When I graduated from college, I stayed at home for a few days and then hurried to report to my work in the city.
On the day I left, it was raining lightly, and the scenery outside the window was like a veil wrapped in a veil, which always made me feel that I was somewhere else. The mood of that day was also like a layer of fog, not only to leave the mother who had just been close for a few days, but also to leave the girlfriend who was in love.
Soon, I adapted to the work of the unit. Time passed quickly, more than a month, do not know why, I called my girlfriend, sent WeChat did not return.
I couldn't hold my breath more and more, in our place, she was very outstanding, there were many people pursuing her, didn't she..., did she change her mind? I was worried and more and more depressed, and just then, a girl named Yan'er (pseudonym) broke into my life.
Yan'er is four years younger than me, is the custodian of the unit, and the warehouse she manages is just behind our building. During that time, the leader arranged for me to grasp some technical work, so I was exposed to more tools, and occasionally I would deal with Yan'er.
Yan'er is a good girl. Although I didn't know her very well, I could tell from her mannerisms and dressing. She doesn't have the domineering and squeamishness that city girls are used to, nor does she dress herself up like some girls do. Her clothes are always so decent, and the color of her body always makes people feel very close and soft.
Gradually, we became acquainted, and more and more talked, chatting back and forth, and finally talking about everything. Colleagues didn't know I had a girlfriend at home, and they all thought that Yan'er and I were in love.
Are I in love with Yan'er? I don't know. In fact, when I was with Yan'er, I often thought of my girlfriend, and occasionally received letters from her, and I still couldn't contain my excitement.
One afternoon, our department was working overtime, and I missed the shuttle because I was catching a report. At that time, Yan'er also had something that did not go through. "How about sending me home?" Yan'er leaned against our door and said with a grin. To be honest, I wasn't very willing at the time. On the one hand, I feel sorry for my girlfriend for doing so: on the other hand, I don't want my relationship with Yan'er to make any progress, that way, my life will be bad.
But in the end, I thought: because I didn't catch the shuttle, male colleagues send female colleagues a trip, is the common sentiment of people, why do you have to consider so much? But just after agreeing to Yan'er's request, she threw out another idea: don't take the car anymore, walk back. At this point, I found that it was better to think about it a little more.
On the way, I walked very unnaturally, and even my legs were a little unobtrusive. Except for my girlfriend, I have never traveled so far alone with other girls. Swallow was in the front, I was in the back, and I didn't dare to stand shoulder to shoulder with her.
"Are you going to follow me like this all the time?" You are so sneaky, be careful of being caught by the police!" I smiled and quickened my pace to keep up with her. After taking a few steps, she suddenly stopped, grabbed my hand, and asked, "Do you like me?" I was stunned.
I knew that Yan'er had always been bold and straightforward, but I never imagined that she would ask me like this.
"Me, I have objects, really, I have objects." I said in a huff.
"I know!" She had an indifferent expression, "But I don't think your feelings are very good, she hasn't come to see you, and you've only been together for a few months, not for long!" Yan'er's words were like a series of cannons, and they continued to attack me. I was a little overwhelmed. She knew so much, she must have gone to great lengths to inquire from my fellow countrymen.
The thought of her taking such pains raised a sense of ambiguity in my heart. In order to leave some room for both me and Yan'er, I replied to her like this: You made me think about it.
In fact, I thought about it for a long time, and I didn't think about a result. In the days to come, there will be more and more contact with Yan'er, and many things we do together have nothing to do with work. I found that I was really a little emotional.
The paper wrapped could not hold the fire, and the close relationship between me and Yan'er was finally known to her mother. Her mother felt that I was assigned from other places, and even more that I was from the countryside and had no backing in Daqing, afraid that in the future, I would not be high or low. However, Yan'er's brother who went to college was very supportive of his sister, he said: The so-called love, love is people, not anything else.
Yan'er's hard work, coupled with her brother's several hard persuasions, Yan'er's mother finally agreed to let her daughter continue to get along with me. When I heard the news, I didn't feel happy, and I "buzzed" in my head, thinking: This is a big deal.
In this difficult situation of riding a tiger, I got along with Yan'er. Colleagues said that I was blessed, because Yan'er's father was very capable, and I would definitely be able to borrow the light in the future.
Whenever a colleague says this, I have the appearance of a girlfriend in front of my eyes, this kind of day when I write love letters to my girlfriend at home while falling in love with Yan'er, when is it a head... I also dream a lot. In the dream, my colleagues have changed into a different look, they no longer look at me with that envious eye, but point to my nose and call me "modern Chen Shimei"...
I'm sorry for my girlfriend, really. She has such good conditions, so excellent, but disdainful of the pursuit of many high-ranking cadres and children, she is so fond of me that she is even willing to give up her job at home to accompany me in Daqing. Originally I was very happy, but now I have Yan'er again.
What am I going to do? What to do?
One day, I received a WeChat message from my girlfriend: I miss you very much. She also said: Be sure to pay attention to the body, there is me at home, your mother's side, although rest assured... Looking at my girlfriend's message, my heart was sour, and tears couldn't help but flow out of my eyes.
A good friend from home said in WeChat: "Your boy is so blessed, some time ago your mother's old illness was committed again, thanks to your object!" Your mother, every day looks forward to being an old woman!"
After watching the WeChat of the girlfriend and friends, the figures of the girlfriend and Yan'er flashed in my mind.
"We're just getting married, I don't go to the countryside, all I want is you!" Yan'er's words have been echoing in the ears for a long time...
Thinking about the sick mother, thinking about the kind girlfriend, and then thinking about the swallows around me, I am embarrassed. I struggled on the brink of love...
That night, both sides of the line seemed to be empty, and neither side could settle down. Before dawn, I had a hard time sleeping... I dreamed of my mother. It made me finally know where to put my feet.
The next day, I found Yan'er and proposed to break up, and the consequences can be imagined.
Eventually, my hometown girlfriend became my bride. Although we are not very rich in life, we feel very solid in our hearts. She was filial and good to my mother, better than before marriage. Until now, the two of us are still so affectionate. I'm often thankful that I made the right choice.
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