Are you afraid of death?

Recently brushed to @ positive energy Kaige film and television inside the clip <遗愿清单>and then watched this movie, from the hospital to meet each other's cancer death movie, during the period to see their special pain in the hospital when I can't bear to watch it, the heart bluntly said afraid: afraid of aging, afraid of pain, afraid of loss, afraid of death...

The year before the mother-in-law rode down and fell into the hospital, when we were all in the field, the husband first drove back to think that it was just a simple fall, did not expect to go back to the time has been severe coma into the ICU, brain hemorrhage, look more serious I also took the car back the next day, crying all the way, back to see the husband also discussed that no matter what, we must cure her, because the mother is this one.

However, only three days in the hospital, the mother-in-law died of various organ failure, my husband and I cried like a tearful person, this is simply unbelievable bad news, the last sentence did not say, nothing to explain, I only two months in the belly of the baby can not even see the face, there is no grandmother, fell the day before the hospitalization is still in the video, there is a laugh, to the winter solstice are to explain to each other Do not forget to eat dumplings, so can not see again, the children have not had time to filial piety, not yet had time to enjoy happiness, not yet 50 years old .......

When I was young, my grandparents died of illness, my father would cry every time he got drunk, shouting at his parents, saying that he missed them, after graduating from college, my grandparents also died of illness, and as I grew older, more and more people were lost.

Why do people have to face death, the days of life are not sweet, to be old and suffer all kinds of torture, now although I am a mother, I still can't face death, if you treat me kindly, don't let me suffer too much...

People never know which accident or death will come first, and we only hope that we will live well in the present moment and leave all our good tempers to our families