It's late at night, and everyone is asleep, right?! But at this moment, I can't calm down for a long time, and I share with you my complicated feelings tonight with a deep sadness!!!
Tonight, the company's year, everyone is reunited with a happy mood, but I am not happy at all, in the face of the usual friends and colleagues to persuade me to drink, everyone at the table of men and women are drinking together, and I have become a unique outlier who does not drink, many people who usually know each other are also half-jokingly accusing me of not giving face, in the face of their laughter suddenly I found that I have been abandoned by this social circle, I feel that I have been incompatible with them, I don't think I used to drink a thousand cups of wine anymore.
But my inner desire for life, the desire for health motivated me, in the face of all kinds of persuasion, I blocked it for various reasons, although it looked a little awkward and a little embarrassing, but I kept the self-defense line to protect the kidneys.
For our kidney patients, it is not easy to mix in the society, so we must keep the bottom line of maintenance, be strict with ourselves today, then the kidney will be stable for a longer time, although I am a little embarrassed tonight, but I still take care of the friendship of friends and colleagues and keep the bottom line of physical maintenance, so when we encounter social entertainment in the future, no matter how happy, we must keep the bottom line of maintenance, understand that we are patients, what can be done and what can not be done. As a fourth-level patient of iga, tobacco and alcohol are taboo for me, so I can't relax my standards anyway, fortunately I did it tonight, so, patients, be strict with yourself, although we have less joy and less passion, but our fragile kidneys have been preciously protected, our health is possible, and we are farther away from uremia.
The above is my maintenance mood sharing tonight, as a patient everyone should pay attention at any time, can not relax a little to indulge themselves, happy passion is only temporary, only their own health is real, since last year in order to live for the sake of medicine I have found a new job in the society again, and soon integrated into the company, but in the face of the party dinner of the persuasion is what many of our kidney patients need to face, no matter what, we must grasp the principle, for the body, for ourselves, for the wife and children, strict with themselves, Strict point, strict point!
China's wine culture is not to blame, but we are kidney patients, it is impossible to explain to them one by one, for the long-term peace and stability of the kidneys, sometimes only cheeky refusal, in so many years of dinner I am a variety of reasons to find out, hehe! Fortunately, I have always insisted on !!! I will always stick to it and move forward for the goal of lifelong non-dialysis!
My mood tonight is mixed, but it's also calm now, a little bit more talking, good night!!!
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