Looking down from the 20th floor, the traffic at the intersection is intertwined on all sides, but there is no mistake at all, and staring unconsciously is a bit relaxing and calming.
"Do you say that people still know the meaning of 'Nian Guan' now" Chen Xi suddenly popped up this question to Huang Youyou, only 10 days before the New Year, Chen Xi probably thought of something.
"I was a little caught off guard by your question..." Huang Youyou was indeed stunned, because he was older than Chen Xi, and it was always normal to ask the younger generation such a question.
"In the old days, everyone's life was embarrassing, the end of the year was approaching, money and human feelings, they had to be summed up, for many families are waiting for the last income, so that they can buy New Year goods, rest assured that the New Year, people who owe money have to pass the customs, and those who wait for money will also wait for the customs." Although Huang Youyou didn't know why Chen Xi asked this question, he still answered.
"Yes, now it is only 7 days off for the New Year, and there are not so many problems in life, but..." Chen Xi sighed a little, and it was difficult to express it accurately.
"In the past, I know what you are thinking, and I have advised you, but sometimes I doubt, think carefully about my past difficulties, always feel that it is some warm nonsense, sorry ..."
"Yeah, I don't feel empathy for this, but sometimes these warm nonsense do play a little role, and it's good to anesthetize for a minute."
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The two fell silent for a long time.
Chen Xi's mother died of illness a few months ago, and after a long period of companionship, she was also mentally prepared, and at that time, she did not feel much pain.
But after that, when the night is quiet, when there are achievements to share, when there is unhappiness to talk about... Only to know that if it is gone, it is gone.
Have you ever made the mistake of not having filial piety in front of the bed for a long time, no big mistake, no impatience? If you have worked hard enough and have money, is it possible to go to Beijing to see a doctor, to go abroad to see a doctor...
None of this has an answer, just punching yourself.
Jiangsu and Zhejiang people on the winter solstice, will "dumplings for the festival", is the southerners' own "vegetable bun reaming", with vegetables, bamboo shoots, dried beans and other ingredients, wrapped with good noodles, steamed to eat, simple and delicious, each dish is different, each has its own taste.
The food itself is very ordinary, I haven't eaten it for a year, I think tightly, Chen Xi often thinks that his own ingredients are simple, and every winter solstice he wants to try grandma's full-fed dumplings.
When I ate the first one this year, it was tasteless.
It turns out that sometimes at home, it will go to compare which is more delicious, the family is gone, it is a stir-fried pickle with pasta, ordinary can not be more ordinary.
The taste of home, this kind of word, used to be listened to, that is, when writing, writing to a certain situation always brings out this word, where there is any real experience.
And now, she deeply realized that at the age of 25, she should not have such an experience, and she could not afford it.
"In the past, I will not persuade you to let go, I can only say that I will live like this, life is to take one step at a time..."
"I understand..." Chen Xi said slowly, without the following
In the TV series, the death of relatives is always those transitional scenes that are drunk day by day, and then the protagonist's aura plays a role and actively moves forward.
But who are the protagonists of us ordinary people, and life is repeated day by day.