upon a Time Slow": I remember when I was a teenager earlier, everyone was sincere and sincere, saying one sentence is one sentence.
That's how she gave me. Sincere, genuine and down-to-earth.
In her, I suddenly found that the law of attraction was too strong, and how difficult it was for her to live this life! We all have to be born of beauty, and it is better to walk towards the light!
In addition to the subtle humanity in this hidden corner, there is also the heartache and pain in life hidden in the corner.
#生活有温度 #